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Chapter 165 People are like articles, each should have its own characteristics
Dad originally wanted to cover it up, so he just found an excuse and said that Chen Yingming drove Ye Hongling to do errands, but there was an accident, and the neighbors couldn't think too much about it. Who knew that Zhu Xiaoying scolded me at my house every day, and they wanted to hear it No less!

Impressed!

"Sister, tell me, turn around, do we have to move?"

Zhu Hao looked at the back of the neighbor walking away and opened his mouth softly, "If you don't leave, you will really become a celebrity in this area."

"I read a book..."

I took a breath, and replied lightly, "It said above, everything in the world is full of grievances, and you can only understand the truth when you live to be 70 years old. You can choose other things in the world, but life can't Pick...you will find out after you see through that life is the future, not the past."

Simply understood, there is no obstacle that cannot be overcome.

This kind of shit is nothing in front of time, "You know, how did your sister and I grow up in Mohe? Amidst the sound of saliva, not only did I not drown, but on the contrary, I was pushed out by a body more than 1.7 meters tall. A big foot of size 39! As a human being, you have to look away!"

"Sister, what you said is not poetic at all!"

Zhu Hao caught up with me and got excited. When he entered the courtyard, he pointed to the small cherry tree that was half a person tall and unattended, "My family asks you, is the departure of the leaves the pursuit of the wind, or the tree? Don't keep it?!"

I glanced at the dilapidated courtyard at home, and turned my gaze to Zhu Hao's face, "That's called abscisic acid."

"..."

Zhu Hao was stunned, "What's so sour?"

"Not sour!"

I threw down the three characters and went straight back to my hut. That bit of unlucky Shixing really happened regardless of the occasion!

"Hey! Sister, what do you mean!"

Zhu Hao called me from outside the window, "The school hasn't asked for leave yet! Lend me your mobile phone! I have to tell the teacher that I didn't miss class on purpose! Sis!"

I didn't answer, sat on the bed and took a look at the call records with my mobile phone, there were teachers from Qi, and tall and strong...

I ran so fast this morning that I was taken directly to the police station without my phone.

First, I called Teacher Qi and told her that there was an emergency at home, and I would go to class in the afternoon. Gao Dazhuang sent two text messages to reassure him.

This guy didn't understand, so he asked me in a text message, "Er Donkey, why are you busier than the secretary-general every day, and you always have something to do at home?" '

wipe!
I silently spit out a dirty word, you think I think? !
The call has never been in Harbin, have you stopped, sisters?
……

Before going to school, Lian Jun called me. The surname Du was indeed a suicide. There was no other fingerprint on the hemp rope except the deceased himself. The time of death was presumed to be three in the middle of the night.

The man surnamed Du seemed drunk at the time, and staggered into the alley of my house, holding a hemp rope cover in his hand.

Because there was no monitoring in the alley, the death process can only be deduced. It is certain that the noose was bound and hanged by the deceased himself.

So far, dead.

I was worried when I heard it, and I became more and more sure that the person surnamed Du was squinted by something dirty!

Shake it!
I don't even need to ask Lian Jun that the magic stick on the monitor didn't hit the ground on his heels and didn't run away!

Medically, exaggerated and alternative suicides are judged as hysteria, or hallucinations, that is, various mental diseases.

But in our husband's opinion, there is something worn out that wants his life!
For example, I was taken by the green clothes in the northeast and almost committed suicide!
"Lian Jun, are you still at the police station? Have you seen my parents?"

"No."

Lian Jun replied in a clear voice, "I'll go back after I'm sure. Officer Yu contacted the police who accompanied your parents. They are still accompanying your sister-in-law in the hospital. Judging from the test results sent back, your sister-in-law should be schizophrenic. It also includes mania and anxiety, which is definitely going to be hospitalized, and you have to be mentally prepared."

"..."

I lowered my eyes, "Are you crazy?"

"almost."

Lian Junyin lowered her voice, "Her thoughts and behaviors are beyond her control, so she will definitely not be able to go home again. In this way, you can wait for your parents to go back to the hospital. I can..."

"Need not!"

I interrupted him, knowing that Lian Jun would help, but my dad might not appreciate it, "Let's wait until my parents come back. If my sister-in-law is really...then normal treatment, my dad will arrange it, you do it Enough is enough, really..."

Lian Jun didn't respond in a hurry, and it took me a while to call my name, "Manman."

