I used to cry in the middle of the night, wanting to talk to you about life

Chapter 28 So what, love (14)
Our school is also facing a big enemy. First of all, we distributed some banlangen to each student. In fact, this was completely superfluous. I received all kinds of cold medicine, disinfectant, masks and gloves from my mother early on. Yes...then the dormitory area smokes vinegar all day long. Every student smells like vinegar. If you smell it closely, depending on your body odor, some smell like dumplings, and some smell like crabs. Some smell like pickled radishes.Because I live outside and take a shower every day, everyone generally reflects that I smell clean and pure, like a boiled egg dipped in balsamic vinegar. My current hobby of eating vinegar eggs was developed at that time.In addition, the school also distributed a thermometer to each dormitory, requiring the head of the dormitory to take the body temperature of the dormitory members every day, and record it on the form. Once someone has a fever, they must report it immediately.Our dormitory leader is the class leader Liu Xin. This task can be regarded as a headache for him for a while, which lasted for more than 20 minutes.He used these 20 minutes to fill out the one-month form. Our body temperature is quite stable, both at a little over 36 degrees. I watched him writing like a book, and told myself silently in my heart that the next Don't catch a cold for a month, or you won't give your buddies face.

Internet cafes are not allowed to open, but the school is not closed. In the classroom, there are piles of fearful ghosts wearing masks and reading texts. With their eyes closed, it sounds like a group of people are blindfolded and messing around.Some people took off the mask because they were wearing it for too long and couldn't breathe well. They took a few deep breaths and put it on again.But you also have to be considerate of others, after all everyone has the right to be afraid of death.But some people are afraid of death while others are not. For example, none of my teachers wore masks. At least in every class I attended, none of the teachers wore masks to teach us. I was very moved, and I silently paid tribute many times to those teachers who taught me but I couldn't name them.

Those who are not afraid of death are those students who cannot quit their Internet addiction. Yes, I said that Internet cafes were ordered to close down during the worst period of "SARS", but only the front door was closed, and the back door was always closed. The regulars are wide open.For example, the "Red Lips" Internet cafe we ​​go to most often did not have a back door, but in order to operate normally during the "SARS" period, half of the wall was smashed, and the passageway from the Internet cafe to the apartment next door was opened. The boss and the proprietress worked 24 hours a day Stay downstairs, and when people with cultural supervision come, close the door, turn off the lights, and turn off the air conditioner, pretending that it is quiet here.I have been to the "Red Lips" Internet cafe during the "SARS" period. The lights were dim, the air was cloudy, all the doors and windows were closed, and even the curtains were drawn. Some smoked, ate, picked their feet, and even coughed. No one would mind, there are people sitting in front of every computer, and many students who came late and waited in line for the machine, just shuttled back and forth between the front room and the back room, seeing who moved their buttocks a little, and immediately greeted them excitedly , to see if they are leaving.

I stayed in the "Red Lips" Internet cafe for 5 minutes before I came out. I only feel that the people in the room are real warriors. Even if there is no "SARS" in that environment, I can hold back upper respiratory tract infections. In order to surf the Internet, people are really risking their lives. Oh, what an addiction it is.

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Xiaoyi is a native of Beijing. Beijing is the hardest-hit area of ​​​​SARS. The number of new patients reported every day is the highest in Beijing. Xiaotangshan Hospital is like a frontier. From time to time, doctors and nurses are sick and sacrificed, which has brought great suffering to the city. Adding a layer of tragic color, it makes every Beijing child who is away from home worried.Ke Yiyi's mother and relatives and friends are "hanging by a thread" and "life and death are uncertain"... I think these two words are used a bit heavily, but that's what Xiao Yi said, which made her suffer during the "SARS" period. I was extremely anxious and restless, and couldn't get up to do anything, including dating me.I tried to comfort her several times, but every time I spoke, she burst into tears, as if she had really lost a loved one.Although Xiao Yi is not too delicate, she is also a delicate child, but as long as she is really mourning, she will cry loudly regardless, and the scene is very scary.I especially can't stand Xiaoyi crying, when she cries, I get confused.Once I actually said something stupid like "Even if your mother is gone, at least there is me", which made classmate Ke Yiyi almost cry and convulse. He smiled brightly again.

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The weather is getting hotter and the "SARS" is getting more and more serious. In order to avoid the spread of germs, almost all group activities have been cancelled, including the recording of TV programs and the cancellation of live audiences, so my work of organizing audiences has also been suspended.Although this cuts off my most important income every month, it is an extraordinary period after all. If I can’t go out if I can’t go out, there is nothing to spend money on.Xiaoyi and I are tired of staying in the blue apartment all day long, she watches Korean dramas, and I read novels.In addition, Xiaoyi invented a brand-new kissing method, that is, before the lips touch, take a deep breath, then spit it into my mouth, and then kiss me and take a deep breath... OK Well, to put it bluntly, it is to do a period of artificial respiration before kissing.This kind of kissing method is laborious and unhygienic in ordinary times, but it has a special meaning during the "SARS", which means that if one of us is infected with SARS, the other will also be successfully infected. This kind of behavior In Chinese, it is called "Life and Death Together", translated into English as "Youjump, Ijump", it is a profound friendship that moves heaven and earth.

