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Chapter 193 The Truth
"Jingwei... Jingwei..."

I don't know what's wrong, I can't stand still!

Turning to look at Luo Luobei who was supporting me, "What did he say he needed from me? Fingers? Medicine guide?"

Hallucination!

Am I hallucinating!
"Jingwei..."

Luo Luobei frowned tightly, "Calm down, don't..."

"I'm asking you something!"

I looked weird, and grabbed Luo Luobei's coat with both hands, "Did you hear that? What did Lian Jun say he wanted from me? Did I hear it wrong, huh? Tell me, he said I was the most suitable what? what?"

"Yes……"

Luo Luobei was held still by me, and looked at me with an indescribably complicated expression, "Yao Yin."

"Medicine, cited?"

The corners of my lips twitched and laughed, "My Liuzhier...is Yaoyin, right?"

"……Um."

Luo Luobei's cheeks also tensed up, and he turned to look at Kuncheng, "Where is Lian Jun, and which room is he in?"

"study."

Kun Cheng looked at me helplessly, "Miss Zhu, this is what the old lady wants you to know. I think the truth is clear now. Do you want to continue reading?"

what to see!

My mind was blank, I glanced at Lian Jun's back in the surveillance screen, and looked directly at Kun Cheng, "I want to see Lian Jun."

"Are you sure you want to see me?"

Kun Cheng hesitated, "I think, if you meet my young master, the face-to-face meeting will cause more harm to you...Hey, Mr. Luo! Where are you going!"

"Lian Jun!!"

Luo Luobei has already rushed out!
"Mr. Luo!!"

Kun Cheng didn't care about me, and ran after Luo Luobei, "Calm down! I want you to accompany Ms. Zhu to take good care of her! Don't be impulsive!!"

Don't be impulsive?

I seem to have lost my soul, staring at the surveillance screen in a daze in the room...

The sound of Luo Luobei's footsteps was still in the corridor outside the door, and it seemed to be going all the way in. Then, the door of the study in the picture was kicked open, and even grandma looked at Luo Luobei who rushed in with surprise, "You How did you get in? Kun Cheng?"

"Lian Jun!!"

Luo Luobei's eyes were red, and without any explanation, he stepped forward and grabbed Lian Juan's arm, and even with that, he punched him!
"What are you talking about!"

The action is coherent, in one go!
It's a pity that I still couldn't see Lian Jun's face clearly. He was knocked down too quickly by Luo Luobei, and he fell on the ground hunched over and didn't stand up for a long time.

"Jun'er!!"

Grandma Lian exclaimed, and stepped forward to help Lian Jun up, "Are you okay, Jun'er...Mr. Luo, aren't you a good friend of your daughter? How can you hit someone casually?"

"It is precisely because I am Jingwei's friend that I want to beat him!!"

Luo Luobei pointed at Lian Jun angrily, "What nonsense is he talking!!"

"Mr. Luo, if something happens to my young master, can you take responsibility? Think about your father's processing factory!"

Kuncheng accused loudly, the sound was chaotic, within ten seconds, five or six security guards rushed up from the third floor, they held Luo Luobei up, bent down to help Lian Jun on the ground——

and I!
It's like watching a pure 3D stereoscopic movie. On the screen, you can clearly see what happened in the study, and beside your ears, you can hear the noisy voices in the corridor, and Kun Cheng's voice, "immediately Take Mr. Luo away!"

I couldn't explain my reaction, I lifted my foot awkwardly, and walked out of the door step by step.

Turning around, at the end of the corridor, Luo Luobei was coming out with the arms of the security guards from Lianjia, and the posture of being escorted was exactly the same as when I was dragged back and tied up by the nephew of the magic stick last time.

Even the words that Luo Luobei yelled were the same as I was back then, 'Let me go'...

What a powerless three words!
"Miss Zhu?"

When Kun Cheng saw me from a long distance away, his expression was full of inexplicable headache and anxiety, "I'll send you away now, you and Mr. Luo go together."

I didn't move.

Looking straight at the pairs of eyes more than ten meters away, unfamiliar security guards, familiar Luo Luobei and Kuncheng...

The corridor is really long, the house is so big, the murals are so beautiful, and the lights are so dreamy, but no matter what, they all have an unreal taste!

Lian Jun, why don't you come out?

After a few seconds of confrontation, I adjusted my clothes expressionlessly, raised my feet, and slowly approached them.

