Chapter 50
A week later, Miao Miao was sent to the Qinghai City Leadership Academy to study for one year as a newly elected deputy cadre.

After Miao Miao went to study at the Qinghai Leadership Academy, Jerry would call and greet Miao Miao every now and then, but Miao Miao was not as excited and joyful as before. Every time she received a call from Jerry, Miao Miao's voice They all looked unusually cold and calm.

The learning arrangement of the Qinghai Leadership Academy is tight and appropriate, with three and a half hours of classes in the morning, one and a half hours of lectures in the afternoon, and free activities in the evening.

Every night, the students play poker or mahjong in groups of three or four. Miao Miao has neglected these kinds of games in recent years, so she has no interest in participating. Most of the time, Miao Miao just stays in the dormitory by herself and surfs the Internet .

On this day, as usual, the schoolmates played cards and mahjong early after dinner.

"Miao Miao, do you want to play cards?" Zhang Lanfeng, a student in the same dormitory, asked.Zhang Lanfeng is a deputy cadre who was elected together with Miao Miao, and is currently the deputy director of the Jianghai City Price Bureau.

"No, you guys go." Miao Miao waved her hand, rejecting her friend's invitation, and stood alone on the balcony, watching the sunset.

The white clouds in the sky seemed to sparkle, glowing with golden light, reflecting the whole earth with a faint yellow halo. The mountains were lush in the distance, and the small bridge and flowing water nearby. Miao Miao enjoyed the beauty of the evening alone.

I don't know how long I stood on the balcony before Miao Miao returned to the dormitory. Hearing the sound of mahjong and chatting and laughing in groups from next door and around, Miao Miao suddenly felt strangely lonely. TV, at 06:30, either news or advertisements, Miao Miao turned off the TV again in annoyance, turned on the computer, logged in, and went online.

As soon as Miao Miao was online, she saw Jerry's profile photo light up. Seeing Miao Miao online, Jerry was very happy and immediately sent a smiling emoji.When Miao Miao thought about the relationship between Jerry and Zhang Xuan, and when she thought that Zhang Xuan was pregnant with Jerry's child, Miao Miao felt sore in her heart. She felt that she and Jerry would never be the same again, and she had to distance herself from Jerry. She wants to forget him, ignore him until she no longer loves him.

Miao Miao not only did not reply, but also blacklisted Jerry and deleted it.

"Ring ring ring—" Miao Miao's cell phone rang, and when she saw the call, it was Jerry calling, but Miao Miao didn't answer, she threw it on the bed, and let him call over and over again.

Miao Miao entered some chat rooms out of boredom, and saw that each chat room was lively, with various subtitles constantly scrolling.

"Is there anyone to talk to?"

"Is there any lonely young woman?"

"Let's chat: Mature, funny and high-quality men"

"Sleepless tonight, sleepless tonight, if you want to chat with me, please be sure to find me"

"Hi everyone, I'm a new member. I just learned to surf the Internet. I'm very annoying tonight. I want to find a chat partner."

Seeing this similar chatting language kept scrolling in the chat box in the chat room, Miao Miao realized that she was not the only lonely and boring person in this world, but there were too many people like herself, with nowhere to store their souls. drift.

Miao Miao exited the chat room again, and the content of the chat was just a conversation of loneliness and loneliness.

Miao Miao knows that being confined to such a chat room will only make her more confused and helpless. The fast-food-style emotional rhythm will hardly resonate with the harmony of music and music. The release and excretion of this pure desire will make the soul even more helpless. to place.

What Miaomiao needs is heartbeat, heartbeat, and joy, which requires the resonance of thoughts and similar interests.

As usual, Miao Miao began to step on the space. Miao Miao hadn't stepped on other people's space for a long time, and she didn't stop until she entered a space called "Ruiyu". The solitude of the unbearable coldness is expressed, the words are gorgeous and majestic, the connotation is profound, and the love is endless.

"The touch of passing by is like a free breath from the deep sea. When I was about to suffocate, you poured out the warmth from the heart, and the tenderness in the four eyes met, but I couldn't see how many desolate stories were contained in your eyes.

Do you really want to go, just meet at the moment before turning around, can you really not stay, just in the moonlight where my face is full of tears.

I know

you know

i have no reason

you never look back

Cry, cry, it's not a sin

laugh, laugh, tired

The only thing is to look forward to

I became a commentary on the sidelines
the only thing is to leave
You become the relief of deception
是 你 吗

far away
It's me

Close to the horizon
Can't refuse
expect alone
lovesickness in dream

lingering on the pillow
expecting is a sin
coming back is a kind of drunk
for sin
only drunk"

When Miao Miao read this verse, she felt heartache and was deeply moved by the words.

