Unprepared for attacking wife

Chapter 195 If You Can Do It Over, She Will Still Fall in Love

The wind of the prairie is extraordinarily lonely.

Sitting in front of the old yurt by a small bonfire, Kapok leaned against Lian Qinghe, holding a stick in her hand, pulling potatoes in the bonfire from time to time, her face was reddened by the light of the fire.

"It'll be ready to eat in a while."

Lian Qinghe looked sideways, and Shu Er asked, "What kind of wedding do you want?"

Kapok was stunned, her eyes widened, and she asked in surprise, "You finally want to marry me?"

Although she has obtained a marriage certificate, she is the kind of person who is very conservative in her bones. In a wedding without a ceremony, she always feels that there is something missing and not so perfect.No woman can tolerate such shortcomings in her life, and she is no exception.

He laughed, raised his hand and touched her forehead, "Well, I want to marry."

What Kapok threw in his hands, jumped on him, and his smiling eyes, like the bright stars above his head, flashed and flashed into his heart.

"Any kind of wedding is fine! As long as the person standing next to you is you, I actually don't care!"

Lian Qinghe closed his eyes, thought for a while, and said, "I see."

Mu Mian raised her head and said encouragingly: "Mr. Lian, you are marrying a wife now, you must show some sincerity! Moreover, you are marrying such an excellent and beautiful wife as me!"

He nodded seriously, "That's the reason."

Gao Wa came out of the yurt, saw the two snuggling together, smiled, and brought the milk tea in his hand, "You are lucky, you can still drink such delicious Mongolian milk tea here."

After taking the cup, Kapok smelled it, the milk was mellow, and there was a faint plant fragrance, "It smells so good!"

Gao Wa said with a smile: "Adding lilies helps to sleep well."

She was about to leave, so she brought the horse over and told her repeatedly before leaving: "If you feel cold at night, add some firewood to the stove. It is not a joke to catch the wind and cold here." After getting on the horse, she muttered: "I really don't trust you guys. ah."

Kapok responded with a smile and waved to her, "We will take care of ourselves."

Gao Wa left, and the night became calm again.

Seeing that it was getting late, the two returned to the yurt, where the fire made the whole space warm.

When Mu Mian went to take care of the stove, Lian Qinghe suddenly asked, "Have you gone to the gynecology department?"

She coughed uncomfortably, blushing unnaturally, "Yeah."

After thinking about it, he turned to look at him, "Did Ah Qian tell you?"

She only asked him for this matter.

Lian Qinghe didn't answer, just asked: "What's the result? What did the doctor say?"

Kapok turned her head, "I won't see the report until next week."

The fact is that the doctor had informed her to go to the hospital long ago, but she kept procrastinating and didn't know the meaning of doing so.In short, I just don't want to know the answer too early, and I can give myself more hope.

"Come here," he said.

Kapok walked over and sat next to him.

Grabbing her hand and covering it in his palm, he looked sideways at her with a slight smile on his lips, "Do you know what the best time in my life is?"

Mu Mian curled her lips, "Do you still need to ask? Of course it's time to be with me!"

However, he shook his head.

"No? It seems that there is something hidden!"

Slowly stroking the back of her hand with his fingers, he said slowly, "It was the time when I was by your side silently."

Kapok froze, and he said: "At that time, I could not be discovered or thanked by you, but it made me feel that I was your patron saint. It is my bounden duty to protect you. It is so sacred that I will not allow anyone to violate it." ..." He laughed, "This is a person's sense of accomplishment."

Only he is qualified to experience it, but he is unwilling to share it with others.

Mu Mian listened, lowered his head, and clenched his big hand with his backhand.

She only blames time for being too indifferent, always taking everything away when she is the happiest, and she has nothing to do except compromise.

Looking up, her eyes were shaken and flickered by the dim light, "What now?" She asked him.

Lian Qinghe's black eyes met hers and he couldn't bear to move away, "Now... I have become greedy and want more."

Kapok laughed softly, and leaned on his shoulder, her face flushed by the fire together.This cold night also became the warmest frame in her memory.