"Miss Zhu..."

Seeing me like this, Kun Cheng felt a little flustered, and hurried over to meet me, "You can see and hear everything clearly, what else do you want to do?"

"What do I know?"

I gently pushed Kun Cheng away, "Uncle Cheng, since Grandma Lian has let me see the truth, then I need to ask Lian Jun personally..."

Hear it with your own ears, see it with your own eyes, and feel it with your own eyes. This is what Lian Jun told me early in the morning.

I remember.

"you……"

Kun Cheng was dumbfounded, leaving only a sigh behind me, "Forget it."

"Jingwei!!"

Seeing me approaching, Luo Luobei struggled to speak to me, "Don't..."

"I am fine."

I looked at Luo Luobei calmly. The situation was so chaotic, but I was glad that I could still control my emotions. I glanced at the security guard next to Luo Luobei, "Release him."

It's strange where all the familiar black suits have gone.

Look at Li Ge, who is deeply in love and rainy?
The security guard didn't answer, and his eyes naturally jumped behind me, asking Kun Cheng's opinion. When I turned around, Kun Cheng waved his arm helplessly, "Let go."

Luo Luobei was released immediately, and he let out a 'sigh'~ and looked at me, "Jingwei..."

"Wait for me for a while."

I whispered, and even pulled the corners of my lips, "When I have a clear question, please take me home."

"..."

Luo Luobei didn't answer. He glanced at the study room with some obscure eyes, and nodded.

The air suddenly became quiet——

I breathed out silently, my legs were heavy, I raised my hand, and gently pushed open the half-closed door, I went in and saw Lian Juan's back——

He stood in front of the desk, propped up with his hands left and right, and seemed to be recovering from the heavy blow from Luo Luobei.

"Daughter?"

Grandma Lian was by Lian Juan's side, seeming to be comforting softly. When she saw me, her eyes were indescribably sad and helpless, "Why do you..."

"Grandma, I just want to say a few words to Lian Jun."

I spoke softly, watching Lian Juan's back stiffen, I felt pain for some reason, "Can you avoid it for a few minutes, I just want to have a few words with him alone..."

A few words will suffice!
"This one……"

Even grandma was a little tangled up, and she was deadlocked for five or six seconds before she nodded and patted Lian Juan on the shoulder, "Juner, my daughter... Now that I know everything, grandma can't watch you continue to hurt others ...You and my daughter...Speak clearly, don't hurt the girl..."

Lian Jun didn't move, didn't speak, and maintained the posture of holding the desk with both hands.

I really looked hard, through the beautiful lines of his back, I wanted to see his heart, whether there was the word "Zhu Jingwei" on that heart.

Why did this person suddenly make me a little unfamiliar?

"Girl, grandma is waiting for you."

Even grandma sighed when she came to me, "I'm sorry."

"..."

I didn't look at Grandma Lian, for no reason, my eyes were sore!

The door of the room was closed tightly by someone outside, and the air pressure in the room was so low that it was so quiet that it seemed that I could hear my own heartbeat.

Lian Jun didn't look back, and I didn't rush up to question him either. I just looked at him and recalled that midsummer time and time again in my mind...

He came from a distance, grabbed my wrist, and asked me if I had seen it before?
You said you had a dream, and you kissed me, breaking the spell on me, and I became a princess in an instant, and then we lived happily and happily together.

You said that meeting is a fate, and in the future, it will be a great fate to become a family.

I remember every word you said, but that person is not like the 'you' in front of me.

"Lian Jun?"

In the end, it was me who broke the silence, "What's wrong with you?"

In the voice, there was a cry for no reason.

I swear, I don't want to, I have always believed that he is acting, and in the next second, he will resolve all this with a tacit understanding that only the two of us understand, so that I can feel at ease!

It's not like this, keep silent like this, don't explain, don't cover up, don't be surprised when you see me, and don't fight back when Luo Luobei beats you!
"Lian Jun...?"

Lian Jun didn't move, his body was still emitting a cool and cool air.

I couldn't bear it anymore, so I went forward, yesterday, didn't he still talk on the phone, didn't he still say it's okay!

"what happened to you?"

Walking to his side, I could see his side face clearly. Luo Luobei's punch was indeed heavy, and his eyes were red, "Does it hurt?"

I tremblingly raised my hand and touched the corner of his eyes, "Speak."

