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Chapter 179 Finally
No answer.

Just by making eye contact, Uncle San already understood.

"That...you have a strong heart."

The third uncle turned his face to look at Gao Dazhuang and Ren Xin, "I have something I want to talk to the girl alone, can you two..."

"Third Uncle, let's go to the empty ward next door and have some food!"

What Gao Dazhuang knew best was to look at him, and he went out with Ren Xin with the lunch box in hand, "Third Uncle, you haven't eaten yet, the lunch box I specially brought for you and Uncle is also there, remember to eat later. "

"Okay, thank you, I'm interested."

The third uncle nodded, pulled a chair and sat next to me, and when Gao Dazhuang and Ren Xin went out, the door closed, and the third uncle looked at me with a complicated expression, "Dazhuang is a good kid...you met him in the city This little classmate is really nice... Don't look at others who are more exquisite, but he has the spirit of a man, if something happens, he dares to go up... he is a..."

"Third Uncle, let's get down to business."

I interrupted him lightly, lowered my eyes, and picked my fingers, "Why do you and grandma keep lying to me..."

"..."

The ward immediately fell silent.

The third uncle is rare, and his articulation is not sharp.

"Third Uncle, you always tell me that to be a human being, you have to be free and easy, magnanimous, and there is nothing you can't let go..."

I pursed the corners of my lips, and my heart became bitter when I said it, "You admire Guan Hanqing because he is unruly, unrestrained, erudite, witty and witty. caught?"

So, is it good for me?
"..."

The third uncle still didn't answer, his eyes were half downcast, covering his full emotions, making it difficult for people to guess his true thoughts.

"Third uncle, I actually..."

I seem to be talking to myself, but I can't help being a little jealous, "I can accept that my mother gave birth to me, got depression and other diseases, and she committed suicide...I can't accept it, I thought my original family It is the love of my parents, the harmony and perfection, and it is only because of me that my mother complains about me. Do you know that it is really rare for Wu Re to be alone... I have always been confused, why, my mother just can't accept me, she It's just... there's just no way to treat me..."

"Girl..."

The third uncle's voice is also hoarse, and his eyes are red, "Uncle knows, I have suffered for you. In the past few months, Zhu Hao also said that you are basically not idle when you are at home. Hongxia has been letting you..."

"That's not what happened!"

My nose was sore, "If she was my aunt, I wouldn't be so wronged! She didn't give birth to me, didn't raise me, so naturally she has no feelings for me. What am I? I'm a complete stranger to her ! She blamed me for something and I have nothing to say!"

I finally understand why my mother hates me even more because of Ye Hongling's matter, that's my own sister, what am I!

What is it to her!

"But...you always tell me...that's my mother!"

Eyes are still wet!

I swear, I want to calm myself down, I don't want to question anyone or anything, but I just can't control it!
"Third Uncle, I think blood is thicker than water, and blood is connected. I should be grateful to my mother for giving birth and saving lives... But the result is getting more and more chilling, and I feel more and more that this gap cannot be bridged... Third Uncle , can you tell me, what do you adults think? Ah?"

"I just want to make you feel better."

The corners of the third uncle's eyes were also wet, and he stretched out his hand to wipe it, "When your grandma was alive, she said that she didn't want you to know what happened at home, she was afraid that you would be overwhelmed and stressed... Besides, Hongxia really did She is sensible. After entering the house, she will serve your aunt, grandma and father wholeheartedly. She will move to your current residence. Anyone who asks her will say that she has an eldest daughter who lives in Mohe. Will go back to school... You said, to have a woman who can be like a mother, isn't it perfect for you and this family."

The problem is that she can't achieve consummation!
Yes!
I can understand the words of the third uncle and the meaning of the elders, but people are not saints!
Ye Hongxia loves her father, this love makes her force herself to treat me as her own, but the premise of remembering this word is 'respect'!
Watch!

She thought she could do it, but when she saw me, she couldn't get used to anything, it was an eyesore, how could she act like her own? '

Let's think about it differently. If I were Ye Hongxia and my stepdaughter came out after hiding for 17 years, then the psychological construction I made before must have collapsed long ago!
It's not that she was raised since she was a child, and she doesn't have any affection, but when she encounters some bad things, that's it!How could it be better?
"Girl, during the time you slept, did you dream about what your mother blinded you..."

The third uncle talked for a while, and then asked tentatively, "What did you see?"

"I saw it all."