During those ordinary days when we didn't care about worldly affairs, I felt that Xiao Yi and I were like plants wrapped together and growing slowly.Xiaoyi said, our name is "Bingdilian", which I think is strange.Of course, my thinking was even weirder. I felt that we were like two beans soaked in a jar, slowly growing into bean sprouts. Our two bean sprouts were entangled and intertwined, independent of each other but inseparable.One night, I wrote a sour song called "Beautiful Flower". Xiaoyi and I hummed together and composed a very salivating melody.According to the second child, it sounds like "Shanghai Beach" mixed with "You at the Same Table", but this does not affect Xiaoyi's liking for this song very much. She said with great regret: "My lord, if one of us would How good it would be to play the guitar, we will go to the street to sell and sing this song."

beautiful flower
Lyricist: Fang Peng Composer: Ke Yiyi, Fang Peng

did you say something
just hold my hand

laugh silly
look at the color of the sky
little change
want a star
decorate our home
I don't talk anymore
holding you is owning

the whole earth
evening wind blows

kiss your warm hair
Is it a dream?
Be careful not to wake up
let's pick a beautiful flower

grow up with our love

let's pick a beautiful flower

grow up with our love

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We just enjoy the "love in the SARS period", calm and peaceful.Until one day, I received a call from TV station Brother Liu, with a very serious tone: "Fang Peng, have you organized a Jay Chou fan club?"

"What? You want me to organize a Jay Chou fan club?"

"I'm not asking you to organize, I'm asking if you have any organization!"

"How do I organize it?" I was confused when asked, "When will it be recorded? No one told me!"

"There is no Jay Chou fan club!"

Brother Liu and I talked for a long time, and finally figured out the situation. It turned out that someone in Changsha University charged everyone 50 yuan for the bus fare in the name of organizing the "Jay Chou Fan Club Live Audience".It is inevitable that there are children of radio and television employees in colleges and universities. When they heard that Jay Chou was coming, they asked relatives and friends to go to the program group to ask for tickets.The program group originally thought it was a misunderstanding, but there were too many people asking for tickets. Later, after investigation, similar incidents happened in three or four colleges and universities in Changsha. It is conservatively estimated that hundreds of people were deceived.This would have too much impact, so the producer Wang Ping wanted to report to 110, but Brother Liu stopped her.Because Brother Liu knows that I have always been in charge of organizing the audience of the Fan Club in Changsha University, and the method of collecting fares is the same as I have always done, so I suspect that I did it.In line with the principle of "learn from past mistakes to avoid future ones, cure diseases and save lives", I called me first to ask, if I did it, I will be given a chance to return the stolen goods. This time the amount is enough to be convicted of fraud and sent to prison. I am still a College students, after all, did their best for the program group before, if they can be saved, they should be saved.

I said two sentences to Brother Liu at that time, the first sentence: "I definitely did not do this." The second sentence: "I probably know who did it."

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It is easy to go from frugal to extravagant, but difficult to go from extravagant to frugal.The program group has not asked me to organize audiences for so long, and Wu Yannian can’t sit still for a long time. He can call me three or four times a week to ask me about the latest trends of the TV station and when he will organize audiences. When I get to his number, I will not answer it.He hasn't called me a single call in the past week, and I'm still surprised how the kid suddenly became calm.Now that I received a call from brother Liu, my intuition tells me that this matter is probably related to Wu Yannian, nine out of ten.

I asked Brother Liu to talk to the producer and ask him to call the police half a day later. I will ask about Wu Yannian's situation first.Brother Liu agreed, and said that he would come to the school to find me immediately, and we would investigate this matter together.I know that Brother Liu didn't fully believe what I said, and I was still the number one suspect in his heart.

I put on a coat, went back to the dormitory area, called my second child from the dormitory, and then went straight to Building No. 3 where Wu Yannian lived.Downstairs, I called Wu Yannian's dormitory phone number, "Hi, I'm looking for Wu Yannian."

"I am."

"I'm Fang Peng."

"Oh... oh, Brother Fang Peng."

"Did you do that?"

"what's up?"

"I'll ask you, did you do it?"

"What... what's the matter?" Wu Yannian was an introvert after all, and would stutter whenever he was nervous.

"Are you in the bedroom?"

"Hmm!"

"I'll come up and tell you." I hung up the phone, grabbed my second child and walked upstairs.

When we arrived at Wu Yannian's bedroom, the door was open, but Wu Yannian was not there. "Where's Wu Yannian?" I asked a boy in the room who was playing CS.The child looked back, "Huh? Just went out." There is only one way down from their dormitory, and we came up from the stairs. If he wants to go downstairs, he will bump into us head-on. I rushed to Looking down from the balcony, Wu Yannian couldn't be seen within sight. It seemed that he hadn't slipped away yet. "Second brother, block the corridor entrance!" The second child yelled and rushed downstairs. Li glanced around and saw a pack of Furong Wang cigarettes on his table. The cigarettes cost more than 20 packs, and I was usually reluctant to smoke them.