"Ok?"

I was carrying my schoolbag and was about to leave the yard, when I heard Lian Jun whisper into the microphone, "Have you thought about it?"

"Thinking about what?"

"Thinking about this matter is related to me..."

Lian Juan lowered his voice, "After all, I threatened him, and it is true that I ordered someone to teach him a lesson. Only a few days later, he died like this. Of course, it doesn't matter if he dies, but I'm afraid, how much do you want?" miss me."

"That……"

I was stunned, "Why are you afraid of me thinking too much?"

"do not know."

Lian Jun's voice was low and calm, "You are still young, I don't want you to touch these things, or if you have misunderstood me, if you feel uncomfortable, you must tell me, absolutely..."

"Series!"

I pursed my lips, "You haven't asked me how the shoes are!"

Lian Jun's voice paused, "...how is it?"

"Warm! Very sweet!"

I laughed out of the corners of my mouth, "I wish Jingwei Yeva Valeria, thank you for the great benefits of the series! Momoza!"

"What? Is it another word from your side?"

Lian Jun's chuckling voice came from the receiver, and he immediately turned serious, "As long as you like it, remember, you will give me one yuan later, and one cent less... I will kill you."

"you dare!"

I stared, "Ah!!"

Lian Jun smiled lowly, he would naturally understand my subtext, he didn't say much about the death of the god stick, he asked me a few words, and then hung up the phone.

I looked at the black screen and exhaled lightly, and understood Lian Jun's meaning, this person is not afraid of anyone, but he is afraid of me worrying too much!

Of course, if you were someone else, you would definitely think about it, why did he commit suicide?Did Lian Jun threaten him with psychological trauma?
Just like what is said in the book, there is a reason for everything, and in each reason, there are several turns.

But who am I!
Sisters who have been whipped to become husbands last year, can their brain circuits be the same as ordinary people!

I haven't given Lian Jun any thought about this matter!
In other words, why was Lian Jun involved?

God is still afraid that I miss him too much?
What I'm afraid of is that he will be implicated!
Who doesn't have a headache when this shit happened in my family, it was clearly explained by the Huang Daoist, but in the end these people made a mess by themselves!
God's sins are still forgiven, self-inflicted sins are not allowed to live!
……

Dad's mobile phone has not been connected, and I was a little absent-minded in the afternoon class. Seeing that Gao Dazhuang was going to be poor, he directly warned him not to bother me!
The big aunt didn't come, the little aunt is annoying!

After all, they are all a family, and there is no way to completely stay out of it.

After school, as soon as I left the school gate, I saw Shi Jiu waiting by the roadside, "Hey, why are you here? My dad has a lot of things at home recently, so I can't come to pick you up..."

"I'm waiting for you."

Shi Jiu looked at me indifferently, raised his hand, and stopped a taxi, "Your brother didn't come today, so I'll take you home."

Ah!
Just stare at me!
I was not polite, I got into the taxi directly, and after a short while, my phone buzzed twice, I clicked on it, Shi Jiu is also funny, and the car owner wasted a dime to send me a message!
There is only one sentence, "According to the development of the situation, will you and Lian Shao get married as soon as they graduate?" '

"?!"

I frowned, and before I could reply, Shi Jiu sent another message, "Student, don't think too much, I just want to flatter you. In the future, you and Lian Shao will get married. Don't forget our road friends." Sincerely, I hope you will improve a lot. '

"puff!"

my God!

Is there such a flatterer!

Straightforward!

Can you write euphemism?
"that……"

I directly nodded Shi Jiu's back, opened my mouth and replied, "Don't worry, one day, I will treat you to a wedding candy, remember to follow suit."

Tiny!

Shi Jiu didn't turn his head back, but the face in the indoor mirror actually had a smile, and turned back to me with the corner of his lips, "I wish you, the simple and straightforward you, are cuter."

"That is!"

There are so many cute places for sisters!
I am also not humble, "Student Shi, like his light and like his dust, no one is perfect. I have many shortcomings, but I also have many advantages. Being a person should be the same as governing a country. You should be simple and simple, learn without worry, and be less selfish." Few desires, understand?"

Shi Jiu smiled lightly, "The cold wood never withers, the spring blossoms bloom, and people are like articles, so naturally each has its own characteristics."

"My darling..."

Before I could return, the driver brother sighed and continued, "Why do high school students speak so politely now, or something like that?"