"say what."

Lian Jun's air pressure was low, his deep eyes finally turned, and his eyes slowly fell on my face, "Didn't you hear everything?"

I opened my mouth, "What did I hear?"

"prescription."

Lian Jun finally stood up straight and looked at me condescendingly, "Finger, do you want to give it to me?"

The corners of my lips twitched strangely, "You know, there are cameras in this room..."

As I said that, I grabbed his hand and wanted to write something on his palm, to communicate in another way, just give me a little, a little hint is enough!
Unexpectedly, Lian Juan threw my hands away, and disgust was evident in his eyes, "You just have to say now, will you give it to me?"

"..."

I was stunned, looking at my hand that was thrown away for two seconds, "Lian Jun... I just want to know why... You said that the prescription is nonsense... Let me believe you, no ?
"Hehehehe..."

Lian Jun actually smiled, a stunning smile, his body slightly bent, and his lips came close to my ear, "Yes, only you believe it, otherwise, why do you think my aunt wants the prescription so much?"

My body froze, and I tried to maintain the last sliver of reason, "I believe everything you say...because my dreams can't lie...you are kind to me, and you are sincere, I can feel...you have never bullied me I, you said, wait for me..."

"I can continue to be nice to you."

Lian Jun suddenly seemed to be a different person, looked at me and smiled innocently and childishly, "Fortunately, when you are 20 years old, as long as you are willing, give me your finger as a medicine guide, then you will still be me." girlfriend...Zhu Jingwei, tell me, okay?"

"Serial drama, acting like this is not fun at all..."

I didn't speak, and looked at his face carefully, trying to find traces of his acting, "If you just want my fingers, why are you so nice to me? Xiao Jianzhongtang, did you forget? And Nuan Gong Tang, you help me maintain my body..."

"Of course the body needs to be nourished."

Lian Jun's voice was low and hoarse, and his eyes narrowed slightly, "If your health is not good, your fingers will not be good, and the medicine will not be effective. You know, whether the prescription is successful or not depends entirely on the medicine. One day by my side, I will take good care of your body, including your spirit, emotions, your heart, everything about you, I will take good care of you."

"Lian Jun, say it again."

Suddenly I want to laugh!

I raised my hand, rushed towards Lian Juan, and spread my thumbs apart vigorously, "You mean, you treat me well... all for this?"

Lian Jun frowned, "Otherwise, who do you think you are, why did you attract my attention?"

"Hahahaha...hahaha~"

My laughter was hit, and I couldn't control it all at once, "What should I do now! I know it all! I have to grow up to be 20 years old to give you my finger! Now I know everything, You used me to waste all my previous efforts! What should I do! Hahaha! You are unyielding, you have treated me well for nothing for a year! You spent a lot of money! You are stupid!"

"You can give it to me in advance."

Lian Jun lowered his voice, and returned a hand and handed a dagger from the side of the desk, "Zhu Jingwei, if you love me, prove it to me. I want your finger. You can try the effect of the prescription first. After all, To experiment."

"experiment?"

I laughed and burst into tears, "I still have to prove it to you?"

"Yes."

Lian Jun's eyes narrowed slightly, and his whole person changed drastically, "You can mention what you like, money is not a problem, all I want is your finger."

"Haha! It's nice to be rich!"

I laughed dryly, took the dagger and fiddled with it playfully, gesturing at the growth finger on my right hand, "How do I cut it? Is it just a section or cut at the root...?"

"I can help you."

Lian Jun raised his chin slightly, "I promise it will be soon, you won't be in pain, and there won't be any sequelae."

"……you help me?"

I was fighting, and handed the dagger with the corner of my mouth, "Okay, here you are...you know, I have always believed in you..."

Seeing that Lian Juan was about to pick it up with a blank face, I turned the point of the knife and pierced directly into his shoulder blade!
"Help me!"

Take a bite!
Lian Jun immediately snorted, took two steps back, frowned, and looked at me with surprise in his eyes, as if he couldn't believe it.

The bright red blood flowed out directly from the incision. Fortunately, he was wearing a black shirt, which was not obvious. Visually, it was not too exciting!
"Here you are! Pull it out!!"

I wiped my eyes vigorously, and to be honest, my heart softened!

Otherwise, my sister, I have to move the dagger down a few centimeters and directly stab him in the heart!

"Lian Jun, you bastard!!"

