Love is like melting

Chapter 55 The Tearing Past
"It's over, Ayu, everything is over."

Ji Yerong shook his head uncontrollably, with a sad and devastated expression, "You don't understand, it won't pass, this matter will never become the past! Because those three months are like a red-hot iron brand branded into my bones, You want me to forget unless you can scrape them from my bones."

Lian Mo's eyes turned red, his slender arms stretched out, and he suddenly took her into his arms, hugging her with all his strength.

I wanted to speak, but my lips opened and closed for a while, but no sound came out.

What should he say?
What can I say?
He couldn't replace A Yu for those experiences, and he couldn't bear those pains for A Yu. At this moment, all the words seemed so thin and powerless to A Yu.

He suddenly understood.Why is Ayu no longer the former Ayu, never standing still and watching him go, even if he just followed behind him.

The past that was so heavy that she couldn't bear it had completely swallowed her soul in despair.

It is not love, not faith, nor other things that support Ayu's life now; it is the hatred brought to her by those painful experiences.

Once those hatreds disappear, then Ayu...

Lian Mo's heart was occupied by surging fear, as she hugged her like a broken doll tightly, her eyes became wet unexpectedly.

Ji Yerong fell asleep, after being forced by Lian Mo to drink a few mouthfuls of warm water mixed with sleeping pills.

The eyelashes that quietly covered the eyes were distinct, pulling out a faint blue shadow.

Lian Mo didn't know how long he sat by the bed until Cheng Mu came to knock on the door. In order not to wake up the sleeping person, he got up and left.

As he passed the bottle, he stooped to pick it up and walked out of the bedroom.

When Cheng Mu saw him, he wanted to report on his work, but when he caught the scarlet in his eyes, he was stunned.

He didn't even look at him silently, and walked forward mechanically, every step was heavy, and every step was a death.

Cheng Mu followed him all the way to the door of the study, and when he saw him walk in, he couldn't help but say, "Your Excellency—"

There was only one word in response to him: Get out!

Accompanied by the earth-shattering slamming of the door, the movement was so loud that the entire wall was trembling.

Cheng Mu frowned, not knowing what happened, and within a moment, he heard loud noises coming from the study, one after another, all fragmented.

Lian Mo destroyed everything that could be destroyed in the study, leaving only the bottle containing Ayu's toes, which was placed alone on the empty desk.

The slender and tall figure sat slumped on the leather chair, staring at those incompletes with deep and dark eyes, who could see the shocking waves deep in his heart?

A Yu said that he stabbed her in the heart again.

Did he want to use these incompleteness to hurt Ayu?
No, it's not like that.

When he collected these things in the ruins, his impenetrable heart also collapsed, and everyone said she was dead.

He couldn't believe it, looking at these incompleteness, he couldn't imagine what A Yu had gone through, but he told himself over and over again that A Yu was not dead, and if he didn't see A Yu's body for a day, he couldn't convince himself to believe A Yu is no longer there.

Let people take care of the severed toes and dander, and put them in this bottle. The bottle is placed on his bedside day and night. How many times he wakes up in the middle of the night and can no longer fall asleep, he will take out this bottle. stay.

Hibiscus wouldn't let him go downstairs, where Ayu lived for several years, the things in the bottle became the only thing that connected him and Ayu in this world, and the overflowing thoughts in his heart were entrusted to this bottle inside.

Ordinary people will only be afraid and scream when they see these things, but he only feels kind and familiar when they see them, because these are also part of Ayu's body.

It's Ayu's, he only likes it, why would he feel ugly or afraid.

Ayu came back, every day in front of his eyes, every night he could feel her breath, hold her in his arms, he no longer needed to use a bottle to miss Ayu, and he also forgot the existence of the bottle.

What he didn't expect was that Ayu would see the bottle, his emotions were so intense, and the truth that was brought out was far more cruel than he imagined.

He is regretting.

He regretted that he should have put the bottle under A Yu's nose carelessly, and even more regretted that he should not have agreed to this exchange condition at all.

Liu Ruolan's life and death has nothing to do with him.

What does Lian Zhan's life and death have to do with him?
He just wants Ayu to be by his side well, like any time before, as long as Ayu is by his side, his heart will be very stable.

After hearing A Yu's painful memories, Lian Mo couldn't help but feel that thousands of arrows pierced his heart, leaving thousands of bloody holes, and the pain was overwhelming.

All of Ayu's old injuries have become his new pains.

The bedroom was quiet, Yusha lit an incense lamp, white mist lingered, and the air was filled with a comfortable aroma.

Ji Yerong was lying on the dark sheets, which made her paler and paler. Even though she was asleep, her brows were always furrowed, and there seemed to be a haze in her heart that couldn't be shaken off.

The tall and straight Jun Ying sat on the edge of the bed, her bony fingers caressing her cool face, with deep self-blame and heartache in her eyes.

There is a wind blowing outside the window, and a seemingly invisible voice wanders in the room: When I am tired of everything, I will think of you, think of you living and existing somewhere in the world, and I will Willing to put up with anything, your presence means a lot to me.

——Ayu, I am willing to bear all the pain in this world for you, what about you?
——Can you bear the last time for me?Can you not give up so soon?

——Can you give fourth brother another chance?
Last time, let the story start again.

In the evening, when Ji Yerong woke up, his face and spirit were not very good.

