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Chapter 15 Use a song to commemorate the foolishness of love (2)
"You said, the moment we said the oath, we were so serious and sincere. But one day, when we said we couldn't do it, we were so serious and sincere. You said, if this is the case, what is the promise? Use? What do you mean by true love? It was true when she loved me at the beginning, and it was true when she didn't love me later. I can't force others, but I just can't let go. What can I do, what do you think I can do? " Xia Yu continued to cry loudly.

Ye Shuying couldn't drag him up, so she simply pushed him to the ground: "I said, you are never finished. I have known you for a month, why are you still crazy every day. I come to Beijing Work is for my future. But you don’t take me to work every day, and let me accompany you every day when you lose your love. Are you interested or not? You said these words while lying on the World Trade Center a month ago, and you still say these words today ..."

"Ah!" Xia Yu fell to the ground and wailed, "I'm already like this, why do you still say that about me? Why don't you sympathize with me at all? Why do you say that about me?"

"Okay, okay... I was wrong, I was wrong. It's my fault, be good, be good!" Seeing Xia Yu's painful appearance, Ye Shuying couldn't bear it anymore, and wanted to help him.

As a result, Xia Yu stood up quickly and gave Ye Shuying a hard look.

"What...how?" Ye Shuying trembled from being stared at.

Xia Yu didn't speak, just continued to stare like that, then turned around abruptly, and started running forward at top speed...

"Hey, hey." Ye Shuying hurried to catch up.

But Xia Yu ran so fast that Ye Shuying couldn't catch up no matter what.Xia Yu just ran like that, shouting a few words from time to time, her voice seemed so messy in the cold wind of the night, but Ye Shuying heard a few words clearly, only to realize that Xia Yu was singing:

约 好 要 每 年 回到 的 的 地方

划 一 个 记号 写下 的 感想
Next year I will be alone, sitting on the embankment

What song should I sing to commemorate the foolishness of love
The song can't be tuned, the tune can't be tuned, this is probably the worst song Ye Shuying has ever heard in her life.Ye Shuying chased helplessly until Xia Yu in front finally got tired of running and fell to the ground.

Ye Shuying caught up and grabbed Xia Yu's hand: "Don't run away."

Xia Yu had a runny nose and tears on his face. He stared at Ye Shuying with watery eyes: "I understand the truth. I just want to ask you a question."

Seeing Xia Yu's sincere expression, Ye Shuying also became serious.She nodded seriously: "You ask."

"Tell me, which one is better in excavator technology?"

After saying this, Xia Yu seemed to have exhausted all her strength, lost consciousness and collapsed on the ground.

In the early morning, Ye Shuying opened the window, and the cool wind blew in, carrying a faint fragrance of flowers. Spring in Hangzhou has actually arrived.She turned her head and saw that Xia Yu had opened her eyes.

"It's such a familiar smell." Xia Yu sniffed and said softly.

"Oh? Is it the fragrance of the soil, moist and warm? Or the smell of the soil after the Lanxiang excavator dug it?" Ye Shuying stood by the window, looking at the scenery outside.

Xia Yu frowned, puzzled: "What are you talking about? Also, what are you doing in my room!"

"It seems that I forgot all about it." Ye Shuying closed the window, turned around angrily, "Can I do anything when I'm drunk? I can do everything the next day when I'm drunk. Have you forgotten everything?"

Seeing Ye Shuying's angry look, Xia Yu hugged the quilt in horror, with a panicked expression: "Last night, I... I don't remember anything. If I did something..."

Ye Shuying took out her mobile phone and threw it over: "How about I help you recall memories?"

Xia Yu tremblingly clicked on the video in her hand, thinking that she would see some unsightly scenes, but she saw a drunk man lying on the bed, crying and singing while hugging the pillow: "Appointment I want to go back to the place where I first kissed each year, draw a mark and write down my love feelings. Next year I will be left alone, sitting on the embankment, and sing some songs to commemorate the foolishness of love."

Hoarse and horrible, he sang these lines over and over again.

"You!" Xia Yu pointed at Ye Shuying angrily, "I'm going to delete it!"

Ye Shuying rushed over and snatched back the phone: "You, you, although you are a thin person, but I am a weak woman, so I just carried you all the way, okay? If I don't take some evidence to prove my hard work, am I worthy of myself? ?”

Xia Yu wanted to retort, but a severe headache suddenly hit him. He covered his head and leaned against the bed with a painful expression.