I rubbed the bridge of my nose and smiled lightly, even though I was tired, I still found it interesting.

Lian Jun really has discerning eyes, Shi Jiu is a troublemaker!
……

"sister!"

As soon as he entered the hospital, Zhu Hao came out of his hut and reported the first-hand news to me, "Zhu Xiaoying...is completely crazy and can't come back."

Not surprisingly.

Lian Jun already told me.

Even if Lian Jun didn't mention it, I would know it.

"How is Mom and Dad?"

"Still in the house..."

I glanced at my parents' room, the lights were on, maybe I heard the voice of Zhu Hao and I talking, and my father yelled to let us in.

"In the afternoon, we got a clear understanding of the situation from the police station. The man surnamed Du committed suicide..."

Dad's house smelled of smoke, the ground was dirty, the broken glass hadn't been replaced, the wind had blown holes in the pasted plastic sheeting, and it was rustling, and it was cold, cold, and oppressive everywhere, " Those who lack great virtue will die as soon as they die, and I don’t know where the convulsions occurred, but they ran to the door of Xiaoying’s house and hanged themselves..."

Zhu Hao and I stood aside, watching my father sitting on the sofa smoking a cigarette and talking, while my mother seemed to have lost her soul, sitting by the bed, her face was pale, and there was a knot on her forehead after a broken head. Scab, in a daze, not knowing what he was thinking.

"Aunt of both of you, I was stimulated..."

Dad sniffed, his eyes were red, "When she was a child, she couldn't be angry. When she got angry, she would twitch... Your grandma and I always let her, tolerate her, endure her... who knows, Now that it's here, she's still... still... oh!"

The atmosphere is frozen——

Seeing my father like this made me feel uncomfortable, yes, I have no relationship with Zhu Xiaoying, but she is my father's biological sister, so I should call her aunt anyway.

I was angry with her, hated her, hated her, and I didn't want to see her turn into a fool in the end, crazy woman!
Kindness is something, sometimes even if you feel that there is too much uselessness, you have to admit that it is something that invades a person's bone marrow.

People with it, even if they have already gritted their teeth against a person, they can't do anything against their conscience.

I am so sorry to wish Xiaoying, but it is strange, seeing her suffer, but I am not the slightest happy, and I can't convince myself that nothing happened, on the contrary, I am still very depressed.

"never mind!"

My father smacked out the cigarette butt after saying a word, raised his eyes and looked at Zhu Hao and me, "What do you two want to talk about, now, everything is settled, your little sister, she will stay in the hospital from now on Got it, I figured it out now, even though she has a mental problem, at least there is a place where she won't be tossing around... Life, no matter what, has to go on, your grandma said when she left, Our family has to live a good life. During this period of time, there are too many things, and we all have to..."

"good luck."

My mother suddenly called my name, and slowly looked over with red, swollen and absent-minded eyes, "Where did you get your shoes from?"

"..."

I froze for a moment, I didn't expect that she would suddenly ask me this, "This is... bought."

"Where did the money come from?"

My mother's voice is hoarse, like sandpaper, and everyone who listens scratches their ears.

"Yes……"

"Mom, it's my sister's lucky money."

Zhu Hao responded beside me without changing his expression, "She is not in good health, and she catches a cold easily if she catches a cold, so I bought a pair of cotton shoes, it's a trivial matter."

"Small thing?"

The corner of the mother's lips curled up strangely, "Didn't your sister's New Year's money be used to buy me that scarf? Why do you still have money to buy snow boots? Besides, it looks very expensive, maybe thousands of dollars... "

"Hongxia, what are you talking about?"

Dad was puzzled, "I'm talking about what the family said, and the shoe matter is being discussed later, so don't be confused..."

"I'm talking about family matters."

Mom stood up from the bed, trembling slightly, "Little Haoer, tell me, who bought your shoes for you?"

"Lian Jun."

"what!!"

Dad became anxious when he heard that, "Good boy! How can you..."

"Mountain."

Mother raised her hand and interrupted father's words, "That Lian Jun, you are really kind to our little Haoer. I have a suggestion... Let Xiao Haoer go with him."

"..."

Dad was dumbfounded again, as if he doubted his hearing, and looked at mom blankly, "What did you say?"

"Let Haoer go with Lian Jun."

