I used to cry in the middle of the night, wanting to talk to you about life

Chapter 23 So what, love (9)
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On the second day after eating Brother Tao’s dumplings, Dong Zhitu called Liu Xin and said that he had an early birthday and had a treat at the “Haodu” food court in the back street. He specially invited Liu Xin, me and my second child to definitely get it.Any fool knows that this is not a birthday wine, no matter how early the birthday is, it will not be a month earlier, and there are four people in a dormitory, except Brother Tao.My second child and I didn't want to go, but we thought we were classmates in the same class after all. Although it looked uncomfortable, there was no holiday after all, so it wouldn't be good if we didn't go.But the problem is that we have all eaten Brother Tao's dumplings, and we have no way to explain to Brother Tao when we go to eat Dong Zhitu's meal.It’s not good to go, and it’s not good not to go. In the end, Liu Xin slapped the table and said, “Who cares who is the squad leader? If you don’t eat, you will be destroyed!”

Brother Tao was very upset when he found out that we had eaten Dong Zhitu's meal.We tried our best to make him feel that we were just attending an ordinary birthday party, but he didn't believe it at all, and we didn't believe it either, because at the dinner table, we said something to deal with Dong Zhitu's ambitions.Fortunately, Brother Tao didn't want to turn his back on us at this time, because that would only strengthen our determination to vote for Dong Thief. He just kept talking about his benefits to us, hoping to shame us to death.

I can still hide quietly in the blue apartment, but the second child and Liu Xin really endured for three days in Tao's thoughts, and they almost collapsed.After finally waiting until Friday night, the time for the decisive battle came, and the election of the class members of the Finance 2000-1 class officially started.The first person to give a speech was Peng Chuang, who was running for the sports committee.Everyone booed enthusiastically. Peng Chuang stayed on the stage for a minute, and finally returned to his funny nature without holding back, which won everyone's unanimous praise.Then there is Yi Xiaowen, the campaign life committee member.It would be a great thing for someone to compete for such a thankless position, and it was a matter of everyone's expectations that she could be elected.The third one is... Fuck, it's Liu Xin. His campaign speech is: "I was pushed up by Fang Peng, and I haven't decided what to compete for yet (I admit that I pushed it a bit, but I How could I have thought that he would borrow the donkey from the slope and just go up like this), but I have the desire to improve, everyone can arrange a job for me when I see what I am suitable for. What’s going on.” The last slogan, which was somewhat reactionary, received thunderous applause from the whole class.

As soon as the applause stopped, Brother Tao and Dong Zhitu stood up at the same time, and the protagonist was about to enter the stage.Brother Tao sat back, and when he saw Dong thief standing up, he sat down again.Dong Zhitu motioned for Brother Tao to go first, and Brother Tao waved his hand, so he walked up to the podium unceremoniously.The next 15 minutes can be called the most boring 15 minutes in my life. Dong Zhitu used both English and English, connected politics, history, geography and natural sciences, and analyzed the necessity of being a squad leader.Of course, I only listened to the whole thing, and everyone was chatting loudly.Dong Zhitu sang his one-man show brilliantly amidst the noise.Brother Tao went on stage, still speaking in his unclear Henan Mandarin: "Actually, I don't want to come. I've been the squad leader for two years, but they insist on me..."

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The results of the voting made everyone in the class vomit blood. Except for Peng Chuang, who was running for the sports committee, and Yi Xiaowen, who was running for the life committee, who passed unanimously without any suspense. Among all the candidates for the position of squad leader, Brother Tao got 15 votes. Dong Zhitu got 14 votes, and Liu Xin, who was born out of nowhere, got 18 votes that he didn't even think of.Seeing this result, the whole class was dumbfounded. 10 minutes ago we were all struggling with the fact that we ate the meals of two candidates, but could only have one voting right. In the end, the winner turned out to be another one who had never had any guests. guy.

Dong Zhitu left the stage angrily, while Brother Tao forced a smile on his face and extended his hand to congratulate.

Liu Xin innocently stepped onto the podium again to give his inaugural speech. He said, "Thank you for your trust..."

