I used to cry in the middle of the night, wanting to talk to you about life

Chapter 5
College students are well-versed in fighting, and they usually don't use tools. They first grab people who can see them, find a way to press them to the ground, and then step on them.Because I am tall, my goal is more obvious, and I belong to a relatively forward position in the quarrel, and Bao Ge's football flew too suddenly, I was completely unprepared, so I was the first to be pushed to the ground.After being stepped on several times, I realized that the beating had already started, so I hugged my head decisively and curled up to protect my head and key parts.After that, people kept falling on my side and on my body, some from our side and some from their side. Anyway, everyone stomped on me indiscriminately, and would rather kill by mistake than let go.The fallen people are not idle, they kick each other back and forth, and occasionally when they are in a safe position, they can also kick the calf of the standing person. If the kick hits a joint, that person will also fall down. He hugged his head and shrank into a ball without any new idea, and then kicked each other with the fallen people around him.

More and more people fell down, the center of the storm vacated space, and the standing people began to move their fists into the hand-to-hand stage, and the battle scene unfolded like this.From the halfway line to the penalty area, there are people fighting in place and chasing and fighting everywhere.Those who fell on the ground felt that it was meaningless to lie on their side and kicked around. When the crowd was not so dense, they also stood up one after another. Those who stood up quickly could still step on the feet that stood up slowly, and those who stood up slowly struggled. After getting up, he will continue to fight with the person who stepped on him.I was slow to stand up. As soon as I got up on all fours and supported half of my body, I was hit hard on my ear with my knee.There was a buzzing in my head, and I fell face-up on the lawn, and I was blinded.Then, there was another kicking and stomping. I don't know who kicked my nose hard, and blood spurted out.

19
It was at this time that Xu Ning appeared. After receiving a call from Brother Bao, he brought over almost all the boys in the dormitory building who were fond of playing football and fighting.Those senior students saw from a distance a mass of stunned boys rushing towards the field screaming with branches and brooms, and they were shocked by their momentum and immediately dispersed.A silly X was pinned when he climbed over the railing, and fell headfirst on the concrete floor, and was carried away by his companions.

Brother Bao, who was intact as before, checked the battlefield and found that I was the one who suffered the most losses. He was so distressed that he scolded his mother: "These grandsons must be too ruthless. Fang Peng, you are just inexperienced. If I were replaced by me, Just stare at the one person over there and beat me to death, even if I am beaten to death, at least I will get back a back." I smiled wryly, and said to myself, don't think that everyone is a layman, I am the one who was stared at and beaten to death by them .

At this time, a pretty steady and handsome boy came over, "Brother Bao, take him to the hospital quickly, don't send him to the school hospital, someone will check. I'll call a car, you help him to the school gate, we Take a taxi to the Armed Police Hospital."

I thought to myself, this person is reliable, I struggled to sit up straight, and nodded at him, "Thank you."

The second child supported my back, "This is Xu Ning, my brother. Thanks to him for calling someone here today."

I thought to myself, why don't I know this brother?Before I could think about it, Brother Bao yanked my hand to pull me up, almost hurting me to death.

Later I found out that when Chen Chen and I occupied the dormitory to practice kissing, the second child had to go for a walk in Brother Bao's dormitory, so he met Xu Ning, a good student with all-round development of morality, intelligence, physique, art and labor. Gao and actively participated in cultural and sports activities, and was directly appointed as the freshman of the School of Finance.At the same time, he is a complete degenerate lover, Xu Ning is full of passionate yearning for the little shit we do.At the beginning, the second child and Brother Bao didn’t like to take him to play, because he never missed class, and the best time to play was when everyone else was in class, but later found that this guy can quickly learn no matter what he plays and He improved rapidly, and he was keen to pay the bill without hesitation, so he gradually changed his attitude towards him. Later, they found that Xu Ning was really a passionate young man with a sense of loyalty, so they got together.

20
Chen Chen watched me being beaten for more than ten minutes.But I don't blame her at all, and even if she came, she couldn't be of much help.If those bastards lose their humanity and do something to Chen Chen who is trying to save me from the fire and water, it will be even worse.But Chen Chen was not idle when I was beaten, she kept shouting "stop beating, stop beating" in the audience, and kept crying.You know, I hate seeing girls cry the most. When I saw Chen Chen crying in the hospital, I decided to hold on to death and not let her worry.

The second child and brother Bao carried me into the emergency room, Xu Ning went to pay the registration fee, and Chen Chen called the doctor, a 60-year-old old man.

"Huh? What's the matter?"

"The nose was kicked and it was bleeding profusely," said the second child.

"Why was the nose kicked?"

"Accidentally...was beaten." Brother Bao faltered.

"Will you be careful if you get beaten?"

I thought to myself, does this old man still see a doctor?I'm so bloody here, it's enough time for you to talk!
"Tsk tsk, so much blood has been shed." The old man said, "What a waste."