My mother looked at me with a tired look, and raised her chin slightly, "Didn't Xiao Haoer be taken away by him that night? It seems that the conditions are not bad, and Luobei is also fine. I think it's best to go with him... ...But it seems that Xiao Haoer doesn't like Luo Bei, so let's go with Lian Jun, Haoer, pack your things and go..."

"Ye Hongxia!!"

Dad's slap suddenly lifted, "You are sick! Ah! Which thread is wrong and you say this! Could it be that you are also mentally split! How old is Xiaohao! It's time to go to school! What are you doing! !"

"Hehehe..."

My mother looked at my father without any fear, trembling with a smile, "Zhu Wenshan, didn't you say you wanted to make our family's life easier? My suggestion is to make our family's life easier, little good boy!" What a heart, she knows how to wear new shoes after so many things happened to our family, does this mean she wants to leave? Please think about it, since Xiao Haoer came back, has this unlucky incident in our family just happened, she If you don’t give me a scarf to make Hongling think about it, can Hongling find friends to buy it for her?”

"That's your sister with shallow eyelids!"

Dad's face froze, "What does it have to do with Haoer! It's a mistake for her to honor you!!"

"Don't yell at me..."

Mom raised her hand, "I've seen through it a long time ago, Zhu Xiaoying said something that is true, Haoer, she is our family's funeral star, she called her, but as soon as she arrived, our family was in trouble, I ran into a Taoist priest when I went to a grave for our mother, the disaster was not broken, and both of them died... and my sister, didn't she see it, it was a reminder, in the end, she died... and This morning...Zhu Xiaoying is also stupid. In our house, if she doesn't come back, everyone will be fine. Once she comes back, she will be dead, crazy...Who will be next, it should be me, I wish Wenshan, you have to go to my grave soon..."

'Snapped! ! ! '

Dad swung the slap, and the mother who slapped her groaned and shrank onto the bed, her hair flicked up, covering her entire face when she fell, and she was motionless at that moment——

"dad!!"

This blow was so ruthless that Zhu Hao couldn't bear to look at it anymore, and stepped forward to block in front of his father, "What are you doing!"

"Get out of the way!!!"

Dad pushed Zhu Hao away, staring at his mother on the bed with red eyes, "Ye Hongxia! Haoer is our daughter! How can you say such a thing! If you don't want to think about it! Let's get a divorce! Don't forget! You were the one who cried Shouting to marry me!!"

Mother lay on the bed, and after a while, she trembled and cried, "You hit me... you really hit me... I have suffered so much with you... I have suffered so much... You actually said to hit..."

"You are talking nonsense and I will beat you!!"

Dad looked like he was going crazy, "This family, since it's in disarray! One more you is not too much! One less you is a lot! Don't want to let it go! Get out of here!!!"

Zhu Hao was startled, and looked at me in a daze, "Sister, talk to me, sister..."

What am I going to say?
I do not know.

"Okay..."

My mother cried for a while, and looked at me with a swollen face. She moved slowly with her arms supporting her upper body, facing me, and on the bed, she actually knelt down for me, "Okay, please, Mom. You... please go, walk in your new shoes... I can't take it... I can't take it...we'll be fine when you're not back...we'll be fine when you're back Please... please... let's go, let's go..."

"..."

I stood stiffly, as if there was a sore in my heart. Every time my mother said a word, red blood flowed from the sore, and I opened my mouth numbly, "Mom, you said, you must give birth to me...you forgot Did you say that you must give birth to my..."

"I never said that!!"

My mother cried and shook her head at me, wishing to bow to me, "Please leave this house! Please!! Good luck! Just treat me like a mother without me! I beg you! I can't take it anymore! I Now when I see you, I think of Hong Ling! Please go! Let us go clean!"

"Okay, I'll go."

I squeezed my voice, gritted my teeth hard, and couldn't help but shed tears, "I, I just..."

"Don't go!!"

Dad turned his face and stared at me, "This is your home! Where are you going! Go back to the house, go back to your room for me!! You forgot what your grandma said! Live well here! You forgot!! !"

I haven't forgotten, but...

It's hard to argue with a hundred mouths, exhausted physically and mentally.

Calamity!
Who wants to look at home like this!
It's not that I haven't tried hard, and it's not that I haven't licked my face to tell others, but no one listens to me!

Why does life draw a big circle, no matter what happens, it must be pointed at me?

"You go back to your house!!"