"Hey, I'm just talking casually." Seeing his appearance, Ye Shuying couldn't bear it.

Xia Yu covered her head and remembered some things from yesterday, such as drunkenness, Meng Po soup, West Lake at night, boating, confession and so on.He stroked his forehead and sighed in his heart: What have I done?
Seeing that Xia Yu was still silent, Ye Shuying asked him cautiously: "Hey, are you really that sad?"

Xia Yu closed her eyes and pretended to be deaf. After thinking about it, she pulled up the quilt and covered her head.

Ye Shuying walked over and sat down beside him: "Actually, it's not that I haven't seen my friend lose love. I have a friend. At that time, we nicknamed her Miss Lovelorn. Do you know, then For a while, she said that she was broken in love when she was eating with us, she said that she was broken in love when she was shopping, and she said that she was broken in love when she was watching a movie. Every time we met, she told us how sad she was, and tears fell within a few words One time we played mahjong with her, and she won all our money, but she suddenly cried, and then talked about her broken love, and we were finally annoyed after talking, but we can't scold her. Actually At that time, she had broken up for more than three months, but she was still so sad, we couldn't comfort her, but we were afraid of provoking her again, so we let her go, and we all pretended to be deaf when she spoke."

"Later, one day, she suddenly figured it out?" Xia Yu revealed her head and stared at her curious eyes.

"No. She still talked about her broken love as soon as they met. Finally, a friend got angry and scolded her, saying, why are you so worthless? After breaking up for so long, you still talk about your broken love every day. Do you want to live a good life? ? At that time, my friend was fooled."

"Then, when I woke up all of a sudden, I suddenly figured it out? This turning point is too blunt and old-fashioned."

"Still not, and then she continued to cry, crying and saying: I have lost love, I am so miserable, why do you still say me? I really can't bear him, I am really sad."

"Hahaha." Xia Yu couldn't help laughing.

"How about it, does it look like you? You said the same thing yesterday." Seeing Xia Yu smile, Ye Shuying was a little proud.

Xia Yu retracted her head again: "It's not like me, how can I be so ashamed? Then, there will be a day when she wakes up and turns around, right? What is the ending?"

"The ending. The ending is that once she suddenly met her ex-boyfriend in the mall. She found that her ex-boyfriend was shopping with another girl with fluttering hair. She smiled sweetly and behaved intimately. She also knew that girl. It's a former colleague of the ex-boyfriend, and the relationship has always been very good. The next day, Miss Broken Love returned to normal."

"how?"

"Because when they broke up at the time, the boy said that it was because of some problems in getting along, and their personalities didn't get along. So my Miss Lovelorn thought, can I change my personality and we can be together again, after all, he still loves himself Yes, it's just a disagreement in personality. But the truth is, that boy has been having an affair with her colleague for a long time. She was relieved in an instant. So, I think when a relationship breaks up, the last tenderness is to make the other party give up. "

Xia Yu smiled softly: "So you want to ask me? Is it because you have never given up on it?"

Ye Shuying hesitated for a moment, but still nodded.

Xia Yu tapped the bed board lightly with her fingers, and said slowly: "When we broke up, she also said that it was because of my personality. It’s just an impeccable excuse. You said I didn’t give up. At first, yes, I also thought, if I make myself better, will she be able to fall in love with me again. It was too sad at the time. To comfort myself, sometimes I still need to lie You lied to yourself."

"Huh? I thought..."

"I suddenly understood when I was making soup one day. Do you know why I like cooking so much? Because I found that only when I was cooking, I could really let go and be really quiet. One day I was making soup there, and I saw Watching the hot steam rising from the pot of soup, I suddenly felt that it is good to live like this forever. It is also good to be alone, cook soup, and be free. Although lonely, it is also quiet. The world There are so many complicated emotions and entangled relationships in the world, and it is good to get out of these messes and stay alone." Xia Yu lifted the quilt, smelled the clothes on her body, and frowned , "It really stinks. I won't tell you anymore, I'm going to change clothes, you wait at the door for me to get off, it will be fine soon."

Ye Shuying nodded, stood up and walked towards the door. Halfway there, she couldn't help turning her head: "But I still can't help but want to ask..."

Xia Yu smiled wryly and shook her head: "I really didn't think about it anymore. It's all over, isn't it? The reason why I said those unwilling words is not because I don't want to, but sometimes I need to vent when I'm sad. I swear last night was me Crazy for the last time."

