Chapter 256
Back in the room, Yan Chuchu was lying on the bed unable to sleep, his mind was full of the words he told her to go, compared to the last time when she stabbed him with a sword before leaving, it seemed that this time it hurt even more.

Yan Chuchu didn't want to cry at all, she felt that she should find something to divert her attention.

Pushing open the door and walking to the bamboo forest in the back garden, the night was very dark, and she didn't light up a lantern when she came out, so there was no light in this place.

She squatted at the foot of the tree with her knees hugged, and there was a faint smell of wine in her breath.

Yan Chuchu's eyebrows moved slightly.

She remembered that during the meal, Bo Qinghuan said that there was a wine cellar to the west of the bamboo forest, which was filled with wine brewed by the son-in-law himself.

After thinking about it for a while, Yan Chuchu stood up, intending to imitate the ancients and drink away their worries.

She went back to the room lightly to get the lantern, and quickly went to the wine cellar to hold a jar of pear blossom snow. When she came, she passed by Bao Qinghuan's room, and she walked over and stood outside with her feet uncontrollably.

The lights in Bo Qinghuan's room have been turned off, and it's pitch dark inside, probably asleep.

Yan Chuchu's hand that was stretched out to knock on the door slowly retracted, hesitated for a while, and finally sighed softly, held the wine jar with a lantern and left.

She has a good memory and kept walking in the direction where she fell off the cliff, but the farther she was from the bamboo house, the more her heart ached.

Originally, she planned to leave early tomorrow morning, but when she thought of saying goodbye to him, she felt a thousand reluctances in her heart. She didn't want him to watch her go, and she didn't want the sadness of parting from others to infect her last. A trace of strength.

She doesn't cry, can't cry.

Didn't you already know that you and him are impossible?Leaving now is only a matter of time, what's the big deal?
Opening the wine jar, Yan Chuchu drank while walking. When she was in a haze of drunkenness, it seemed that she could really let go of many things.

She didn't know how long she had walked before arriving at the place where the two of them lit the fire to rest last night. She only knew that when they arrived, it was already very late at night. She hung the lantern on the tree and sat on the square white stone where he had sat. Li thought of every expression he had made in this position at that time.

"Bo Qinghuan..."

She raised the wine jar and took a sip, her eyes blurred, "What kind of girl do you like? Like Ali? But I will never live like her. I am not as beautiful as her, and I am not as gentle as her. Everything, I can't even learn to smile. The only thing I can compare to her is probably the liking for you, but Ali is dead, how can there be another one in this world? You love her If you can't forget it so much, it means that I have no chance in this life, right?"

She took another sip, supported her head, and laughed at herself, "Yes, how can a person like you fall in love with others so easily, let alone a useless woman like me. Do you know that there was actually a moment last night, I thought that our distance could be one step closer, that you would miraculously let me stay by your side, but now that I think about it, I think too much again."

With the help of alcohol, she wanted to pour out the words in her heart more and more.

"Although you push me away time and time again, I still want to be a bitch, and I still want to stay in a place with you, even if it's just to take a look at it from a distance. Only when you are there can I feel at ease."

"Bo Qinghuan, you don't understand what it's like to really like someone, and you don't understand that girls like duplicity. Although I say I want to leave, in fact, I hope you can ask me to keep me." , I know it is impossible for you to like me, but even if you just want me to take care of you for a few days, I will probably be too happy to sleep."

"Bo Qinghuan, you really hurt me this time, I'm very angry, don't be soft-hearted in the future, and don't talk to you again."

After drinking a jar of wine, Yan Chuchu was completely drunk and poured it on the white stone.

In a trance, she felt that the man was sitting opposite, frowned at her, and said: "Dream less on weekdays, too many dreams will affect intelligence."

"I hate me again!" Yan Chuchu muttered, and threw the wine jar to the place where she had hallucinations, only to hear a "bang", the wine jar shattered into several pieces, and the phantom disappeared, except where the light shone, The surrounding area was pitch black, and nothing could be seen.

Winter was approaching, and the nights in the woods were naturally extremely cold, Yan Chuchu hugged her body and curled up on the wide and cold white stone, still uttering incomprehensible ravings, and unconsciously fell asleep.

In a daze, she heard someone calling in her ear, "Yan Chuchu, wake up!"

She couldn't tell whether it was reality or a dream, she just felt very noisy.

Frowning, she barely made a sound in her dry hoarse voice, "Go away, don't disturb me!"

He waved his hands to drive away the noisy voice, but he couldn't open his eyelids.

"Speak clearly!"

The voice continued, with a hint of anxiety.

