human ice maker

Chapter 611 Destiny and darkness can't get you, I'd rather destroy you ([-])
There is only a word between desire and despair, and the difference is only one step.

Yang Siyu's previous wish was to be with 11 for the rest of his life, to grow old in a normal way.She no longer expects to be grand and powerful, nor does she need to be rich, as long as 11 is always by her side until the end of her life, that is the greatest happiness in her life.

But just a few words from 11 pushed her to the brink of despair, crushing her happiness to pieces in an instant, making her worthless.

The sentence "When will you pick her up?" made her as cold as if she was in an ice cellar, shivering from the cold, so cold that it hurt her heart.

Lifting her face, Yang Siyu looked at 11 with a look of despair and sadness, but on his face, she could not see any nostalgia and intolerance, only indifference and plainness, the coldness deeply hurt her heart.

A tear flowed quietly from the corner of her eye, slashed down her face fiercely, and dripped to the ground, splashing a cluster of water.

Closing her eyes in pain, Yang Siyu didn't dare to look at him again, every time she looked at him, she would only feel more pain in her heart.Holding her arms tightly with both hands, she only felt that her body was so cold, even though she had already hugged herself very tightly, she still couldn't stop her body shaking.

My heart hurts so badly, as if something was suddenly stuffed into my heart, so heavy that it almost makes me unable to breathe.

11 was still talking to the person on the phone, but she couldn't hear them all. She just felt that her mind was blank and confused.The voice of 11 can be vaguely heard, but it can't be heard clearly.

At this moment, she suddenly felt that 11 was so far away from her, so far away that no matter how hard she tried to grab it, she still couldn't catch his shadow.

Is this so far away?There was a tinge of bitterness at the corner of Yang Siyu's mouth.

I don't know when 11 has finished talking on the phone, and he is sitting in a chair thinking about something.When Yang Siyu opened his tearful eyes again, he saw 11 looking straight ahead, frowning slightly, as if he was thinking about something seriously.

His earnest appearance is really charming, but why does he feel so uncomfortable?
Opening her lips slightly, Yang Siyu's eyes were red, she was making the last effort with a trembling voice, and said in a trembling voice: "Don't go..."

11 glanced at her, his eyes were very calm, calm like a bottomless pool of water, without any ripples.Said in the same flat tone: "I have something to do."

Yang Siyu looked at him pleadingly, and begged bitterly: "Don't leave me alone..."

Eleven looked at her, and said in a flat tone, "You won't be alone."

"Don't..." Yang Siyu shook her head desperately, grabbed 11's trousers tightly, and cried, "Don't leave me behind. Please..."

"I want to go back to the capital."

Yang Siyu begged: "Then take me away...or...or I'll wait for you here. Okay? I promise you, I will be good, I will be obedient, and I won't run around. Please..."

11 looked at her and said, "You are going to Eagle Country."

"I'm not leaving!" Yang Siyu held his head and shouted desperately shaking his head.

11 frowned slightly and said, "My task is just to escort you to the East China Sea. The task has been completed. Whether you leave or not has nothing to do with me."

Yang Siyu was stunned for a moment, with a hint of heartbreak in her tearful eyes, she looked at 11 and murmured: "Am I just your task?"

11 didn't answer, but from his eyes, Yang Siyu could see that 11 didn't have the slightest nostalgia for him.Closing her eyes in pain, letting the tears of heartache flow down fiercely, Yang Siyu murmured: "It's for Qingyu, isn't it?"

11 still didn't answer, but Yang Siyu already knew the answer he wanted.From the previous phone call on 11, she knew that 11 was going back to the capital because of Ruan Qingyu.

Is Ruan Qingyu really that important?Is it more important than her?
Lowering her head, Yang Siyu asked in a low voice with trembling voice holding the last hope: "Can you tell me, have you ever liked me?"

"No." 11's cold and ruthless words pierced deeply into her heart like a sharp knife, and then ruthlessly gouged out the whole heart again until she was so bruised and bloody that she couldn't breathe anymore.

It's just that she didn't know, 11 still didn't say a word, "I won't like anyone."

Yang Siyu tightly closed her eyes, she didn't want 11 to see her weak side, but why, why tears still poured out of her eyelids.

Sitting powerlessly on the ground, Yang Siyu felt as if his soul had left his body at this moment, empty, light, and spinning, his head was so dizzy, and his stomach was churning.

"Ugh!" Yang Siyu suddenly felt a convulsion in his stomach, and couldn't help but sat on the ground and retched.But he opened his mouth wide and retched for a long time, but only spit out a few traces of bitter water from his throat.

Sitting on the cold ground, Yang Siyu couldn't help crying for a while.She cried so beautifully, it was heartbreakingly beautiful.It is said that tears are a woman's greatest weapon, but for 11, a woman's tears are useless to him, and will only make him more annoying.