I murmured, "Third Uncle, I finally know why you blocked my eyes that time, why I couldn't see my face clearly, and I couldn't hear my real voice. I'm afraid it's my own mother's identity that I have to cover up..."

The words that shocked me the most were not uttered by Ye Hongxia at all!

"Yes."

The third uncle nodded and admitted happily, "At that time... what I thought was, if I can keep you from knowing, it's better not to let you know. After all, it's not easy for your grandma to get married..."

I can't even tell what's going on in my mind. Talking about it now, it seems like I've been beaten and soaked in bitter water, and I don't have enough energy.

"That's why grandma moves again and again. She doesn't contact her old neighbors. What she's afraid of is letting them know that my mother is dead?"

"..."

The third uncle didn't answer, he acquiesced!

I twitched the corners of my lips, "Then what about my grandma and the others, my mother's side doesn't have a mother's family anymore?"

How can you cover it so tightly!

"Have……"

The third uncle was a little disappointed, "Since you have seen everything, then uncle will make it clear to you... Your mother's name is Cui Yuting, and she is not a native of Harbin City. She was first admitted from the county seat and graduated from a normal school. I worked as a teacher in your father's primary school, so I met your father. Back then, your mother was famous for her beauty... A real person lives up to his name..."

I thought about how she looked in that light blue suit, grand, gentle, and very beautiful.

Even though she is not human, when I first saw her, what I thought of was the kind of sad female ghost in Hong Kong and Taiwan earlier, with a moving and moving aura.

"Your father and your mother are really affectionate, talented and beautiful. Your mother is not bad, she is really good. She is also very hardworking when she is married. When the school is on holiday, she will help your grandma with her small business at home. I am afraid that your grandma will be tired. Everyone envied the days of your family..."

The third uncle said woodenly, "But when you were born, didn't that person next door choke to death? You were Liuzhier and you were born in the twelfth lunar month. Once the news got out, your mother's family also came to persuade you Your mother sent you away, your mother was not in a good spirit at that time, and she broke up with her natal family, and later, when your mother passed away, your grandma went to your mother's natal family...the result..."

"What happened?"

"People are afraid."

The third uncle looked at me with a wry smile, "They were afraid that your grandma would send you there after looking for them, so they were so frightened that they quoted your mother's words, saying that the marriage has been broken, and the married daughter is the water that was thrown out. There is no such person as Cui Yuting... Your grandma was so angry that she never contacted them again, your mother, since then, it is considered that there is no natal family."

because I?
It's because of me again!
wipe!
"Girl, your grandma didn't want to hide it from you at first. She didn't even want to send you to Aunt Hei. It's just that your health is so bad that it's useless to go to the hospital. That's why..."

What the third uncle said was also full of helplessness, "It's all for you to live. Dashan remarries, and it's still for you. Why did I say that Hongxia was wronged? In fact, she really didn't have a good time with your father. She came in At that time, your family had lost everything, and your father has always been unable to let go of your mother. For Hongxia, it was lukewarm in the early years, and it can be a little better now that the years have grown..."

I listened quietly and saw this too. Emotionally, Ye Hongxia did pay more to her father.

When I was initially unwilling, I felt that Ye Hongxia didn't say anything to her father. Even if her father beat her, said divorce, and told her to leave, she could bear such ugly words. From this, we can see the depth of the relationship.

"Girl, why do you want to hide it from you? On the one hand, it's for your own good, so that you won't have a psychological burden. On the other hand, it's your grandma who pities Hongxia. It's not easy being a stepmother..."

The third uncle sighed, "Your grandma is thinking about it. If you know that she is a stepmother, you will be disobedient. If Hongxia scolds you, you will have to hold grudges. Your own mother is different. You must be filial." , your grandma still wants this family to be harmonious and beautiful, with less incidents. During the year or two when you were born, too many things happened, and the family members were afraid of tossing. Besides, your own mother agreed... ..."

"Grandma showed it to you?"

I asked softly, "When grandma comes to pick me up, she must also go to my own mother's grave."

This kind of death is not ordinary, and there must be someone who understands it, otherwise, how could my mother not show up or dream in the past ten years?

"Yes."

The third uncle replied, "You have to see it. When your mother was alive, Aunt Hei met her once when she married your father. But after your mother died, Aunt Hei was the most familiar with her. When things happen, it's Aunt Hei and your mother who talk about it... Aunt Hei also knows that your mother always visits you from time to time, but she keeps telling Yu Ting not to get too close to you, lest you rush her, Yu Ting Ting, you are still sensible..."