When Miao Miao was thinking about what kind of man this is, a message asking to be added as a QQ friend popped up in the lower left corner, and there was a line of text prompting: High mountains and flowing water, how can I ask for a friend?
Curiously, Miao Miao clicked on the profile of the other party, whose online name is Ruiyu, and then clicked on his space, which turned out to be the space where she stopped.

Miao Miao was very pleasantly surprised, and agreed without thinking, and a netizen named "Ruiyu" immediately popped up in Miao Miao's friends column.

Open the chat box, and a line of words pops up: I visited your space, it is very clear.

"Graffiti at will is hard to be elegant, and it is even more embarrassing to have the honor to read your masterpiece."

"This is the monologue of the heart language, the longing of the Qin and Xiao ensemble."

"The singing of Xiao Xiao and the lamentation of a hundred birds have attracted countless phoenixes"

"The music is high and few are harmonious, but the music is drunk when you seek a friend."

"Lonely Begging for Drunk"

"is it you?"

"It's me!"

"Your eyes are full of sadness, my heart is full of sorrow, and the dialogue between loneliness and loneliness casts the key to open the door of my heart."

"In the vast night, where do you park the wandering souls?"

"A solitary boat quietly awaits the lonely heart."

"In the vast sea of ​​nets, there are countless lonely souls jumping, how many times can a small boat be loaded?"

"Drowning three thousand, I only take one scoop"

"The river is torrenting and flowing, how can you tell where the ladle you want to take is?"

"Far in the sky, close in front of your eyes, the words are unintentional leaks of heart-songs."

"Maybe just an unintentional intruder."

"But it was an encounter by God's will."

"You and I have never met before."

"But I feel that I have been in touch for a long time, and time is not a necessary condition for unlocking."

"The fragrance of wine needs time to brew"

"There will be a day when we will watch by the altar."

"The flowers bloom and fall, what spring is this?"

"Spring, summer, autumn and winter are the reincarnation of the seasons.".
This night, Miao Miao chatted with this netizen named "Ruiyu" until two o'clock in the morning. The same loneliness and demanding perfection made the two compose a common heart song in an instant. Miao Miao hadn't spent the night with a strange man like this for a long time. Chatting with Dadan, what kind of man is he?What does he do?Full of doubts and novelties, Miao Miao turned off the phone, logged off, and lay down under the blanket.

After getting acquainted with this netizen named "Ruiyu", Miaomiao's sad heart has gradually been repaired, and she no longer always thinks about the past of Jerry and Zhang Xuan.Although Jerry would call Miao Miao every now and then, Miao Miao always answered a few words indifferently and then hung up. Broken love is hard to repair, so why hang on to it.

After class, Miao Miao goes online when she has nothing to do, and Miao Miao becomes more and more interested in surfing the Internet, because she always meets "Ruiyu" online unexpectedly.

"Ruiyu" is very busy, Miao Miao knows, "Ruiyu" likes her a little bit, Miao Miao also knows.

The joy in her heart again made Miaomiao look forward to the future.

Time passed quickly, and in the blink of an eye, another half a year passed. During this half year, the relationship between Miao Miao and "Ruiyu" suddenly heated up. Their hearts boiled and their blood surged, making them miss each other every minute and every second. looking at each other.

Miao Miao still doesn't know what "Ruiyu" does, and "Ruiyu" has never asked Miaomiao what she does. Miao Miao only knows that "Ruiyu" is in the South China Sea, and Miaomiao has seen the video of "Ruiyu" , a very masculine northern man, erudite and talented, extraordinary and extraordinary, in the eyes of "Ruiyu", Miao Miao is also a charming, delicate and talented girl, Miao Miao and "Ruiyu" are in love with each other, Like-minded.

After the training was over, Miao Miao returned to Jianghai City full of joy.

After getting off the plane, Miao Miao took a taxi and went straight to the house. When passing by the Beverly Mall, the car passed by Jerry. Miao Miao saw Jerry at a glance. From the mirror, Miao Miao Miao saw that Jerry was holding a feeding bottle in one hand and pushing a stroller in the other. A five-month-old child was lying in the car. He hadn’t seen Jerry for almost a year. Jerry looked a little tired and tired. Rui is no different from other men walking through the street today. It turned out that the halo on his body disappeared without a trace at this moment. Miao Miao knew that the child in the stroller belonged to Jerry and Zhang Xuan, because the cadres in Qinghai During the college training, I heard from my bedmate Zhang Lanfeng that Zhang Lanfeng’s husband is Deputy Director Li of the Jianghai City Finance Bureau. Zhang Lanfeng told Miao Miao that Zhang Xuan gave birth to a child in the prison as early as Jianghai City The Finance Bureau spread. A while ago, the scandal between Jerry and Zhang Xuan once again became a hot topic among the staff of the Jianghai City Finance Bureau. Fortunately, Jerry was transferred from the Finance Bureau, otherwise he would have to stand on the sidelines of rumors. The cusp.

