After the movie, she went too deep into the play

Chapter 18 The Past (3)

The freshman semester was not easy for Du Ruo.

She always felt that she was very talented in acting, and being admitted to the Drama Academy with the third place in her major proved this point.

But after nearly a year of systematic study, she began to doubt herself, her third grade, and her talent that she had always been proud of.

The group improvisation exercises in the acting class consisted of fragmented stories randomly made up according to the topic, and its logic and characters were often incomplete.

When Du Ruo performs, he is used to replaying a person's life in his mind first in the form of memories, and then pauses in front of the upcoming performance when reminiscing for the second time.

And this kind of fragmented information reception with bottom and top is like a piece of reading comprehension, with only titles and no original text.

she won't.

Try to ask the teacher, but the teacher's answer is only silence.

If you can't convince yourself to act, it will only get worse and worse.

Maybe she can't act at all...

Du Ruo began to question himself.

After being in a coma for half a year, Du Ruo's condition became more and more depressed, while Xiao Yi was busy with the completion of the project and the signing of the contract, so he didn't have much time to accompany her. The half-hour phone call every night was the greatest happiness for the two of them.

Obviously, he could express his troubles directly, but Du Ruo is also a person who likes to hide things in his heart, so the pressure is like a snowball.

Anxiety and uneasiness made her like a caged bird, constantly bumping into the cage, trying to break through.

Thinking about it now, maybe from that time on, she and Xiao Yi were destined to break up...

In his sophomore year, Xiao Yi had already graduated. Ingenuity arranged a lot of announcements for him, and he started running around in various production groups.

Without Xiao Yi, no one would take her out to play happily anymore.

In the huge campus, it seemed that Du Ruo was the only one left.

On National Day in October, the teacher recommended that she secretly participated in the audition for director Zhang Kaixin.

It was still a segmented performance, Du Ruo took the script, a little desperate, but bold enough to ask Zhang Kaixin for a biography.

Surprisingly, Zhang Kaixin gave it.

Du Ruo returned to the original acting method and successfully won the position of female number one.

In an instant, her confidence returned.

She smiled and called Xiao Yi and told him that she accepted the role and was the first female lead!

Because of the contract, Du Ruo couldn't tell Xiao Yi directly that he was taking on Zhang Kai's new play.

I could only keep shouting haha, trying to persuade him to rest assured.

The more Xiao Yi listened, the more worried he became, fearing that she would be cheated, he told her several times back and forth.

Years later, when the production crew was started, Du Ruo showed amazing acting skills as soon as she joined the production crew, and was even dubbed "Du Yiyi" by everyone, saying that her acting skills are so good that she can always pass one by one...

But Du Ruo didn't slack off because of this, she forced herself to keep getting into the show, just to prove herself with her strength.

She can.

In just three months, Du Ruo lived his life as a character in the play countless times.

Everyone has witnessed the process of her gradually losing weight.

Zhang Kaixin was also very worried about Du Ruo's condition, but she always laughed it off and pretended nothing happened.

But she really has something to do, she can't get out...

It is often said that there is a fine line between a genius and a madman.

She has always claimed to be a genius, but now she realizes that she is just an ordinary lunatic.

On the night when Du Ruo finished filming "A Separation", the emotions that had been suppressed for half a year finally broke out.

At one o'clock in the morning, the wind slapped the window with raindrops. Du Ruo sat at the bay window and looked sideways out of the window.

The air pressure was so low that she almost suffocated.

Who can she talk to?

parents?

They will just keep on preaching to her, telling her not to be hypocritical.

friend?

She doesn't seem to have any real heart-to-heart.

Xiao Yi?

right!She still has Xiao Yi!
His hands were faster than his brain, and he made the call first.

The waiting sound on the phone hit Du Ruo's heart like a reminder, until the cold female voice appeared, completely shattering her hope.

But she was still dying, dialing out again and again, disappointed again and again.

Tears gushed out of his eyes uncontrollably, drop by drop, dripping to the ground.

Du Ruo threw the phone aside, bent her knees and hugged herself, and buried her head deeply.

"Ding dong", it was Xiao Yi's message!

She set a special reminder for him.

"I'm busy filming recently, so don't contact me for now."

Du Ruo smiled.

She desperately wanted to grab that life-saving straw, but unexpectedly, the one who waited came crushed the camel.

"let's break up……"

After sending back five simple words, she blocked all his contact information.

　The above memories are biased towards the perspective of 'Du Ruo'.

　　
　
(End of this chapter)