my brother is god

Chapter 81 Fragments of Memories

"Feiyue - Feiyue -" In the haze, Feiyue heard a distant call.

"Where is this?" Feiyue asked.

"This is where you were born!" the voice answered.

"Where I was born?" Feiyue opened her eyes, a white world appeared in front of Feiyue's eyes, this room Feiyue was not familiar with, but she often saw it, it was the operating room in her previous life.

And as the light gradually dimmed, Feiyue saw her mother lying on the operating table. Her mother looked very similar to Feiyue. If Feiyue's mother in her previous life was still alive, then the two of them would look more like sisters than sisters when they walked out. mother and daughter.

However, the past is cruel, because it cannot be refuted or changed, and it will not be shifted by any external force. Feiyue's mother died when Feiyue was born. If Feiyue was present at that time, then Feiyue might know The reason is that now it is just a memory, and what Feiyue sees is only her mother gradually resting after giving birth to herself.

"Why did you show me this?" Feiyue asked, "Don't you think I didn't suffer enough in the past?"

"Don't talk too much, let's move on!" As the voice fell, the scene around Feiyue also began to change.

This time is the picture of Feiyue's growth. At that time, Feiyue's father was still alive, and it was her father who raised Feiyue. Her father was also a philosopher, but he disappeared inexplicably in the end. , that day was also Feiyue's birthday, and then Feiyue lived like this until her own doomsday.

"He didn't come back from the beginning to the end. I'm afraid it's more ominous than good?" Feiyue sighed, "Although I was full of resentment at the beginning, but now that I think about it, it's more about the desire for love, right?"

"look carefully!"

At the request of the voice, Feiyue walked into her room and began to look around, but she still saw nothing. However, just as Feiyue turned her eyes out of the window in frustration, she saw such a familiar figure. He was already wounded, and after a hasty look at his young self, he lowered his head and left.

"What exactly are you trying to tell me?" Feiyue was a little angry. Obviously, she had seen her father when she was young, but she didn't pay attention to it.

"Don't be impatient, let's continue!"

Afterwards, there was a long period of Feiyue's life in the orphanage, which was painful and regrettable, and contained many shady transactions. Feiyue lived in fear and sadness every day, in a panic. all day long.

"A lot of children were sold at that time, I was lucky!" Feiyue said, "But I haven't seen the sold children since then, so I can't tell whether their later life is theirs or not. Desired!"

The picture continued to change. This time it was Feiyue's college entrance examination. She applied for the Department of Philosophy and followed her father's old path. She never understood why her father, a philosopher, abandoned her. I don't understand why the study of philosophy would threaten my personal safety.

Those days were the most relaxing days for Feiyue, the exam was easy for her, but when she saw the countless pairs of expectant eyes, her heart could not be calm no matter what, she was annoyed, confused, sad, crying, Sing karaoke with friends, go to Internet cafes, and forget the fact that you are an orphan.

"Sometimes I really feel that God is playing tricks on me. No matter how hard I try, no matter how hard I work, I end up looking so mediocre and mediocre. When I was in high school, I thought that the college entrance examination could change everything. Larger and longer exams are just beginning!"

Feiyue calmly looked at herself who was busy in the past, and watched a small room gradually being occupied by thick books. She tried to change, starting from her own small world.

The following memory is a bit subtle. It is the memory of her looking at her own corpse when she died. At that time, she was dazed and at a loss. This feeling is very strange. The three Feiyue are in the same space. , one is dead, one of the other two has just arrived, and the other is about to leave.

"Life and death!" Feiyue sighed, "The definition that everything in the world cannot escape—"

"Life and death!" repeated the voice, "like the tides of the sea—"

During the words, the world began to distort, and Feiyue started to go to another world with herself in her memory. She saw Ai Feiyang, who was standing in front of her at that time, but she couldn't see anything.

"What exactly do you want to tell me?" Seeing that she opened the green door, Feiyue said.

"You—guess—slightly!"

After finishing speaking, the green door closed, and Ai Feiyang left, leaving only Feiyue wandering in this white world, no matter whether Feiyue was sitting or standing, roaring or praying, angry or crying. If there is any response, this world is like a cage. Feiyue doesn't know who built this cage, and she doesn't want to. She just wants to leave and return to the crying Feixue's side. She is not afraid of death, but she is afraid of seeing the sad appearance of the people around her.

At this moment, a mirror appeared in front of Feiyue, another Feiyue and Feiyue in the mirror were wearing the same clothes, doing the same movements, and even their expressions were exactly the same.

"Who are you?" Feiyue asked.

"Who are you?" Feiyue in the mirror asked back.

"My name is Ai Feiyue!" Feiyue replied.

"My name is Ai Feiyue!" Feiyue in the mirror also replied.

"Are you me?" Feiyue said.

"No, I'm not you!" Feiyue in the mirror said.