To Miao Miao's confusion, seeing this scene, Miao Miao realized that she didn't feel any heartache, and Miao Miao didn't tell the taxi driver to stop.Jerry gradually disappeared into the crowd pushing the stroller.

After Miao Miao went to Qinghai for training, Jerry's heart was empty. What Jerry was worried about was not Miao Miao's departure, but Miao Miao's change of mood. After calling from the detention center and telling Zhang Xuan about her pregnancy, Miao Miao Miao Miao's attitude towards him suddenly became extremely cold, and Jerry also understood Miao Miao's thoughts. She was resentful from love, and cold from resentment.No wonder she can only blame herself.

Jerry is also very contradictory. He thinks that he is not qualified to regain Miao Miao's favor, but he just can't control himself and miss her, so he can't help but call her.

Half a year ago, Zhang Xuan gave birth to a six-pound child in the prison hospital. The day after the birth, Jerry went to visit Zhang Xuan and brought the newborn child back. Jerry invited a nanny.As long as he is free on weekends, Jerry will push the child out for a drive by himself, because he promised Zhang Xuan that he will take good care of the child, after all, it is also his own flesh and blood.

After Miao Miao returned to work, she went to each department to say hello, but she did not say hello to Jerry. Jerry was the last to know that Miao Miao had returned. When Jerry appeared at the door of Miao Miao's office, he looked lonely. .

"I'm back, no matter how much I say hello."

"I will see you sooner or later, so why stick to the form."

"I called you, but you didn't answer?"

"It doesn't matter whether I pick it up or not, the most important thing is that you take good care of your child." Miao Miao's tone was very cold.

"You know it all?"

"Well, sooner or later you will know."

"I called you last night to tell you something. My unit organized a trip to the South China Sea."

"Really?" Miao Miao suddenly exclaimed excitedly.

"Well, really." Seeing Miao Miao's excited look, Jerry felt a little satisfied and a sense of accomplishment in his heart. It had been a long time since he saw Miao Miao showing a happy expression in front of him. It is cold, faint, without a trace of warmth.

"When are you going?" Miao Miao asked eagerly.

"This Thursday, you made the best time." Seeing Miao Miao so excited, Jerry was a little puzzled. Miao Miao has a lot of business trips and travel opportunities. It stands to reason that she shouldn't be so excited, and she is not the first. travel abroad.But seeing Miao Miao's happy expression, Jerry's lost mood was also swept away. Jerry didn't know that Miao Miao's psychological changes during this period of time, and he didn't know that the reason for Miao Miao's excitement was not because of the opportunity to travel, but because It was because there was a man named "Ruiyu" in the city they were going to.

South China Sea tourism?Is this God's will?Miao Miao feels that his acquaintance with "Ruiyu" is a kind of predestined relationship.That night, online, Miao Miao couldn't wait to tell "Ruiyu" the good news. "Ruiyu" was also very excited, and told Miaomiao's mobile phone number, asking Miaomiao to contact him when he arrived, and he wanted to take Miaomiao there. Looking at the most beautiful sea in the South China Sea and enjoying the afterglow of the sunset together, this is the scene that Miao Miao and Jerry have dreamed of countless times in their dreams.

Before Miao Miao went offline, she also told "Ruiyu" her mobile phone number. This is the second time Miao Miao has told netizens her mobile phone number. The first time was Jerry.

"Ring ring ring—" the phone rang, showing the name "Ruiyu" just stored.

"Hi, hello", Miao Miao was a little nervous, it was the first time she talked with "Ruiyu" on the phone, Miao Miao instinctively greeted with an extremely soft voice.

"Hello, dear." A thick and magnetic male baritone came from the phone.

"Meeting, I feel a little nervous."

"No, it's only better than the feeling. Your voice is very nice, as crisp and sweet as Bailing."

"Seeing me, what should I do if I see a crooked melon and cracked fruit?" Miao Miao joked.

"Crooked melons and cracked fruits are the sweetest. I only look at the back and the soul contained in the body."

"I hope it is the most beautiful encounter."

"It must be, the beauty of the world, the love of the world."

