Farmhouse with a little field

Chapter 37 Making Decisions

When I got home, it was almost time to make dinner, so Han Qingmei sat down directly on the pot door and started to be in a daze.

Jiang Duyue moved a stool and sat on the side, and said jokingly: "Mother, are you angry with me? I know that the three hundred Wen should not be given to grandma, but mother can't give it to her because of this." Just ignore me."

"What nonsense are you talking about?" Han Qingmei looked at Jiang Duyue dumbfounded.

Seeing that Han Qingmei finally had an expression, Jiang Duyue felt slightly relieved: "Mother, we live to enjoy ourselves, not to find fault with ourselves, so we have to take things lightly. Isn't there a saying called 'Take a step back and open up the sea and the sky', everything will be fine if you look away!"

"Where did you hear such weird words again? Mother can't understand." Han Qingmei sighed, and stretched out her hand to stroke the broken hair on Jiang Duyue's forehead.

Jiang Duyue stuck out her tongue, and instantly changed into a serious face: "Mother, are you angry with Dad?"

After hearing this, Han Qingmei was silent for a long time, and then sighed: "Xiaoyue, do you think mother is too dissatisfied? Your father was like this before, and mother didn't think so, but now... why mother?" Do you think this day is so sad?"

As she spoke, Han Qingmei's eyes were already red.

Jiang Duyue sighed in her heart, but there was a smile on her face: "What did you say, mother? Life always gets better and better. Now that life is sad, it doesn't mean that life will be sad in the future. We have to think in a better direction." All right. And I think, Mother's request is not high at all, the reason why Mother endured it before is because she has a good temper, but this does not mean that you should always endure, Mother."

"Your mouth is much sweeter than before." Seeing that her daughter was so sensible, Han Qingmei felt sour and sweet in her heart.

Jiang Duyue blinked and showed a mischievous look: "So even if it's for me, mother, you have to live a good life! This life is based on people, if people who live this life feel sad, Then how do you go on?"

"Yes, life depends on people." Han Qingmei sighed.

At this moment, Jiang Duyue has decided in her heart to abandon the cheap father, but she also knows that this matter cannot be decided by her alone, so after thinking and thinking, she still decides to ask: "Mother, do you treat Daddy? Disappointed?"

Han Qingmei was stunned for a moment, and then smiled wryly: "Perhaps, mother is really... Hey, after what happened just now, are you disappointed in your father too?"

"Yeah, I didn't expect Dad to be like this. Xiaonian's stomach hurt like that before, and Dad didn't even look at it." Jiang Duyue curled her lips, and then secretly glanced at Han Qingmei's expression, Seeing that the other party did not object, he continued, "Mother, you said that if we leave father, can we live a good life?"

Now Han Qingmei was completely stunned. She had never thought of separating from Jiang Shouren before. After all, in this day and age, such a thought is really unbelievable.

But hearing what Jiang Duyue said, Han Qingmei immediately thought of this, if she could really leave the Jiang family, would everything be different?
But soon, Han Qingmei denied her own idea. This matter is not so easy to do, and even if she really leaves here, there will still be many problems that she can't solve. What I can't let go of is the problem of the two children.

Even if she can leave the Jiang family, but the two children are descendants of the Jiang family, wouldn't that mean she should abandon the two children?

This was absolutely impossible for Han Qingmei. She might be able to let go of Jiang Shouren, but she definitely couldn't let go of this pair of well-behaved and sensible children.This alone was enough to dissuade her from leaving the Jiang family.

After asking that sentence, Jiang Duyue carefully observed Han Qingmei's expression. From the initial blankness to the later hesitation, contradiction, and determination, she seemed to have seen Han Qingmei's worry: "Mother, what if ...I mean, if, if I have a way, we can let the three of us leave Jiang's house together and go to our little life, would you agree?"

"How is this possible? You are all descendants of the Jiang family, and it is impossible for them to let you go with me." In fact, for Han Qingmei, whether it is reconciliation or divorce, it is completely unimaginable. , but when it comes to children, these things seem trivial.

It can be said that in Han Qingmei's eyes, there is no one or anything more important than the two children.

Jiang Duyue thought about it, and decided not to tell Han Qingmei the plan for the time being: "I mean, if it's really possible, mother, would you take Xiaonian and me out of here?"

In ancient times, whether reconciling or being divorced, it should be a very terrible thing for women, so Jiang Duyue must consider all the problems in advance and solve them one by one, but at this moment she Just trying to solve this first big problem.

After hearing this, Han Qingmei fell silent, and after a long time, she said in a hoarse voice: "As long as it can make you live a good life, I can do anything."

Perhaps Han Qingmei also realized that if she continued to stay at Jiang's house, it would be difficult for the two children to get out of the previous predicament, so she made up her mind.Han Qingmei had hope for Jiang Shouren before, but after what happened just now, she was completely disappointed in Jiang Shouren.

Jiang Duyue was moved by Han Qingmei's attitude. She believed that this issue must be very difficult for Han Qingmei to choose. You must know that in this era, once a woman is abandoned, not only may she be alone for the rest of her life, but she will also bear huge public opinion. Stress and life stress.