"But I don't understand, why did my mother appear more frequently after I was whipped?"

When I was a child, I never heard crying. It seems that after I was whipped, from the incident of Ren Damin, the sobbing has not stopped. Only then did I gradually see those feet, water marks and other things.

"Your mother sees that you are going to suffer."

The third uncle frowned, "As a mother, can you not feel sorry for your daughter, she should have left a long time ago, just to see you grow up, so she didn't leave, she didn't want to go on the road... But Aunt Hei forget it, Your mother's yin life is only 20 years, and when you reach the age of 20, she must leave, otherwise, something else will happen..."

20 years old--

I suddenly thought of something, and raised my eyes to Uncle Third, "Uncle Third, is it true that my mother... no, both Zhu Hao's mother and my father know that my own mother is always there?"

"Of course they know."

The third uncle nodded, a little puzzled, "I also remind them all the time, your mother has been watching, you must treat you well, otherwise Yu Ting will feel aggrieved, and things will happen if you don't keep everything..."

Also keep reminding?
I pursed the corners of my lips, that is to say, whenever the third uncle came to my house and asked me to go out first, did he talk to my parents about this?

Hit them with words?

"Third uncle, that is, my mother will leave in three years, right..."

The third uncle hummed, "You haven't turned eighteen now, so if you look at it, it's three years."

I let out a breath, "I see."

"Girl, what do you know?"

I looked in the eyes of my third uncle, "I understand that grandma used to chat with her parents for a few days. In fact, this matter is not so seamless. It's just that I have never thought about it."

Grandma sent me to the city at that time, and one night, I heard her say to Dad and Ye Hongxia that these three years are very important and so on outside the window...

At that time, I was thinking about the third year of high school, but now, I know that the grandma is also reminding them that my mother is still there, she hasn't left yet, so they must not do things that make my mother feel sad and unwilling.

Come to think of it, it's kind of ridiculous.

Why did Grandma and Third Uncle remind Dad and Ye Hongxia time and time again.

Obviously, they are also very clear that it is difficult for Ye Hongxia to accept my situation without a single heart, so they have to take a small stick and beat it from time to time, that is to say in the vernacular, use both soft and hard?
And Ye Hongxia was indeed polite to me for a long time, until something happened to Chen Yingming and Ye Hongling...

I can be sure that the deaths of these two people have nothing to do with my own mother, but what does Ye Hongxia think?

Even if Ye Hongxia didn't say anything, would she feel that this had something to do with my own mother, so she couldn't control me more and more?

Feeling more and more unbearable, don't want to be suppressed?
Ye Hongxia's state of mind... must be extremely complicated.

The third uncle didn't say much when he heard what I said, he just looked at me helplessly, "Girl, once the incident happened this time, uncle understood. There are some things that can't be done mechanically. It's better to let me know sooner." You know, in this way, Yu Ting is not wronged, you and Hong Xia can also... oh~"

I can't go on, it's all over here, what's the use of talking about it?
"Third uncle, once this incident happened, what did Zhu Hao's mother think?"

I asked, "To be precise, she dragged Zhu Hao into the river, did she know that it was my own mother who tortured her..."

"know."

The third uncle breathed heavily, "Yu Ting also talked to her in the dream, and Hongxia was quite frightened when she woke up, saying that it was Yu Ting who told her to save her life for your sake, otherwise Ah, let her come down to accompany her younger sister. This time, Hongxia has completely lost her memory. She dare not be here... Your father also said that if she dares to act like before, the result will be divorce. "

divorce?

Does it make sense?

However, it's good for Ye Hongxia to know these things, as things become easier.

Tearing face, sometimes, is not necessarily a bad thing.

"Girl, then..."

The third uncle looked at me tentatively, "What do you think? After you go home, you can still..."

"How am I going to get home?"

I looked at Uncle San quietly. The ward was a bit empty. The words we both spoke were whispered, filled with innumerable dullness, filled in the invisible air, "Uncle San, what do you say about me? ... Will I still be able to get along with Zhu Hao's mother like a normal person in the future?"

"..."

Third Uncle was dumbfounded.

I twitched the corners of my lips and smiled ugly, "I can't do it, I really can't do it, third uncle, I'm not afraid of doing housework at all, you know me, in fact, I'm a person Three melons and two dates can be silly and happy, but she... really can't do it... I can't help it... Third Uncle, I don't want to go back to that house... I'm so scared..."

"Girl, what are you afraid of?"

