Reborn Totalitarian Queen

Chapter 790 Allow me an afterlife, okay? (5)
"I'm afraid Duanmuqi's ultimate goal is not limited to keeping Nantang?" Yin Zhan asked, but his tone was determined.

For some things, even if there is no real evidence in hand, he can still infer the same from the person and temperament of the other party.

As for the final result that Duanmuqi wanted, even if he didn't say it, Song Chuxi actually knew it, but it didn't affect her much, so she didn't care about it.

"At least, so far, there is no conflict with me in what he has to do!" Song Chuxi said, straightening his back with a strong attitude.

Although she knew that from Yin Zhan's standpoint, he would be embarrassed, but——

She can't take care of him anymore.

After finishing speaking, she brushed Yin Zhan's hand away, turned around and left, "I know you are doing it for my own good, but I can't listen to you. I also know that as a member of the Yin family, you have your difficulties , if you are for the sake of your ancestors of the Yin family, I won’t blame you if you don’t fight me in the future. But——you don’t try to persuade me, even if you have to do it in the future I will burn everything together, and I will never watch Yin Shao and his father and son be proud again."

Burn together? !
Burning jade and stone together——

She didn't even understand what his most fearful and difficult thing was.

Yin Zhan stood alone in the cold wind of the night, smiled shyly, and when he spoke again, his voice became hoarse because of forbearance.

"Don't say such terrible things, okay?" His voice suddenly became very soft, and he sounded weak.

Song Chuxi didn't know if she heard what he said, but she just kept walking forward, Yin Zhan could only take two quick steps to catch up and grabbed her wrist.

Reflected by the half moon in the sky, Song Chuxi raised his head hastily, just in time to meet the mixed anger and panic in his eyes.

Song Chuxi smiled, "Didn't I tell you to treat me as dead?"

Before he finished speaking, Yin Zhan suddenly embraced her and kissed her.

He was so aggressive that he held her tightly in his arms, and just that hug almost made her suffocate.

Song Chuxi's muscles tensed for a while, and his breath rushed towards her face, but at that moment, what she felt was intense sadness and despair that could not be resolved.

If it hadn't been a mistake, if it hadn't been so much involuntary in the past, she should have been moved and compromised in the face of Yin Zhan, but now, there are too many unbearable pasts mixed in, so she has to stay out of her heart Fortify an icy wall of walls.

The better he treats her, the more she will shrink away.

She can't afford his unwavering love, and she deeply knows that she is not worthy of him at all, having come to this day with a devastated face.

He is uniquely blessed to enjoy all the honor and favor, the favored son of heaven, aloof; and she is just a dirty murder weapon that will keep him in pain, and she does not have all the good things that should belong to a woman. Yes, why can she approach him with peace of mind and accept all his gifts?

Song Chuxi didn't resist, but stood obediently and indifferently, neither refusing nor responding.

Yin Zhan hugged her tightly, entangled with his lips and tongue, he could absorb all the good feelings about her, but the tighter he hugged her, the more panic and powerlessness he felt in his heart.

In the end, he staggered and retreated into a blind corner behind a pillar.

Song Chuxi fell into his arms, without struggling from the beginning to the end, Yin Zhan embraced her, and suddenly smiled wryly.

"Shaorong, I love you! I used to think that the future would be long, and I would have a lifetime of time for you to listen to me say this, but I never thought that turning around would be a farewell to life and death." In the darkness, he looked down at her face Eyes, staring at her face, although everything in front of her, including his appearance, is not very real, Song Chuxi can still clearly feel the burning temperature in his eyes, imprinted on her skin, "So now, even if I know you will refuse, I will tell you now. I love you! Whether it is the past ten years or the next hundred years; whether you are alive or dead, and no matter where you are—— I love you, I will never change my heart!"

His warm fingers caressed her cheek, bringing a trembling that seemed to be felt.

His feelings have always been strong, and his confession has become more profound and explicit each time. Song Chuxi knows that this time and time again, he is really forced by her to become more desperate and helpless, otherwise he would not be like this.

But what can she do?

Song Chuxi turned her eyes away, a smile on the corner of her lips was extremely cold, and said softly: "Why bother?"

"Love is a thing. When you are here, I can be sweet to my heart. If you turn around—this pain, you should pay it back!" Yin Zhan smiled wryly, and rubbed the corners of her eyes with his fingertips, dyeing a faint smile. moisture.

He was startled, but then he clearly realized that she was at most just being forced to help her, rather than being really moved.

Once he had settled down, he let go of his hand slowly, and his tone slowly returned to calm, "I will tell you this today, not to force you, I know you don't want to hear or know, so just let me know." When I was selfish once, I just didn’t want to stay one day until you left me again, and I had to reincarnate the regrets I once had. I only said this once, and in the future—it won’t happen again .”

It's not like he can't just keep these words in his heart.

Although she knew that even if she said it, she would not give any response.

But after all, I was still afraid.

The last miss came too suddenly, like a nightmare that swept through my entire life.From the time she left to the time she came back, there were four years in between, so many days and nights that I didn't even know how I survived.

Like a walking dead, if it wasn't for Nuan Nuan who was always by his side, I would really feel that every time the night fell, there would never be dawn in the sky again.

He is not afraid of being separated from her, even if he does not see her in this life, he no longer dares to imagine the pain of being separated from yin and yang.

In this life, the biggest extravagant wish is to live under the same sky as the one he loves.

Once, in the 17 years before he met her, he had always been the proud son of heaven, aloof, the kind of self-proclaimed cengui's pride came from his blood, and went deep into his bones.

But after she walked into her life, she realized that she could abandon everything in front of her and humble herself into the dust willingly.

What kind of feeling is this?
The appearance of this woman seemed to force him to repay all the splendor and glory he had enjoyed in the past 17 years of high spirits. Since then, he has suffered a terrible defeat.

Yin Zhan leaned on the pillar with his back, only a more desolate wry smile overflowed from the corner of his lips.

"Yuanxiu——" Song Chuxi stood in front of him, although he let go, at this moment, she suddenly couldn't bear to back away, "Why do you treat me so well, you know, even if you once— I never loved you either!"

"But I love!" Yin Zhan said, a soft light flashed between his brows, his gaze was fixed on her face again in the darkness, and he said word by word: "I keep your past, look at your present, and wait for you future!"

"What if——you can't wait in the future?"

"Then—" Yin Zhan smiled. He was extremely gentle in that smile, but the expression in his eyes was so serious that it was almost solemn.

He looked at her, did not take any further action, just looked into her eyes, and said softly: "I really beg you once, allow me an afterlife, okay?"

He never asks for help, even if it is emotionally, he never humblely tries to keep him.

In this life, he is willing to spend all his time waiting for one person, but if I spend my whole life waiting all night with gray hair——

In the next life, can you allow me a shortcut?

because--

I don't want to miss it again and again.

What is lost cannot be found, and what is in front of you——

He knew she didn't want to, and he didn't want to force her.

Finally, what can be used to comfort myself——

But there is only a illusory future, a reincarnation that I don't know if I can wait for it.

Song Chuxi wanted to laugh, but tears rolled down her eyes at that moment.

(End of this chapter)