human ice maker

Chapter 732
What is love?

Some people say that love is a moving poem, which makes people intoxicated and fascinated.

Some people say that love is a beautiful fairy tale, and only those who love deeply can understand the true meaning of fairy tales.

It is also said that love is a vain dream, although it is beautiful, it is illusory.After waking up from the dream, the love is shattered, leaving only a tired body of pain and the memories of a lifetime.

But many people, knowing that this is just a dream, are unwilling to wake up, and would rather let themselves live in the dream forever, and then keep torturing themselves.It wasn't until the end that I was scarred and exhausted that I realized that this was just a "dream" that couldn't be grasped!
Tonight, Zhang's villa is still brightly lit.Since Yang Siyu moved in, as long as it was dark, the lights of this villa had never been turned off.

Because Yang Siyu is afraid of the dark, the combination of loneliness and darkness will force her fragile nerves to collapse.Only the blazing light can make her empty heart feel a little bit of a poor sense of security.

It's just that this feeling is far less intense than when I was with 11.

In the bedroom on the second floor of the villa, Yang Siyu stood naked in front of the mirror. It was undeniable that her body was beautiful, like a perfect work of art, which made people fascinated and fascinated.

It's just that there is a hideous scar on the waist and abdomen that destroys the overall beauty, like a flaw in a perfect work of art, which makes people feel sorry.

But at this moment, Yang Siyu was gently stroking the hideous scar, his movements were so light and gentle, and even his eyes were so gentle, full of longing.

Because this scar was sewed stitch by stitch for her by 11 himself.

I miss those days very much. Whenever the night is quiet, Yang Siyu likes to stand naked in front of the mirror, touch the scar, and recall every detail of being with 11.Although plain, life at that time was sweet.

Those days were the only good memories in her life.

11 is very domineering, knowing that she is afraid of the dark, but she is not allowed to turn on the lights at night.So as soon as it gets dark every day, Yang Siyu will immediately hide in his arms, which is a very warm feeling, as long as she is in his arms, Yang Siyu can always forget the horror of darkness.It was as if his chest was the strongest fortress in the world, as long as he hid inside, no one could hurt her again.

It's just that happiness is always short-lived, and the beauty like a flower is just a flash of youth, and you can't keep it if you want to.

11 finally left, walking so resolutely, so ruthlessly, even tearing her heart into pieces.No matter how much she begged in a low voice, he still left without looking back.At that moment, her world collapsed, and all the self-esteem and feelings that were cheap were not even as good as a piece of bread, and they were trampled under his feet.

From then on, Yang Siyu could no longer find a hug she could rely on, nor could she find the feeling she had back then...

All the darkness and loneliness are left to her alone.

When Yang Siyu was deeply immersed in the memories of 11, a breeze came from nowhere in the air-conditioned room, and the biting cold breeze stimulated the hairs on her whole body to stand on end.

An inexplicable fear suddenly rose spontaneously, and Yang Siyu's body trembled inexplicably, and his bloodshot eyes glanced behind him in the mirror.It seemed that there were a few pairs of invisible eyes staring at her.

But in the mirror, there is nothing.There is only that beautiful copper body, and a scarred heart deeply hidden in this body...

Taking a deep breath, Yang Siyu forced her eyes to look away from behind and back to her body, only when she looked at her face again, her eyes had changed.

Without the tenderness and longing just now, all that is left is the strong hatred that goes deep into the bone marrow.

Yes, she hated 11, hated his ruthlessness and abandonment.He hated Ruan Qingyu even more, hated her for taking this man away from her.It was because of her that 11 abandoned himself. Even though she begged in a low voice regardless of her self-esteem, he still left without hesitation.And all of this was because of Ruan Qingyu.

No, not only Ruan Qingyu, but also Zhang Xinxin, and Ouyang Yueer... She hated all the women who had a relationship with 11, and wished they would die immediately.

But she will not let them die so happily, she will torture them slowly, and let them experience the pain they have suffered.That kind of heart-piercing pain, like a knife slashing across the heart!

And 11, the man she loves and hates at the same time.She vowed to take revenge on him severely and make him live in untold pain.

Gradually, Yang Siyu laughed, looking at herself in the mirror, laughing foolishly and coldly.

"Step, step, step..." There was a sound of footsteps coming from the corridor outside, walking straight towards her room.

Yang Siyu frowned lightly, with a hint of displeasure on his face.She didn't like Zhang Zhen, she never liked him from the beginning to the end, and even hated him so much.It's just that now she has to rely on him to carry out her revenge plan, so she can only act in a mask in front of Zhang Zhen all day long, even though this scene makes her feel sick.

The footsteps stopped when they reached the door, and they knocked on the door lightly. Sure enough, Zhang Zhen's voice came from outside the door, calling: "Siyu."

