Fox Demon's Ming Ya Love

Chapter 438 "What should I do?"

Time is like passing by like a white horse, and a few years are like a blink of an eye.

During these few years, Zhuge Ming watched his daughter grow up step by step, watched her call her daddy for the first time, learn to walk for the first time, and... …

Before he knew it, Zhuge Ming's body and mind were completely immersed in this beauty. Although he occasionally recalled his doubts from many years ago, he would eventually be dispelled by the big and small girls around him.

The ordinary and happy days passed by day by day, until one day, the situation finally changed.

That day, Zhuge Ming's family sat at the dinner table happily and ate as usual.

Of course, these meals must be cooked by Zhuge Ming himself. Unless there are some special days, Zhuge Ming will never allow Tu Shan Yaya to get close to the kitchen.

After all, although it is not so difficult to build a wooden house with their ability, the problem is that Tu Shan Yaya can't "renovate" once she cooks!

However, Tu Shan Yaya still has confidence in her cooking skills, and every time she will say that she was only a little short last time, and this time it must be fine, and then... there will be no more.

"Come on, Tingting, Chang Daddy's cooking skills are not as good as your mother's, but they are also delicious..."

As soon as the dishes were on the table, Zhuge Ming quickly put some dishes for his daughter. Of course, his words also fully considered his wife's feelings. This wave of family survival series is full marks!
"Thank you dad!" Zhuge Ting replied crisply.

"Haha, you're welcome, come on, Yaya, you can try it too."

Zhuge Ming laughed, and then picked up the food and handed it to Tu Shan Yaya.

But to Zhuge Ming's surprise, this time Tu Shan Yaya didn't accept it with a smile like before, instead, he didn't even look at the vegetables, and stared straight at Zhuge Ming.

"Stinky idiot, I have something to discuss with you."

Zhuge Ming was taken aback for a moment, and looked at Tu Shan Yaya in surprise.

"Is it important? Can't we talk about it after dinner?"

After all, Zhuge Ming also glanced at Zhuge Ting who was secretly watching them.

"Tingting, you go back to your room first, mother has something to talk to your father about."

"Oh."

After hearing Tu Shan Yaya's words, Zhuge Ting also put down her chopsticks, and obediently ran back to her room.

In the usual family relationship, Zhuge Ming has always played the role of his daughter's good friend, relying on her and pampering her in everything.

But Tu Shan Yaya is different, she has a very hot temper, like a gunpowder keg, she explodes at will, so she doesn't condone Zhuge Ting's mischievous behavior sometimes.

Or it is a lecture, and if it is serious, it will even be used directly, that is, every time Tu Shan Yaya wants to make a move, Zhuge Ming will stop her in a hurry, otherwise, with Tu Shan Yaya's temper, a real fight might kill Zhuge What does Ting look like.

Of course, as the price for stopping his own wife, Zhuge Ming was often scolded with Zhuge Ting. Over the years, because of Zhuge Ting's mischievous things, Zhuge Ming, who had already been implicated, knelt down several washboards.

Later, Tu Shan Yaya got ruthless and took some bitterness tree pulp from Tu Shan to make a high imitation washboard of Tianshu, and the effect was remarkable.

Because of the indestructible nature of the bitterness tree, even Zhuge Ming's physical fitness cannot be destroyed. Anyway, the washboard at home has never been changed since then.

It is precisely because of this that Zhuge Ting is usually very afraid of her strict mother, and basically behaves like a good baby in front of Tu Shan Yaya.

"Yaya, is there anything you can't talk about after dinner? Why do you want to implicate the children who don't eat?"

Tu Shan Yaya had a serious expression, staring intently at Zhuge Ming's eyes.

"Stinky idiot, tell me the truth, have you always had something on your mind all these years?"

Zhuge Ming was stunned for a while, and after a while, he reached out and touched the back of his head, laughing.

"Yaya, what are you talking about? How happy our family lives together now, what else do I have to worry about?"

Tu Shan Yaya slowly shook her head.

"You idiot, you should know that you can't fool me."

The smile on Zhuge Ming's face gradually froze, and the hand on the back of his head gradually lowered.