In training camp, no one cries, not even the female trainees there.Crying represents weakness, and weak people are bound to be eliminated.

The instructor once said that women are burdens, and women who love to cry are even more burdensome.I deeply agree with this sentence 11, people who will not deal with things calmly, and only cry can only harm others and themselves.

There was a moment of silence in the ward, which was depressing.

Yang Siyu sat on the ground and sobbed silently, while Eleven sat on a chair and looked at her calmly.There was no fluctuation in the eyes, let alone the slightest ups and downs because of the beauty of her crying.He seemed like a wax figure, no matter how weary the woman in front of him was, it had nothing to do with him.

"Dong dong!" There was a belated knock on the door, and the door of the ward was pushed open, and the two people who came in were 11's acquaintances, Huo Niao and Xue Ling'er.There were six mercenaries who came with Huo Niao and Xue Ling'er, but those six stayed outside the door and did not come in together.

"Wow, what's the matter?" Firebird saw Yang Siyu crying miserably as soon as he came in, blinked at 11 and asked, "Why are you crying so sad? It's like rape. You won't really do bad things to others right?"

11 But there was no time for Huo Niao to open his mouth, and said lightly, "I'll leave it to you." Then he stood up abruptly.

At this moment, Yang Siyu suddenly stretched out his hand and grabbed the corner of 11's clothes, begging bitterly: "Don't go. Please..."

11 frowned slightly, did not speak, but pulled the clothes out of her hands in a somewhat rough and savage way.Yang Siyu held on tightly, even if it was the severe burning pain caused by the friction between the clothes and her fingers, she was unwilling to let go.But she was still a woman, not as strong as 11, so she could only helplessly watch the last piece of clothes slipping through her fingers.

The clothes slipped away, as if the whole world collapsed in an instant.Tears welled up in Yang Siyu's red eyes from crying.

Pulling out the corner of his clothes, Eleven walked towards the door without looking back.Walk so resolutely, walk without nostalgia.

"11!" Yang Siyu yelled with all his strength, but 11 didn't stop for her until the figure disappeared at the door of the ward.

Yang Siyu was dumbfounded, she looked at the door stupidly, her arm was still in the air, as if she wanted to grab something, but she didn't catch anything.

Closing her eyes, she knew that 11 would not come back again.

The grievance and dissatisfaction that had been suppressed for a long time was finally hard to hold back, Yang Siyu raised his head suddenly, opened his mouth suddenly, and cried loudly to the sky with all his remaining strength: "Why!!!"

why?
why are you leavingAm I really inferior to Ruan Qingyu?
Do you know that I tied my happiness in your hands, and I thought I could find the happiness of a lifetime from now on.But you turned around mercilessly and let my happiness slip away from your fingers.Leave me alone and heartbroken.

Since you can be so ruthless, why give me hope?
After giving me a longing dream, and cruelly twisting my dream to pieces with my own hands!
My heart, why does it hurt so much...

"Bang!" Yang Siyu lay powerlessly on the cold ground, tears slipped from the corners of his eyes and wet his temples.Her eyes were empty and dull looking at the ceiling, there was no color in her eyes, as if her heart had died.

When desire turns into despair, a part of my heart dies along with it.

When the heart is broken, the heart dies, and all that is left is a numb body struggling to speak.

In the ward, Huo Niao scratched his nose in embarrassment, gave Xue Ling'er a look, turned around and left, and closed the door gently.Xue Ling'er's face was still frosty, she looked at Yang Siyu quietly, a slight throbbing flashed in her cold eyes.

When night fell, Yang Siyu was still lying on the cold ground without moving.The ground has long been filled with a puddle of water, which is the tears of heartbreak.There was no shouting, no struggle, just looking up at the ceiling with empty eyes, as if it was just a body that had lost its soul, so numb that it couldn't even feel pain.

At some point, the ward was completely plunged into a deadly darkness.The tightly closed curtains did not let in a single ray of light, only the light that slipped in from the corridor outside through the crack of the door gave the cold room a little warmth.

Yang Siyu has been lying motionless for several hours, and Xue Ling'er has been standing with her for several hours.No one moved, no one spoke.Silent and depressing.

After several hours passed like this, Xue Ling'er's faint sigh was finally heard in the darkness.Yang Siyu's pitiful experience, even Xue Ling'er, who had decided to completely freeze her heart, couldn't help but melt.

Xue Ling'er said softly: "Go to sleep first, we will be on our way early tomorrow morning."

Yang Siyu didn't speak, only the sound of light breathing came intermittently.The tears are still flowing unstoppably, as if the flood that broke the embankment can no longer close the gate.