The third uncle didn't understand, "We've already talked about it now."

"It's only when we talk about it that I'm even more awkward."

I held back my tears, "I'm afraid of being suppressed by this kind of family affection, third uncle, I will be filial to my parents, and I will never leave Zhu Hao's mother and father alone in the future, but I can't get along with her anymore ...I really can't feel the warmth..."

Harbin's winter is not as cold as Mohe's, but some people's hearts are cooler than Mohe's.

I was so cold that I couldn't pretend anymore.

The third uncle held my hand and nodded, "Okay, girl, uncle understands. From now on, uncle will never say anything that embarrasses you. Tell uncle what you want to do. Uncle will listen to you. I will tell you later." Your dad will tell you."

"I want to live in your house after I get out of the hospital."

I sniffed and held back my tears, "When school starts, I will live on campus, or take the bus back and forth to school, and I won't go home to live."

"..."

The third uncle held my hand tightly, "Okay! In fact, I have meant this for a long time. My house is empty and it is empty. You can live in it. It's just right, girl. In fact, no one can be perfect in life. This way If you walk a lot, your feet are tired, your brains are tired after thinking too much, as for us, since we met and know everything, we can only... think about it, do you understand what Uncle means?"

Nod, there is nothing I don't understand.

For me, the first lesson in life is to learn how to think, how to think clearly...

How to make myself not suffer too much pain after being broken.

It's just that even if you don't think about it, your heart is really tired.

"Third Uncle, where is my mother's grave?"

I opened my mouth softly, "I turn around and want to see her."

Must see her too.

"It's not far from your grandma."

The third uncle replied, "Yuting died violently back then, and she was too angry, so I didn't go to the cemetery. I contacted a friend and buried Yuting on a mountain in the outskirts of the countryside. What do you think?" If you go, I will take you to see it later..."

I was depressed, "Then what does my mother like... Later, I will give her some..."

"She likes children."

The third uncle scratched his head, "Primary school teacher, she likes to take children to play. Your mother sang very well at that time. We are all neighbors and get along very well. Remember, she loves to laugh and sometimes talks to you like a child." Dad, look at it this way... In fact, you are very similar to your mother in many ways, and your appearance is actually based on the advantages of your parents..."

Advantages of following parents?

Grandma used to say this too. I thought it was mainly because of my dad. After all, he was also a handsome guy when he was young. Unexpectedly, my real mother...

Hi!
"Girl, if you get to the grave, don't forget to tell your mother about something..."

"I know how to say it."

I nodded, "Yin and Yang are already separated, after all, there are different paths, I will advise her not to...don't be here..."

I can't go on... It's uncomfortable!
"Girl...?"

The third uncle wanted to comfort me, but for the first time he looked like he didn't know where to start, and accompanied me with some melancholy, sighing softly, "Hey, what's all this?"

While speaking, the door of the ward opened again——

I thought Ren Xin and Gao Dazhuang came back after eating, and when they raised their eyes, they were stunned.

"Girl?"

The third uncle was puzzled by my reaction, turned around and froze while holding my hand, "Hei, Aunt Hei?!"

Grandma stood at the door carrying a black cloth bag, her hair was a little disheveled by the cold wind, her face was depressed, just like the third uncle who had just entered the door, with too many emotions, complicated, and confusing. law to interpret.

Looking straight into my eyes, neither she nor I spoke for the first time.

"Aunt Hei, why are you still here!"

The third uncle stood up, "Didn't I tell you everything, Jingwei is the same as before..."

"You think I've been walking for decades in vain."

The eldest grandma approached with a chill all over her body, "Third brother, I'm not old-fashioned yet."

"That is, you showed it at home?"

The third uncle was a little dazed, "Did you ask Yuting?"

"You don't even need to ask."

Grandma's eyes were still looking at me, and there was obscure distress in her eyes, "Yu Ting told me everything... Relying on Ren Xin, that girl came to see Jingwei, Tan Meifeng came to our house to look for me , Tell me how seriously Jingwei is sick, the one who jumped into the river, dragging that girl Ren Xin so that she can’t come back... If I didn’t call at home, I wouldn’t know that such a big thing has happened!”

I didn't speak a word, and it seemed that I couldn't speak well, and I couldn't even call people.

Only, the moment I saw the grandma, I couldn't hold back for some reason, biting the inside of my lower lip with my teeth, feeling a dull pain...

"Jingwei..."