"In these years, I have accidentally seen a kind of confusion on your face that can't be concealed more than once. That's not the nerdy idiot I know! The nerd I know is very confident, no matter what kind of situation he encounters. Dilemma and desperation, there is never a trace of confusion in his eyes."

"Because of believing in your steadfastness, the stinky cockroach resolutely chose to believe in you and leave Tushan with you. And because I believed in your steadfastness, I have been chasing your footsteps all these years, desperately I want to catch up with you and help you."

Speaking of this, Tu Shan Yaya's eyes also flashed a touch of grief.

"But now, although you conceal it very well, the firmness in your eyes has disappeared. You doubt yourself all the time. I don't know what made you so confused. Can you tell me? We are husband and wife, what's the matter We can face it together!"

Zhuge Ming stared blankly at the emotional Tu Shan Yaya, and the chopsticks in his hand fell to the ground unconsciously.

"I……"

Zhuge Ming hugged his head in pain, how would he tell Yaya that maybe everything he experienced these years was just an illusion, whether it was you or Tingting, they were nothing but flowers in a mirror?

No! ! ! !I absolutely cannot accept all of this, even if all of this is just an illusion, as long as, as long as you are by my side, even if I am forever trapped in this illusion, it doesn't matter...

"No...don't, I will never let go!! Never!!!"

"Stinky idiot!!!"

Zhuge Ming suddenly stood up, looking like a madman, turned around and rushed out of the room, a white light flashed, and Zhuge Ming's figure disappeared instantly.

The smell of food in the empty room was still there, but compared to the previous cheerfulness, the room at this time was full of depression and sadness.

"Mother... Daddy, what's the matter, are you sick?"

A crisp voice sounded behind Tu Shan Yaya, she turned around and saw her daughter Zhuge Ting looking at her with teary eyes.

Seeing the unconcealable worry for her father in her daughter's eyes, Tu Shan Yaya couldn't help but burst into tears, and even leaned down and hugged Zhuge Ting tightly.

"Tingting, daddy is fine, daddy is just in a bad mood and will be back soon."

"Then mother, shall we go find daddy and come back together?"

"Well, your father will definitely come back, we mother and I will go find your father together..." Tu Shan Yaya nodded again and again, his eyes filled with unprecedented firmness.

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In the center of Tushan, under the tree of bitterness.

After dealing with Tu Shan's miscellaneous matters, Tu Shan Rongrong came to the tree of bitterness as usual. This is her habit. As for why she came under the tree of bitterness, no one else knows.

In the past, Tu Shan Yaya and Tu Shan Honghong didn't come here very often because Tu Shan Yaya and Tu Shan Honghong were usually busy, so this place is basically very clean.

As for Tu Shan Rongrong, she enjoyed this rare tranquility very much, because it could help her think about some problems better.

But today, as soon as Tu Shan Rongrong came near the bitterness tree, before she got close to the tree, a strong smell of alcohol wrinkled her nose.

Tu Shan Rongrong looked away, and saw under the tree of bitterness, a decadent figure was leaning against the tree of bitterness, holding a jug in his hand that looked familiar to Tu Shanrong, violently pouring it into his mouth non-stop .

"This is, sister's jug? Are you fighting with sister?"

The man raised his head with a bewildered expression, his long disheveled hair showed a little face, it was Zhuge Ming.

"Want to have a drink together?" Zhuge Ming raised the endless flagon to Tu Shan Rongrong.

"No, I don't like drinking very much. Speaking of which, don't you also like drinking?"

Tu Shan Rongrong shook his head, and sat down slowly after walking across from Zhuge Ming.

"In the past, I really didn't like drinking very much, because I thought drinking would affect my mind. In my situation at the time, my brain was not clear, but it would put me in a very dangerous situation."

"what about now?"

"Now? Because I suddenly discovered that only when I get drunk can I stop thinking about some things, things that I absolutely cannot accept, even if it's just... an illusion..."

"Is it a fantasy?"

Tu Shan Rongrong took a deep look at Zhuge Ming, and then slowly stood up.

"You should be clear that our Tushan fox demon is based on emotional power, and this emotional power is actually the power of the heart."

