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Chapter 181 Wherever you go, you are actually in destiny

At night, Gao Dazhuang did not leave, and lived in the same room with the third uncle. His personality was exactly the same as the third uncle's temper. Through the door, he heard the sound of the two playing chess in the room, "Stinky boy! I will eat!"

With a clanging sound, the chessboard was not leaked by the third uncle!

"Hey, Third Uncle!!"

Gao Dazhuang was in a hurry, "It's five or six minutes away from your cannon, it can fly over here? What kind of cannon!"

"Look at your child, you are young."

The third uncle's tone was smug, making it clear that he was playing tricks, "Uncle told you, this is called an anti-aircraft gun."

"..."

I will endure!

"Hey! Third Uncle! We don't bring such things!"

Gao Dazhuang was about to cry, "Don't look back, you are using my taxi to eat my own generals, saying that you trained spies, then we have nothing to play! I will lose no matter what!"

"No, there are no spies in chess, so it's not a bad game..."

The third uncle said in a long voice, "But, the anti-aircraft gun I just exploded was poisonous. To tell you the truth, your general has already been poisoned, and he will die if he says he will die. In this round, the old man won without a fight."

"What?! Third Uncle! You're not bad!"

Tall and Zhuang going crazy, "I have never seen you like this since the day I learned how to play chess!"

"Young man, you still need to study more, I saw you today..."

The third uncle was not in a hurry, Xiaoqu hummed, "I have thought about the past in leisure, you are the wise one, and I am the foolish one, what are you arguing about... Calm down, come on, let's have another game..."

"Third Uncle, I know who Jingwei is with... You two are the same as master and apprentice..."

Tall and strong, he chirped, "Every chess game is a bully, you guys, Third Uncle, you can't shoot poison with this one..."

"……puff!"

I stood outside the door and finally sprayed unbearably!
What's the idea of ​​Gao Dazhuang, he was abused by me at school, abused by Zhu Hao when he came to my house, and fooled by his third uncle for a while when he turned around!
The problem is that he is still energetic. In his own words, he loves to be abused!
Life is too difficult!
"Pretty..."

I turned around, and my mother and grandma came over holding the clothes drying on the heater, "What are you laughing at, you are so silly."

"It's nothing."

I held the corners of my lips and held the arms of both of them left and right. The sourness in my heart pervaded layer by layer, and gradually, it became a little overwhelming.

Thinking what?
I think such days can go on forever.

……

This night, my mother still chatted with me gently, but she didn't say anything, she went over and over again, and there were a lot of chatter, as if she couldn't say enough.

I also wanted to tell her, I wanted to express, and I didn't fall asleep until it was dawn.

It is very clear that if I open my eyes again, the mother in my life will leave.

This time, it's for real.

Three days, finally become a memory.

My mother didn't let me take her to the car, and when she reached the wall that had become a garbage dump, she motioned for me to stop, "I'll be leaving right away, Xiaoying will sleep in the car, and your third uncle will sleep." Take her back to the hospital in her original form, and she will be able to recover after a few days of training... Manman, you have to remember what your mother said...Be good, be strong, you know..."

I nodded, red-eyed, "I know."

strong.

Every living person must learn these two words.

So simple, so sad, so pale, so difficult to do.

"That's good."

My mother nodded, and her eyes jumped to the grandmother behind me, "Auntie, Yu Ting is going to go first... You must always take care of your body..."

Grandma didn't answer, sighed, waved her hands, turned her face away, and wiped her fingers at the end of her eyes.

"Big Zhuang..."

Mom really said goodbye one by one, and looked at Gao Dazhuang next to me, "In the future, Auntie will trouble you to take care of my family..."

"I will, auntie!"

Gao Dazhuang nodded heavily, "Don't worry, I'll just look at you... I don't dare to neglect her! Jingwei is my boss!"

"Heh...you kid, you are just humorous..."

With tears in my eyes, my mother finally hugged me again, and gently rubbed my ears, "Manman, remember to take good care of your father... You know, no matter how far you go , he is your father...the one and only father that no one can replace..."