The grandma walked to the bed and still looked at me, didn't say anything else, but opened the bag and handed me a bag of popcorn, "When grandma comes, go to your favorite one to pop it for you, Too many people add sugar, you eat it..."

"Ah."

Looking at the popcorn, I grabbed a handful and stuffed it into my mouth, but my nasal cavity became more and more sour, my chest twitched, and my mouth made a popping sound. I reached out and hugged Grandma, "Grandma, I want to You're dead..."

Tears flowed down like a bank, and I still had a mouthful of popcorn in my mouth. It's over, I can't control it! !
Grandma didn't say much, she hugged me and gently stroked my back, "Jingwei...it's grandma's fault, grandma shouldn't have told you, kept it from you...it's grandma's fault, You have suffered... you have suffered..."

I shook my head, "I'm not bitter, grandma, I just miss you...I miss you..."

If it hadn't happened, how long would it be before I could see Grandma?
"Ah~"

The third uncle was still sighing beside him, raised his hand and wiped the corners of his eyes lightly, "This damn... I was told by thousands of times... It's still..."

"Third, stop talking."

With a hoarse voice, the eldest grandma looked at me with a downcast face, and wiped my tears with rough fingers, "Let's not cry anymore, Jingwei, it's all over, it's all over...how did grandma tell you, man?" Well, the eyes are in the front, so we have to look forward... ah..."

I sucked my nose, but I couldn't hold back my tears. I cried a lot, and Gao Dazhuang and Ren Xin came from the next door, so I calmed down a little!

"Fairy, fairy milk?"

Ren Xin was also startled when she saw the grandma, "Why are you here? My mother won't come too!"

"If you don't go back, your mother will have to come."

After the grandma comforted me, I looked at Ren Xin, "Ren Xin, grandma thank you for taking care of Jingwei, but your mother is in a hurry, you listened to the fairy grandma's words, hurry back..."

Ren Xin still didn't want to leave, "Fairy Grandmother... I can go back with you and third uncle."

"I have to stay here for a few more days."

The eldest grandma said in a calm voice, "If you wait for me, it will be too late. You know your mother's temper, and she is always jumping at home. You are obedient, go home first, and don't worry the family."

As she said that, the grandma arranged for the third uncle to buy a ticket for Ren Xin, and Gao Dazhuang was next to him, "No, third uncle, I will just take Ren Xin to buy the ticket, and I have to go to Jingwei's house by the way, and her box is still there." It's kept at Jingwei's house..."

"You are……"

Grandma frowned when she saw Gao Dazhuang, "A classmate of my Jingwei?"

"Ah, yes!"

Gao Dazhuang even tidied up his clothes on purpose, and bowed in front of the grandma, "You are Jingwei's grandma, right? She often mentions you to me, and I know you are very powerful in Mohe." Sir, I admire it very much, I am Jingwei's deskmate, my name is Gao Dazhuang, and I am still with Jingwei..."

"Ahem!~"

I coughed twice to remind him to pay attention to the scale when he speaks. I have talked to him about some things. Grandma doesn't agree with me before. Don't miss it!

"Still playing with Jingwei!"

Needless to say, Gao Dazhuang's ability to adapt, "Grandma, I am the monitor in the class, and I am also Jingwei's best friend..."

"Oh, this time, I heard that Jingwei's father said that you also helped a lot..."

Grandma nodded lightly, "In order to save her, did you jump into the river?"

"Hey, it's all little things!"

Gao Dazhuang was embarrassed, "Believe it or not, I think Jingwei is my very important friend. Of course, don't think too much about it. Jingwei and I are very simple friends. I can't See what happened to her!"

Yo hello!

Who can think too much!

"Ah, I know, thank you..."

Grandma and Gao Dazhuang chatted a few more words, and Ren Xin reluctantly said goodbye to me first, and I felt uncomfortable. The best sisters traveled across mountains and rivers to see me. After a mouthful of warm noodles, I met such a thing when I turned around, worrying about people!
What can you say?
Love, I keep it all in my heart.

I think of a contradictory sentence. In life, everyone should be Chunhui, giving warmth to others. Today, the relationship between people should be more like this. Between friends, treat people with sincerity and take care of each other. , warm each other?

Ren Xin, we have a long time to come.

……

"Jingwei, your classmate is tall and strong, the child seems to have a hard life..."

As soon as Ren Xin and Gao Dazhuang left, the grandma looked at the closed ward door and sighed softly, I wiped my face with a tissue, "Gao Dazhuang's life is very hard, his parents died when he was very young ..."