Yang Siyu took a breath, suppressed the disgust in his heart, and asked, "What's the matter?"

"Viagra is back."

Yang Siyu shuddered suddenly, with a look of anticipation and hesitation in his eyes.She wanted to know the result, but was afraid to know.After closing his eyes for a while, Yang Siyu responded, "I'll come as soon as I change my clothes."

"Then I'll wait for you downstairs." Zhang Zhen replied and went downstairs.

Yang Siyu looked at herself in the mirror again, but pain and confusion appeared in her eyes.

Distressed.Yes, she is still in love with 11, even though he abandoned herself, he is the only man she has fallen in love with in her life.In him, she saw the shadow of Feng Danquan, both of whom are invincible heroes, and also treat the big families as nothing.It's a pity that he is not Feng Danquan, he does not have Feng Danquan's affection and infatuation, only coldness and ruthlessness can be seen in him.And she is not her grandmother Li Xiuzhu, Li Xiuzhu's misfortune is to marry into the Yang family, but her greatest happiness is because of having Feng Danquan, a man who is willing to protect her for the rest of her life.And what about Yang Siyu?There is nothing, no man who loves her deeply, and no one who is willing to protect her from the wind and rain.

Sometimes even Yang Siyu herself can't tell what her feelings for 11 are, does she hate more?Or love more?On the one hand, I hated him to the point of death, but once I heard the news of his distress, I started to feel uneasy again.

Just like now, she is very scared, afraid that after going downstairs, the news that 11 is dead will suddenly be spit out from Viagra's mouth.If this is the case, she doesn't know how she will live in the future.That man was the only spiritual support for her to survive. If she knew that he was dead, what reason would she have to continue living?

Sadly, without 11, she couldn't even find a reason to live.

Gritting her teeth fiercely, Yang Siyu stared at herself with red eyes in the mirror and murmured: "He won't die, he won't... definitely..."

What is it like in your heart?Yang Siyu didn't know, she was afraid, nervous and apprehensive... Yang Siyu didn't even know how she got dressed and how she got out, as if everything was muddled.When she went downstairs, she saw Zhang Zhen sitting on the sofa with bodyguards such as Viagra and Brown Mao standing behind him, and she gradually came to her senses.

Seeing her going downstairs, Zhang Zhen stood up from the sofa and said with a wry smile, "Siyu."

Seeing his embarrassing expression, Yang Siyu's heart suddenly jumped, as if something had been activated, her heart beat violently uncontrollably.With a bit of anticipation and anxiety, he asked nervously, "What's going on?"

Zhang Zhen smiled wryly, and glanced at Viagra.

Viagra coughed lightly and said, "Miss Yang, we...don't know."

Yang Siyu was stunned for a moment, and almost blurted out: "How could he not know? Is he dead or alive?"

"Siyu, don't be angry." Zhang Zhen hurriedly explained: "Viagra tried his best, but the military of Longguo blocked the news, and we really couldn't find any results."

Yang Siyu ground her teeth, stared at Zhang Zhen's eyes, and said coldly, "I just want to know whether he is dead or alive?"

"It's hard to say." Zhang Zhen's eyebrows twitched lightly. Although he felt uncomfortable, he still said truthfully: "According to the news, there are only four or five of them, but what they are facing is the joint efforts of the Wang family and the Yang family." There are more than 200 people, and under normal circumstances they are dead."

It might be a problem with the light, or it might be that Yang Siyu's face has been so pale recently, Zhang Zhen didn't notice that her face turned pale suddenly, and her eyes became dull for a while.

Zhang Zhen sighed, and said with a wry smile: "But he is not an ordinary person after all. I checked his past deeds specially during this period of time, only to find out that he once had the feat of fighting against a small army of the Zong Kingdom by himself and retreating unscathed. So it happened to him, we are not sure. Anyway, I will do my best to help you investigate..."

What Zhang Zhen said later, Yang Siyu couldn't listen anymore, her lips kept opening and closing, and the voice that only she could hear kept murmuring: "He won't die, he won't die!" Dead...he won't die..."

"Siyu?" Zhang Zhen noticed Yang Siyu's strangeness, and he put his arm on her shoulder and shook her lightly as he called out.

Yang Siyu raised her head and glanced at him, only then did Zhang Zhen notice that her eyes were flushed.Yang Siyu's face was pale, and he gritted his teeth and said coldly: "He can only die by my hands."

Zhang Zhen frowned, and was about to say something to comfort her, when Viagra's cell phone rang suddenly.

Viagra picked up the phone, and after hearing a few words, he was stunned. After putting down the phone, he looked at Zhang Zhen and Yang Siyu with an ugly and unbelievable expression, and then said something that shocked everyone in the room: "Chu Yuan...he just returned to the capital..."

(End of this chapter)