"Woooo..." Yan Chuchu sobbed softly, "That bastard Bo Qinghuan bullied me, even you bullied me, what are you?"

Eyelids were as heavy as lead, and her throat was so sore that she could hardly make a sound, Yan Chuchu turned over with difficulty, intending to continue sleeping.

Unexpectedly, when he lightened up, he seemed to be hugged by someone.

Yan Chuchu's heart was startled, her whole body trembled, she struggled twice and managed to open a slit in her eyes, revealing Bao Qinghuan's haggard face.

All the drowsiness dissipated suddenly, and annoyance suddenly rose in his heart, Yan Chuchu shouted loudly, "Let me go!"

As he spoke, his body was also constantly struggling.

Bo Qinghuan glanced at her, then continued to walk through the woods towards the bamboo house without saying a word.

Yan Chuchu knew that he was injured, and now she was not as good as a healthy person like her in terms of strength and martial arts, so she simply used some internal strength to break free from his restraints and land firmly on the ground.

It was already bright, and the valley was a bit cold in the morning, and his precious cloak was on her shoulders.

Quickly taking off the cloak and throwing it into his hands, she said angrily, "Bo Qinghuan, what are you doing?"

"Come back with me." His eyes were black and blue, as if he hadn't slept all night, his originally enchanting face was now only distressed and haggard, and the eyes he looked at her were less hostile and more cautious .

"Oh——" Yan Chuchu sneered, "What do you think I am, a servant you call and go, or a worthless doll? You can bully me when you want it, and kick me when you don't want it. Open, you have no heart, you think it doesn't matter, then have you ever thought about my feelings? Do you know that one sentence of yours, or a decision that is insignificant to you, may completely hurt me completely?"

"I know."

His tone was annoyed, and he claimed to have changed to "I" unconsciously.

"What do you know?" Yan Chuchu's eyes turned cold, "You only know that anyone with power can run amok in the world, and anyone should be a cow or a horse for you, and these people who are a cow and a horse for you are all you are ready to throw away at any time. A plaything to kill. What else do you know?"

Bo Qinghuan's lips moved.

Yan Chuchu said coldly, "Stop hypocritically using your self-righteous charity to treat me, okay? I'm not your slave. As early as the night you returned the contract to me, there was nothing between us. You still want to be entangled? Sorry, I'm very tired and don't want to play with you anymore. "

Yan Chuchu didn't know where she got the courage to say this in front of him, she thought, probably because she hadn't had enough alcohol last night, which gave herself courage.

It is said that the truth is spoken after drinking, and the ancients would not deceive her.

She who was a little groggy at first seemed to wake up a lot after shouting.

Turning around, she didn't look at him anymore, and didn't want to ask him why he came. She just wanted to escape from this place and him.

After walking a few steps, Bo Qinghuan's voice came from behind.

"Last night, I heard you leaving." He said, his voice was a bit desolate, "I also know that you once stayed outside my room for a while."

Yan Chuchu froze.

"When I chased it out, it was very dark outside." He paused, "I didn't see exactly how many boats were parked by the river, or whether the one that you rowed away was missing, I just tried my best." I desperately wanted to catch up with you, and then rowed all the way from the end of the bamboo forest. When I went out, it was almost dawn, and Yin Che's people were still looking for you outside, but I didn't see you. So I guess , you probably came to this place."

"Then you couldn't wait to row back the same way through the woods to find me, didn't you?" Yan Chuchu sneered, "Why do you think I'll be here waiting for you to find me? Playing hard to get? I'm so sorry. I've said it, I don't want to play this kind of boring game with you. It's true that you drive me away again and again, and it's true that I plan to leave completely. "

"Just based on..." he said, "I can guess that you will come to this place because I guessed that you like me."

Yan Chuchu was unable to close her eyes, and sneered.

"Just like, I didn't understand my heart until the last moment." He slowly added the above words.

Yan Chuchu was stunned, turned around abruptly, and looked at him in disbelief, "What did you say!"

"Yan Chuchu." He looked at her, word by word, "I want to be with you, it has nothing to do with power, only in my own name, regardless of the past, only talk about the future, what can be given to you, what can't be given to you, I Do your best, if you agree, then I am yours."

Yan Chuchu opened his mouth, and then pinched himself severely.

"Hiss—" she almost cried out in pain.

"You are joking?"

Yan Chuchu felt that the scene in front of her was simply a dream within a dream, a picture that she couldn't even imagine in her dreams.

In the dream, Bo Qinghuan was a big bastard who would only bully her, but in reality, Bo Qinghuan was a super big bastard who would only bully her even worse.