Listen everyone, I was injured and bleeding, and I said "waste"!Ya said "waste"!
Xu Ning hurried over and gave the old fool X the medical records and bills.The old man began to examine me, and put an iron round pliers into my nostril. When he loosened his hand, the pliers made my nostril bigger than that of an orangutan.

"Oh, I see the wound." He glanced at it and said, "Go and pay the bill, I'll do a packing operation." Then he took the forceps out of my nostril and started writing the list.Xu Ning waited for him to finish writing with a serious expression, and went out with the form to pay the money.

When Chen Chen heard that he was going to have an operation on me, he burst into tears.I forced a smile on my face: "Baby don't cry, look, I haven't cried yet." The doctor also smiled and said to Chen Chen: "Yes, it's just a minor operation, just use a tampon to hold the wound down, it doesn't hurt." That was the only human thing the old doctor said tonight.But even I didn't expect that this sentence turned out to be a white lie.When those dry tampons were pressed hard into my nasal cavity, I felt like the tweezers were reaching into my brain, which was painful and crushing.

After 10 minutes, the operation was completed.I was sweating profusely and almost collapsed.I sat quietly for a while according to the doctor's request, and found that the nose that was stuffed with cotton really stopped bleeding, and all the blood flowed into my throat, and when I coughed, it was a big blood clot.

This time it's not just Chen Chen, even I'm starting to get scared.Didn't I hurt some internal organs?Will people die?I have been bleeding for more than an hour, how much blood do I have left?
The old doctor came over, "Huh? The bleeding hasn't stopped yet?"

I stared at him as wide-eyed as possible, and said to myself, what do you ask me?
He turned on the flashlight, bent down and asked me to open my mouth to show him, "Oh, the wound is at the back of the nasal cavity, and you have to do another operation."

Damn, didn't you see the wound? Why do you find that the wound is elsewhere now!

The old doctor turned around and sat down and began to write the bill, "Let's go and pay first."

Another 10 minutes later, the old man tore out the tampon he just stuffed into my nose, along with my flesh and blood, and then stuffed it through my nose with a thick rubber tube, and pulled it out of my mouth. I came out (like those Indian snake charmers), and tied a ball of cotton on the rubber tube at the end of my mouth. The old doctor pulled the rubber tube from the end of my nose, and the ball of cotton was stuck in the back of my nose.Then he untied the tube, and stuffed it again from the front with a tampon as before, and it was safe.

The scene in the emergency room of the ENT department that night was bloody and horrible.Several times I wished I could bleed dry and die.Chen Chen was stupefied with fright, his calves trembling wildly; the second child and Xu Ning both looked serious and compassionate; only Brother Bao was full of strong curiosity and interest in the whole process.The metaphor of "Indian snake charmer" just now was what he said. When he was a child, he once watched an Indian circus performance in Shenyang, and he still has a deep impression on him.However, although Brother Bao inadvertently built happiness on top of my pain, it was his jokes that kept me going.

After tossing for half an hour, the operation was completed and I was pushed into the emergency ward.After everything was settled, I advised Chen Chen and the others to go back to rest first, leaving Bao Ge to accompany me to watch the night.

That night, I never fell asleep.Not only because the whole head hurts, but also there is a dying old man sleeping in the bed next to me who is not being watched by anyone. He has been panting with all his strength, and I can even hear the phlegm sliding down his throat. The sound of sliding down.I thought a lot that day, I thought about life and death, I thought about love, I thought about the 20 seasons I had traveled, and I thought about the road that I don’t know how to unfold in the next few decades.In my hazy dream, I seemed to see a big and thick cloud floating in the blue and wide sky. I touched it with my hand, and it smiled.

21
The Armed Police Hospital is not far from our campus, and it takes only 5 minutes to get there by bus. People in our school who are unwilling to go to the school hospital for medical treatment, or who are inconvenient to go to the school hospital for medical treatment, usually come here.I stayed in the Armed Police Hospital for half a month, and Chen Chen stayed with me for half a month in the Armed Police Hospital, of course, when she was not in class.I will not be bored when I have classes, because I met Ma Haibo here, he is the captain of the freshman football team of our School of Finance, and we have known each other on the field before.Ma Haibo is not tall, black and strong, and his free kick can often go straight to the dead corner, which I admire very much.It is a great fate that he is also hospitalized here, and he lives downstairs from me.So we would drop by each other a lot and sit and talk about football and women.

