Chapter 47 Visitation
"Don't you want to say it? It's meaningless for you to be so stubborn. We have all the facts of your crime. What we want now is your attitude."

"I want to see Jerry, I want to meet him." In the interrogation room, Zhang Xuan sat in the center, with disheveled hair, dark yellow face, and his expression was completely devoid of the old style.

"It's impossible, it's a rule, it's not what you want." The investigator sat at the interrogation table and said solemnly.

"Then I still say the same thing, I have no comment." Zhang Xuan closed his eyes, and as usual, put on an expression that a dead pig is not afraid of boiling water, but it is still difficult to hide his loneliness and depression.

One of the judges leaned halfway, put his mouth to the ear of the chief judge, and said softly: "What should I do? She is still so determined, should we tell the higher-ups about special circumstances and special treatment."

The chief judge nodded helplessly. The "foreign capital packaging" illegal case of Shenzhen Tailong Joint Venture Co., Ltd. was basically found out. Except for Huang Yifei who escaped, all other personnel were arrested and brought to justice, and confessed to the illegal and criminal facts.Other officials involved in the case have also confessed. Only Zhang Xuan has been keeping silent and resisting.If Huang Yifei was arrested and brought to justice and Zhang Xuan confessed, then the whole case would be settled.

At noon, Jerry was about to leave work when suddenly two strange men approached him and showed his work ID, saying that he was a staff member of the Provincial Disciplinary Inspection.When Jerry was puzzled, the two strange men told Jerry that Zhang Xuan wanted to see him, and asked Jerry to come with them, casually persuading Zhang Xuan to confess her crimes.

Suddenly there was news about Zhang Xuan, and Jerry was mixed in his heart. He didn't know how Zhang Xuan was doing now. Since she was shuanggui, he had never seen her again. Although Zhang Xuan did something illegal, But for Jerry, there is kindness. At least, Jerry understands that Zhang Xuan's feelings for him are sincere, without any utilitarianism.

Jerry followed the two men to a small living room of Yuanfeng Hotel. The two men asked Jerry to wait a while and then went out. Jerry sat on the sofa chair in the living room and waited anxiously.Ten minutes later, the door was pushed open, and a middle-aged woman with disheveled hair came in.

Jerry took a closer look, isn't this Zhang Xuan?His appearance became almost unrecognizable. Zhang Xuan looked very old. His face was black and yellow, his skin was wrinkled, and his lips were pale. The high-spirited female bureau chief a month ago.

"I'm ugly, aren't I?" Zhang Xuan lowered his head and asked a little unconfidently.

"Oh, no, no, no," Jerry said insincerely. Zhang Xuan's oldness and depression made Jerry feel uncomfortable. He couldn't bear to admit this fact. It became such a scene, Zhang Xuan at this time can be said to be very hideous and ugly, his skin is shrunk into layers of wrinkles like goosebumps, sunken eye frames, floating eyes, dry hair like dry grass Uneven bundles at the back of the head.

"Actually, I shouldn't see you like this, it ruined the beautiful image in your heart, but in the past two months, I really miss you so much, they don't let me see anyone, I can bear it, but I can't see you You, I’m really going crazy.” After speaking, Zhang Xuan fell into Jerry’s arms crying with tears in his eyes. Jerry heard sourly. A woman has been double-regulated. The first thing she told you was not herself Why come to this point, instead of telling the exhaustion and torment during the shuanggui period, but pouring out my heart full of longing?

"Are you okay?" Jerry asked with concern. In fact, Jerry knew that Zhang Xuan must have a bad life, just by looking at the situation and appearance in front of him.

Zhang Xuan shook her head, at this time Zhang Xuan was like a weaned child, so helpless and pitiful, her eyes were full of helplessness and sorrow.

Jerry hugged Zhang Xuan and patted her on the back lightly, hoping that his warmth could comfort her.

Zhang Xuan choked up in Jerry's arms for a long time before he stopped his tears, brushed away the messy hair hanging from his forehead, sat on the sofa, and calmed down his excitement.

Jerry sat on the opposite sofa, staring at Zhang Xuan from a distance, feeling very heartbroken. He never thought that they would meet on such an occasion, let alone that Zhang Xuan would be so fragile and decadent.

Zhang Xuan raised his head, looked at Jerry, and his thoughts drifted to the distant past.

