Reborn Totalitarian Queen

Chapter 525 Nuan Nuan, I owe her a debt! (1)
At that time?
At that time, the news of the marriage from the palace came suddenly, and she was not given any time to prepare in advance.

At that time, she was far away in the Beichuan Army, and by the time Mrs. Liao sent an urgent letter from home, everything was a foregone conclusion and could not be changed.

At that time, the fighting had ceased.

Two days before she received her mother's letter, Yin Zhan had already returned to Beijing.At that time, he left in a hurry, and before he left, he solemnly told her that no matter what happened, she would take it easy and wait for him to come back.

At that time, because his expression was too serious, she had an inexplicable bad feeling in her heart, but he left in a hurry, so she couldn't allow her to ask more questions.It was only after the news from Beijing that she suddenly realized that what he was referring to was the marriage bestowed by the royal family, and he returned to Beijing in such a hurry, most likely because of this matter.

It's not that she can't trust him, it's just because she knows the emperor's intentions and plans too well.Originally, it had a lot of military exploits and was close to Yin Zhan, which was why the emperor feared it. Even if Yin Zhan had the ability to turn the tide and stop this incident, it would only confirm the emperor's suspicion and let him It got worse and couldn't tolerate them.What's more, when things turned out, she wasn't the only one he wanted to eradicate, and the fire would burn directly on Yin Zhan.

A storm that can be calmed by the death of one person, why bother to take two people into it?
What's more, she couldn't let both her mother and Su Lan fall into danger because of the emperor's suspicion and intolerance.

So, she put all her eggs in one basket and replied her mother's letter while planning and arranging the accident before Yin Zhan returned to Beijing.

Only for the situation at that time, she had no choice at all in the situation at that time, it was the only way, even now, Song Chuxi can only say that it is the only way other than rebellion. Road.

She never felt that it was necessary to explain this matter to Yin Zhan, after all, he was also clear about the situation at that time, and he was clear about the pros and cons.

But now, she suddenly questioned with fierce words, and the tone of the question was unexpected by Song Chuxi.

What does he mean?
he--

Song Chuxi was startled, opened his mouth, but couldn't make a sound for a while, and stood there in astonishment, only frowning at him.

"You really don't know." Seeing her expression, Yin Zhan laughed at himself again, "We face each other day and night. After three years together, you really don't feel anything? Do you really think I love you?" , is it just the brotherhood of Yi Bo Yuntian? Shaorong, don’t you understand me? Don’t you know what kind of person I am? If it wasn’t for a reason, if it wasn’t for my plot against you, why would I give myself Carry a burden on you? Do you really think I will be such a generous and patient person?"

He's not, he never was.

Born in a royal family where the imperial power is supreme, and on the battlefield of iron and blood, he himself is a cold and cold person, and he and his clan brothers are just perfunctory and playful, but he is the only one who is tolerant and protective of her. .

At that time, she went north for the first time, and witnessed the bloody killing on the battlefield for the first time. A burden, cold and impatient.

but--

Since when did his attitude towards her suddenly change?
He is harsh and ruthless to others. In front of Wanjun, he has always been the God of War prince who is noble and noble, but he is the only one who treats her——

He was never demanding, and even thinking about it now, Song Chuxi couldn't remember when he said a harsh word to her.

In Tsuna's majestic army, that was almost impossible.

But probably because it has always been like this, she is actually used to it and takes everything for granted.She was used to his calmness in front of her, so even though what she saw most of the time was his harsh methods when rectifying military regulations, she never felt any sense of disobedience.

She was used to his two faces in front of people and in front of her, but she never thought about other aspects.

In fact, the difference between men and women is really great. Some innate things cannot be completely concealed by simply changing makeup.They were in the same military camp, and they met every morning and evening, no matter how well she pretended——

He is not a fool, how could he not see through her identity as a woman disguised as a man?
It's just that he didn't expose it.

Or to be more precise, not only did he not expose it, but he deliberately concealed it for her.

At that time, she knew that he had noticed it, but no one revealed the tacit understanding between each other.

She was too used to the little things during those three years, so she didn't think about how he treated her.

Song Chuxi's thoughts were confused, and he suddenly became a little at a loss, hesitatingly said, "I really don't know, you—we—"

In the end, it was incoherent.

"You don't know." Yin Zhan interrupted her, staring at her face for a moment, "I didn't have the patience to ask you to understand slowly, but now I don't know whether it was my fault or not. , or it should have been God’s will, that’s why I’ve come to where I am today.”

As he said, there was a sudden flood of pain in his eyes.

Song Chuxi had never experienced such a painful and out-of-control look on his face. She subconsciously wanted to move into the big bed, but she was still a step too slow, and she grabbed her wrist.

The temperature in his palm was scorching hot, with such force that it almost crushed her wrist bones, but she couldn't resist at all.

Yin Zhan dragged her over and looked her in the eyes closely, "Why? Why can't you wait a little longer? Why did you promise me that you could turn your back on everything as soon as I turned around? Even if you treat me No other thoughts—can't you give me even a little confidence? Why? Why must you do that? Huh?"

Just a little bit, just a little bit, but in the end——

This ending is still absurd, and there is no going back, and it has turned into a lifetime of hatred.

He was surprised to hear the bad news the day before he went to Beijing. At that time, he was in a daze. He immediately returned to the place where her accident happened to find her.He took people with him to the bottom of the cliff, scraped away the soil, and searched for her trace inch by inch. He always felt that it was a dream, it couldn't have come so suddenly, and he might wake up suddenly at some point.For half a month, he searched for it without sleep, and he was like a madman, and he didn't care about anything else. During this time, she had already escaped her shell and returned to the capital. When he was in the most painful and desperate time, she persuaded Liao Madame and Su Lan made the most appropriate and comprehensive arrangements for everything, cut off the past that he hadn't grasped in time, changed their red makeup, changed their identities——

(End of this chapter)