Ma Haibo was the first group of freshmen in my class to live with his girlfriend outside.He and his girlfriend Zina are both from Loudi, Hunan Province, and they were born in the same compound. Their parents have been "ma friends" for many years, and they have a very good personal relationship.They are not only childhood sweethearts, but also in the same class for three years in kindergarten, nine years in elementary school and junior high school, and three years in high school. Although they are in different majors in university, they are still in the School of Finance.It is said that "one hundred years of cultivation can cross the same boat, and one thousand years of cultivation can make one sleep together." It is estimated that the two of them began to cultivate since the time of Nuwa.Ma Haibo and his girlfriend slept in the same bed for many days in the kindergarten, but nothing happened.Ma Haibo said that he and Zina met for the first time during the summer vacation of the second year of high school. The two of them were in the bedroom of Ma Haibo's parents. After more than half an hour, Ma Haibo finally knew where the interface was, so he felt relieved.

I asked him, is this your first time?

He said, why not?I cum!

I said, but the girl is fine.

He said, you are vulgar. Is it only the first time when the hymen is broken?That was the most memorable first time in our hearts!

I have remembered this sentence for a long time, one is because I think it is beautiful, and the other is because I really can’t think of Ma Haibo, who is not tall, black and strong, and can often hit the dead corner with a free kick, can treat me Say such a beautiful sentence.

Ma Haibo also told me that he came to the hospital this time to be circumcised, because if there is a foreskin, there will be smegma, which is very bad for girls, and it is easy for girls to get gynecological diseases.So my admiration for Ma Haibo became more and more like a torrential river. I started to call him "Mr. Ma", and occasionally called him "stallion" as a joke. He played the role of a sexual enlightener in my life. character of.Not only because he slept with girlfriends when we were little virgins, but because he had his foreskins circumcised before we even realized there was such a thing as having foreskins.

But Ma Haibo also has shy moments.After I introduced Mr. Ma's heroic deeds to my second brother, Brother Bao and Xu Ning, everyone unanimously decided to pay a visit to this expert, first to express our admiration and envy in person, and second, we wanted to take a look at the cut off What does a foreskin JJ look like.So we fried a box of kidney flowers and a box of chives and eggs, and treated him to a steaming meal, and then carefully made this ruthless invitation.As a result, Mr. Ma flatly refused.Everyone forced him so hard that the grandson turned his face, swore a few foul words, and walked away with his legs spread apart.

In fact, there is really no need. Although we are all virgins, we still have the basic common sense.Circumcision is not the same as castration after all, everyone thinks it's good, maybe they themselves have circumcised, I really don't understand why he is angry.But since he is already angry, he has to take care of his emotions to some extent, so don't watch it if he doesn't.But we no longer call him "Boss Ma", but instead call him "Xiao Ma" to punish him for his stinginess.

22
Did you want a mobile phone 20 years ago?Do you want a computer?Do you want MP3?

I bet you don't want to, because you have no idea what that is.

Chen Chen and I broke up. If we look into the reason, Xiao Ma really can't choose.It was he who made me realize that college students still have a lot of things to do when they fall in love, and Chen Chen and I haven't done those things yet.

Half a month later, the same old doctor took out all the cotton in my nose, and I was finally able to breathe freely through my nose again.This makes me very happy, because it is really not very elegant to breathe with my mouth, especially when listening to Xiao Ma tell the story of him and Zina, my breathing will become heavy and short, and I will hum with my mouth open. Hum ha ha panting, too much like a sexually repressed dog.

Back in the dormitory, I washed my face, looked in the mirror, and found that my nose was bigger than before after being propped up for half a month.Frankly, it doesn't seem as comely as it used to be.However, it is not a bad thing for a man to have a bigger nose. There are gains and losses, and there is nothing to worry about.

Chen Chen should also feel some changes after my nose got bigger, because when I kissed her in the dormitory, my hand was no longer on her waist, but on her chest.So Chen Chen would grab my hand and hold down his chest first.However, there is actually not that much distance between the two people who are in contact with the lips to accommodate the two hands, so as long as I exert a little force, our lips will be separated.At this time, I will put down the salty pig hands, open my arms, and call her to come and kiss again.She would usually come over docilely, close her eyes, and kiss me again, and I would do it all over again until we were pushed away from each other again.The two of us kept kissing, parting, kissing, parting, kissing, parting in dormitory 121... Everyone said that making love is a simple and repetitive mechanical movement, but in fact, our pure foreplay is not.

If the upper three roads were not occupied, then the lower three roads were even more out of the question.Xiao Ma has been instilling in me a concept that if she loves you, then everything about her is yours.I also tried to instill this concept in Chen Chen, and even forced her to listen to Zhao Chuan's song "Give Me if You Love Me".But she didn't accept it. Instead, she tried to make me accept another point of view, that is, if I love her, I won't force her to do things she is not willing to do.So in such repeated boring games, I gradually lost the patience to coax Chen Chen to bed, and gradually lost the patience to coax her to be happy.Finally one day, I yelled at Chen Chen hoarsely for 5 minutes in the dormitory, and those nonsense words boiled down to just four words "You don't love me".

"It's fine if you don't want to be together, I don't have to force you!"

(End of this chapter)