"Huh? I know, so what?"

"The so-called illusion is nothing more than using the weakest part of the human heart to confuse the enemy. This is actually the power of the heart. Your heart has always been strong. Your so-called illusion can't trap you at all. This point, You know very well."

"What you are confused about is that you can't make your own choice, otherwise, you wouldn't have come down to this tree of misery to find the answer."

Zhuge Ming raised his head in a daze, and looked at the towering giant tree above his head.

"I came here, really, to find answers?"

His heart is in a mess right now, he really doesn't know what to do, even coming under the tree of bitterness, he did it subconsciously.

Maybe just like Tu Shan Rongrong said, all he needs is to make a choice.

But the problem is, asking him to make a choice is tantamount to denying all his current happiness, whether it is Yaya or Tingting, this is really too painful for Zhuge Ming!
Zhuge Ming closed his eyes in pain, and took another big gulp of wine into his mouth.

"Daddy!"

Zhuge Ming opened his eyes suddenly, and saw not far away, Tu Shan Yaya was holding his daughter Zhuge Ting, looking at him tenderly.

"I knew, you idiot, you would come here..."

"Yaya, Tingting..."

Zhuge Ming murmured softly, and then quickly put the jug in his hand into the Qiankun Fan, and straightened his hair, he didn't want his family members to see him in such a slumped state.

Tu Shan Yaya let go of Zhuge Ting's hand, stepped on high heels and walked in front of Zhuge Ming.

Snapped!
A crisp voice sounded under the tree of bitterness.

Zhuge Ting covered her mouth, amidst the surprised expressions on her and Tu Shan Rongrong's faces, Tu Shan Yaya also slowly put down her raised right hand.

"Stinky idiot, are you really the Zhuge Ming I know?"

Zhuge Ming touched the slap marks on his face, and slowly lowered his head.

"The idiot I know will never be like this. No matter what kind of difficulties he encounters, he will only choose to work hard to face the difficulties, not like now!"

Tu Shan Yaya stared at Zhuge Ming with glaring eyes, her tone was full of anger, although Tu Shan Yaya used to fight with Zhuge Ming a lot before, but she has never been so angry like now.

"Rong Rong said, all you need is a choice. What are you hesitating about? No matter what choice you make, Tingting and I will support you."

Zhuge Ming raised his head and glanced at Tu Shan Yaya, his eyes filled with uncontrollable heartache.

At this moment, how easy is it for him to make a choice?It was precisely because of the existence of Tu Shan Yaya and Zhuge Ting that Zhuge Ming did not dare to face all this.

Because he is afraid, he is afraid that all this is really just an illusion, a dream, if this dream dissipates with the choice he made, then everything in the dream will be shattered.

Yaya, Tingting, Moon Moon, Sister Honghong, Rongrong, Master and A Shi, everything that Zhuge Ming cares about in this world will be vanished in an instant.

At this moment, Zhuge Ming suddenly remembered Uchiha Madara's Infinity Tsukiyomi. He used to sneer at those people immersed in the illusion, but now, he seems to understand a little bit.

When the illusion is so real that it is impossible to distinguish between reality and illusion, many people have no idea how to make a choice in the face of the cruel real world and the illusion that can almost satisfy all your good wishes. an accurate answer.

Maybe you will say nonchalantly on the surface that you will definitely choose to return to reality, but if you really experience the happiness of the illusion and let you choose again, will you still make the same decision as before?
This is the same for Zhuge Ming now.

The happier he is in the illusion, the less he can let go of it in his heart, even if he has clearly realized that all this is just a fantasy!

"Yaya... you take Tingting first, go back, I think, be alone for a while."

After being silent for a long time, Zhuge Ming also turned around slowly, and waved to Tu Shan Yaya.

Tu Shan Yaya took a deep look at Zhuge Ming's back, and didn't say anything more.

"I believe in you, if it is you, I will definitely be able to do it!"

Zhuge Ming smiled bitterly, and reached out to touch the tree of bitterness in front of him.

can i really do itTree of bitterness, tree of bitterness, what should I do, what should I do...

(End of this chapter)