"Ah."

I squeezed my voice, who would have thought that this female ghost who made Liu Yingying so afraid that she could take the life of the god stick without saying a word, was actually such a gentle and kind woman!

My mother hugged me tightly, kissed my face and let go, "Good boy, don't cry... I feel uncomfortable, I will be uncomfortable on the road..."

I sucked my nose, tried my best to suppress my emotions, and didn't cry!
Mom didn't say much, she nodded to third uncle, and the two walked along the wide alley.

The sky is very cloudy, I don't know if it's going to snow or not, it's heavy and overwhelming——

Mother was still wearing the black down jacket that Zhu Xiaoying had when she came, but there was a camel-colored scarf tied around her neck.

I didn't have enough money to buy the real famous brand, so I chose one for my mother in the underground mall when I was shopping. This time, it cost more than 200.

My mother blamed me for spending money indiscriminately, but I want to say that no amount of money is enough for her, but there is no more chance.

I looked at her back, and in a daze, I thought of a sentence I saw from nowhere...

The so-called relationship between parents and children just means that the fate between you and him is that you are constantly watching his back fade away in this life. You stand at this end of the path and watch him gradually disappear at the turn of the path, and , he silently tells you with his back: don't chase.

Oh, it's "Watching Off" by Long Yingtai.

After walking a long distance, my mother stopped, turned her head, and smiled back at me.

Reluctance, satisfaction, comfort, love, heartache, miss, farewell...

All kinds of emotions were contained in her eyes. At this moment, her expression was extremely beautiful, and she was astonished as a heavenly being.

Like a photo, it was imprinted in my mind instantly.

Never forget.

"The road of life~~A sweet dream is like a long road~~The wind and frost on the road~The wind and frost hit the face dry~~"

Gao Dazhuang watched his mother's disappearing back beside my ear and suddenly sang, "In the world of mortals~How many directions are there for beautiful dreams~Find the love in the center of crazy dreams~The road follows people~"

I came back to my senses, frowned and looked at him, "Why are you singing A Chinese Ghost Story?"

Damn it!

Also whole Cantonese!

Do you have the realm of your brother!
"It fits the occasion."

Gao Dazhuang let out a long sigh, "If you don't sing to vent your feelings, my brother feels uncomfortable...My good sister, this is maternal love, maternal love, great maternal love...At that time, my parents read it, but today you should know..."

"You are sick!"

You have to put salt on my heart!
I looked away and saw a water mark on the road for no reason, extending all the way to the front of my shoe toe, and slowly melting some of the frozen snow, "This is..."

gone--

Mom is telling me with water marks that she's really gone—

The tip of the nose is slightly cold, it's really snowing~
Winter in the north, some, is the strongest wine, the biggest snow, the hottest brazier, and the coldest night.

'Ring ring ring~~~~'

Grandma's cell phone rang behind me, and after she picked it up, she hummed briefly, "Jingwei, your mother is gone... on the road... Your third uncle said that your aunt is fine and has been sent to the hospital ..."

"I know."

I looked at the small puddle of snow and water that melted on the ground, endured the pain, spread my palms, and let the snowflakes fall profusely——

See you, Gaotangmingjing has white hair in sorrow, and the morning is like blue silk and snow in the evening.

……

"Jingwei, go back, don't catch a cold, let's go Da Zhuang, go back."

"Ugh."

Gao Dazhuang and I went back to the third uncle's house holding Grandma's arm from side to side. Halfway there, I still couldn't help but turn my head and look at the direction where my mother left through the snowflakes flying all over the sky——

It is said in "Yinger" that fate is not the wind, which blows back and forth, but fate is the earth. Wherever you go, you are actually in fate.

My mother is gone, but in my heart, she has left that water mark forever and ever, like tears, in this life and this life, it is all in my heart.

……

Things at home have opened a new page after my mother completely left her heart.

The eldest grandma was not in a hurry to go back. She was worried that I would not be able to take care of myself, so she stayed with my uncle for a while longer.