Things are already obvious, but what about Wu Yannian?I opened Wu Yannian's bed, and there was no one under the bed, and I opened the bed next to him, and there was no one. I continued to look, and the boy playing CS was not happy, "Hey, hey, what are you looking for?"

"It's none of your business, I'll find Wu Yannian."

"Didn't I tell you that he went out, he really did!"

"Oh." I replied, and I still opened the last bed with my hands. There was nothing under the bed except a pile of smelly shoes.This room is so small, the only thing that can hide people is under the bed, it seems that he is really not in the room, then he didn't go downstairs, where did he go...

At this moment, a thought flashed through my mind and I was shocked, "Fuck, don't jump off the building!"

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I rushed to the top of the building in a hurry, but I didn't see Wu Yannian. The second child and I just stood guard in the corridor, fearing that he would run away, and the other on the roof, fearing that he would seek death.I called Xu Ning and called a group of people to come and look for Wu Yannian upstairs and downstairs from dormitory to dormitory. The whole building was almost turned over. Many people came out of the dormitory to look around, chattering, not knowing what happened. thing.Things are getting bigger and bigger, and there are more and more people watching. I can't control so much anymore. Wu Yannian must still be in this building, and we have been searching for more than an hour and there is no trace of him. My only worry is, Suddenly a person jumped out of the window and hit the hard concrete floor, bloody and bloody.If Wu Yannian dies, then I will be ruined too.

"Wu Yannian..." I shouted in the corridor at the top of my voice, the second child said, his voice was as shrill as a mother who lost her child.

Wu Yannian was found in the water room on the roof when it was getting dark, and he was huddled in a corner only half a person's height in slippers.When I rushed to the rooftop, he was still squatting, disheveled and trembling.I rushed up and kicked him on the shoulder, kicking him to the ground, "Hide? You fucking hide forever?"

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Brother Liu brought Wu Yannian to the radio and television center, and Xu Ning and I followed.In the security department, Wu Yannian had his belt removed by the security guards and squatted against the wall.Although I was sitting on the side, my heart was full of ups and downs, and I might not be any better than Wu Yannian.Pulling out the radish and bringing out the mud, it must be a fraud for Wu Yannian to collect money for the unwarranted Jay Chou concert, and I charged more in the name of a chartered car, but in fact I was playing around the corner. I don't know what is waiting for me.During the long time when Brother Liu went upstairs to discuss with the producer how to deal with this matter, I was on the verge of a nervous breakdown several times, and almost pulled my own waistband, squatting next to Wu Yannian, how do you say that?" Confessions are lenient."

Fortunately, the program team did not report the crime in the end. After all, Wu Yannian was only 20 years old. A young man walked to the edge of the cliff and pulled him as much as he could.However, the program team asked Wu Yannian to return all the money he defrauded to the students, and even if he missed a penny, he would report to the police.And I, responsible for supervising his money back.

A few days later, in the dormitories of several colleges and universities in Changsha, there was a middle-aged man with mottled hair, deep wrinkles, plain clothes, and the appearance of a migrant worker. Standing up tremblingly, refunding the money one by one according to the names written on a piece of crumpled torn paper, with a sad and ashamed expression.I stayed by the side all the time, feeling like a jerk.

Xiaoyi comforted me and said, "I can't blame you, you were kind at the time!"

How did she know that it was true that I wanted to help Wu Yannian, and the selfishness behind this was that I was tired of all the trivial work, Wu Yannian only took away a small amount of money, but did almost everything, he did my cheap Labor, and I, took advantage of him.

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Yes, when my true nature is exposed, I am actually a rotten person, selfish, cowardly, and ruthless.

Sometimes I think, do you occasionally ask yourself, how did you date such a man?You still slept with him?Have you ever conceived a child for him?Why are you so closed-eyed?I was wondering if you wished that I died violently and no body was collected on the street, and you passed by me when I took my last breath, and spit contemptuously?Or see me on the street, begging in front of your house, and you dump the leftovers of the night before on me, and then let your dog bite me?
But at that time, Xiao Yi, you actually loved me, you actually loved me, you actually once loved me so much.

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"SARS" still has no signs of being lifted. Although no one in Nanhu University has been infected, many people around me seem to be sick.Xu Ning and Liu Mengmeng broke up inexplicably, and suddenly there was no sign at all. Xu Ning posted two sour lyrical articles on the school forum without even drinking a meal, and the few of us The brothers didn't care too much about this matter, and let them divide.Everyone prefers to take out the mobile phone and stuff it into the big McDonald’s cup of the second child on every day when there are classes and no classes, and put it in the southeast corner of our dormitory, which is a place that almost blocks all mobile phone signals, and then bury their heads in the phone. Mahjong, win three yuan, lose two yuan, from morning till night.We spent the last days of the plague period in such numbness.

(End of this chapter)