"Jun'er!"

The moment Grandma Lian opened the door and entered, I had already slapped Lian Juan's side face again!

I can't hug it when it's crisp and deep!
"Lian Jun! I saw so many people's faces! Why didn't I see you! If you just want my finger, you can tell me directly! Why lie to me like this! You want it now! Come and get it! Even if I cut it off and feed it to pigs or dogs, I won’t give it to you!!!!”

how!

Play black belly with me!

"Jun'er... Hurry up! Someone! Pull this Miss Zhu away!!"

Grandma Lian was terrified. An elderly person like her didn't dare to step forward to stop my successive attacks on Lian Juan, "Come here!"

I admit!
The girls are crazy!

My brain and body were out of control. From the moment I stabbed the dagger into Lian Juan's body, I felt that my heart was completely torn apart!
I thought!
Lian Jun is my biggest achievement here, the most beautiful sunshine in midsummer, and all my warm desires, but the truth!
Biggest Liar! !
Lian Jun didn't speak, he let me beat him, he didn't even move the dagger that was still on his body, when I attacked randomly, his hands were covered with blood from his body, it was hot, I couldn't believe that such a person, How could his blood be hot!

"Lian Jun! The hand is here! Come and get it!!!"

I shouted at the top of my voice, grabbing at his face indiscriminately, shouting until my throat was broken, and a security guard rushed up and grabbed me as if subduing a madman, "Miss Zhu! Calm down! Old lady , do you want to send it to the police!"

"No need...Jun'er should be fine..."

"Let go of me! Lian Jun! Come and get it!!! Get it!!!"

No matter how I kicked and jumped, I was still ripped out of the room!

"Jingwei!"

Luo Luobei was still waiting for me outside, looking at me with worried eyes, "Are you all right, huh? All right!!"

"I'm fine!!"

I can still laugh, and I can exaggerate the corners of my lips, "That bastard wants my finger! Hahaha! Why should I give it to him! Dream it! Dream it!!"

"Send Miss Zhu to leave!!"

Kun Cheng was directing loudly, but I was viciously throwing away the two people beside me in the corridor, "Send me away!! I'll go by myself! I'm not crazy yet!!!"

"..."

Anbao was a little dazed, and he still had to watch Kuncheng for instructions.

I had snot and tears all over my face, and I was still breathing hard in my chest. I raised my forearm and wiped it vigorously, then looked at Kuncheng, and controlled it clearly, "Uncle Cheng, I'm fine, I'll go by myself... I will Go far away, you don't have to pull me... Even Jun, he can't die, from now on, he has nothing to do with me..."

"it is good."

Kun Cheng nodded, and looked around at the security guards, "Don't touch Miss Zhu, let her leave by herself, Mr. Luo, please send it off."

I walked downstairs without looking back, and Luo Luobei didn't reply to Kuncheng's words, and followed me silently.

Walking to the second floor, in a blink of an eye, the girl in the wheelchair appeared in the corridor again.

I paused for two seconds, and continued to go downstairs without seeing her face clearly. The pace was very fast, and I almost staggered several times. It was obvious that I wanted to leave quickly!

Luo Luobei doesn't need to support me, all he can do is get out of here immediately!
one second!

I don't want to stay anymore either!

"... pretty barbaric!"

My body froze, I stood beside Luo Luobei's car, and behind me, this familiar address sounded.

What right does he have to call me that!
Turning back in a daze, Lian Juan chased him down, covering the wound on his shoulder, under the light, his facial features were still handsome, but his brows were tightly frowned, as if nothing had happened, "Manman, you..."

"roll!!!"

Without even thinking about it, I yelled loudly!
The blood rushed straight to the top of his head, his eyes went black, and he fainted!

The moment I lost consciousness, I still felt pretty good, at least, I was out of sight...

The world is finally silent.

……

Until I woke up, the picture of being with Lian Jun flashed like a slideshow in my mind, he was looking at me and smiling in the car, the sun was strong, the cicadas were still singing at the end, the shade was narrow Narrow landing, at that time, what time gave me was peace.

How long has it been?
One year, just a good year, I'm like this?
When I opened my eyes, I was the only one who didn't move. I turned my eyes and looked around the environment. It was my father's house, my little room.

I stretched my hand, took out my phone, and the time showed that I slept for another week.

If I am in good health and pack up, school will start in a few days.