"I once told you that I had a boyfriend in college. His name was Tao. His inexplicable breakup pushed me into the bottom of my life. If this is the fate of emotions, then the next thing is for me. On the day we broke up, I approached a bar sadly and drank my sorrows, but I didn't expect to meet Huang Yifei, who had a human face and a beast's heart that night. He took advantage of me to go to the bathroom and put drugs in my wine glass. , When I woke up, I found myself lying naked beside him, and I was photographed. At that time, I was desperate. Under his coercion, I became another underground lover of his. In order to get back the negatives, I flattered him in every possible way, flattered him, and dispelled his worries about me. When I finally got back all the photos and negatives I took, my whole person changed, and my outlook on life and thinking was completely reversed. The feelings of shyness have long since disappeared. I no longer believe in feelings, and I no longer believe in the beauty of the world. I feel that life can only be lived with dignity if it reaches its highest point. When I was assigned to a remote hometown, I was not discouraged and focused on interests. , taking the relationship as the radius, relying on the youthful beauty, started the long march of official career"

Zhang Xuan told her about her first love boyfriend's abandonment of her, accidental loss of virginity, official career and so on.

Jerry was hesitant when he heard this, he sighed, the pain was for Zhang Xuan and himself, he never thought that since this once glorious female bureau chief had such an unbearable past, as the saying goes, Zhang Xuan's Although today is mainly caused by her own vanity, there are also contusions and sorrows from the coldness of the world.

After Jerry came out of Yuanfeng Hotel, he felt very heavy and could not calm down for a long time.Zhang Xuan's transformation from a pure college student to a respected financial bureau chief, and then to "shuanggui" is a kind of accident, but it is also a kind of necessity. Under the temptation of fame and fortune, it is very likely that he will take a detour. Jerry remembered that the abandonment of Miao Miao back then was not because of the temptation of profit.Things like fame and fortune weigh a thousand catties when you pick them up, but lighten a feather when you put them down. It depends on how you treat them. Before experiencing great grief and pain, it is always difficult for people to detach themselves from the world and look down on fame and fortune. Stay out of it.

In the vast world, the sad song of chasing fame and fortune is performed every day, and the love-hate entanglement of the rivers and lakes is still going on. From ancient times to the present, from the prosperous cities to the ancient villages, all the sad songs of chasing fame and fortune are performed. People have the distress of the upper class, and the lower class have the cares of the lower class. Where is the paradise and where can we stay away from disputes?Jerry remembered the last closing words in the movie "Dugu Qiubai": Voiceless voices stay in the secular world, when will the disputes end, who can win fame and fortune, Taixu will be invited to travel.

How many people in this world can see through fame and fortune?Who is the fan of chasing fame and wealth?Is it a failure of the environment or education?Is it comparison or vanity exaggeration?

After Jerry left, Zhang Xuan confessed all the facts about the law and discipline over the years.

When Jerry returned to the urban area, it was after eight o'clock in the evening. Jerry hadn't eaten all the time. Although his stomach was "cuckling" from hunger, Jerry had no appetite at all. Jerry's mood changed because of visiting Zhang Xuan. Bored, Zhang Xuan's situation touched Jerry a lot. When he thought of what he had done, was there ever a time when he was not tempted by fame and fortune?

Jerry didn't want to go home. Tonight he felt a little strange sadness, a little nameless regret, and a little lost feeling. Jerry approached a bar in the city. He wanted to drink alone and think alone.

Jerry chose a seat on the second floor by the window. Sitting here, through the wooden fence, he could have a panoramic view of the bar hall and the night market outside the window.

The waiter brought two bottles of "strong wine" and some snacks. Jerry opened the wine, and while tasting the wine alone, he watched the men and women in the bar in twos and threes. Most of the people who came here were couples, and there were very few people like him alone. Not much.Jerry was full of hesitation and sighed silently when he suddenly saw Miao Miao and Chen Weizong coming in.

The lazy and dejected Jerry immediately lost his thoughts of gratitude, and a sour feeling filled his heart.

Although the upstairs and downstairs were separated by several feet, Jerry could still see the warm smile on Miaomiao's face through the dim light.Chen Weizong's fawning expression made Jerry feel itchy all over his body.Jerry poured himself a glass of wine vigorously, as if someone had been angry, and poured the wine down his throat in one gulp.

Miao Miao and Chen Weizong sat down in a small box surrounded by a fence in the hall.

Today is Chen Weizong's birthday. Before leaving get off work, Chen Weizong called Miao Miao, hoping that Miao Miao could spend a romantic night with him.After Chen Weizong came back from the United States, he never asked Miao Miao out to sit alone. He wanted to put on the proposal ring for Miao Miao himself that day, but he suddenly received an urgent phone call from his daughter, which made the formal proposal that day broke up unhappy.

"Miao Miao, do you know? Since I met you, I feel that the air is so clear every day, the sun is so bright, and the rain is sweet."

"You're reciting poems, you speak so poetically," Miao Miao couldn't help laughing when she saw Chen Weizong's passionate tone.

"Miao Miao, you should know that I'm serious. It's not a whim, nor is it a hothead. It can be said that you gave me a second life. Of course, I mean spiritually."

"Okay, look at your seriousness, I know"

"Then when will you really accept me? I am looking forward to your reply, and I am willing to wait until one day you follow me sincerely."