In the early morning, Qiongda came over early to chop wood for breakfast outside.

Mu Mian opened the curtain and came out, and Qiongda stood there, smiling at her innocently, his hands were cramped and he didn't know where to put them.

"Have you eaten yet?" She smiled and said, "Let's eat together later."

He quickly shook his head and asked, "Where is Mr. Lian?"

Kapok looked into the distance, "He said to go for a walk."

When Qiongda heard this, he was a little nervous, "One...one person?" Then, he spun around like a chicken without a head, "One person...not good..."

Kapok patted him on the shoulder reassuringly, "Don't worry, he promised me that there will be no problems."

Qiongda's eyes widened in disbelief, "But... but Mr. Lian's body..."

Mu Mian stared into the distance with a smile, and said: "He is still in front of us, isn't he? It's time for him to feel the fact, why put the shackles on him so early."

Qiongda half understood, and said in unfamiliar Chinese: "Mr. Lian used to look at your photos every day when he lived here."

"Oh?" Kapok became interested, his eyes narrowed into a crescent shape, and he asked with a smile, "What kind of photo? Isn't it beautiful?"

Qiongda shook his head honestly, blushed and whispered, "It's not as good-looking as Qiqiqi."

Mu Mian burst out laughing, and Qiongda's face turned even redder. Fortunately, his skin was dark enough that it was not obvious. He hurriedly said, "Someone will send a lot of photos, and even the husband has carefully looked at each one."

The smile on Kapok's face gradually disappeared. After realizing what was happening, she squatted down slowly, hugged her knees, and buried her cheeks in it.

Qiongda didn't know which sentence he said wrong, he was a little nervous, "Miss..."

Kapok didn't speak, and couldn't say anything.Thinking of what he said last night, when he silently stood by her side and did everything for her quietly, his heart felt so uncomfortable that he wanted to cry out for help.

At this time, Qiongda raised his head, his eyes lit up, pointed to the front and said, "Mr. Lian is back!"

Mu Mian pursed her lips tightly, stood up and turned around, and smiled forcefully in his direction...

Facing the morning light, the way she smiled at him standing in front of the dilapidated yurt with green smoke was fixed in his mind.

No matter how long, how long...how long, I will never forget.

Mu Mian came forward to meet him, and saw his hands were red, holding them up to breathe, "It's so cold, why don't you wear gloves?"

Lian Qinghe pulled out his hand and rubbed her head, "What about you, why did you come out without your coat on?" As he spoke, he unzipped his coat and opened it to signal her to approach.

Smiling, Mu Mian got into his arms, wrapped his hands around his waist, felt his body temperature, and his whole body warmed up immediately.

Qiongda was embarrassed by the deep affection of the two, turned around and went into the yurt to make breakfast.

Looking up at him, Mu Mian suddenly asked, "Qinghe, am I dreaming?"

He raised his eyebrows and asked, "Huh?"

"It's so beautiful here, with you by my side, I'm so happy that it's like a dream... I'm really afraid that I will wake up."

He pinched her cheek, "From the day you promised to be with me, I have been in a dream until today."

Mu Mian blinked and teased: "Then it's better for me?"

He smiled, "Okay."　
Kapok thumped him dissatisfied, "This is too insincere! At least something like 'you are my air, I can live without you' is appropriate!"

Lian Qinghe messed up her hair, "Why is she so immature at such a big age? It's really worrying."

When Qiongda came out, he was too shy to look at the two of them, and whispered, "It's time to eat."

Mu Mian left Lian Qinghe's arms, turned around and thanked Qiongda, "I should have done these things, I'm really sorry, Qiongda, thank you."

"No, no, no... Even Mr. has helped our family a lot, which is what I should do." Qiongda always believed that he was their family's benefactor, and he had to do his best to treat him.

Lian Qinghe looked at him and said gently: "I didn't help, and you deserve the reward."

Sitting outside the yurt, blowing the cold wind, drinking hot buttered tea, grabbing a handful of fragrant tsampa and stuffing it into your mouth, and chewing dried mutton, this kind of breakfast is something you can’t enjoy in urban life.