She once thought that if such a thing as confession could happen to him, it must be a miracle that would only happen when the sea was dry and the sky was crumbling.

"As long as I've been looking for you, my heart hurts." His eyes were flushed with bloodshot eyes, and against his face, it didn't make people feel terrible, but added a touch of distressing weakness.

"You look like I'm joking?"

"I……"

She was at a loss for words, and she had to admit that the spineless she began to waver and soften her heart after hearing these words.

Yan Chuchu, you must hold on!

There was a voice in her heart reminding her: the person in front of her was probably just trying to trick her back, as for why she lied to her, the purpose was unknown.But she must not be fooled easily, otherwise her determination to leave just now will be defeated immediately.

Another voice said again: Yan Chuchu, you can't be unconscionable, people hunted you all night, besides the deceased, have you ever seen him rushing here for any woman in this world?If it was acting, why would he stay up all night for a little shrimp like you, not to mention that he was seriously injured, and those wounds on the palm of his hand were left to save you, which shows that he really cares about you!

The first voice is making trouble again: Yan Chuchu, don't forget how he treated you before, he drove you away again and again, obviously because he thought you were in the way, otherwise, if he really liked you, why would he tell you? Those unfeeling words?Have you forgotten that he said goodbye to strangers only.

The second voice persuaded: "Yan Chuchu, those things are in the past, you are not a small-bellied person, why did you hold on to it? At that time, he was unfeeling towards you because he was really ruthless, without emotion." How could I be nice to you?What's more, don't you like the decisive governor?In the past, that was his true temperament, and it was also the reason that attracted you to come closer again and again.It’s different now, now he starts to pay attention to you, likes you, and is afraid of losing you, this is a good opportunity, if you don’t give yourself or him this opportunity, then once you miss it, it will be a lifetime.

The two voices kept appearing alternately in my mind.

"Hit him, let out a bad breath first."

"Can't hit him. He was injured. He didn't sleep last night. He's very weak now. If you slap him, he won't be able to bear it."

"Hit him!"

"can not fight!"

"..."

Taking a deep breath secretly, Yan Chuchu raised his hand with a sharp expression.

Bo Qinghuan saw her intention and stood still.

In the end, Yan Chuchu couldn't slap him on the face, so she cried and threw herself into his arms, then clenched her fists and beat his chest continuously.

"Bo Qinghuan, do you know what a jerk you are! I've waited for you for so long, and you only now understand what I mean."

Bo Qinghuan didn't say a word, but twitched the corners of her lips.

Yan Chuchu felt that she was very spineless, she was obviously so strong when she was alone, but as soon as she was in front of him, she couldn't help but burst into tears, all the grievances turned into grievances, as if she couldn't stop crying.

"You cry again, and my clothes will be soaked by you." After a while, he said.

"Just cry!" Yan Chuchu wiped the tears on his chest on purpose, "Who made you such a bastard!"

Bo Qinghuan was silent, "You can cry if you want, but carry me back first and then continue crying for as long as you want."

This bastard, it's really a pot that you can't open.

Yan Chuchu's crying stopped abruptly, and she glared at him fiercely, "Why are you so moody!"

At a time like this, it's fine if he doesn't comfort her, and he even said such a sentence to spoil the scenery.

Sure enough, nature is hard to change!
"Miss, flirting requires physical strength." He raised his eyebrows, "And I am very tired now."

Yan Chuchu pursed her lips.

That's right, it's really a miracle that he went out to look for her all night after being injured like this. It's really a miracle that he survived until now.

Quickly wiped away tears, Yan Chuchu squatted down, "Then you come up!"

Bo Qinghuan pursed her lips and lay on her back unceremoniously.

After Yan Chuchu got up and walked along the path yesterday, she muttered, "I carried you so kindly for the sake of your serious injury, otherwise, if you are fine, I will beat you!"

"Why?" he asked.

Yan Chuchu felt aggrieved again, and flattened her mouth, "Because I waited so hard for this day, even when I approached you, I have to be careful, lest you get upset and drive me away, and won't let me stay by your side. "

Bo Qinghuan tapped her on the head, "Can't wait, won't you say it yourself first?"

"I don't dare." She snorted coldly, "If you reject me and get punished again, I would be so embarrassed! If I don't say anything, at least I can get along with you like ordinary friends. If I say it out, I will be rejected." After that, it will be impossible for me to stay by your side, perhaps, it will be difficult to even see you."

Bo Qinghuan asked: "Do you know why I let go of your hand and let you fall off the cliff, and then jumped off with you?"

