After wearing the book, I became the black moonlight of the paranoid prince

Chapter 173 Alive
During those days, he was always weak due to excessive blood loss, and the continuous high fever made him groggy all day long.

The only thing that can be clearly felt is her meticulous care.

The hot soup and medicine that were put into his mouth, the slender and rough hand that caressed his forehead from time to time, and the gentle and reassuring words of encouragement that often hung in his ears, these are all things that he has experienced since he was a child. never felt.

As a member of the royal family, he has never enjoyed warmth since he was born. What he has is only submission under the power, and careful calculations that seem to be caring and prepared.

When he was seven years old, his mother and concubine fell into a well-planned conspiracy and lost their lives due to a negligence.

After the eldest prince's biological mother gave birth to him, she was frightened during confinement, and became insane from then on.

The second prince's biological mother hanged herself to prove her innocence because she was accused of having an affair with a guard.

The fourth prince's mother and concubine is a smart person. He became a monk when he was three years old, and invited him to enter the royal monastery to practice.

Xiao Wu is the most pitiful, since he was born, he lost his mother.

The harem has always been a shura field. Countless women have lost their lives in this gorgeous cage. The current peace is all because the queen has no children.

But this has also become a new battlefield among the princes.

Throughout the dynasties, every person who sat on that dragon chair had the blood of countless relatives and brothers on their hands. Whether you wanted to or not, once you were pushed to that position, you had no choice.

In fact, he was already tired of such intriguing life, but one day, after he saw the fourth prince who was only five years old fall into the water, the two servants next to him just stood quietly watching, but had no intention of saving him. I couldn't help being angry.

He jumped into the water to save people, but was prevented from going ashore by two daring servants, and even tried to drown them both in the water. He dived all the way into a lotus pond with the fourth prince in his arms before he was able to breathe.

The five-year-old child shivered in his arms and dared not make a sound, and the people in the palace began to cry and salvage their bodies along the lake. He couldn't tell who was really worried about them and who wanted them long dead.

He waited in the water until it was dark, and the pool of autumn water froze his heart. He couldn't trust anyone around him anymore, and he didn't want to die inexplicably one day.

From that day on, he began to cultivate his cronies, replacing batch after batch of people around him.

Because he understands a truth, as a prince, as long as you are alive, it is the beginning of a struggle, even if you don't want to fight for anything, this center of desire for power will not let you go.

From then on, he began to live with a mask like the people around him, hiding all his joys, sorrows and joys from others to see, and even used his most shameless conspiracy methods to live the life he never had. I don't want a life, just for a simple purpose, live well.

His hands were covered with blood, because if he didn't kill someone, he would be the one who died.

He thought that he would continue to live in such a numb manner. Under the circumstances that everyone's kindness hides various purposes, he felt the real warmth for the first time, but it was because of a strange woman.

Her kindness and sincerity deeply hurt him. The more considerate and sincere she was, the more dark and dirty he seemed.

Everything in her is what he has always longed for and longed for, but she is like a mirror, making him clearly aware of his own unbearable.

He wanted to be close to her, but was afraid to be close to her.

After recovering from his injury, he left the jade pendant on his body as a reward for taking care of him for so many days, and then quietly left the hospital.

She is just an ordinary woman after all, he shouldn't bother her too much.

(End of this chapter)