I was pushed and shoved out of their house by my dad, 'bang'!With a bang, I closed my own half of the room.

Dad might be afraid that I would run away, so he locked the door outside, turned around, and told Zhu Hao loudly, "Take care of your sister! Don't let her be aroused by your mother's nonsense!!"

"okay."

Zhu Hao replied in disbelief, and went back to his room and was still knocking on the wall, "Sister, my mother is a big layman, she must have been stimulated by recent events, she is not normal, don't worry too much about it." Thinking about it, if she slows down later, she will feel that the words are too serious...Miss?"

"..."

I was sitting in the dark hut, and the tears seemed to be disconnected, and they kept flowing. In the past 17 years, no matter whether it was real crying or fake crying, I probably didn’t cry as much after I came to Harbin.

"Sister, listen to me..."

Zhu Hao comforted me on the other side of the wall, "Dream, quietly, a note came, telling me that life is fake, life said, no! It's a dream."

I twitched the corners of my salty mouth, and I could still hear my mother yelling loudly, thinking of Gu Cheng's "My Fantasy"——

I am dreaming, the fantasy is being shattered, the fantasy always forgives the shattering, shattering...but never let the fantasy go.

"...Zhu Wenshan! Don't scare me! Zhuhao is a disaster! Whoever gets close to her will be unlucky!!"

My mother's hoarse voice kept attacking my eardrums, "It's true! She didn't let our family have any good things! By the way! Not only our family, but the classmates who played well with her are also unlucky! Then Tall and strong, why did you stab someone, because of her!!"

"Sister, don't listen..."

Zhu Hao knocked on the wall, "Cover your ears, if you don't want to listen to the song, don't..."

I am speechless...

I bent down bent down, and covered my heart with all my strength. It hurt so badly that it felt like it was being torn apart. The wound on my back shoulder from the whip also started to sting slightly. I opened my mouth halfway, as if every time my mother shouted, there was An invisible dagger will stab me hard!
Bloody, one knife after another!

Zhu Jingwei, why are you still alive! !
My eyes are black, the liquid is dripping~
There were tears shed. In the room, there was only the sound of the clock jumping. There was a coolness everywhere, reflecting the mother's yelling, which was more clear.

I endured the pain in my heart. What's ridiculous is that in my mind, the things that the person in the dream gave me were clearly reflected, "Sealing the mouth... Starting the Nine Dragons... Hundred solutions... The Mountain Curse..."

Whispering, I couldn't tell whether I was laughing or crying, my heart throbbed with pain, but the things in my mind kept coming out one after another, "Grandma, break...I don't want to break...It hurts..."

"How can I tolerate it!!"

Turning around, my mother's voice was still echoing outside the window, "Can she do something that makes me happy! Can she! Zhu Wenshan! Wake up! Now that she has grown up! Do you still want to fix it?" What feelings! Does she have feelings for you?! Ah?!!"

"mom……"

I silently yelled this word, wept, and couldn't see anything clearly...

Are you going to give birth to me!

It was you who desperately shouted on the cart to give birth to me!

'Ring ring ring~~~'

The phone rang suddenly, and when I took it out, it turned out to be a call from the grandma, with a good understanding?

I did not answer.

Seeing that Grandma didn't use the landline, I pressed it, trembling my fingers, and sent back a text message, "Grandma, I'm studying.

It was the first time that I hung up on Grandma's phone, Zhu Jingwei, you have taken the courage of the ambitious leopard.

The grandma is not very good at sending text messages, and the old lady didn't know how long she worked on before she replied with five words, 'Okay, you write well. '

Through the screen, I seem to be able to see how she is careful not to disturb me~
"I also made a typo, it's learning..."

I murmured and wiped my tears vigorously, now how can I talk to her on the phone?
She will worry about me, and I will miss her even more...

"... Suzaku's temperament is really contradictory. It is noble, simple, hidden, but blazing like fire. According to legend, every time it dies, a fire will ignite around its body, and then it will be reborn in the fire, and it will be stronger than before. The powerful vitality is called Nirvana."

Grandma’s voice seemed to ring in my ears, and I was stunned, Nirvana?
Grandma, this process is painful, not just two words? !

I looked at the darkness in front of me, and my mother's yelling was still in my ears, and I opened my mouth silently——

"It is said that the setting sun is the end of the world, but you can't see home when you look to the end of the world."

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(End of this chapter)