Lianmo ordered someone to prepare the meal for her, and she felt sick before taking a bite, which made him frown.

I haven't eaten anything at noon, and I won't eat anything for dinner, what should I do!
After serious thought for a moment, Lian Mo decided to take her out.If it hadn't been for something wrong in the morning, he would have arranged to take her out after the lunch break, but now he just postponed the time until the evening.

Ayu's clothes for going out were chosen by Lian Mo himself, a light blue shirt top with black slim-fitting trousers, and comfortable flat canvas shoes for her shoes, which are good for her feet.

Ji Yerong sat on the stool, and Lian Mo knelt down to tie her shoelaces.

After tying his shoelaces, he stood up and looked down at her with a gentle expression, a faint smile on his thin lips, and his palm in front of her, "Let's go."

He remained calm as if nothing had happened.

Ji Yerong ignored his outstretched hand, got up and walked straight out.

Lian Mo's hands were frozen in the air, and his eyes followed her back, neither angry nor annoyed.

Just sigh, just... helpless!
The place where Lian Mo took Ji Yerong, Ji Yerong used to come to - the shooting range.

Ayu is different from other girls. She doesn't like watching movies or shopping. She likes to soak in the shooting range and practice boring shooting over and over again. Therefore, the various shooting records created by her are the most in the history of M country. No one has broken it yet.

Lian Mo didn't want her to be bored at home every day, wanted to take her out for a walk, and wanted her to relax.

Her favorite shooting range, no doubt the best choice.

Ji Yerong was a little surprised that he would bring himself here, and there was a flash of surprise in the dead pool, which was fleeting.

She seemed to have closed her heart again and lost the ability to speak. She has not said a word since she woke up.

When he touched the handle of the gun, his tense expression finally relaxed a little, which made Lian Mo, who was standing outside the glass door watching her, feel a little bit relieved.

At least he picked the right place.

I don't know if it's because of her natural liking, or her upbringing, but Ji Yerong has an obsession with firearms. It seems that as long as she touches the body of a gun, she can abandon all her troubles and completely immerse herself in the world of shooting, unable to extricate herself.

For as long as she practiced shooting inside, Lian Mo stood outside and watched her for so long.

Until the sweat on her face flooded recklessly, and the clothes on her back were soaked with sweat, Lianmo worried that she stood for too long and it would be bad for her legs, so she knocked on the glass.

Ji Yerong came back to his senses, put down his gun, and looked back at him.

Lian Mo opened his mouth and said two silent words: go home.

Yeyuan is undoubtedly his "home."

Ji Yerong lowered her eyes, and quietly held the tiger's mouth of her right hand with her left hand. Even though shooting could release the heaviness and pain accumulated in her heart, excessive shooting would increase the burden on her wrist and affect the accuracy of shooting in the future.

The word "greedy" cannot be touched in everything, otherwise it will bring countless vicious circles.

Walking out of the glass room, Lianmo handed her the purified water with the lid unscrewed, as well as clean towels.

When Ji Yerong got the water, his expression was slightly startled, and he unexpectedly remembered the first man who unscrewed the bottle cap for her.

Seeing her in a daze, Lian Mo wiped the sweat off her forehead with a towel, "Tired?"

"Didn't you ask me where Liancheng is?" As soon as her words came out, Lian Mo's hands froze.

Before Lian Mo could speak, she glanced at him coldly, asking herself and answering: "Lian Cheng is the first person who is willing to unscrew the bottle cap for me."

He was also the first person who said to her that "No matter how capable a girl is, she needs to be loved".

Lian Mo's thinned lips gradually lost their warmth, and the eyes staring at her darkened without a trace.

Ayu did it on purpose, to anger him and stimulate him.

He understands, so he can't be angry, let alone fall for her tricks.

"I'm sweating all over, wipe it off well, lest I catch a cold when I go out to blow the air." He handed the towel to Ji Yerong, his voice still warm, "I'll go to the bathroom soon, wait for me in the car."

Before he finished speaking, he turned and left.

The moment she turned around, the corners of her lips sank rapidly.

Ji Yerong walked out of the gate of the shooting range. The driver and guards were already waiting.

She was just about to get in the car, when an unhurried voice came from behind: "The world is so small, I can meet you here!"

Ji Yerong turned around and saw Huo Yuan standing not far away, dressed in British-style casual clothes, without the majesty and solemnity of the presidential palace, adding a bit of elegance.

A few strands of hair scattered in front of his eyes, but they couldn't hide the deep waves in the bottom of the eyes.

This sentence should actually be said by Ji Yerong to Huo Yuan, because he often comes to this place, but Huo Yuan doesn't seem to be in this place.

Judging from his clothes, he didn't seem to be here for work, and from what she knew, Huo Yuan had no interest in shooting.

"I haven't heard that Mr. Huo is interested in shooting." She said it very straightforwardly.

Huo Yuan's expression was as calm as ever, with his hands casually placed behind his back, "I've been here with people before, it's not bad to come here to relax once in a while."

Accompany someone?

It wasn't Ji Yerong's gossip, but curiosity.

Who has such a big face to let Huo Yuan accompany him to such a place.

Huo Yuan seemed to see through the doubts in her heart, but without pointing it out, he changed the subject and said, "I heard that you went to Madam Yun's manor to make a big fuss. I haven't seen you for a few years, but I didn't expect your courage to remain undiminished."

(End of this chapter)