Chapter 39
"Sister Xu Jing, look how beautiful the sea is. I haven't been out for a long time." Ying Qing and Xu Jing were wrapped in thick cotton jackets, sitting on a high rock by the sea, leaning on each other, the cold wind blowing Ying Qing's fine hair fluttered, and the setting sun dyed half of the sea. Looking at the blue ocean, Ying Qing nestled in Xu Jing's arms, infinitely yearning for the beauty of the setting sun and dusk.The waves in the distance slapped the two banks, splashing huge waves, like countless large and small jade beads scattered in the blue ocean, and there was no one on the beach.There is only the sound of waves beating on both sides of the bank, and the sun is sinking slowly, leaving the last touch of blush lingering and lingering, caressing the rippling sea surface.

After sitting for some time, Xu Jing said with concern, "Ying Qing, I've been sitting for a long time, let's go back."

"Sister Xu Jing, just let me sit for a while. Maybe this is the last time I will see the scenery outside. I feel that my health is getting worse and worse. I don't know when." Xu Jinglian stretched out her hand and covered it lightly. Ying Qing's mouth stopped her from talking, Xu Jing said in pain, "Don't think like this, please be strong, without you, I can't survive, you can't give up on yourself like this."

"Sister Xu Jing, I'm sorry, you have done so much for me, but I—" Ying Qing learned not long ago that the person who donated her kidney was actually Sister Xu Jing. After making such a big sacrifice, even if they were real sisters, a real couple would not be able to do this.Ying Qing has recently felt that her physical condition is getting worse, and her fever is getting longer and longer, and it is becoming more and more difficult to control.Because of this, Ying Qing begged Xu Jing hard to take her out for a walk. Ying Qing felt that if she didn't go out for a walk, she might not have the chance to see the sea again. Ying Qing liked the sea and the sunset.

"Qing'er, stop talking. Look how beautiful the sunset is. Although the time is short, it will remain in our hearts forever. You are the most beautiful sunset in my life. You have given me the greatest joy and emotion. Everything matters."

"Sister Xu Jing, why did God treat us like this? I don't want to be able to walk in the sun with you. I just hope that I can accompany you for a longer journey is my greatest wish, but God seems to not even give this opportunity", Ying Qing hadn't finished speaking when she coughed violently. Xu Jing stroked Ying Qing's forehead, it was still very hot. Ying Qing had a fever for more than ten days this time, and it always went up and down.

"Qing'er, we really have to go back, if you blow it again, your bones won't be able to take it anymore." Seeing the anxiety in Xu Jing's eyes, Ying Qing nodded in agreement.

Xu Jing helped Ying Qing, who was weak and a little drowsy, and walked her back to the car. Ying Qing's attending doctor told Xu Jing that it might be difficult for Ying Qing to survive this time, and asked Xu Jing to do it as soon as possible. Be mentally prepared. Hearing this news, Xu Jing felt extremely sad, but she didn't dare to show a sad expression. She wanted Ying Qing to leave happy memories in her last days. Ying Qing raised the question again. When she came out to see the sea, Xu Jing agreed to her this time.

In the ward, Ying Qing's breathing became weaker and weaker, and a rare flush appeared on her face covered with oxygen. Xu Jing sat on the chair beside the bed, tightly clutching Ying Qing's colder and colder hands, for a second Watching without leaving.

Ying Qing opened her eyes slightly, looking at Xu Jing with a smile, the alarm clock on the wall beeped, and Ying Qing's eyelids slowly fell down following the beeping of the second hand, and she closed her eyes. In the blink of an eye, the smile remains.
Xu Jing was sitting on the chair by the bed, her head laying on Ying Qing's body, tightly clutching Ying Qing's already hard and cold hand, refusing to let go for a long time, letting the tears soak the quilt.
Xu Jing sat at the table, staring blankly at the photo of herself and Ying Qing. Ying Qing left her, forever.

It has been half a month, and Xu Jing has been immersed in grief, and her soul has also buried into the ground with Ying Qing, turning into a wisp of smoke and floating over the Huanggangshan grave.

"Doctor Xu, Doctor Xu, come over here quickly? The fetal sound seems to be getting weaker and weaker. Do you want to have a caesarean section?" After hearing this, Jing immediately became serious, and hurriedly followed the nurse into the delivery room. The woman named Pan Ling was still moaning in agony. Xu Jing hurriedly took the receiver from the nurse and stuck it on her pregnant belly. Xu Jing couldn't hear her heartbeat at all. Xu Jing immediately realized that something was wrong, and hurriedly called several doctors and nurses present to push the pregnant woman to the maternity operating room and ordered to prepare for the cesarean section as soon as possible.

Pan Ling's family members waited anxiously outside the operating room door. When the door of the operating room opened, Xu Jing told her family members in a very sad tone that the child was suffocating due to lack of itching and stopped breathing.

When Pan Ling's parents heard the news, they fell down on their chairs in a daze. The other family members were so angry that they grabbed Xu Jing's collar, their eyes were about to burst into flames, and they shouted loudly: " How do you work as a doctor? How could the child suffocate in the abdomen, and began to check and said, isn’t the fetal sound very good, and the mother’s body is also good? How did you suffocate, you said? You said?”

Xu Jing didn't say a word. She knew that she couldn't escape responsibility for the child's suffocation this time. If she didn't go into a daze like a ghost, she could pay close attention to the situation of the parturient at any time, and she wouldn't worry about delaying the cesarean section. Timing caused fetal suffocation. Xu Jing felt very guilty. In the ten years of practicing medicine, for the first time, there was a diagnosis and treatment error. Xu Jing could not refute the angry reprimand of the family members. Patients, doctors, and nurses also ran out one after another. The doctors and nurses in the operation were blocked by their family members and could not get out. endlessly.