Han Qingmei must know more about these things than herself, but she can make such a decision for the sake of her child, which makes Jiang Duyue both admire and moved.

"Mother, we will have a good life!" Jiang Duyue put her small hand on the back of Han Qingmei's.

Han Qingmei smiled back with red eyes: "Good boy, mother can rest assured only if you live well."

At this moment, Han Qingmei was even thinking that as long as Mrs. Zhao stopped treating her children harshly, even if she could take over all the work in the old house and go up the mountain to cut pigweed every day, she would be willing.

After getting this answer, Jiang Duyue finally had the courage to consider the remaining questions: "Mother, if we really leave the Jiang family, where will we live in the future?"

Han Qingmei thought that Jiang Duyue was just asking this question, but seeing her serious appearance now, she couldn't help becoming serious too: "Xiaoyue, you...you really have a way to let us leave Jiang's house, right?"

"I wanted to wait until I told you. Since my mother asked me that, I'll..." Before Jiang Duyue finished speaking, Han Qingmei's face suddenly changed, and her gaze was fixed on the kitchen. the door.

Jiang Duyue suddenly became nervous, and looked back subconsciously, and saw Xiaonian standing at the door of Zaofang holding the door frame.

"Xiao Nian, you scared me to death." Jiang Duyue patted her chest, she thought it was Jiang Shouren who came.

Han Qingmei waved to Xiaonian, and said softly, "Xiaonian, come quickly."

Hearing Han Qingmei's cautious tone, Jiang Duyue noticed something was wrong with Xiaonian.Although the light was behind her back, Jiang Duyue still saw that Xiaonian's eyes were red, as if she was about to cry.

Did Xiaonian already hear the conversation between himself and Han Qingmei?

Xiaonian hesitated for a while, but finally walked in, but stopped a few steps away from the two of them, choked up and asked, "Mother, why did we leave here?"

As expected, Jiang Duyue sighed in her heart.

Han Qingmei smiled reluctantly: "What are you talking about? Why are you leaving or not? You should be hungry by now? Mom will cook for you now."

"I heard it all. Just now you and your sister were talking about leaving the Jiang family. I heard it all..." Xiaonian couldn't help choking up as he spoke.

Han Qingmei couldn't laugh anymore, she was thinking about how to confuse this matter, when she saw Jiang Duyue cast a serious glance: "Mother, Xiaonian is already sensible, instead of hiding it from him, it's better to tell him about it." Listen to his opinion, after all, this is a common matter for the three of us."

I don't know when Han Qingmei treated Jiang Duyue, not only the attitude of a mother towards her daughter, but also the feeling of treating the other party as an adult. As long as Jiang Duyue's words are reasonable, she will listen .

Han Qingmei thought for a while and nodded, but she really didn't know how to speak about this matter.

Seeing that Han Qingmei was very embarrassed, Jiang Duyue simply asked, "Xiao Nian, do you still remember the past?"

Xiaonian cried and nodded.

"Then do you think your mother was doing well before? Did you and I have a good time?" Jiang Duyue continued to ask.

Xiaonian cried for a long time before he stopped, and said in a strong nasal voice: "In the past, my grandma always ordered my mother to work and scolded her. Mother's life was not good at all. In the past, we couldn't eat enough, and we had to be tortured." Grandma, aunt, and cousins ​​are bullying me, and I am not happy."

"Does Xiaonian think dad is good?" Jiang Duyue continued to dig into the topic step by step.

Xiao Nian thought about it for a while, and seemed a little unsure how to answer: "I know that Dad is not doing well in some areas, but I don't want to leave Dad, so can't we be together forever?"

"I know that Xiaonian likes dad very much and doesn't want to leave him, but Xiaonian has to think about it. If we continue to stay here, it is equivalent to returning to the previous life. Or, Xiaonian thinks that dad will help you in the future. Let us not let mother and us be bullied?" The reason why Jiang Duyue guides Xiaonian to think little by little is because she doesn't want Xiaonian to have resentment towards herself or Han Qingmei in this matter, and secondly, she I also want to take this opportunity to cultivate Xiaonian's thinking ability and decision-making ability. Some things have to be started from a baby.

After hearing Jiang Duyue's words, Xiaonian was silent. Although he was young, because of the environment, he was much more mature than children of the same age, and naturally he was much more sensible.

Jiang Duyue knew that Xiaonian had already thought of the answer, so she went further and said: "Xiaonian, if you are given two choices. First, we stay here, and mother will still have to work and be scolded by grandma in the future, and we will still It’s possible that we won’t have enough to eat, and we’ll be bullied by several cousins ​​and grandmas; secondly, Mother will take us out of here, so we can get rid of those things in the old house and live our own lives, but in this case , we are about to leave Dad, and we may be gossiped about, and we will live a very hard life. Xiao Nian, which one would you choose?"

Xiaonian thought for a long time, then choked up and said, "I... I will choose the second one."

(End of this chapter)