Seeing Qiongda driving the flock of sheep in the distance, Kapok seemed to have a feeling and said, "Qinghe, have you ever thought about living here?"

Lian Qinghe tilted his head to look at her and said, "If you like it, we will stay here."

Kapok smiled, "Okay, then it's settled."

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In the morning, Gaowa gave them some daily necessities, brought some packs of medicine to Qiongda, and carefully instructed him how to cook them.He secretly stuffed him another bag of things, seeing it, Qiongda shook his head, very resistant, "I can't serve Mr. Lian anymore..."

Gao Wa sighed: "This is Mr. Lian's intention, you should follow suit."

Qiongda's expression suddenly became sad, he took it silently, and lowered his head.

After Gao Wa explained this, she raised her head and saw a person not far away, she walked over and sat beside her.Looking sideways, he disapproved and said, "Smoking is not good."

Kapok agreed, "I know, but this thing is indeed addictive."

Gao Wa was silent for a while, then said: "There is something, I am not sure whether I should tell you."

Kapok pinched out the cigarette, laughed and said, "Is there anything I can't bear now?"

"I have news of my father."

Kapok trembled violently, her fingers trembling, maybe she was too afraid of losing and possessing, this news caught her by surprise.

Gao Wa continued: "I heard that Gongbu Jiangda has a traveling doctor, all descriptions are very similar to him, he stayed there for a while and then left."

Kapok's breathing became rapid, and there was finally such a glimmer of light in the gray sky above her head, but she didn't dare to raise her head easily.

　Gao Wa's expression was complicated, "I've asked someone to inquire there, and I wanted to tell you after I was sure... But now you need hope."

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At night, the grassland wind howls to the north, with scattered snowflakes.

The fire in the room was burning brightly, and Kapok brought over the boiled butter tea, and the two sat together, drinking the tea and listening to the wind.

Lian Qinghe sat for a while, then leaned against the table tiredly, eyes half closed, "What did Gaowa tell you?"

Mu Mian looked at him sideways, with gentle eyes and brows, "She told me to take care of you and not allow you to go out to work again."

Lian Qinghe chuckled, closed his eyes, and covered his eyes with the growing hair on his forehead, "I don't work, who will make money to support you?"

"Me!" Kapok said domineeringly: "From now on, I will take care of making money, and I promise to make you fat and healthy!"

Lian Qinghe opened his eyes little by little, and the light was dim through the gap between his hair.He raised his hand and poked her forehead, "That's not what you should do."

Kapok muttered, "Sexism."

Lian Qinghe lay down, with his head resting on her lap, and an erratic voice came through, "If I could do it all over again, I would definitely let go before you..."

The smile froze at that moment, Kapok said nothing, lowered her head, and clenched his hand.

The wind stopped, the snow was heavier, and the warm yurt was filled with the fragrance of dried medicine.

Listening to his increasingly steady breathing, at least for this second, she was satisfied and happy.

If she could do it all over again, she would still fall in love.

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Another morning, when Kapok opened her eyes, there was nothing beside her.

She was so nervous that she grabbed her coat and rushed out. The empty grassland was flooded with plain white.She didn't breathe a sigh of relief until she saw the figure in front of her.

Lian Qinghe was sitting in a wheelchair, chatting with Qiongda. He looked in a good state of mind today, and even Qiongda became happy, talking about something and dancing.

Mu Mian chuckled, secretly laughing that he was too nervous, so he turned around and went back to the yurt without disturbing them.

Qiongda pushed Lian Qinghe carefully through the snow, the wheelchair rolled all the way, making rhythmic creaking sounds.When they came to the door, Lian Qinghe motioned to Qiongda that he could walk in by himself.

"Mr. Lian..." Qiong Da was a little worried.

Lian Qinghe patted his head twice with his big hand, "Go back and prepare the documents and materials of you and your siblings, and I will have someone contact you."

I didn't expect that I would be able to study in school one day. I was so grateful, my eyes were red, but I didn't know what to say.