Yan Chuchu was shocked, "Didn't you fall down because of an accident?"

Bo Qinghuan tapped her head again, "Who told you?"

Yan Chuchu protested, "Stop knocking, what should I do if I'm stupid?"

"I'm stupid to begin with, so I don't mind knocking twice more." Bao Qinghuan was a little amused.

Yan Chuchu had a dark face, "Come down, I won't recite it!"

"You can come down." He said, "But if you want to know, I won't say anything."

Threatened her again!

Yan Chuchu gritted her teeth, "Then you continue."

"Then do you carry it?"

"Back—" Yan Chuchu dragged out the ending, "For the sake of your injury, this girl is not as knowledgeable as you."

After she finished speaking, she was expecting him to tell the reason for jumping off the cliff with her, but she could hear his even breathing when he fell asleep.

Yan Chuchu's forehead was full of black lines, "Bo Qinghuan, I can't stop talking to you!"

"Huh?" He was woken up on his back, and let out a lazy hum from his nasal cavity.

The corner of Yan Chuchu's mouth twitched, "Didn't you say you wanted to tell me the reason why you jumped off the cliff with me? How dare you sleep before you finish talking?"

"Oh." He barely opened his eyes, "I think you are such a stupid person, you must not be able to find a way to save yourself, maybe you will die if you fall off, so I plan to come down and have a look."

"...That's it?" Yan Chuchu's face darkened even more.

"Otherwise what do you think?"

"I might as well don't ask!" She stomped her foot, thinking it was a romantic sentiment that life and death go hand in hand, but she didn't expect that it would become vulgar when it came out of this black-hearted and black-lung poisonous tongue, and she felt a chill all over her body.

Looking at her regretful reaction, Bo Qinghuan secretly laughed.

Back at the bamboo house again, after Yan Chuchu settled Bo Qinghuan, she quickly checked his wound, cleaned and changed his dressings, and after doing all this, she said: "Since you haven't slept all night, then take a good rest, I'll go to light the fire Cook."

Bo Qinghuan's eyelids twitched, obviously worried about her cooking skills.

Yan Chuchu clenched his fists and threatened, "Looking at your sloppy face, it seems that you don't want to sleep anymore? Get up then, you go cook and let me rest for a while."

He immediately closed his eyes obediently.

Yan Chuchu snorted twice, went to the kitchen and took a small bamboo basket to pick vegetables in the vegetable garden.

She who was about to leave suddenly got his heart-felt confession, and she was able to see the moon when the clouds opened. Yan Chuchu's heart was beating non-stop and full of dreamlike happiness, with a contented smile on the corner of her mouth.

She cooked the meal smoothly, and when it was brought into the room, Bo Qinghuan was still fast asleep.

Yan Chuchu didn't call him, she thought about it, and sat down on the edge of the bed softly, brushing up a strand of hair to tickle his ear.

Bo Qinghuan frowned, opened his eyes suddenly, and seeing Yan Chuchu playing a prank, he grabbed her wrist and said in a hoarse voice, "Don't play with fire."

Yan Chuchu stuck out her tongue, "I can't wake you up again, that's all I can do."

Bo Qinghuan tilted her head and saw that there were several dishes on the table, and they smelled good.

Bo Qinghuan looked at her with raised eyebrows, "You did it?"

Yan Chuchu raised her chin, "It's not me, could there be someone else?"

"I've made great progress." He rarely praised her.

Yan Chuchu also felt that she had made a lot of progress today. She obviously didn't know how to cook. When she was in the kitchen, she thought of the scene where Bao Qinghuan was teaching her little by little, and then slowly got started.

"Come on, wash your face first."

Yan Chuchu brought the copper basin, wrung out the towel and gently covered his face, wiping gently.

Bo Qinghuan couldn't move her right hand, so she could only obediently enjoy being served.

After washing his face and rinsing his mouth, Yan Chuchu put away the washing utensils, filled a bowl of rice, and fed him with chopsticks.

"How?" Seeing him swallow the first mouthful, she couldn't wait to hear his feelings.

Bo Qing glanced at her happily, "Slight progress has been made, but there is room for improvement."

Yan Chuchu drooped all of a sudden, and snorted softly, "I've worked very hard, can't you praise me?"

"However..." He changed the subject, "I can feel that you have put your heart into this meal."

Yan Chuchu's gloomy eyes suddenly lit up, "This is true, I really did it with my heart, although...although I still can't meet your standards, but I'm just getting started, I'll practice more in the future , maybe one day it will surprise you.”

After finishing speaking, he fed Bo Qinghuan's favorite dishes to him.

