human ice maker

Chapter 453 Fate and the furthest distance in the dark world
Although the speaker has no intention, the listener does.From Zhang Xinxin's inadvertent sentence "I snatched my brother over here", Ruan Qingyu, who is as smart as Ruan Qingyu, immediately noticed that Zhang Xinxin actually likes 11 too.It was only because of her status as "brother" and "sister" that she kept suppressing her feelings.Maybe even Zhang Xinxin herself didn't realize this.

Lovingly stroking Zhang Xinxin's beautiful hair, Ruan Qingyu didn't know how to comfort her.In fact, Ruan Qingyu didn't even know that there was no blood relationship between 11 and Zhang Xinxin.She always thought that Chu Fan was 11's aunt, and Zhang Xinxin was also his cousin, but in fact there were not so many complicated relationships between them. 11 recognized this "mother" and Chu Fan's "little aunt" only because she was grateful to Chu Hailan. Without Chu Hailan, 11 and this family would never be together in eight lifetimes.

"Sister Qingyu, what are you thinking?" Zhang Xinxin looked up at her and asked.

"Nothing." Ruan Qingyu shook her head and asked, "Xinxin, do you have a boy you like?"

Zhang Xinxin blushed slightly and said, "No."

Ruan Qingyu narrowed her eyes and teased, "Really?"

"Really not." Zhang Xinxin said awkwardly: "My dad said that you are not allowed to fall in love until you are in college."

Ruan Qingyu leaned close to her ear and whispered, "Is it true that there isn't a boy around you who can make your heart flutter?"

Zhang Xinxin said angrily, "Sister Qingyu, you are so strange today."

"What's so strange?"

"You don't usually ask me this kind of question."

Ruan Qingyu sighed secretly, little girl, I'm afraid that you will get deeper and deeper.

Zhang Xinxin took a peek at Ruan Qingyu's expression, she stuck out her tongue and said, "Actually, there's really no man around me that I'd like. They're not as handsome as my brother Chu Yuan, and they're not as handsome as Chu Yuan." My brother is capable, let alone protect me like my brother. If I want to marry in the future, I must find a man who feels as secure as Brother Chu Yuan."

Ruan Qingyu smiled bitterly, she would not care about Zhang Xinxin's liking for 11, to be honest, if Zhang Xinxin could really be with 11, she would only be happy for them and bless them.However, they are two brothers and sisters, and they have a forbidden love for each other, which is destined to be unacceptable by secular morality.If you really want to get together reluctantly, you will definitely face a lot of pressure.Ruan Qingyu's original intention was to guide her to pay attention to other boys around her, so that Zhang Xinxin would not suffer so much in the future.But now it seems that this little girl's admiration for 11 has gone deep into her bones.Ruan Qingyu was very worried that once Zhang Xinxin's future feelings broke out, it would be difficult to pass the test of being a godfather and godmother.At that time, it will be Zhang Xinxin herself who will suffer.

"Sister Qingyu, what's wrong with you? Your face is so strange."

Ruan Qingyu came back to her senses, shook her head and said with a smile, "It's nothing, let's continue with the exercises."

"Yeah." Zhang Xinxin just bent down and lay down on the desk, as if suddenly thinking of something, she immediately straightened up and said, "Sister Qingyu, you won't really be picked up by another man, right?"

"Go away?" Ruan Qingyu almost choked, where did this girl learn these words.

"You won't really feel sorry for my brother, will you?"

Ruan Qingyu said angrily, "Don't worry about doing your exercises."

Zhang Xinxin still said worriedly: "Then let's pull the hook."

Ruan Qingyu said dumbfoundedly: "Are you still young? Still playing with these things."

Zhang Xinxin pouted and said, "It has nothing to do with age. I don't feel at ease if I don't pull the hook."

Ruan Qingyu reluctantly made an agreement with her. Seeing Zhang Xinxin continue to do the exercises contentedly, Ruan Qingyu couldn't help touching her hot cheeks.

Xinxin is too eccentric, her thoughts are always like a powerful and unconstrained style, which makes people unable to understand.In fact, Ruan Qingyu was quite touched, she knew that Zhang Xinxin did everything for the sake of 11.But such a dramatic decision to set his life, even Ruan Qingyu couldn't help but feel his cheeks burn.It's just that she had to make an agreement with Zhang Xinxin, because she didn't want Zhang Xinxin to get deeper and deeper in the wrong relationship in the future until she couldn't extricate herself in the end.