Torn between forgiveness and despair, the only feeling left is hurt!hurt!hurt!

Xue Ling'er continued: "It's his loss that he doesn't want you. There's no need to hurt your body for someone who doesn't like you."

"He didn't want me..." Yang Siyu murmured.But her voice was so low that even Xue Ling'er couldn't hear what she was saying.

Xue Ling'er asked: "What?"

"He didn't want me..." Yang Siyu repeated, but this time Xue Ling'er could barely hear it clearly.

Xue Ling'er didn't know how to comfort her. She herself had no experience in relationships, so she could only express her deep sympathy for Yang Siyu's experience.Once the knife is dead, her parents are dead, and the person she loves the most has abandoned her. If it were Xue Ling'er, she believed that she would not be much better than Yang Siyu.

Only women know women best.

Sighing, Xue Ling'er said: "It's his loss that he doesn't want you. Why bother to torture yourself? If you feel unwilling, you can take revenge on him and let him know that giving up on you was his biggest mistake."

"Revenge?" Yang Siyu murmured, an inexplicable look seemed to flash in his empty eyes, but Xue Ling'er didn't see it.

Xue Ling'er continued: "So you have to live a good life, find a man who is better than him, and let him know that you can't live without him."

In the dark night, Xue Ling'er didn't see that Yang Siyu didn't listen to what she said behind her. Her lips opened and closed gently, silently repeating two words: "Revenge..."

After a long time, Yang Siyu finally sat up slowly from the ground.Xue Ling'er thought her persuasion was effective, let out a sigh of relief, and stepped forward to help her up.

At this time, Yang Siyu said softly: "Can you turn on the light for me?"

"Huh? Good." Xue Ling'er nodded, and went to turn on the light switch.

"Crack!" The fluorescent lights flickered a few times, and the room suddenly lit up with snow-white lights.Yang Siyu, who was pierced by the light, closed his eyes and waited for a while before opening them again.And at this moment, Xue Ling'er realized that her eyes were as red as oozing blood.

Yang Siyu turned her head, as if she was looking for something.Soon her eyes fell on the business card on the table, and she feebly raised her hand to get it, but there was still a distance.

Xue Ling'er walked over to help her pick up the business card, and asked, "Is this the one?" At the same time, she glanced at the business card from the corner of her eye. The person who owns it must have an extraordinary identity.It was such a unique business card, but there was only one name called Zhang Zhen printed on it, as well as a series of phone numbers and email addresses.In addition, there is no such thing as a company or a position.

Yang Siyu stretched out his hand to her weakly, and Xue Ling'er hurriedly put the business card into her hand.

Yang Siyu took the business card and hesitated for a moment, then raised her head and asked Xue Ling'er, "Can you lend me a phone call?" Her voice was very soft, hoarse and full of fatigue.

Xue Ling'er took out her mobile phone and handed it over. Yang Siyu took the mobile phone and entered a series of numbers according to the phone number on the business card.

The phone rang for a long time before it was connected, and Zhang Zhen's tired and decadent voice came from inside: "Hello?"

"it's me."

It may be that Yang Siyu's voice was so out of shape, Zhang Zhen couldn't tell it out for a while, and shouted impatiently: "Who the hell is it!"

Yang Siyu said softly: "I am Yang Siyu."

Zhang Zhen was stunned for a while, and suddenly called out in an excited tone: "Siyu?" But soon, his tone sank again, with helplessness and bitterness, and said with a wry smile: "I didn't expect you to really call Me. Don't worry, I'll go back to Helan tomorrow morning, and I won't bother you again."

"Are you free now?" Yang Siyu asked.

"Huh? Now? Yes."

"Can you come to the hospital?"

Zhang Zhen said happily: "Do you want to see me? Okay, I'll come right away! Wait for me!"

After hanging up the phone, Yang Siyu returned the phone to Xue Ling'er, then rested her head on the edge of the bed, staring blankly at the ceiling.Her tears stopped at some point, but there was a kind of luster in her empty eyes, it was despair!Also, hate!
She hated 11, and she hated Ruan Qingyu even more.She swore to take revenge, to take revenge severely.Since she can't get 11, then destroy him, and no one can get him!

The resentment and anger accumulated under the oppression of the Yang family for more than 20 years, the tragic death of Dandao and his parents, the ruthless abandonment of Eleven, all the hatred and grievances accumulated in the past 11 years, finally under Xue Linger's unintentional enlightenment It exploded completely.