In the call log, there are still many phone calls and text messages, some of them were answered, some were not answered...

Gao Dazhuang, Luo Luobei, Teacher Qi, and some students in our class...

In the text message, Wu Dan was still persistently asking me about the newspaper.

I frowned and didn't answer her. How long has it been since she still clung to her?

I can't blame her either. Besides her, many students in the class asked me whether the newspaper news was true or false in text messages.

Even Teacher Qi said in a text message, 'Good luck, remember to call the teacher back, I am very worried about you. '

I want to type the three words 'I'm fine', but after thinking about it, forget it.

Pressing her fingers, her heart slowly felt cold. There was no Lian Jun, no phone calls, and no text messages from him. Everything that happened that night was really not a dream.

"Zhu Hao, has your father's car returned?"

Ye Hongxia's female voice came from the courtyard, "Did you tie Hong?!"

"Tied!"

Zhu Hao replied directly, "Is my sister awake?"

"No, I didn't wake up this morning. Where is your dad? I'll go check out the new car..."

"He's at the entrance of the alley!"

I couldn't understand the conversation. As soon as I sat up with my arms propped up, Zhu Hao pushed the door open and came in. When he saw me, he was pleasantly surprised, "Sister! Are you awake? Do you want some water?"

"Need not."

I shook my head and pointed to the yard, "What kind of car?"

"Nothing..."

Zhu Hao's expression suddenly became a little awkward, and he sat down next to me and poured me a glass of water, "You drink some water first, we were frightened that night, Brother Luo Bei said that you were stimulated by Brother Lian, and then said ...you two broke up."

"..."

I took a sip of water to moisten my throat, but didn't speak, break up?

Have you ever been together officially?
"Zhu Hao, your mother and my father...are you asking more questions?"

"No, Brother Luobei said it all!"

Zhu Hao looked at me, "Brother Luobei said that Brother Lian was with you for a purpose, but he didn't say the specific purpose. Anyway, he just used you, but even Big Brother's grandma couldn't bear it, so she let her be with you." You knew all of this, so you fainted in a panic..."

I nodded, this explanation is good and reasonable.

Looking down at his right hand holding the water glass, "Why did you get hurt?"

The forked thumb is currently being bandaged with gauze, and the supernumerary finger is still there, but I don't remember hurting myself when I beat Lian Jun!

"You broke your finger when you came back."

Zhu Hao responded, "Brother Luobei said that when you fell down, you didn't hold on to it, and you got scratched, and he helped to wrap it up..."

I didn't ask any more questions after listening to it. I just stared at my finger in a daze. The supernumerary finger, which I used to hate the most, has become a favorite now!

Lian Jun chased him down, so he wasn't in a hurry to ask for my finger?

That's right, even with grandma here, since he tore his face, why would he want fingers?
Headache!

I still can't figure it out, but it's just the two of us in the study.

I asked myself, even if he gave me a look, if I could receive it, I would cooperate with him in acting, but he played every minute for real, every word was a slap in the face, right?
Perhaps, this year, I was the only one who took it seriously, and others didn't take it seriously at all.

"Sister, don't think about Brother Lian anymore."

Zhu Hao tried to comfort me, "The book says that those who cannot love have nights in them."

I twitched the corners of my lips, it would be better to say another poem by the poet... I am a wayward child, I want to paint all the misfortunes, I want to paint all the windows on the earth, so that all the eyes that are used to darkness will get used to it bright.

"Zhu Hao, you haven't said... what happened to the car."

When I came back to my senses, I looked at Zhu Hao and asked, "What kind of car did your mother talk about just now, why is it still red?"

"That is……"

When I mentioned this, Zhu Hao was speechless, cleared his throat and looked at me, "Dad bought a new car and rented it out. From now on, our family will have our own car."

"New car?"

I frowned, "Where did you get the money?"

My dad can't even pay off the bank loan, how can I have spare money to buy a car?
"It's... from Brother Lian's family..."

"what!"

I was anxious, "Tell me clearly, what kind of money did Lian Jun give you?"

"Mental damage fee..."

Zhu Hao lowered his eyes and pursed his lips, "The night you were sent back, you came with Luo Luobei, and there was an uncle named Kuncheng, who gave our dad 20 yuan, saying that he was sorry for letting him go. You have been implicated, this money is used to compensate for your loss of reputation, and from now on, you will have nothing to do with the Lian family."