On New Year's Eve, I went back to my father's house with my grandma and my third uncle to have a New Year's Eve dinner. Because firecrackers cannot be set off for grandma's funeral, this small yard looks more quiet and lonely. If the TV is not on, listen to the countdown to the Spring Festival Gala , There is no Chinese New Year atmosphere at all!

Since my father found out about my mother, he felt a lot more guilty towards me, and he was more careful about what he said. I don't think there is any need for him to do that.

I know that he loves my mother very much, and he married Ye Hongxia to save me, including my brother Zhu Hao, who has something to do with me in this world!

Dad's mood contained the indescribable helplessness of many adults.

But there is no way, the crack has already appeared, I can't be close to my father, but I understand that I should be filial, so that my mother will feel at ease under the nine springs.

As for Ye Hongxia, her attitude towards me has jumped back to before liberation. Perhaps she knew that my mother was gone, and she didn't cringe in fear when she saw me.

In my attitude, it doesn't matter!
Anyway, it's come to this point, what should I do? Ye Hongxia is my father's wife, my brother's mother. Could it be possible that she can really be a stranger?
Can you turn your face?
Impossible!

……

On the fifteenth day of the first lunar month, a group of us went to the cemetery to deliver lanterns to grandma. After returning, my third uncle took a taxi and took me and grandma to my mother’s grave. It’s really a lonely bumpkin. If it wasn’t written on the tombstone I can't even find the word Cui Yuting myself!

The third uncle said, my mother has just set off on the road, so this is the first year. Give her a lamp and light it up so that she can see clearly... In the future, when she comes to the grave, she will not be so particular about it.

I didn't say much, and the way back was very quiet. I knew that after the [-]th, my grandma would go back to Mohe, and the mobile phone would be blown up by the victim in her hometown.

The town is small, so whoever comes across everything in the name of grandma?
Grandma told them that she is a master who knows everything, is a god, and speaks better than anyone else!

The third uncle has to go back with the grandma. Many things now have to be done under the command of the grandma. The grandma is not very good in all aspects of the body, so there must be someone to help!
On the way back in the taxi, my grandma repeatedly told me what to do in the future, "Jingwei, live on campus when school starts, if you really don't like living on campus, check the door every night before going to bed for open flames, don't... "

"Grandma, I know."

I responded with a little helplessness, "You have said it more than a dozen times, you forgot, I often visit the store in Mohe, it is no problem to live alone, besides, at the third uncle's place, I can still give grandpa Master often offers incense..."

Since waking up in the hospital, my body has always been flustered with heat, and my palms still feel hot from time to time. I guess it has something to do with breaking, and I should have improved my spiritual enlightenment. Living with my third uncle, I can just chanting often.

His shrine house is also very particular. I thought about buying two pots of green plants, and I was making some calming incense when I was back. I was tired from studying, and I could practice meditation if I had nothing to do, so as to calm my mind and calm my mind.

"Hey, girl, isn't that Xiao Lian..."

As soon as the taxi stopped at the intersection, he pointed to the windshield and asked me, "Look!!"

I poked my head around and saw a man in a black slim coat leaning against the car door beside the door of my third uncle's house. He looked like he had been waiting for an unknown amount of time. He was wearing leather gloves with half a cigarette stuck between his knuckles.

The profile of the profile is handsome and lonely, and there is a little fatigue in the laziness.

Bai Xue, black car, black clothes, plus his sloping figure, are not usually eye-catching!

Lian Jun? !
"Lian Jun!!"

I didn't care about anything else, I opened the car door and ran down after seeing clearly, "Why are you here!!"

The exquisite handsome face immediately looked over, the fatigue between the brows dissipated, the smoke was extinguished immediately, the corners of the lips curled up towards me, the smile spread widely, and he walked towards me quickly, "Manman! "

In the chilly season, people suddenly feel the breeze blowing...

I ran up to Lian Juan, and without even thinking about it, I stretched out my arms and hugged him!

How long!
I haven't seen him since I came out of the hospital. Although I also talked on the phone and sent text messages, is it the same as seeing someone?

Is it so hot to hug and hug?