To be honest, so far, no one has trusted him!When I went out, the second child frowned, thoughtfully, and I passed him a cigarette, "What's the matter, buddy?" The second child shook his head, "Fang Peng, do you think Liu Xin's grandson has intentions? what?"

Brother Tao didn't seem to plan to make a comeback in the future, and lost his temper at us as soon as he came back.Of course, compared to Dong Zhitu in the dormitory opposite, Brother Tao's voice is still relatively gentle.The second child was upset by the noise, and slapped the table, "Brother Tao, we voted for you, don't shout at us." So Brother Tao shut his mouth, climbed onto the bed, and covered his head with the quilt.At first I thought he was crying, but after a while the snoring sounded, and my hanging heart was relieved.

Since Liu Xin became the class monitor, the second child didn't like to talk to him very much. He always felt that Liu Xin was a scheming person.Brother Tao and Dong Zhitu were even more bitter towards Liu Xin. In the subsequent class activities organized by Liu Xin, Brother Tao did not participate or interfere, while Dong Zhitu tried to get in the way.In the winter of the first semester of junior year, Liu Xin organized the whole class to make dumplings. Dong Zhitu stunned Peng Chuang, who was in charge of preparing the dumpling stuffing, to get drunk the night before the event, and slept until dinner, forgetting to do the grocery shopping It was so clean that all of us could only cook dumpling wrappers on an empty stomach.

Because of this, everyone in the class scolded Peng Chuang, and only I knew that Dong Zhitu was the mastermind.Before making dumplings, I accompanied Xiaoyi to dinner, and I happened to bump into Dong Zhitu eating a set meal of steamed pork with rice flour.

Since I was a child, I have been disgusted with these crap things about fighting for power and profit. My principle is, if you do what you want, just don't hurt me.Our class has changed dynasties, whether it is Wang Squad Leader or Liu Squad Leader, it has nothing to do with me. I don’t mind if you find a spittoon to be the monitor. Illegal cohabitation outside the school is another matter.

In fact, for the next two years or so, Liu Xin did not use his status as monitor to do anything shady except for quietly giving the only bursary in the class to his girlfriend.Especially as the squad leader, he completely indulged me, which made me very happy.

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It’s October in Changsha, whether it’s cold or hot, the air is humid and often windy, making it very comfortable.

Ke Yiyi and I are in love every day.

Everyone's understanding of "love" is different.Some people think that falling in love is a physical relationship that interacts, and each other exerts force on each other, and each other also receives force on each other. If you love hard, you will feel strong, and if you love gently, you will feel dull.I don’t quite agree with this point of view. This kind of love is like smoking. If you smoke 1.0 Zhongnanhai, you will be able to close your mouth, but if you smoke 0.5, you will feel weak. In order to meet your own or each other’s requirements, two people can’t be too stable. You have to work harder and harder. , use all your strength... This sounds more like sex, it's quite enjoyable to have it from time to time, seven times a night is a tired grandson.

I think "being in love" is a relationship, or "being in love".Two people who love each other will continue to live together in a state of love and appreciate life.I have become us, she has become us, none of us will try to please the other, and none of us will care more about our own feelings... If you don’t understand it, in other words, Classmate Ke Yiyi has been completely taken down by me, oh, no, we have taken each other down completely.

We are so silently in love, our love is to live every ordinary day together.We ate almost all the affordable restaurants in Changsha. I prefer fish and shrimp, but she loves beef and mutton. I tried my best to teach her how to eat small fish with small thorns, because children in the south know that the more thorns there are The fish, the fresher the meat.Ke Yiyi is dexterous but clumsy, she doesn't need any difficult fish at all, just ordinary crucian carp, as long as it is the back part, picking fish bones can make her tongue cramp.Her stomach is hungry, her tongue is sour, and when she is in a hurry, she will lose her temper within 5 minutes.Fortunately, Changsha has a small fish called the yellow duck, which has no spines and has delicious meat. Later, we order it every time we go out.

