I forget you in the depths of time

Chapter 83 I'm sorry, I'm far away, and I don't want to come back
She sometimes thinks that Shen Yichen is so stupid. In the past few years, in countless silent nights, she has always laughed at Shen Yichen who does not know how to be blessed, and laughs at him when others use him as a spare tire. He is still happy in.

She laughed and cried, and half of her ridicule was self-deprecating.

In the final analysis, she and Shen Yichen are the same kind of person, knowing that the other party doesn't love her, she is still determined.

The only difference is that what Shen Yichen paid for Ning Xiaoyuan was only rare warmth, but she handed over everything she had, even if she was abandoned like a shoe.

A person like Shen Yichen, as long as he doesn't get angry, stands there with a slender figure, looks handsome and gentle, and seems easy to get in touch with.

This seemingly indifferent person is actually the most difficult to get along with. Unknowingly, he has set a boundary line, enclosing himself in it and isolating those who want to get close.

He can be polite to everyone, and can be polite and pleasant to everyone, and he never refuses anyone, but in fact, he is so indifferent to his bones, Song Qingyue has no doubt that Shen Yichen's blood is cold.

She lowered her head and laughed lowly, her voice trembling slightly, "Do you want to follow suit..."

"Do you really love me?"

Shen Yichen frowned slightly, looking indifferent and expensive, before he could answer, Song Qingyue had already denied the possibility of that word, "You are just not reconciled, you find it novel, a doll that you have been playing with all the time suddenly no longer I listened to your order, you feel unwilling, with a curiosity-seeking mentality, you just want to conquer me, to conquer a plaything that has always focused on you in the past and suddenly becomes rebellious."

She looked at Shen Yichen's calm and dark eyes, she was extremely calm, and brushed his hand away, "If you could treat me like this when I was just married, I might feel happy, and I might follow you wholeheartedly, But…"

"It's been so long, no matter how deep the relationship is, it can't be worth the passing of time. You pushed me away bit by bit. How can you pick up the things you don't want now? Have you forgotten?"

"You told me to leave. Now you say that you know what you did wrong and let me continue to act as Mrs. Shen who has nothing but a name. I'm sorry, I left and I don't want to come back."

No matter how deeply remembered the feelings are, they can't resist Shen Yichen's neglect and hurt again and again.

She is not a piece of iron, even if it is iron, if you poke it with a knife, it will leave marks if you don't pierce it.

Song Qingyue no longer wants to care about what Shen Yichen is thinking in her heart, let alone try to figure it out. Even if Shen Yichen is sincere, she doesn't want to go back to her original position. She has experienced pain once, and she doesn't want to repeat the same mistakes.

"Then..." Shen Yichen swallowed, his voice clear and cold, "If I follow your path and experience what you have experienced, am I qualified to stand on the same position as you? Would you meeting…"

The deep eyes were dimmed, "Give me another chance?" He always thought it was difficult to say these words, but after he said them, he realized that it was actually not difficult. The reason why he found it difficult before was because he still couldn't let it go. My so-called pride and self-esteem can't let go of my airs.

When Song Qingyue narrated it word by word, he suddenly realized that even asking for a chance to forgive him was hard to say, so what about Song Qingyue?Over the years, she has trampled all her self-esteem and pride under her feet.

In a relationship that didn't respond, she reduced her posture to the dust. In comparison, he seemed... not qualified to ask for anything.

It's just that Song Qingyue is Song Qingyue, he is him, if he knows his mistakes, he will correct them, he doesn't want to be like the men in TV dramas, and if they know their mistakes, they will let go and help each other.

He is Shen Yichen, not a fictional character in an idol drama, and he also has his own persistence.

Now that he knew it was a mistake, if he didn't correct it, then the crack would exist forever. He was sure that he didn't want to just let go of Song Qingyue. Will regret for life.

(End of this chapter)