"How do you doctors kill people like this? Do you still have humanity? If you don't give us an explanation, we'll smash this up?" the family member who was holding Xu Jing's overalls said angrily.

"Yeah, how can this be? You doctors need to have a bit of conscience. You can't do things with a conscience like this. Prescribing a prescription is like killing a pig. Robbers are not as ruthless as you, and now it's even worse, messing up everyone. Dead, are you still human?" Someone in the crowd shouted angrily.

"Yes, that's right, I want to ask for an explanation. These years, the hospital is too shameful, and the medical ethics are too bad. The new rural medical system has been implemented, and it is said that farmers have benefited, but the cost of hospitalization has risen every year. Our patients have been treated as money-making machines, and now they are killing people, so we need to treat them well.”

"I really don't know how these doctors are?"

"This Dr. Xu Jing is pretty good. Her medical skills are superb. How could such a thing happen?"

"Oh, well, did you hear? She's gay."

"Homosexuality, no way, how can you be a homosexual?"

"Xu Jing is gay, and it's spread in the hospital. Didn't you hear those doctors on duty muttering about her every day, always talking about her behind her back, saying that she is shameless, and in order to reduce the operation fee for her lover, she even seduced the dean? , and was caught by his wife on the spot."

"No, there will be such a thing?"

"It's absolutely true. The dean's wife went to the hospital and slapped Dr. Xu. I saw it with my own eyes in the aisle?"

"Who is her lover?"

"Isn't that the thin and thin woman in Ward 6 on the second floor? Didn't you often see her walking in the garden? She was already dead, just half a month ago."

"Let me tell you, Dr. Xu has been in a daze recently, sitting in the office without saying a word, and sometimes greets her in the aisle, but she doesn't respond."

When a group of people at the door were discussing and muttering, one of them yelled: "Dean Chen is here!"

Vice President Chen arrived at the scene, and Pan Ling's family members and onlookers surrounded him one after another.

"Dean Chen, you are here, please give me an explanation, how to deal with this matter?", a family member who tore Xu Jing turned to ask.

"Patients and family members, on behalf of the hospital, I would like to say sorry to everyone. We will definitely handle this matter well. Please believe me, but now we are gathering at the door of the delivery room with so many remarks. How can we find out the truth of the matter? , It is not conducive to the resolution of the matter, I hope everyone will go back to their respective rooms, who is the family member of the patient, I would like to ask you to send a representative to my office to discuss in detail, I want to understand the cause and effect of the matter in detail..." After some hard work, Vice President Chen stabilized the excitement of the patient's family members.The onlookers dispersed under the persuasion of the medical staff, and Vice President Chen called several family members to his office.

Two weeks later, through repeated coordination with Pan Ling's family, the hospital finally reached a unified agreement: the hospital compensated Pan Ling 15 yuan, and Pan Ling's family would no longer make noise or petition over this matter.

The court also made a decision on Xu Jing: give Xu Jing an administrative sanction in the court, and deduct all the year's bonus.

Xu Jing didn't make any excuses for this. Ever since her affair with the dean was exposed, Xu Jing felt that she had become a rat shit in the hospital. Everyone looked at her with disgust, and there were always people behind her. Talking about her together, colleagues with conflicting interests insinuated and ridiculed her in public, Xu Jing could not care about these things, but Ying Qing's death completely made Xu Jing disheartened. From the weird look on her face, Xu Jing also guessed After she came out, others had already suspected that the relationship between her and Ying Qing was extraordinary.

Xu Jing closed her eyes, and Pan Ling's crying expression deeply hurt her. Sadness, grief, self-blame, and despair came to her heart all at once. Xu Jing picked up the photo with Ying Qing again, and used Touching Ying Qing's slender eyebrows and fair face in the photo with her hand, a slight smile appeared on her face, and she muttered to herself: "Qing'er, you are gone, and I will follow you, my useless body Staying in this world is annoying, Qing'er, you miss me, don't worry, I'll come to accompany you right away.

Xu Jing walked to the dressing table, washed her face, and applied a light powder. She used an eyebrow pencil to outline the curved and narrow eyebrows, and applied purple lip gloss. She took a sip, her lips were as bright as a flower, and Xu Jing left in satisfaction. The dressing table came to the bed, opened the drawer next to the bed, took out a jar containing 69 sleeping pills, held Ying Qing's photo in front of her chest, lay on the bed, opened the jar, and took one by one. Put them in your mouth one by one, pour water and swallow them one by one
Xu Jing hasn't come to work for the past few days, and there are many discussions and speculations in the hospital.

Jerry couldn't get through to Xu Jing's phone number. It was strange that his daughter came home on the weekend and was clamoring to see her mother.I searched everywhere I could, at home, at work, and asked everywhere I could, but I couldn't find Xu Jing. Xu Jing's parents, relatives, and friends were all very anxious.

Two days later, a travel agency in Chengguan found a female body. The deceased was Xu Jing who had stopped breathing for two days.

Xu Jing died, and all the staff of Jianghai People's Hospital were stunned. They couldn't believe that they were still alive two days ago, and they were accompanied by dust in the blink of an eye?

The people in the hospital were silent this time, they no longer gathered together in small groups like before, talking about Xu Jing's various affairs, this time, all the people seemed to avoid Xu Jing's name, and thought deeply about their relationship with her. What role does she play in the journey of death, and whether she is pushed in the call of her death.

(End of this chapter)

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