In my mind, there was a real 'buzz'~!
"Dad took that money...to buy a new car?"

"Ah."

Zhu Hao scratched his hands and didn't dare to look up at me, "Dad said, they should pay the money, you've been implicated and now your reputation is bad, and whether you can go to school in the future is a matter of two opinions, our family... hey, sister!!"

I didn't care about my weak legs, so I pulled on a pair of slippers and ran to the yard. Dad and Ye Hongxia just entered the door, and they were taken aback when they saw me, "Okay, are you awake?"

"What happened to the car?!"

I looked at the car keys in my father's hand, "Who asked you to ask for money!"

"What did you say..."

Dad glanced at the gate with taboo, pulled me by the arm and went to his big house, "Okay, is this the money I want? It's what Lian Jun's family owes us, and what he has done to you."

"Give me the 20."

I stretched out my hand, "Didn't you cheat me, bring me the money!"

"Where is there!"

Dad was speechless, "I bought a car. You don't know what's going on with our family. When you have your own car, you can hire someone to drive it in shifts. In this way, you can pay back the famine owed soon. You know something, okay?"

"Who is ignorant!"

In the mirror, I really look like a lunatic, with a haggard face and only bones left!

"Dad, since I have nothing to do with Lian Juan! Then I won't ask for his money! You..."

"I can't go back!"

Dad waved his hand, "The agreement I signed with someone when I collected the money, you can't keep in touch with Lian Jun in the future, you won't know each other face to face!"

"You still signed the agreement...?"

I looked at my father tremblingly, the smell of gunpowder was strong, "What do you think of me? Lian Jun and I have nothing to do, why do you want his money?"

"Okay, well, listen to what Auntie said..."

Ye Hongxia looked at me with some embarrassment, "Auntie knows what you think, well, you have strong self-esteem and face, but our family's situation... is really short of money. Your aunt's side has a lot of money every month. The hospital also said that she is in a stable condition now, and she doesn't get angry and throw things. In the future, maybe we have to take it back to take care of her. That's raising a living person. Your father, don't make any plans. ..."

"Then you can't ask for his money!"

I swayed and leaned directly against the big wardrobe without using any strength.I really can't stand it anymore, "You guys exchange the money back, I beg you, can you do it... I will make money in the future, I will make a lot of money... You return Lian Jun's money..."

Useless!

Why did you cry again!

"Not yet!"

Dad's eyes were also red, "It's all spent! Where can I pay it back! Well! You said nothing happened to you two! Now the whole city knows about it! You will have a hard time finding a partner in the future!"

"Mountain……"

Ye Hongxia was still persuasively persuading her, "Don't bother, Xiao Luo has already said that he will take care of Xiao Haoer in the future. He understands Xiao Haoer and knows Xiao Haoer is innocent..."

"That won't work either!"

Dad stomped his feet, "Okay, Dad is not doing it for your own good! You will have to transfer to another school! Can you still go to that school? I have to change your name! We'd better wait until I save some money. I have to move! Otherwise, I’ll be living in spittle every day, what people say, my daughter is asking for a sugar daddy, but she didn’t get one and someone kicked her!!”

I had nothing to say with my eyes down, leaning against the big wardrobe, and slowly slid to the ground.

"Dashan, stop talking."

Ye Hongxia wanted to help me up, "She also feels uncomfortable."

"What's the use of suffering! I'm going to cry now?!"

Dad's tone was strange, and he seemed to be crying, "Who doesn't want to be lofty, the key is that you can't be lofty! Good boy! How about this? You wait for me to save money, and if I save 20, I will pay you back Home! Don’t force me now!!”

I cried and shook my head, but couldn't say anything. I suddenly realized that I was so powerless. The fact is already the case, what can I change?
……

I didn't eat dinner, I floated back to the hut like a ghost, refused the comfort of my father Ye Hongxia and Zhu Hao, and sat by the bed in a daze for a long time.

In my ears, the voice of the eldest grandma sounded inexplicably——

"...Unless you are really disappointed in this place, you feel that you are struggling and you have to go back. At that time, please remember that grandma will always be at home waiting for you and watching you... But this also means that you To officially set foot on the road, leave everything behind, understand?"

"I understand."

I pronounce tremblingly, "Grandma, Jingwei wants to go home..."

The Buddha said, self-attachment is the root of suffering.

(End of this chapter)