There is a bakery called Fenghuang West Point in the front street of the school. Their white toast is cheap and milky, and Ke Yiyi likes it very much.She bought a bag in two days, fiddled with it, made sandwiches with different things, and gave us breakfast.In order to find the most delicious stuffing, Xiaoyi took out the spirit of Edison's experiment electric filament, and used everything from meat to vegetarian, sweet and salty. I especially like to see her sitting by the bed, putting the cutting board on her On the lap, holding a fruit knife and fiddling with toast, so cutely focused.In the end, she really created a kind of "off-style sandwich", which is to spread a thick layer of meat floss in the middle of the toast, and then squeeze a lot of condensed milk, which is sweet, salty, and slightly crunchy. ,really tasty.Until now, I have broken up with Xiaoyi for many years, and I still eat sandwiches like this.

Xiaoyi bought two dresses during this period, one is longer and the other is shorter. The long one is the kind that is very fairy and pure. Xiaoyi wears it with a pair of Converse canvas shoes, which is almost in line with my ideal for college girls. All the fantasies of her made me have the urge to drive her around the school on a bicycle when I saw her.The short one is that kind of tennis skirt, which is tight, and the curves of the body can be clearly seen, and the knees are exposed a half and a half.I told Xiaoyi to wear long ones when going out and short ones at home, but Xiaoyi often wore the wrong ones, and went to class with a short skirt.I lost my temper with her once because of this, Xiaoyi was very dissatisfied with it, but I still insisted, because Xiaoyi looked so good in that tennis skirt, I don’t believe that any boy would not be tempted after seeing her .I don't want to make trouble for myself, I like the stable life and the stable love now.

My thinking was more or less influenced by the breakup of Pony.

Who would have thought that this pair of childhood sweethearts and hard-working scums would break up?

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This incident was beyond all of our expectations. We all thought that these two people had been together for so many years and could only go down the road of getting married. We didn't want to kill Cheng Yaojin halfway. Zina, who was doing her own thing, split her leg.And we all know that "male junior", named Feng Bo, who is a student a year below us, from Sichuan, and has been hanging out with the pony in the football team.This man was extremely wretched, once drunk and sleeping on the upper bunk, he suddenly wanted to vomit at night, so he grabbed the edge of the bed and vomited to the ground, just as his brother on the lower bunk was drinking water, Feng Bo vomited on him solidly.The buddy in the lower bunk didn't bother with him too much, he just scolded him a few times and told him to "vomit if he wanted to vomit again". As a result, he really threw himself into bed, and couldn't find his phone when he got up in the morning, so he took someone else's phone Hit it for a while, and the familiar bell sounded in a pile of vomit... It was because the pony was blind and saw the wrong person that he was able to dig the pony's wall.

Last summer, Zina was going to travel in Sichuan, and Xiao Ma was going to participate in the real "Three Going to the Countryside" activities, so she couldn't accompany her. After much deliberation, she thought that Feng Bo had something to do with Sichuan.Before sending Zina to the plane, Xiao Ma gave Feng Boqian ten thousand instructions. Feng Bo also said that he would never disgrace his mission and would take good care of his sister-in-law. In the end, this care was not important, and he did not stop the car with too much force. Taking care of became a girlfriend.Zina stayed in Sichuan for half a month before returning to Loudi, and the first thing she did when she came back was to talk about breaking up with Xiao Ma.Xiao Ma refuses to agree, and goes to Zina's house every day to present the facts and reason, and then even kneels in front of Zina to beg her to change her mind.Zina couldn't bear this trouble, so she signed up for a class at New Oriental and got a ticket to go to Beijing.

