Doctor Xu's hidden black moon

Chapter 346 Selfishness
He was still silent, but Xu Changjun found the answer from the silence.

The Xu family is in a good state now, and he doesn't want to break this balance.

When Xu Ping'an was vaguely aware of the truth of the matter, it's not that he didn't hate him. He always felt that he was a cold-hearted person, but in fact he valued love more than anyone else. For this, he even did it. Not as good as Qin Qiang.

He was a little tired and tangled whether he wanted to find out the truth.

For this reason, he even despised himself a little.

Once people have more worries, they always seem less free and easy. Since childhood, he has been used to putting himself in the back position. When thinking about anything, he will not think about himself first.

Xu Changjun apologized to him, saying sorry very sincerely.

"I didn't expect things to develop to such a point. When your mother married in, your second aunt and I were not married yet. Your mother is actually a very gentle person. I don't know why she lost to the other one. I can't understand your father, my eldest brother, about this, woman."

Xu Changjun's voice was full of vicissitudes, "Later that woman gave birth to a child, and your mother made a big fuss. I knew what my elder brother did was wrong, so I went to talk to him, but he defended that woman and that child with every word. , and you and your mother are only his responsibilities in his eyes, he said that he gave all his love to the mother and child, and can't give any more to you and your mother."

"I was very angry, and I couldn't understand why the eldest brother I had always respected became like this. Later, I planned the kidnapping. I found someone, told them not to hurt anyone, and took you and that illegitimate child together. Kidnapped."

When he said the illegitimate child, his tone was obviously cold.

Xu Ping'an's fingertips trembled slightly, and he put it into his pocket as if covering up, and touched something hard, it was the red envelope stuffed in by Qin Qiang, his stiff body slowly warmed up, and he rubbed the red envelope the edges and corners.

"I want your father to wake up. I asked your mother. She agreed with your father to take the illegitimate son back and let him live in Xu's house, but he must break off with that woman and never have any contact with her again."

Therefore, when Xu Changjun was kidnapping, he deliberately let the kidnapper say those words, and asked Xu Changtian to choose between the two children. In fact, Xu Changjun did not intend to hurt anyone.

But what shocked him was that not only Xu Changtian chose that child, but even his sister-in-law chose that child.

He was dumbfounded at the time, and the fire in his heart burst out layer by layer, and he still remembers what he was thinking at that time.

He smiled wryly, "I was thinking at the time that things were too different from what I had imagined. I hope that elder brother can wake up, and I also hope that the woman would fight with elder brother because elder brother didn't choose her son, so that even if elder brother took the child It’s also okay to take him back to Xu’s family to raise, but when he gave up on you to choose that child, and even his sister-in-law gave up on you to choose that child, I clearly realized that if that child really enters Xu’s family, then you will What kind of situation is it?"

He looked at Xu Ping'an with a sad and soft gaze.

If that child enters the Xu family, Xu Changtian will double compensate the child because of his guilt towards the woman, and he will neglect and even loathe Xu Ping'an.

And Xu Ping'an's mother, because she wanted to please her husband, would cultivate a relationship with that child. From the fact that she gave up her own son at that time, it can be seen how crazy she was in love.

When Xu Ping'an was born, Xu Changjun was not yet married. He treated Xu Ping'an very well, at least much better than Xu Changtian.

For these wealthy families, illegitimate children are inherently shameful, so Xu Changjun only hesitated a little before letting the kidnappers kill him.

But he thought a lot of things for Xu Ping'an, but he couldn't think of the development of the follow-up things, let alone Xu Changtian would directly abandon his wife and son and choose to elope with a mistress, and he also didn't think that Xu Ping'an's mother would go crazy because of her husband's departure. Everything was blamed on this little child Xu Ping'an.

From then on, he began to live with guilt. Over the years, he tried his best to make up for Xu Ping'an, played the role of his father, asked his wife to take care of him, and asked his children to respect and love him.

But even if it was unintentional, the damage has already been done, so he is always trapped in guilt.

Xu Ping'an remained motionless, with bottomless gloom in his eyes.

He thought about many possible motives, and even despicably thought that he was doing it for the Xu family, in order to let his father leave, so he could justifiably take down the Xu family, but he never thought that it all started because of him.

This is a huge gap and mistake made by accident, Xu Ping'an can suspect that these things are the false truth he made up to cover up his dirty thoughts.

But facing Xu Changjun's old face that obviously didn't match his age, he couldn't say anything.

How ridiculous.

In the end, was he the one who was wrong?

He seemed to have fallen into a huge ice cellar, his whole body was stiff and cold.

Probably sensing something was wrong with him, Xu Changjun quickly patted him on the shoulder, "Do you think these things have become your fault again?"

Xu Changjun smiled wryly, "It doesn't have to be that way, you were just a child at that time, it's just that I was too stupid, in fact, what I just said was not comprehensive."

He looked at Xu Ping'an silently for a long time, "I still have selfish intentions. I didn't go to a noble school in junior high school and high school. Your mother is my senior sister. She is a year older than me and has good grades. Every test is the first."

He told Xu Ping'an about his selfishness. It was not a beautiful story, but the mother Xu Ping'an heard from here was completely different from the mother who became crazy because of a man in his impression.

Xu Ping'an's mother is Shen Ting.

In Xu Changjun's story, she is a talented woman.

When Xu Changjun was in junior high school, because he couldn't understand the style of those noble students, he asked to be transferred to an ordinary school. On the first day he entered, he saw the report card on the school's bulletin board.

Shen Ting, Class [-], Grade [-], first grade.

Attached to it was a photo of a young girl.

It was a girl with a ponytail, confidence in the corners of her eyes and eyebrows, a slightly raised chin, and a smile on her lips. From just one photo, Xu Changjun could tell that this must be a somewhat strong girl, probably because of another I look down on students with poor grades because I have good grades.

He curled his lips and left from the bulletin board without much interest.

(End of this chapter)