After the untimely death of the president's husband

Chapter 210 Ending First Edition (End)
If he was so kind to her and wanted to be with her because he was moved.

That's really unnecessary!
Lu Shijin looked at Su Yan who was just about to raise her hand and swear that she was not a martyr, and her heart sank to the bottom of the valley.

Even though he really wanted to deceive himself, it was because Su Yan was shy and didn't want to admit it, but he couldn't continue to deceive himself.

She really didn't die for him!

She couldn't live without him!

She didn't want him in her previous life!
His mood was indescribably complicated.

For the first time in my life, I felt so uncomfortable, so...

feel like a fool...

Thinking about his mentality before, he himself felt...

Just can't think of it!

Seeing his expression at this time, Su Yan felt a little complicated.

"If you were moved, now you don't have to be moved, and you don't have to think about being with me anymore. In my previous life, I was really not sad at all about your death, or even happy. Happiness can inherit so much. Inheritance, lay down and win life!"

Su Yan's heart is very contradictory now.

She will be a little uncomfortable because he is not really in love with her, so he treats her well.

But he also thought about it, so that he could agree to divorce.

The two never communicated for the rest of their lives.

Although she has decided that what she loves the most is herself, but she is afraid that if she pays for her feelings, she will overpay and lose herself.

Therefore, it is safest to stay away from him!
Lu Shijin is a smart person, he came back to his senses, and quickly guessed Su Yan's state of mind when he said these words.

Although, he felt very uncomfortable, and even doubted life and himself, but...

Even so, he would not want to divorce!

Because he is not a person who wants to be responsible for his whole life just because he is moved.

Although he didn't know when he fell in love, but now he was very sure that the only wife he wanted was her!
He just wants to spend the rest of his life with her!
and so……

He raised his eyes to look at Su Yan, "It's great that you have such a mentality, so I don't have to worry about it. If I have any accidents in the future, you will follow me."

Su Yan, "...!!!"

This dog man!

"Didn't you hear clearly? I didn't die for you, I was so happy you died!"

"I heard it clearly, but it's all my own fault, I don't blame you!" In fact, after suffering, Lu Shijin felt that it was a normal reaction for her to want to crush him to ashes. After all, love is the deepest hatred!

He thought that he was betrayed by the person he loved so much, but if it were him, he would also wish to smash the other person to ashes!

Su Yan, "..."

Suddenly, Lu Shijin looked at her affectionately.

"Xiaoyan, give me a chance, please? Believe me, I will not make you regret it!" The most important thing for the rest of his life is to be kind to her.

When a peerless beauty stares at people with great affection.

Even a nun would be shaken and unable to extricate herself.

Not to mention the ugly dog ​​Su Yan.

Not to mention, this man is the only one she has ever loved, even if he is full of scars, she can't let go of it completely.

Forget it...

Now that we have agreed to give him a chance, don't hesitate!
"What are you going to do with your uncle?"

Although Su Yan changed the subject, Lu Shijin knew that she had stopped thinking about divorcing him, and in the future, it would all depend on his performance.

As long as he behaves well enough, she can still love him like before!

"Already in preparation." Lu Shijin didn't go into details, there are some things that even the closest people can't talk about.

Seeing that he didn't want to say more, Su Yan didn't ask further.

but……

"Do you know why your uncle wants your life?" The uncle who protects him and treats him well makes people wonder why he wants his life!
Lu Shijin, "..."

The reason was that he couldn't tell her.

"Didn't you find out?" Su Yan raised her eyebrows.

Lu Shijin didn't want to lie to Su Yan, making her feel that he was not sincere to her.

But, I really don't want to say that reason.

I can only tell the truth, "It was found out, but I don't want to say it."

Su Yan, "..."

She knew that what he didn't want to say must be difficult to say, but...

Human curiosity is like this, the more taboo the more you want to know.

"Tell me, I can give you extra points, so that you can achieve a positive result as soon as possible!"

Su Yan's offer was very attractive, and Lu Shijin was very tempted by the temptation.

but……

He still couldn't speak.

Su Yan narrowed her eyes slightly, "Could it be that your uncle has unethical thoughts about you, seeing you getting married, he can't stand it, and would rather destroy it if he doesn't get it?"

Although this is a bit bloody, some of that...

but……!
It's so hard for him to talk about it, Chu Heng has never had a girlfriend, he doesn't marry...

Still quite possible.

Lu Shijin, "...!!!!!!"

Seeing his shocked expression, Su Yan felt certain in her heart that the possibility she suddenly thought of was really true!

"Tsk tsk..." She patted Lu Shijin's shoulder tsk tsk.

I don't know what to comfort him.

last of the last……

"Anyway, you handle it well, don't lose your life in the end."

Lu Shijin, "..."

Because Lu Shijin didn't want to say more, Su Yan didn't ask again afterwards.

Until half a year later...

Su Yan, who was playing a game, heard from the two old men that something happened to Chu Heng in South Africa, and his whereabouts were unknown.

Reminiscent of these Tianlu Shijin's emotional abnormalities.

She knew it was Lu Shijin who made the move.

That night……

Su Yan could smell the strong smell of alcohol coming from the room through the crack of the door.

Pushing open the door and going in, I saw Lu Shijin sitting on the ground with a wine bottle, although he was just drinking silently, without any change in facial expression.

But anyone who knew him well could see the deep sadness and pain that enveloped him.

Chu Heng was once the most trusted and important person in this world by Lu Shijin, and his position in his heart was once more important than anyone else!
Be cruel to the closest and most important people to yourself.

The pain in my heart is beyond words.

Su Yan walked toward Lu Shijin.

And Lu Shijin, who was sitting on the ground, seemed to have not seen her coming in, and was still drinking the wine from the bottle mechanically like a robot.

For the first time, those cosmic black eyes were lifeless.

He was brought up by Chu Heng. Since childhood, Chu Heng has protected him countless times. The importance and meaning of him in his heart are really very important...

Seeing him like this, Su Yan's heart suddenly ached.

She can't see it, really can't see it, he is like this!
She knelt down and took him into her arms.

Lu Shi would like to let her hold her like that.

Then, she didn't know if it was her illusion, but she felt that he seemed to be crying...

Such a him made her heart hurt even more!

"Lu Shijin, let us be together, for the rest of our lives, let's grow old together!"

After resisting for half a year, she completely surrendered to her heart.

Saying that she is worthless and everything is good, she just likes him, loves him, but can't resist him, just wants to give him and herself a chance.

A chance to make a dream come true.

Lu Shijin didn't speak, but hugged her tightly.

A faint light flashed across those starry black eyes.

"Happy and happy finale, this is the end, if you want their loving little cuties, it's OK to see this~ Thank you for supporting Tao Zi to the end, y'all!We are destined to see you in the rivers and lakes!
(End of this chapter)