"expect."

"Wait." There was a silence on the phone, and Miao Miao could feel the breathing of the other party, which echoed her own "thumping" heartbeat.

Miao Miao was afraid that the other party would find out her panic, so she hurriedly said under cover: "Alright, I'll hang up, see you in Nanhai."

"Okay, wait for the good news, miss you, have a good sleep."

Miao Miao hung up the phone, sat on the edge of the bed, silently in a daze, did she really have to start the next love journey?

The golden beach in the South China Sea is full of sea water and blue waves for thousands of miles. Countless men and women are chasing and playing in the sea. Colleagues put on swimsuits one after another and rush to play and rejoice in the sea.

Miao Miao and his party arrived in Nanhai at [-] o'clock this afternoon. The first scenic spot they visited was the Golden Beach.

Miao Miao did not go into the sea, but stood on a rock by the sea, watching the magnificent and boundless sea, listening to the sea water gently beating against the rocks on the shore, wave after wave, slowly and gently, like a mother coaxing her to sleep own baby.

Miao Miao felt a little nervous and looked forward to it. Miao Miao was waiting for "Ruiyu" to call, because "Ruiyu" told him that he had to attend a very important meeting this afternoon, and he couldn't be absent. "Runyu" told Miaomiao to wait at ease. After the meeting, he would call Miaomiao immediately, and "Runyu" told Miaomiao that he would come to pick her up.

"Miao Miao, why are you standing here alone and didn't go down with them?" Jerry appeared behind Miao Miao at some point, and Miao Miao was startled by the unexpected voice.

"Heh, when did you run up behind me and startled me?" Miao Miao patted her chest with her hands, calming her frightened heart.

"Sorry to surprise you."

"It's okay, I just blame myself for being too intoxicated."

"Yes, I have been standing far behind you for a long time, and you haven't noticed it. Why are you so preoccupied?"

"No, just enjoy the scenery, the scenery is beautiful."

"Yes, it's really beautiful. The best mood in life is the pursuit of beauty."

"In the complicated world, how many people can put aside the temptation of fame and fortune to pursue this kind of pure beauty?"

"Miao Miao, can we start anew and write a beautiful chapter together?"

Miao Miao turned her head, looked at Jerry calmly, and asked indifferently, "Say, is it still possible for us?"

Jerry was silent, he had no confidence, and he was not qualified to answer.

"I used to think that you were the most beautiful encounter in my life. Countless nights, I fell asleep silently reciting your name. After living together for half a year, I felt that I was the happiest woman in the world. I thought I had found a loveless marriage." The way out, but I didn't expect that the prosperous feast is just an illusion. This is not your fault alone. I know that it is difficult for you to refuse all kinds of temptations of fame and wealth in an officialdom. The flashy chasing after the wind makes it difficult for us to see what we think, what we want, and what we pursue? We always lose ourselves in the face of temptation. The days when we are with you, the desire for fame and fortune lurking in your heart always makes me rob After a little bit of uneasiness, I was afraid that one day, you would walk away because of this. Unexpectedly, it was not too long or short, and you chose her in half a year. A perfect love, some people say that love alone is not enough in life, but for a woman, love is her life, but you have torn it apart coldly. I didn't expect that we would meet again in the new unit. Maybe it's fate, to draw a sentence for our journey. Broken glass, no matter how repaired, can't find the original beauty. The sadness of love is not the parting of life and death, nor the distance between two places, but It was you standing opposite me, and I looked at you, but there was no wave in my heart." After Miao Miao said this, she took a step and left there without looking back.

The sea breeze blows, and the fine hair flutters. Miao Miao knows that there is a sour gaze behind her who is still staring blankly. Miao Miao knows that from now on, the man behind her will be a passerby or a passerby to her.

"Ring, ring, ring—" the phone rang, and when Miao Miao saw the call, it was from "Ruiyu".

When Miao Miao pressed the answer button, she heard a thick male alto voice coming from the phone.

"Honey, where is it? I've arrived at the gate of the Golden Beach Coast."

"Oh my god, the meeting is over? Why didn't you say hello in advance?" "Ruiyu" descended from the sky, making Miao Miao's nervous heart rise to her throat.

"I will give you an unexpected surprise, which will catch you off guard."

"It's disgusting, like this." Miao Miao was a little shy.

"Come on, my little lamb, the big bad wolf is waiting for you at the door."

"Scared, a little scared"

Miao Miao had a sweet smile that couldn't be concealed on her face, and with her mobile phone on her ear, she walked towards the gate with light and happy steps.
(End of this chapter)

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