I told him everything that happened at home, and there's no need to hide these things from him!

At first, Lian Jun knew that I moved to Third Uncle's place and would come to see me, and by the way, to see my 'mother'.

I didn't agree, my mother was attached to Zhu Xiaoying's body, if Lian Jun arrived, my mother would be rushed away, the ability of Tianyi Xing should not be underestimated!

After those three days, Lian Juan was also busy. Although he didn't say anything, I could see his news on TV every now and then. It was nothing more than that Lian Jintang Shaodong was too young and the board member was still there. consider...

His aunt, Lian Qinghe, appeared in front of the camera, saying that Lian Jun had been abroad all year round, and her qualifications were still low, but she would wholeheartedly assist her to strive for the early launch of Lian Jintang's rare medicines to benefit the common people.

Regarding the matter of medicine, the TV station even published a special column. Only then did I know that Lian Jintang has always been interested in the magical medicine that has never appeared in the real world.

According to rumors, the situation in the early years was turbulent, and even Jintang was struggling to survive in the cracks, and its finances were tight. When it was about to be in danger, the person in charge of Lianjintang at that time melted it from the Jun clan with a unique and mysterious prescription created by himself. A huge amount of money was paid to save Lian Jintang from the fire and water, so that he could gain a firm foothold and complete his century-old plan.

But this prescription has never been published, but its efficacy has been spread, such as clearing away heat and detoxification, febrile convulsions, stagnation of liver and qi, invasion of wind evil, cerebral hemorrhage, meningitis, sepsis...

Wait, wait, wait, it can be called a panacea, which can cure all diseases.

However, Lian Jun did not mention this prescription in an interview.

He is very famous, Lian Qinghe deliberately revealed these things to the reporters, but Lian Jun didn't fall for it, it was just...

I still think about the controlling stake. Although Lian Jun's current name is good-looking, he is not as strong as Lian Qinghe after all. When I read the news, I thought, as long as Lian Jun does not have an absolute controlling stake, these so-called veterans can still vote. Lian Jun couldn't sit still.

He, the newly appointed helm, must have a lot of things to do in the early stage, and the first thing to get done is his aunt!

Thinking of this, I didn't urge him to meet after my mother left, and I seldom asked about him. After all, we can't help, and I didn't expect him to appear suddenly!
"Why didn't you call me!!"

I hugged his waist tightly, raised my head and spoke directly, I couldn't see it on TV, but face to face, I lost a lot of weight, "How long have you been waiting!"

Fool!
"Not long."

Lian Jun took off his gloves and held my face. There was a proper smile in his eyes, "I have a sixth sense and know that you will definitely come back, so I want to surprise you."

"Do not believe!"

I snorted, "It must be Gao Dazhuang, I answered his call in the car, did you ask him to help find out!"

"..."

Lian Jun smiled without saying a word, looked at me carefully, with his face slightly bent, "Do you miss me?"

"Well, think."

I put my strength around his arm, shamelessly, "I can think about it."

"uh-huh!!"

Third Uncle coughed vigorously behind him, listening to the movement, he wanted to dry out his lungs!
"..."

My body froze immediately, oh my god, it's over, I forgot that Grandma and Third Uncle are here too!
What the hell! !
"My grandma is... Lian Jun... It's over... It's over..."

Abandoned!

At the moment, I don't even know how to let go of my arms to look more natural!

"End?"

Lian Jun couldn't help but laugh when he saw me like this, he rubbed my brow with his fingertips, "Why are you nervous, I'm here because I want to meet your grandma, come, let me introduce you to your husband..."

"what?"

What public?

I can't even use my head. I felt cold when I went to the grave just now, but now it's all hot!

Turning around, I didn't dare to look directly at the third uncle and grandma walking towards me. Come on, find a place for me to get in!

embarrassing~
Lian Jun took my hand and walked up to the third uncle and grandma generously. He knew the third uncle and greeted him politely, "Third uncle."

"Hey, Xiao Lian..."