There is only a thin line between love and hate, because the love is too deep, so you can't extricate yourself.The more you love, the more you hurt.The loved one is abandoned like rubbish, all the feelings are as cheap as a piece of bread, and all the self-esteem is severely torn and trampled in an instant.All these forced Yang Siyu's thoughts to go to extremes. When deep love turned into extreme hatred, the only thing he wanted to do was to take revenge fiercely. 11 The pain you bring to yourself must be returned ten times, a hundred times, or even a thousand times, and you must make him suffer and torture him thoroughly.

Unknowingly, Yang Siyu had a smile on the corner of his mouth.A sneer appeared on the tear-stained face, the smile was so beautiful and weird.

At this moment, Yang Siyu finally transformed.Abandoning all self-esteem and restraint, all that is left is a shell that is crazy for hatred.

Since then, tears are no longer innocent, and smiles are no longer sincere.

Ten minutes later, Zhang Zhen finally arrived after receiving the call.Because Xue Ling'er had greeted Huo Niao beforehand, Huo Niao and others who were guarding outside did not stop her.

"Bang!" Zhang Zhen slammed into the door, and before he could clearly see who was inside, he shouted impatiently: "Siyu!"

His eyes swept around the room, and immediately he saw Yang Siyu sitting on the ground with his neck resting on the edge of the bed, staring at the ceiling obsessively.Seeing Yang Siyu's appearance, even Zhang Zhen was startled.Her body was wet, her hair was wet, and her eyes were red from crying.

Zhang Zhen walked a few steps forward and didn't dare to approach again, fearing that he would provoke Yang Siyu again, so he dared to stand far away, and softly called out distressedly: "Siyu."

Yang Siyu finally had some reaction, and slowly raised his head to look at him.Then she said to Xue Ling'er who was standing beside her, "I want to have a few words with him alone."

Xue Ling'er nodded and went out, and the four bodyguards accompanying Zhang Zhen also left the room under his instruction, and closed the door gently.

There were only two people left in the room.Zhang Zhen stood far away, looking at her with distressed expression.He didn't know why Yang Siyu became like this, but he knew that something must have happened during the period after he left, but he didn't dare to ask.

Finally, after being quiet for a long time, Yang Siyu spoke first.The hoarse and tired voice asked softly, "Do you like me?"

"Ah?" Zhang Zhen was stunned for a moment, not understanding why Yang Siyu suddenly asked such a question.

Yang Siyu didn't wait for him to reply, and continued, "I promise to marry you."

Zhang Zhen was stunned for a long time with his mouth open, unable to turn his head for a while.He has pursued Yang Siyu for so long, but she has been avoiding him.Just when he was sad and about to give up, she suddenly said to marry him?

"I can marry you." Yang Siyu looked at him with red eyes, and said hoarsely: "But before that, you have to do something for me first."

Zhang Zhen frowned and asked, "What's the matter?" Although Yang Siyu was willing to marry him, Zhang Zhen should be very happy, but what he wanted was not this kind of transactional love.But no matter what Yang Siyu asked for, Zhang Zhen would be willing to do it for her.

Yang Siyu clenched her silver teeth tightly, a gleam of cold light shot out from her eyes, she said through gritted teeth: "I want to take revenge on a person, I want to destroy him!"

Zhang Zhen froze again, with inexplicable sadness and bitterness in his eyes.He is not a fool, seeing Yang Siyu's appearance and her promise of revenge, he knew that she was hurt by a man.This made Zhang Zhen feel uncomfortable in an instant, something stuck in his heart.But he still asked, "Who?"

"11."

Zhang Zhen thought for a while, and he didn't seem to have encountered anyone named 11 in his memory.

At this time, Yang Siyu said again: "Or Chu Yuan."

"Okay!" Zhang Zhen nodded vigorously, and said, "No matter who he is, I will help you. Not for you to marry me, but for you."

Zhang Zhen looked at her deeply, and said firmly: "I will let you know that for you, I, Zhang Zhen, would dare to pierce it for you!"

The corners of Yang Siyu's mouth turned up slightly, her smile was so beautiful, it was heartbreakingly beautiful.

Between forgiveness and despair, she chose the latter.She has nothing left, her family, relatives, friends, and even the last love are ruthlessly deprived by 11.With nothing left, Yang Siyu chose to take revenge. She wanted to take revenge on all those who had hurt her. 11. The Yang family, Ruan Qingyu...

When a woman turns from love to hatred, it becomes terrible. What's even more terrible is that she is a very beautiful and smart woman.No power, no leverage, it doesn't matter.She still has capital, smart mind, young body, beautiful appearance, these are her biggest capital.As long as Zhang Zhen still has a good impression of her, she can firmly seize this unique opportunity, relying on this little bargaining chip, to win back everything she lost!
If I can't get you, I'd rather destroy you! 11. I will make you regret your choice today, definitely!
Yang Siyu gently opened his mouth and smiled.Laughing with tears.

(End of this chapter)