"I swear it's really the last time!" Xia Yu repeated solemnly.

"No, I just want to ask." Ye Shuying looked at Xia Yu, summoned up her courage, and looked serious.

"Huh?" Xia Yu suddenly felt a little nervous, "What exactly do you want to ask?"

"I said," Ye Shuying took a deep breath, "When did you cook the soup secretly! Why didn't I drink it! I like soup the most, don't you know?"

Xia Yu froze for five seconds, then grabbed the pillow beside her.Ye Shuying decisively grabbed the door and fled.

After a simple wash, Xia Yu came to the hotel lobby, where Ya Ling and Su Xian were chatting, while Chen Yahong and Li Xu were yawning and looking listless.

"How is it? How was the result yesterday?" Xia Yu asked Chen Yahong and Li Xu jokingly.

The two of them waved their hands again and again: "Don't mention it, girls in Hangzhou are too reserved, we can't handle it, forget it."

Xia Yu smiled and ignored them.Turning to look at Su Xian, but felt that Su Xian's expression was not right.As soon as their eyes met, Su Xian immediately moved away.But when Xia Yu turned her head, she felt that Su Xian was secretly looking at him.

After repeated several times, Xia Yu finally couldn't hold it anymore: "Hey, Suxian, why are you always spying on me? Tell me, do you like me?"

Su Xian was stunned for a moment, then ran up and pulled Xia Yu aside, with a mysterious look on her face: "Hey, is it true or not?"

"What is real or fake?" Xia Yu frowned.

Su Xian bit her lip: "You broke up with Sister Xiaoxiao?"

Xia Yu turned her head angrily, and Ye Shuying, who had just come downstairs, took three steps back in fright: "What are you doing?"

"It's not her, it's not her." Suxian waved her hand hastily, "I chatted with Sister Xiaoxiao on WeChat yesterday, and she told me about it herself."

"Well. Yes, she won't be bored to joke with you like this." Xia Yu was silent for a while, then nodded.

"How is it possible? You are so nice. I think you really deserve it, why did you break up?" Su Xian sighed.

Xia Yu smiled: "Of course it's good for outsiders. When we quarrel, it's impossible to quarrel in front of you. What's more, the two of us are not worthy at all."

"Sister Xiaoxiao told me yesterday..." Suxian said hastily.

Xia Yu ignored it, but walked straight forward: "Su Xian, don't talk about it. We are here to play in Hangzhou this time... oh, no, for work. We are not here to discuss relationship issues. I have no ideas today. Do you have any plans?"

Although she was asking Su Xian a question, Xia Yu walked forward quickly, as if she didn't want her answer at all.Ye Shuying hurriedly followed and asked him, "Why are you running so fast? Suxian hasn't finished talking yet."

Xia Yu didn't speak, and walked all the way to the door of the hotel with a sad look on her face.

"So you don't want to hear her name?"

"It's not that I don't want to hear her name, or that I don't want to know what she said, but I'm afraid."

"Fear?"

"Afraid. Afraid to hear her say something bad about me to others, she will feel sad. Because she told me, I can think it is lying to me. But when she tells others, she is really like that I think. That would make me very desperate.”

"For example, I heard her tell Su Xian that she doesn't like you at all now?"

"Ah."

Ye Shuying didn't know how to answer the conversation, so she and Xia Yu stood at the door of the hotel foolishly.After a while, Xia Yu spoke again: "Actually, when we broke up, many people came to ask us why. In fact, she told them a lot, and they told me. At that time, I was very sad. It turned out that I was in her heart. Is such that.

"But it's not like this. If you think about something differently, you will understand it differently. I want to explain to her, but unfortunately I don't have this opportunity anymore."

Xia Yu thought for a while, then changed her words: "It seems that there is no chance, it is unnecessary."

"Xia Yu!" Suxian also came out of the hotel, she no longer politely called Brother Xia Yu, but suddenly called Xia Yu, trying to speak from the perspective of a friend.

Xia Yu immediately turned her head and said loudly, "Su Xian, how about our first stop going to Su Causeway?"

Su Xian was startled by Xia Yu's loud voice, she stood there, opened her mouth, but finally just nodded: "Okay."

Because she saw that when Xia Yu turned her head, she gently stroked the corners of her eyes with her hands, and then smiled.

(End of this chapter)