I had finished crying, but when Ren Xin left just now, she shed tears again!
The point is that she cries a lot, I can't stand that at this point!
I don't know if it's because of grandma, our little heart is fragile!

"That's it."

Grandma sighed, "That's the only name for him? I see, that child has a deep relationship with you, very much like the second god beside you..."

"No."

We also think he is!

Who is willing to go all over the world to find the second god who suits them?

But an Oolong with the same name as Teng Fei is enough.

"Grandma, his name is not Tengfei, I asked, he has no other name or nickname..."

I muttered, "But I've seen those things with him, he can really help me, and he also takes special care of me at school."

"Well, that child has a good heart and can tell..."

The grandma put her arms around my shoulders, and slowly brought back the topic, "Jingwei, you really don't blame me and..."

"It's over."

Not to mention strange or not!
The third uncle also made it clear, what is the difficulty, who is alive, has no worries or ways of fighting, just think about it, if Ye Hongxia really did what she did back then, everything today would not have happened.

I may, forever and ever, think of her as my real mother.

only!
No 'if.' '

"Then I won't say much about grandma... the third child..."

Grandma turned her head and looked at the third uncle next to her, "Have you talked about Yuting's affairs with the child... It's because Yuting waited three years before agreeing to go on the road..."

"said!"

The third uncle nodded, "I have made it clear to the girl before and after..."

"That's good."

Grandma was still rubbing my shoulder with her palm, "Jingwei, your mother Yuting, she should have been on the road a long time ago, but she has been dragging on, just worried about you... I didn't expect it, here I am, It still happened..."

I lowered my eyes, not knowing what to say.

"Last night, I had a chat with Yuting at home. It's all clear, and she can't make trouble anymore. Otherwise, she won't be able to get on the road in the future. She wants to live. This is all down here. account..."

I was shocked when I heard it, "Grandma, then let my mother go on the road quickly, otherwise how will I be reincarnated?"

Even if people leave, they can't kill people indiscriminately!

No, what are you doing?
Do you want to reincarnate? !

You can't really stay here to stand up, what's the matter!
"Yes, that's what I said too, Yu Ting said, she agreed to leave..."

"?!"

I looked up at Grandma, "Is it because the words have been spoken... She put it down?"

"Whether to let go or not, I don't know."

The grandma never stopped sighing, "She has a request. She wants to come back and stay with you for three days. At this point, it can be regarded as covering the remaining three years. After three days together, she can leave with peace of mind."

Stay with me for three days?

I was a little puzzled, "Grandma, how can I accompany you?"

"Aunt Hei, there is a distance between people and dirty things. Yu Ting has been away for so many years. If Jing Wei spends three days with her, the girl will be seriously ill in the end!"

The third uncle became anxious when he heard it, and hurriedly answered the words beside him, "I don't agree with this matter!"

"Don't worry, Yuting and I have discussed it."

The grandma waved her hand, "This matter will not harm Jingwei's body. She has missed children too much for so many years, so let her take a good look at Jingwei, and let Jingwei call her more." Shengma...Jingwei, do you agree?"

"..."

How could you not agree!

No matter how you accompany, I have no objection!

That is my own mother, the poor woman who silently protects me from behind!
……

After we talked about it, it was easy. Grandma knew my plan and didn't intervene too much, especially when she heard me say that cooking and lighting a fire can do everything now, and she quietly wiped her tears behind her back.

I know she's distressed, let's not talk about what my mother and grandma said, how did I learn these things, why my mother got angry, just think about the process!
But even if the mood is complicated, the feet have to move forward.

People, you have to face life!
That afternoon, my third uncle discharged me from the hospital. I called Gao Dazhuang, knowing that he was still at the station to see Ren Xin off, and told him to go home and not go back to the hospital, and then put down the phone.

I wanted to go directly to my third uncle's house with my grandma, but after thinking about it, I decided to go back to my father's place to pack things first.

"sister!"

As soon as he entered the yard, Zhu Hao ran out, "If I had known you would wake up so soon, I would have waited for you to leave the hospital together!"

My heart aches when I see the scabs on his face that haven't faded away, especially, the last hand he let go...

Brat, you're afraid of hurting me.

I looked at his faint smile, raised my finger and pointed at the sun, "Does it feel good to live in this precious world..."

"it is good."

Zhu Hao's eyes were red as soon as they were mentioned, and he took off his glasses and wiped them, "I thought I was going to die...Brother Da Zhuang said, you jumped down to save me without thinking..."

