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Chapter 41 Friends?

After resting at home for a day, I recovered a lot, but I was still a little sluggish in the eyes of outsiders. When I first entered the school, I met Teacher Wang. As soon as he saw me, he asked me if I had a fever.

Not to mention, it must be the excuse that my third uncle gave me when I asked for leave. I accepted it was fine, and he also reminded me to pay more attention to my body, and don't lose the chain at this juncture of the senior high school entrance examination.

I nodded and talked with him all the way, and when I returned to the class, Ren Xin looked at me with concern, "Jingwei, I heard you have a fever, are you okay?"

"No."

I simply replied one word, it's like nonsense, can I still come to school if I have something to do?

"Um... I heard that Luo Luobei went to your house yesterday to see things?"

Ren Xin seemed to have nothing to say and wanted to talk to me, "Someone saw his parents carrying a stretcher for him to take to your house, and he was fine when he came out. Did your third uncle show you?"

I was stunned for a while, with no expression on my face. This is a bad thing about the small town, and nothing can escape the eyes of the neighbors!
"Then do you know why Luo Luobei was carried to my house on a stretcher?"

I took out the book and asked her seemingly casually.

"I don't know..."

Ren Xin murmured, "Study is too stressful. People in the town say that Luo Luobei is studying too hard, maybe he rushed to something."

I raised my eyebrows, this reason is not valid.

From this point of view, Ren Xin still doesn't know about the idol...

Thinking about it, I continued, "Didn't you say you were going to worship God with Xiang Liyuan, did you go?"

I deliberately didn't look at her, and I don't know what it is, maybe it's the indescribable self-esteem of adolescence, I don't want Ren Xin to see that I care about her, who is she?

"No……"

"why?"

I pretended to be puzzled, "Didn't you say that you have to try everything for the high school entrance examination, why not go."

"I am afraid."

Ren Xin lowered her eyes, "I went with Xiang Liyuan, halfway there, I changed my mind, I was also afraid, something unclean, something like my dad, I don't want to go through it again, Then I didn’t go and went home.”

Ah!
It's okay!
This girl is really not stupid, hey, I feel relieved.

"What about her?"

I pointed my chin at Xiang Liyuan, "Has she gone yet?"

"I do not know."

Ren Xin shook her head, "We separated at the intersection. I didn't ask if she went to pray. I didn't talk to her yesterday..."

I didn't reply, I looked at Xiang Liyuan's back and reached out to touch her, "Hey, Xiang Liyuan."

"What are you doing!"

Xiang Liyuan turned around and startled me. Compared with the previous two days, Yintang was more purple-black, as if a catastrophe was imminent, "Zhu Jingwei, why are you touching me!"

"you……"

I stared at her face carefully, "You have heard about your brother, have you gone to worship the statue?"

"my brother……"

Xiang Liyuan glanced at Ren Xin, as if she didn't want to say more, I knew it, she must know why Luo Luobei was carried away to my house, then changed the subject, Xiang Liyuan rolled her eyes at me , "What does my brother's business have to do with the god statue? Besides, which ear of yours heard me say that I'm going to worship the god statue? You're sick!"

Hey!
I was thinking about my future career direction, and I patiently said, "Xiang Liyuan, I didn't scare you. You Yintang said that something happened recently. After school tonight, you'd better go home with me and ask my third uncle to give you the money." Look, don't..."

"Look at what!"

Xiang Liyuan poked her neck, "Zhu Jingwei, don't pretend to be kind to me, the two of us are incompatible, let me tell you, I have nothing to do, it's okay, getting into a key high school is like playing, you'd better work hard, Don't look back, I'm going to the county, you're still living here in Mohe, that would be a shame."

After finishing speaking, he turned his face and turned back, "Don't touch me now, it will delay my study, I'm sick!"

You are fucking sick!
I was so annoyed by her, I took a deep breath silently and ignored her, regardless of good or bad.

"Jingwei?"

When Ren Xin saw that we were both choking, he called me softly, "Does what happened to Luo Luobei have anything to do with the statue?"

I didn't answer. I don't want to talk about other people's affairs.

Besides, I am also angry with Ren Xin now, how could it be possible to tell everything like before.

"Jingwei..."

Ren Xin leaned towards me, sneakily took out a bag of popcorn from the desk and handed it to me, "I'll eat it for you, I know you like this the most, I asked my mother to pop it yesterday afternoon, put more sugar Yes, sweet..."

"Need not."

I pushed away the popcorn bag, opened the book and pretended to do the questions.

"Jingwei, you are still angry with me, I was..."

"Don't be angry anymore."

"Really?"

Ren Xin was instantly pleasantly surprised, "I knew it, you wouldn't..."

"Don't be angry, and you're not friends anymore."

I quietly looked at her frozen face, "Ren Xin, what I told you that day was not a joke."

"Is it because... I said your name is the name of a bird?"

"No."

"So... I played with Xiang Liyuan?"

"Not at all."

"Then... you two fought, did I..."

"I'm disappointed in you."

"..."

Ren Xin opened her mouth, her eyes slowly turned red, "I didn't do it on purpose, Jingwei, there are some things I said, I didn't think about it then..."

"I know you didn't mean to."

Seeing her like this made me feel uncomfortable, and her voice was lowered, "But Ren Xin, you are my best friend, how can you watch others hurt me with my weakness?"

"I...it's not that serious..."

Ren Xin looked at me, "Aren't you always indifferent to these things, you..."

"I have a heart too."

I held back my tears, "I am also afraid of pain. I would rather have no friends than let others hurt me. Ren Xin, I don't blame you for not understanding, but I hate distrust, malicious slander, and hurting each other, especially , that person is still the friend I put my heart into making, and I regard her as the best friend in my life."

"Jingwei...I'm sorry."

Ren Xin's words didn't come out, stuck in her throat, she just mouthed silently, tears streaming down her face, I wasn't looking at her, I forced the liquid from my eyes back into my nasal cavity, my mouth was inexplicably Filled with a salty taste.

Sometimes, I don't understand myself. I feel panic, confused, and unreasonably hypocritical. Perhaps, in the words of my third uncle, I am too young.

Ren Xin cried intermittently for a whole morning, and her eyes were still swollen when she came back to class in the afternoon.

I'm not talking to her, I've said everything that needs to be said, and every word is sincere, I don't know whether I can still be friends with her in the future.

……

After two days in a row, on the day when Liu Yingying was going to get married, I went directly to Luo Luobei's house after school, to sit in the battle, our student should be multi-tasking.

Fang Yun was waiting for me at the door early, and greeted me enthusiastically when she caught my shadow, "Jingwei, I have to rely on you for tonight's affairs. Come, auntie will help you carry your schoolbag!"

"Auntie, no need, it's not sinking!"

I said a few polite words and didn't say much. The third uncle explained everything clearly to them, so when Fang Yun and Luo Sheng saw me, it was as if they had met their ancestors. They wished they could confess to me.

If it weren't for the fear of making too much noise, I would have to drive to school to pick me up today!
(End of this chapter)