On the first day of registration for the new semester, Xiao Ma stood at the bus stop in front of the school waiting for Qi Na to come back. He didn't eat, drink or sleep, and finally fainted under the stop sign.The owner of the canteen nearby used Xiao Ma's cell phone to call Xiao Ma's home. Xiao Ma's father was still in Loudi, so he hurriedly called Zina's cell phone, but no one answered, so he called his second cell phone again. I rushed over to save them. When we saw Xiao Ma at the entrance of the canteen, he was lying on a bamboo mat. His face was pale and haggard. We hurriedly took a taxi to take him to the Armed Police Hospital. The child cried when he woke up. , Crying heart-rendingly, we didn't know what was going on at that time, Xiao Ma just cried and didn't speak, and didn't answer any questions.I was worried that something happened to the grandson at home, so I called Xiao Yi and asked her to find Zina to appease Xiao Ma.But Xiao Yi and Zhang Qian ran all day and found no one. After finally finding out what was going on, Xiao Yi was more angry than anyone else.

"Damn it, it's not bad, even a pony woman dares to pry it!" Wei Xing was so angry that he said, "Don't stand still, let's go! You can't kill him!"

"Forget it..." Xiao Ma said lying on the hospital bed, "Let her go."

"Don't be kidding, what kind of courtesy is there to this bird man?" I said, "I know where that idiot lives, come with me!"

"Forget it..." Xiao Ma struggled to sit up.

"Xiao Ma, please rest," the second child stretched out his hand to hold Xiao Ma, "You don't need to do anything, we are enough!"

Xiao Ma pushed the hand of the second child, and yelled at us: "I said no to hit, no hit, no hit! Hit, hit, hit the hair!"

"Hey, are you crazy? Why are you yelling at us!" Wei Xing scolded.

"Hey hey hey, let's go out first and let the pony rest for a while." Seeing that the situation was wrong, Xu Ning threw us out of the ward, and everyone went out, Wei Xing was still aggrieved, "He said if he didn't fight, he wouldn't fight Ah, I won't deal with this Feng Bo today, I will take his surname!"

"Forget it, forget it," Xu Ning reassured, "Xiao Ma must have his own considerations if he said not to fight, let's not do anything for now, we will talk about it after Xiao Ma recovers from his illness."

After hearing Xu Ning's words, we broke up, but we all felt that with Xiao Ma's violent temper, this fight was inevitable, and that person must be dealt with.So we waited until the pony recovered physically, when the pony's mind stabilized, when the pony regained his spirit...he hasn't done anything yet.The question of "when to teach Feng Bo a lesson" has become a fixed topic every time we gather, Xiao Ma doesn't say to fight or not to fight, just procrastinates like that.

At 2004:6 p.m. on June 24, 9, the last night before I returned to Nanjing after graduation, everyone gathered around two tables at a food stall in Qianjie, drinking to a mess.With my left arm around Xiao Ma, I pulled him from the seat to the fence next to the food stall and leaned on the lake, holding an empty beer bottle in my right hand, pointing in the direction of the school, "Xiao Ma, I will ask you one last time , Feng Bo, fight, or not? Now this bird man is still in this school, and I am too. After tonight, I have to go. If you say fight now, I will be the first to rush in and help you get that Stupid X dragged out to fight, if you say no to fight, we will never have a chance to fight again in this life, you can figure it out yourself!" My voice was very loud, the second child and the others heard it, they all stood up and yelled Wanting to make a move, Xiao Ma lowered his head and thought for a while, then said, "Forget it."

We were all disappointed and smashed several empty beer bottles!While the boss wasn't paying attention, I threw a plastic bench into the lake.

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A few days after Xiao Ma recovered, he sent a 12-character text message to several of us: "I'll meet you at the school gate at 1 p.m. and help me move."

We all arrived on time, and followed Xiao Ma to the rental house where he and Zina had lived for two years for the last time.The second child asked, "Where did you move to?"

"Move back to the bedroom."

"What about this house?"

"empty."

"Tsk tsk, really rich..."

Upon entering the room, the room was in a mess, obviously Zina had already taken all her things away before that.Suddenly I thought of a question, "Hey, where is your little boy?" As soon as the words came out, I wanted to tear my mouth open. I really knew which pot was not open and which pot was lifted. I knew it with my butt. Raised in the dormitory.

"Zina took it away," Xiao Ma said with a painful expression, "she rented a new house."

"With Feng Bo?" Brother Bao's question was even more awkward...

(End of this chapter)