She also picked up her own chopsticks and ate slowly.

After lunch, he put away the bowls and chopsticks, and when Yan Chuchu came back, he didn't lie down, but sat on the side of the bed.

"Didn't you not sleep all night? Hurry up and lie down and mend, or you will easily hurt yourself." She walked over in two or three steps.

He shook his head, "It's enough to sleep for more than half an hour before eating."

Yan Chuchu pursed her lips, she knew that when he was on a mission in person, he would sometimes sleepless for days and nights.

"Then how did you insist on rowing outside last night when you went out alone?" Her eyes softened, and she leaned gently on his shoulder, "You never thought about it, what if the wound relapsed and fell off halfway, what would you do? "

"Speak clearly."

His voice above his head was faint, "Not everyone is as stupid as you."

"You won't hurt my mouth twice every day?" Yan Chuchu was so angry that she twisted his arm severely.

Bo Qinghuan didn't hide, and said lightly, "I heard that women in love will lose their intelligence. It seems true."

Being hurt one after another, Yan Chuchu was unhappy, and stretched out his hand to pull his ear, "Bo Qinghuan, are you looking for death?"

He suddenly turned his head, and the warm breath sprayed on her face, causing her to have an unprecedented strange feeling from the tailbone, her heart was beating fast, and her breathing seemed to be insufficient.

He lowered his head and brought his lips close to hers.

Yan Chuchu could clearly feel that her cheeks were scalded by boiling water.

The moment he was about to kiss, Yan Chuchu suddenly tilted his head, "Then what, the chickens outside haven't been fed yet, I'm going to feed them."

After speaking, he lifted the hem of his skirt and fled in panic.

Looking at her flustered back, Bao Qinghuan pinched the center of her brows lightly, she could say such unsightly words, she was indeed a stupid woman.

Yan Chuchu ran all the way to the outside of the fence before stopping. Thinking of the scene just now, she felt so ashamed. She squatted at the foot of the big tree with her hands covering her reddened face, and kept asking herself in her mind whether all this was real. ?
The governor... really likes her?

Oh no matter, even if it's a dream, it's good to dream that he likes me, why bother so much.

After taking a few deep breaths, Yan Chuchu stood up and went to feed the chicken.

The two of them lived in this place for about half a month, and Bo Qinghuan's injury barely healed.

The little boy who had been sent away by Bo Qinghuan before came back, with a resentful expression on his face, "Young master, the son-in-law said that you drove me away because you wanted to be alone with the girl, and the son-in-law also said that I can't let you succeed, otherwise It will give the chicken to the hungry and skinny."

The corners of Bo Qinghuan's mouth twitched, "Is this what my father said?"

Xiaotong nodded aggrievedly while hugging the hungry and skinny chicken, "Yeah."

Bo Qing gave him a Huan look, "If it wasn't for healing, I would really despise this poor place."

The little boy said: "Young Master, although he is disgusted, he still ate several chickens and half a vegetable garden!"

Yan Chuchu beside him couldn't help laughing.

Bo Qinghuan frowned at her.

Those vegetables in the vegetable garden were obviously ruined by her for practicing cooking skills. Now that he has made such a big scapegoat, she can still laugh?
Being stared at by him like this, Yan Chuchu hurriedly coughed twice, and said to the little boy: "Your young master is seriously injured, he will inevitably need to mend his health, it doesn't matter if he eats more vegetables, it's a blessing to be able to eat, if he can't eat , you and the son-in-law should be in a hurry."

Xiao Tong still felt sorry for the chicken, and his little face was aggrieved.

Yan Chuchu took advantage of the situation and pinched his face, "Don't worry, with you coming back to take care of them, these chickens will gain weight in two days."

Up to now, Xiaotong can only comfort himself, he put down the chicken, sighed, "Master, I'll cook for you."

"No, no, no!" Yan Chuchu hurriedly stopped, "No need, we have to leave today, we've finished our meal, so we won't bother you any more."

The little boy was surprised, "But the girl said just now, the young master is seriously injured, just go out like this, can you survive?"

Yan Chuchu nodded, and took a look at Bao Qinghuan, "It's almost recovered, there are still many people outside looking for us, if we don't go out, they will go crazy."

After hearing this, the little boy sighed again, "Okay then, I won't keep you guys. Goodbye son, goodbye girl."

After saying goodbye to Xiao Tong, Yan Chuchu simply packed up his things, walked out of the bamboo forest with Bo Qinghuan, and stepped onto the boat.

Considering that his wound was not healed, she went to row the boat herself.

(End of this chapter)

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