Miao Miao lowered her head slightly and had no answer. Miao Miao knew what Chen Weizong meant. Although Miao Miao agreed to Chen Weizong's marriage proposal that day, she had never had a physical relationship with Chen Weizong, not even a kiss. Every time Chen Weizong raised Miao Miao When she wanted to peck her sweet lips, Miao Miao always avoided it at critical moments.

The situation between Miao Miao and Chen Weizong can be seen by Jerry upstairs at a glance. Although he couldn't hear what Miao Miao and Chen Weizong were talking about, he knew the ambiguity between the two when they saw the way they were smiling and whispering.Jerry gulped down the wine for himself while staring at Miaomiao's every move and smiling without blinking.

"Miao Miao, is it because you haven't completely forgiven me?" Chen Weizong suddenly grabbed Miao Miao's hand with a sincere expression on his face.

Miao Miao wanted to withdraw her hand, but Chen Weizong held it tighter. Miao Miao couldn't pull it back forcefully. She was afraid that Chen Weizong would get hurt, so she just let Chen Weizong hold it shyly.

Seeing the situation in front of him, Jerry upstairs was jealous, picked up the bottle, and poured it down his throat fiercely, almost choking out of breath.

The 56-degree strong alcohol burned his throat so hot that Jerry dropped his glass on the table violently, with a hint of drunkenness, obstinate presumptuousness, half-opened drunken eyes, leaning on the stairs Handrail, stumbled downstairs.

"Let go, let go, Miao Miao, he is my-my-wife, she-she is mine." At this moment, Jerry completely forgot that the person sitting across from him was his boss. Dazed by the boiling alcohol, he recklessly pulled away the hand that was holding Miao Miao.

Miao Miao and Chen Weizong were surprised when they saw Jerry suddenly falling from the sky, but they also knew that Jerry was drunk and emotionally unstable after seeing Jerry's inarticulate language and unsteady standing.

Miao Miao was both happy and surprised, happy because Jerry confessed his true feelings after drinking, and surprised because Jerry drank so unreasonably.

Miao Miao got up quickly, supported Jerry, and said distressedly: "Jerry, what's wrong with you, why are you drinking so much?"

"I—I'm sad—I'm sad, Miao Miao, you ignore me—ignore me—I'm sad." After finishing speaking, Jerry hugged Miao Miao in his arms, pressing tightly against his chest, Miao Miao had never been hugged like this in public before, Miao Miao was shy and anxious, and said coquettishly: "Jerry, don't do this, this is a bar, let's talk about it when we go back."

Jerry refused to let go, entangled like a child, Miao Miao looked at Chen Weizong apologetically, and said, "I'm sorry, you go back first, he's so drunk, I have to send him back."

"Let me drive for a ride," Chen Weizong asked with concern.

"No, you go back first, I'll help him to sit for a while, wait for him to wake up, and then see him off."

Chen Weizong went back knowingly. The situation in front of him made Chen Weizong sure that there was an unusual relationship between Miao Miao and Jerry. He immediately understood why Miao Miao always ran away at critical moments.

Miao Miao helped Jerry, stumbled out of the bar, hailed a taxi, and went straight to Jerry's residence.

Miao Miao helped Jerry onto the bed, took a towel from the bathroom, soaked it in water, wrung it dry, and gently wiped Jerry's face. Suddenly, Jerry woke up with a burst of nausea, conditioned Bounced out of bed and ran straight to the bathroom, Miao Miao hurriedly followed in with a towel in her hand, only to see Jerry throwing up in the bathtub like a sea, the unpleasant smell of alcohol and rotten smell permeated the whole bathroom, Miao Miao Miao Shashi patted Jerry's back distressedly, and turned on the faucet to wash away the rotten debris spit out.

After vomiting, Jerry felt a lot better in his stomach, and he was a little more awake. He raised his head for a long time, with a lonely expression on his face, Miaomiao wiped Jerry's face lovingly again with the wet towel in his hand. .

Jerry suddenly clenched Miaomiao's hand, and said with shame: "Miaomiao, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, my behavior makes you sad, I'm really not a man." Jerry's eyes were bloodshot .

"Stop talking, don't blame yourself like this, okay? I understand you, I really understand you. "

Jerry gripped the towel that Miao Miao was carrying, slowly tore it from Miao Miao's hand, and threw it into the bathtub. He wrapped Miao Miao's slender waist with one hand, and lifted Miao Miao's chin with the other, gazed affectionately, and slowly leaned over. Lower your head, close your eyes, and gently lay on Miao Miao's small and sexy red lips
After the passion, Jerry fell asleep again, like a baby, sleeping very sweetly and contently.

Miao Miao didn't feel sleepy, she looked at Jerry's face carefully through the light, and stroked and lightly touched with her fingers inch by inch.

(End of this chapter)

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