This pet name is enough!
"Aunt Hei, you don't know him yet, this is Xiao Lian, Lian Jun, I told you, girl... little friend! Xiao Lian, this is Aunt Hei who grew up with Jingwei. Wei can just call her grandma!"

little friend?
My face was on fire, I stood beside Lian Jun with my eyebrows down, my hands were still tightly held by Lian Jun, I took a look, you little friends, even those with long eyes can see it!
"Hi, grandma, I'm Lian Jun."

Lian Jun let go of my hand, bowed directly to the grandma, and said politely, "I heard from Jingwei that you arrived a few years ago, so I should have come to see you earlier, but there are too many things at home, so I delayed it." , please forgive me for taking the liberty to visit today.”

"No, you will be very interested if you can come to see me."

Grandma's tone was calm, but her eyes were still complicated. In my opinion, Grandma is no stranger to Lian Jun. She met Lian Jun as early as in the hospital, but she never got to know him formally. That's all.

"Okay, Xiao Lian, don't stay outside, go to the hospital!"

After saying a few words, Third Uncle hurriedly led Lian Jun in. Lian Jun turned back and opened the trunk of the car, and took out the wine and gifts inside, "Third Uncle, I heard from Jingwei that you like to drink. I don't know if this... suits you..."

"This is……"

The third uncle's eyes lit up when he saw the wine brought by Lian Juan, and he said curiously, "It's ok! How can you please! Such a good wine, uncle thank you!"

The corners of Lian Jun's lips curled into a proper and heart-warming curve, "It's just as long as you like it."

He brought too many things, both in the back seat and the trunk of the car, not only the wine that the third uncle loves to drink, Lian Jun also brought a lot of Chinese herbal medicines that are very precious just by looking at the packaging.

The eldest grandma was very sorry, "Xiao Lian, there are too many things and they are too expensive. We can't take the train with us when we turn back. In this way, you take some of them, and the rest..."

"Grandma."

Lian Jun's eyes were full of sincerity, "From the perspective of juniors, there is only one precious thing in this world, and that is people. These are all good for your health. Only when you take good care of yourself can Jingwei study with peace of mind. Life."

The eldest grandma didn't say much after hearing the words, until she got to the dinner table, she couldn't help but look at Lian Jun, "Xiao Lian, let me ask you, what is your relationship with my Jingwei now? "

"..."

I became nervous when I heard this, and took a look at Lian Jun, what's the matter?
Anyone with a discerning eye can tell that it's a romantic relationship, but if you want to be straightforward, let's just say that...

Not quite right!

"Grandma, it's the relationship you see."

Lian Juan's eyes were full of calm, neither humble nor overbearing, "I like Jingwei, I like it very much...Here, I can tell you and third uncle that I will never marry her in this life."

"...!"

My back was stiff and my scalp was numb!

this!

The rush of TV drama lines!

Also!

God is a series!
"It's a good one not to marry unless she..."

The eldest grandma smiled bitterly, "Xiao Lian, there are some things, I think you know it well, so I'll let you know what I'm talking about. My Jingwei's fate is different from that of ordinary children. She has to break the rules." , If it is broken to the end, it will become a great tool, but you also know that this is broken, very hurtful, sad, no matter what happens to her in the future, how she will be hurt, how broken, my only request is to hurt her That person can't be you, can you do it?"

The dinner table was silent for a moment, and everyone's eyes fell on Lian Jun's face, including me.

I think if I had said it, I would have blurted out, 'Yes! '

It's a simple word, isn't it?
Grandma's intentions are obvious, she knows that Lian Jun and I like each other, she and third uncle will not, and have no way to stop it, so she sees it through and doesn't need to explain it, but her attitude shows it, This person who is with me, the closest person, can't hurt me...

"Xiao Lian?"

A few seconds later, the third uncle couldn't sit still seeing that Lian Jun hadn't opened his mouth yet, "What do you think?"

"..."

Lian Juan's breath was calm, his face turned slightly to one side, met my eyes, and the bottom of his eyes gradually became filled with scarlet, he opened his lips, and said in a soft and hoarse voice, "How can I not bear it."

(End of this chapter)