When Lian Qinghe came in, Mu Mian was talking on the phone with his back turned to him. The signal here was not very good. She stroked the center of her eyebrows anxiously, and had to repeat it again and again, her voice was full of urgency, "No, I believe I won't admit my mistake. ...he must have been there..."

Lian Qinghe turned around silently and went out again.
Mu Mian came out to look for him and found him at the door, "It's so cold outside, why don't you come in?"

Lian Qinghe's cheeks were flushed by the wind, and it seemed that they had added some vivid colors.He beckoned, and Kapok walked over, leaning against his arms naturally, dispelling a lot of chill for him.

"Kapok," he said, "stop wasting time for me."

The person in his arms froze, then raised his head, and his eyes fell on his chin with a little stubble. There was no need to ask anything, because he knew everything.

Looking down, she said, "Qinghe, don't force me."

Lian Qinghe could only shake his head, the words of persuasion seemed too cruel at this moment, he couldn't continue to be seriously injured.

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There is a struggle between hope and despair. Although Kapok has tried his best, he is still tormented by the cold reality and is going crazy.

At night, she woke up with a start, her whole body drenched in cold sweat, and only after she gasped violently did she realize that it was just a nightmare.

She subconsciously moved towards the side, and he was still there, sleeping deeply after taking the medicine.

No longer sleepy, she put on her coat and quietly walked out of the yurt.

He took out a cigarette from his inner pocket, lit one, and after taking a few puffs desperately, it seemed that his fragile nerves were relieved.

When she finished smoking one, she immediately pressed the cigarette butt into the snow to destroy the corpse, and then stood in the cold wind to wait for the smell of smoke to blow away.Qinghe doesn't like her smoking, but once some habits are formed, it's really hard to quit. What she went through from rejecting nicotine to slowly accepting its paralysis, only it and the night know.

Suddenly, the phone vibrated, Kapok shivered and answered immediately.

"I've already arranged for several people to go out and look for it." On the opposite side, there was a clear male voice: "Don't worry, I will notify you as soon as I have news."

The handset of the mobile phone was attached to her ear. When she heard this voice, her heart was swept away by an autumn wind, feeling bleak and nostalgic.

"Thank you," she said, polite and rusty.

"I didn't call to hear your thanks." Xi Yuanqian originally managed his emotions, but was easily involved by her, and all the efforts he had made before had become a joke!
"Since you have a clue, why don't you ask me for help? You can ask everyone, why can't you ask me? Don't tell me, I don't even have the qualifications to be your most trusted person?!"

He was angry precisely because she decided to deprive all of this without authorization!She never seemed to understand what his recklessness meant!
Unexpectedly, after the silence, Kapok gave an "um" and said, "I'm sorry."

Her sudden apology made Xi Yuanqian's anger suddenly have no outlet to vent. He couldn't tell if it was unwillingness or jealousy, so he could only keep it in his chest, and he couldn't say a single harsh word to her again!
After a while, there was a noise of tables and chairs colliding with heavy objects on the other end of the phone. After everything was calm, he said indifferently, "How is he doing now?"

Kapok was hesitating how to speak, and he ordered from the opposite side: "Tell the truth."

At that moment, all of Kapok's pretense collapsed, facing the endless pale and lonely grassland, she said: "Aqian...Qing and him...his condition is very bad, and it may...maybe at any time. ..."

She tried her best to suppress the trembling of her voice, unwilling to bury so many days of hard work in this night.But she overestimated herself. Once the pain in the bottom of her heart was touched, sadness would spread like a plague towards predictable results.

She didn't want to fall on the road of struggle, so she accepted the fear, and in the end, she always faced it alone.

Xi Yuanqian gritted his teeth, and said ruthlessly, "There is no such possibility! I will use the fastest time to find it! As long as - he is still alive, I can find him! "

Kapok really wanted to tell him that when he said this, she really believed it.

Believe that he is the only one who can help her contend with fate.

She didn't need to speak, the man opposite understood everything, he told her in a solemn voice: "I will help you save him!"

(End of this chapter)