"Then who are you?" Feiyue asked.

"I'm Ai Feiyue!" Feiyue in the mirror replied.

"I'm Ai Feiyue too!" Feiyue said.

"How do you prove that you are Ai Feiyue?" Feiyue in the mirror asked.

"——" Feiyue was stopped by the question, which reminded her of a philosophical enlightenment book she had read in the past, and there were related descriptions in it. Now her thinking is different from that of the heroine in the book, how to prove that she is Own?code name?blood?Gene?social relationship?Or your own qualifications?None of this is possible here.

"Then how do you prove that you are Ai Feiyue?" Feiyue asked after thinking about it.

"First of all, I have parents!" Then, Feiyue's father and mother appeared beside Feiyue in the mirror, "Then, I have friends!" Then, Feiyue's friend, mentor, appeared in the mirror. Behind him, "Finally, I still have various certificates!" Feiyue in the mirror showed many certificates, including blood certificates, paternity tests, genetic tests, etc.——

"But these can only prove that you are wearing the skin of this person named Feiyue, that's all!" Feiyue said, "Even if you have the memory of this person named Feiyue, then you can guarantee to be your Changing the name to another person, can you still say so firmly that you are the person named Feiyue?"

"No, I can't!" The phantom in the mirror gradually dissipated, leaving Feiyue alone, "But I know, you can't either!"

"Yes, I can't either!" Feiyue breathed out lightly, "So, come on, let's work together—" Feiyue's hands were deep in Feiyue's hands like in the mirror.

"No, we can't be together—" Feiyue in the mirror took a step back, "If we are together, then this world will collapse, and the connection we have established with the past and the future will also collapse, and the curse about life and death will also collapse." will come completely, and nothing can deceive Death's eyes again!"

Then, Feiyue suddenly understood that this is still a memory, the memory before she woke up in the underworld after she walked in the door, but this memory is really incredible, deceiving the eyes of the god of death, that is to say, when she went to Before the underworld, could the eyes of the god of death be deceived?Then after going to the underworld, the eyes of the God of Death can no longer be deceived?So why do I still see so many people playing with their souls, and so do I?Could it be that I misunderstood it?

"Tell me, if the eyes of the god of death can be deceived, then how can there be justice in this world? What is a more just trial than life and death? Why do you want to imprison yourself for an unfair sentence? " Feiyue stretched her hand into the mirror, trying to take Feiyue in the mirror out of the cage.

"If this is what you want!" Feiyue in the mirror no longer flinched, but stretched out her hand to Feiyue, "But you must also know that this world is not fair, even if we bring something to this world. The so-called fairness between life and death is insignificant!"

"Something is better than nothing, are you right?" Feiyue grabbed Feiyue's hand in the mirror and began to pull it out until the two Feiyue merged together.

"Let's go! Let's go to see the new world!" Feiyue said to Feiyue.

"Okay—" He replied, and left from the world that had become void.

On the other side, under the control of the seal, Feixue pierced Feiyue with a dagger similar to Feimi's previous stab at Feiyue, but luckily Feixue's reaction was fast enough, and the power of the seal was no longer enough to completely control Feiyue Xue, this did not pierce Feiyue's heart, but it also cut through Feiyue's heart. In just a few breaths, Feiyue had already begun to lose the life characteristics that humans possess.

It was too late when Feixue realized what she had done, and then there was the scene that Feiyue saw before she died. Feixue hugged Feiyue full of blood and cried bitterly. The power of Feiyue began to dim, and the elves began to fall into a deep sleep again, but because Feiyue's soul did not dissipate immediately, those who signed the contract with Feiyue could still feel Feiyue's faint breath.

"Quick—submerge Your Highness into the lake!" Meow has already turned into her original form, and she won't dissipate so quickly with the power of the Philosopher's Stone, but Lulu has already fallen into a deep sleep with the elves, "Little water, little wind, little light , Xiao An, Xiao Tu, Xiao Huo, Xiao Wu, wake up, Your Highness needs you!" Meow used her last strength to wake up the sleeping elves.

"Little water and little light heal His Highness' wounds, little wind and little soil ensure His Highness's breath, little fire keeps His Highness warm, Xiao An Xiaowu goes into His Highness's shadow, and tries to awaken the memory deep in His Highness' soul!"

Under Miaomiao's command, the elves and Feixue started a series of recovery actions for Feiyue in an orderly manner, and the reason why Feiyue was able to preserve her last consciousness and fall into her own memory was because Xiao An came to Feiyue The shadow of Feiyue, thus awakening the sleeping goddess of darkness, prompted the goddess of darkness to carry out a series of protections for Feiyue's soul. As Feiyue's dominant light and dominant consciousness gradually faded, the power of darkness was also infinitely weakened. Fortunately, It's okay to protect the remaining souls.

(End of this chapter)