"Silly."

The corners of my lips are grinning, the cold wind is still shaved, "What does the poem say, we walked so far, we went to find a lamp, you said, it is right next to the sea, as beautiful as a kumquat, everyone likes it children will grow up in the morning."

Zhu Hao sniffed, the pitiful boy said, "Don't be sour at this time."

"Pfft~"

I almost couldn't hold back, "Why, did you wake up after taking a cold bath?"

Zhu Hao pursed his mouth, "I almost thought I was going to have abscisic acid..."

Whoops!
The "Xian'er" in Jie Gao Dazhuang's mouth really makes me laugh!

I raised my hand to wipe his tears, "Okay, okay, why don't you give me a few words, quick! Let me see your abnormal side, or I will think your head is flooded! The penultimate Second, we must keep it!"

Zhu Hao almost made me laugh, crying and laughing, "Your smile is the smile of the sea embracing the island, the smile of the stars jumping on the waves, the smile of the coconut trees covering the coconuts, your smile makes the night run away... I am so honored, I have a very beautiful sister..."

"sure!"

I raised my eyebrows, "I'll turn a corner and flatter you~"

What is this called?
Life is like an ant, but beauty is like a god.

While talking, I saw my parents coming out of the house with my grandma and third uncle, no, to be precise, it was my father and Zhu Hao's mother!

To be honest, when I saw Dad's expression, I thought he was constipated!
Looking at each other for a while, I hold back for him!
"dad!"

I greeted Ye Hongxia first, then looked at Ye Hongxia again, "...Auntie."

"..."

Ye Hongxia was in a daze, her expression was funny, as if she was not used to hearing me call auntie, but she didn't dare to open her mouth to say anything, she was very afraid of my appearance, and cowered by my father's side, listlessly, without the previous command at all. The lazy landlady state when I work.

It seems that I was really scared by my own mother.

"Aunt……?"

My name seemed to shock everyone present, and my father couldn't hide his embarrassment, "Well, even if you know it, you don't need to..."

"Forget it!"

The third uncle waved his hand, "It's not wrong to call me aunt! If Hongxia is in place, she won't be able to make it this far... Dashan, I just explained to you that the child will move to live with me in the future. You...live your life as you want."

It can be seen that the third uncle is still angry with Ye Hongxia, standing next to her, he also loves to talk to her, and he simply told me to go back to the house to pack my things.

"Sister, you have to go..."

Zhu Hao followed me, "Where are you going? I'm not here to celebrate the New Year. Brother Da Zhuang just brought Sister Ren Xin back to pick up things and didn't say you were leaving."

"I'm not leaving, I'm just going to live at my third uncle's house in the future."

I pulled out the luggage bag and packed the simple clothes. Outside the window, they were still in the yard. Dad made it clear that he didn't want me to go, but he couldn't say anything to keep me away.

As for the mother, she was completely quiet. On the surface, she was a victim and almost drowned, but after the facts became clear, she was more guilty than anyone else.

"That……"

"Don't you know everything?"

I put my schoolbag on my back and looked at him, "Zhu Hao, do you know everything about the family?"

My aunt just now just surprised the people present, but no one questioned it.

What do you mean, everyone in the family is a mirror!
There is no secret at all!

"I know you were not born by my mother."

Zhu Hao said, "Your mother has already..."

"Then you know why your mother and you almost drowned?" I continued to ask.

Zhu Hao nodded, "I know a little bit, it wasn't Ye Hongling who made the trouble, but your own mother, because my mother was not good to you, and your own mother was angry, so she was going to show up...to kill my mother and me...to give You vent your anger..."

It's so clear!

There is no way to hide this stuff!

"Zhu Hao, will you be angry with me then?"

"Why am I angry! These have nothing to do with us!"

Zhu Hao emphasized, "We are both victims! Besides...my mother is indeed too much. Since she didn't give birth to you, she can't be so troublesome and always make you do this and that. I have long felt that She is too much... But, your own mother is too scary, she dares to kill people... How can..."

After talking for a long time, Zhu Hao himself couldn't tell whether he was still a child after all.

"Zhu Hao, let's not talk about those unpleasant things. I'm just going to live with my third uncle. If you have nothing to do, you can come and play with me. Turn around, I'll use this little sun for you..."

I smiled casually, don't talk about these things anymore, it's boring!

"Remember, no matter where you come from, you will always be my younger brother. This will not change."

