I am a female photographer

Chapter 75

"Little vat, what do you mean by telling me this..."

I habitually put one hand around her neck, "Ren Xin, you remember, if I leave Mohe, here, except for my grandma, I will only be related to you, and the others, don't care about the success." What danger, it has nothing to do with me, do you understand?!"

"Hey, hey!"

Ren Xin patted my forearm, "Jingwei, listen to me! That Luo Luobei is real... hey hey! Okay, I won't say it! Don't try too hard, my neck is about to break!!"

As soon as I let go of my hand, Ren Xin hurriedly stroked her neck and said, "Zhu Jingwei, where did you learn this, you can lock your throat!"

"I will kill Scissor Feet!"

I looked at her with a smile, "Don't look for Lian!"

"you really……"

Ren Xin shook her head helplessly, "At first, I was thinking about it. Recently, I happened to learn tarot divination, and then I will give it to you two..."

"Tarot cards?!"

I mentioned the tone, "You are good enough to complete the whole scene, one constellation is not enough, now you have to play Tarot again!"

"I can't develop fully!"

Ren Xin looked at me honestly, "You don't just look at people, in the future, you have to be like your grandma, who can subdue demons..."

This is true.

Although I'm rather timid, but in this line of work, sir, as long as you can catch up, you can get in, right?

"However, I'm lucky now."

Ren Xin's thoughts jumped, "It's a good thing I didn't enter your grandma's door, otherwise, I would definitely regret it."

"What?"

"horrible."

Ren Xin's expression was exaggerated, "If you say you will lose your life, you will lose your life! Look at Xiang Liyuan, how miserable it is now, I can't do it, I can't do that, safety comes first, it's better to use astrology, divination or something, tower Luo cards are also interesting, you can look at your luck, as for the kind of face-to-face contact with dirty things, forget it."

"so."

I looked at her with a bag of pajamas and smiled, "Every business has to be done by someone suitable for her. One screw and one socket, if you do it hard, you will definitely not be able to do it."

"Ah."

Ren Xin nodded, a little puzzled, "Jingwei, in fact, you are not much more courageous than me, in the future, if you face to face with dirty things like your grandma and third uncle, are you really not afraid? "

"I……"

I opened my mouth, and I remembered the golden wall that my third uncle built that night, and the appearance of my grandma suddenly being a martial arts master——

He sighed, "Ren Xin, do you dare to play bungee jumping?"

"Don't dare!"

Ren Xin scratched the mosquito bag on her arm, "It's scary to think about it, it seems like I'm tired of work, jumping from the top down, I'd be scared stupid!"

"Huh~"

I chuckled and looked at her with a slightly serious face, "You dare not play because you are afraid, but I can guarantee that when you stand up and jump down, when the adrenaline surges violently, the fear will gradually fade away." Transformed into excitement, and then transformed into enjoyment along the way...the last thing that comes is the thrill of conquest."

Ren Xin frowned, apparently not understanding, "What do you mean?"

"it means……"

I smiled, "Being a teacher is the same as playing bungee jumping. In the early stage, how much impact your vision will receive and how violent the fear will be, and how intense your pleasure will be after you surrender it in the later stage, so that you become , began to be willing to enjoy the process.”

Although I haven't gone deep into the yin and yang business, I have already seen what I want from the big tits and the third uncle.

Curiosity, I have it, but I can also control it.

Fear, I have it too, but when faced with dirty things, my head is not too scared to stop turning.

Although the sisters keep saying that they can't do it, deep down in their souls, they agree with themselves and know that they enjoy this process.

It's so contradictory, but it's also true.

so~ I am sure, I want to be Mr., very sure.

"I understand……"

Ren Xin half-understood, "It's like reading the astrolabe, even if it is troublesome and tiring sometimes, but if I can interpret something different from the horoscope book, I will be very excited and enjoy it. During that process, Jingwei, let’s work hard together, don’t forget, we have agreed that we will combine Chinese and Western in the future.”

I laughed, "Sweeping Mohe, right?"

"Correct!"

Ren Xin held my hand, and after a while, she sniffed again, "Jingwei, let's go take a picture tomorrow..."

"it is good."

I nodded in agreement. Photo stickers have become more popular in the town in the past few years. Ren Xin mentioned many times before that I would like to take pictures, but I didn't agree.
But now, I didn't hesitate, I should take a picture, and I vaguely knew that this time I left, not to mention Mo He, even my hairstyle was about to say goodbye.

Every month in the future, probably no old man will chase after me to cut my hair.

……

Three days later, my grandma led me out of the town with simple luggage.

This is the first time I have traveled far in my memory. There are reluctance, unknown, hesitation, faint, and there seems to be something called "expectation".

Ren Damin sent me and Da Niai to the passenger station on three wheels, and there were only three people squeezed into the space where there were only two people. The extra one was to send me to Ren Xin.

I didn't say much all the way, and I saw low buildings, bungalows, and town residents sitting on the street talking and laughing, and all the faces were more or less familiar.

This town is really too small, it takes only 10 minutes to drive through, but it makes me so nostalgic, because it carries all the memories I had before I was 17 years old.

The wind in summer is very dry and hot, and when it blows on the face, it is an indescribable smell. The summer here is very short, and there is almost no autumn. What impresses me deeply is the cold winter and the thick snow...

Being hypocritical, I held Ren Xin's hand tightly. This winter, I probably won't be able to greet the first snow with her. I can't help but have a snowball fight together.

Ren Xin didn't say anything, until my grandma and I got on the bus to the county, and she stuffed a notebook through the window, saying it was a gift for me, "Jingwei! Wait for my mother to give it to me later." I'll call you when I buy a mobile phone!!"

I nodded while holding the notebook, "Hmm!"

"Don't forget me!"

Ren Xin said that she was about to cry, "Don't forget me when you make new friends in the city! I'm your best!!"

Um. "

I pursed my lips and held back my tears, "I know, go back quickly, your dad is still waiting outside!"

The car started, but Ren Xin stood still beside the car, wiping the corners of his eyes vigorously, "Jingwei! If anyone bullies you, tell me! Come back to see me when you are on vacation!!"

"it is good……"

I held back my emotions, stuck my head out of the window, saw Ren Xin still running a few steps with the car, and felt sore, "Ren Xin! I'll wait for your call!!"

"..."

I couldn't hear what Ren Xin was yelling, the car turned out of the parking lot of the passenger station, the last scene was Ren Xin standing there stupidly, with her arms crossed in front of her eyes, crying uncontrollably.

"Jingwei...it's okay..."

Grandma didn't say anything, she walked upstairs and put her arms around my shoulders, "You have a long way to go, so we will see each other when we want to."

"I know."

I wiped the end of my eyes carefully, knowing that this kind of parting is necessary in life, but it still feels uncomfortable and I can't control it.

Open the diary that Ren Xin gave me, on the title page, she wrote on it with a pen.

Inexplicably, I recalled that day when Ren Xin and I cuddled up to each other on the stairs in the store and yearned for each other. At that time, neither of us thought about this day. It seemed that in a flash, I understood many things.

It turns out that everyone will have such a sensitive and fragile youth to leave. We will have very good friends, simply holding hands, quarreling, reconciling, quarreling, and reconciling.

The future seems to be right in front of us, we will never be apart, and we will write down in the diary - my, best, friend.

May the time be slow, may the old friends not be separated, and may we not be lonely in the days when we go alone in the future.

(End of this chapter)