"but……"

Zhu Hao's brows were twisted into Sichuan characters, "You have to go."

"It's not necessary, it should be..."

With a calm tone, I moved my chin towards the window, "If I'm here, your mother will feel uncomfortable... I'll leave, it's good for everyone, do you understand?"

Zhu Hao lowered his face and said sullenly, "After that, no one will answer me when I knock on the wall..."

"Hey! Don't respond, you little coward, I'll scare you again!"

I snorted, and patted him on the shoulder, "Okay, my sister can be regarded as providing you with a place to run away from home. Make a plan in advance. In the future, if you are in a bad mood, go to me, and my sister will give you a place to go." Make a big meal and eat..."

Zhu Hao is not talking, there is some discord, he understands better than me.

When I left the room, my father saw that I was still in a hurry, "Okay..."

"Dad, I'm really fine!"

I was so generous, I was quite relaxed to be able to leave, as if I was relieved!

"Third Uncle's family is big. As I said earlier, it will be convenient for me to study. Don't worry about it. Come with me...Auntie, it's okay, ah."

Dad wanted to say something, but in the end he gave Ye Hongxia a wordless glance, and Ye Hongxia lowered her head even lower.

When we left, Zhu Hao and his father sent us to the entrance of the alley. Ye Hongxia stood still at the gate of the courtyard, watching us off.

The expressions of each of these grown-ups are really responding to each other's thoughts.

I didn't have time to think about them. I didn't let my father and Zhu Hao follow me when I got on the taxi.

……

The third uncle’s house was still on the second floor, and as soon as he entered the yard, the third uncle would clean up the snow in the yard. I helped the grandma to heat up the heating. Although the heating in my house was troublesome, it was safer and warmer than the stove.

After a lot of work, the third uncle let me live in his former bedroom, with a double bed, just so I can live with my grandma. The most important thing is that the master bedroom has a desk, and the room is sunny and warm.

"Girl, I don't come back many times. From now on, I will live in the second bedroom next to it, and there is a room available. You can live in any of your classmates and friends when you come to visit, and you can do whatever you want..."

The third uncle is careful, "You can see for yourself, everything that is master's is for the apprentice, anyway, it will be yours from now on!"

I felt very sorry, "Third Uncle, I will definitely be filial to you in the future."

"Dare to be filial!"

The third uncle took out a new bed sheet and quilt cover for me to put on, "I will give you a discount for not being filial to your legs!"

"Is that so..."

When I saw this, I limped and dangled, "Third uncle, how can you be filial to you if your legs are broken... Let's discuss and discuss, can you leave me a pair of good legs, not 1.6 meters by 1.7 meters, it doesn't look good."

"This girl!"

The third uncle couldn't help laughing, and the eldest grandma also pulled the corners of her mouth beside her. The atmosphere was a bit better.

……

That night, my grandma and I slept on the big bed in the master bedroom. I asked her when her mother would come and if she wanted to do some formations. The grandma just said that I would know when the time came. .

I could only endure it, tossing and turning, I couldn't sleep well all night.

……

'Ding dong~~ ding dong~~~'

Just after breakfast, the doorbell outside the courtyard rang, and the grandma signaled me not to clean up the table, "Jingwei, go and open the door."

I understood something in a trance, but I couldn't believe it, my own mother...

Can you come here in broad daylight? !

swagger?
Will you ring the doorbell politely?

Among other things, there are stone lions to ward off evil spirits in Sanshu's courtyard!

It's ridiculous!
The third uncle followed me, holding a black cloth in his hand, and covered the heads of the two lions...

I'm more sure, it's her!

It's just that the door of the third uncle's house is not hollowed out, it is very tight, and I can't see the outside. Listening to the doorbell, I slowly opened the door latch...

'Squeak—'

As soon as the iron door rang, I was completely stunned when I looked at the people outside the door, and my neck was stiff!
My first reaction was...Zhu Xiaoying? ! ! !
Isn't she in a mental hospital!
'Zhu Xiaoying' has lost a lot of weight, and has heavy wrinkles around her eyes. She is wearing a thick down jacket, which is still dirty, as if she came out of the gate, and the duck down is poking out from the sleeves~
However, she looked at me and smiled very gently and gently. Tears shone lightly in her eyes under the morning sun in the winter morning. When she met mine, she hurriedly adjusted her hairstyle and dress. Cautiously said, "Manman... I can finally come to see you..."

I moved my lips tremblingly, "...Mom?"

(End of this chapter)