Seeing that playful and lovely face staring intently at the textbook, frowning or pursing her cute little mouth from time to time, Ruan Qingyu could only sigh inwardly.

Xinxin, forgive me for my selfishness, I don't want you to be trapped in pain and unable to extricate yourself.If you and him are not brother and sister, if you can really come together, I will definitely bless you.

A few hours later, Ruan Qingyu checked the exercises that Zhang Xinxin had finished, and only after confirming that there were no mistakes, did she pack up and leave home amid Zhang Zhengyu and Zhang Xinxin's exhortations and reluctance.

As soon as he walked downstairs, Ruan Qingyu saw Zhang Yuan standing outside his blue car waiting bitterly.

Seeing Ruan Qingyu coming out, Zhang Yuan immediately went up to meet him and said with a smile, "Have you finished your lessons?"

Ruan Qingyu was a little surprised and said, "You, have you been waiting here all this time?"

"Yeah." Zhang Yuan smiled and said, "Anyway, I don't have a shift tonight, and I'm bored and in a daze when I go home, so I just wait here for you."

Ruan Qingyu sighed and said, "Doctor Zhang, you don't have to do so many things for me."

"It's okay, I'm idle anyway." Zhang Yuan opened the car door and said, "Get in the car, I'll take you home. Are you hungry? Do you want to eat supper first?"

"No need." Ruan Qingyu originally wanted to decline, but seeing Zhang Yuan's tired and expectant face, he couldn't speak in the end, and sat in the car anyway.She didn't know how to explain to Zhang Yuan, but no matter what she said, it seemed that she would hurt him, which was not what Ruan Qingyu wanted to see.Moreover, her mother Zhang Xinli also seems to like Zhang Yuan very much, if she refuses rashly, her mother will be unhappy too, right?
Feelings are really a mess.

Resting my head by the window, looking at the colorful neon lights flying by outside the window, I remembered that it was also such a night, that person broke into that bar single-handedly, rescued myself who had been humiliated, and then touched her Head, a firm but soft voice said to her: "Be strong."

That's right, because of his words, she has always been strong and walked over.I and my mother worked hard and saved money, just to repay what I owed him.

However, only Ruan Qingyu knew that what she owed him was not measured by money.And that love, that he was willing to put himself in danger in order to save her, broke into the bar alone, and asked the person called Xiongbian coldly: "Who has seen her body?" She will never be clear about killing the laughing tiger and trapping herself in a desperate situation surrounded by enemies.

Zhang Yuan, forgive me for not being able to accept your feelings.I owe a debt to one person, and it will take my whole life to pay it back.Maybe in his eyes, my existence is dispensable, but for me, he will be everything in my life.I don't beg for anything, I just hope that I can stand behind him silently and pay for him silently, even if I use up my whole life, without complaint or regret...

When Zhang Yuan's car was parked downstairs in Yuntian Building, when Ruan Qingyu dragged her tired body and refused Zhang Yuan's intention to send her up, she walked into the elevator alone.Neither Zhang Yuan nor Ruan Qingyu noticed that on the edge of the roof of the building across the street, a lonely figure was watching her enter the building. When the lights in Ruan Qingyu's home were turned on, that figure disappeared at the same time.

11 came back. When Ruan Qingyu was still at Zhang Xinxin's home to make up lessons for her, 11 returned home.Seeing that every corner of the room was wiped spotless, he knew it was all thanks to Ruan Qingyu.Every day, no matter how late or tired she was at work, she would come here without hesitation to clean his room. She only hoped that when he came back, he could feel the warmth of home.

Stubborn little girl, why bother.

After seeing Ruan Qingyu back home and confirming that she was safe, 11 went to Zhang Xinxin's house again.At this time, 11 has already gone through disguise. Although the effect is not as realistic as Dr. Crazy's YR-03 potion, 11's super high makeup painting skills can still deceive many people.

After hailing a taxi and sitting downstairs at Zhang Xinxin's house, 11 found a place where blind spots would not attract attention, and stayed alone for a long time.He has been looking at the lighted window in Block A on the fifth floor, and his sister is inside that window.

It's separated by a window, but it's so close, I'm on this side, you're on the other side.Obviously we are all missing each other, but we can't tell you.

11 took out the mobile phone that Ye Jian gave him, and dialed the familiar number but never dared to touch it again, relying on the deepest traces of memory.

"Hello?" The long tone didn't ring a few times, and a very sweet girl's voice came out from the phone.

11 didn't speak, just stood in the dark, with the mobile phone close to his ear, and a smile appeared on the corner of his mouth.

"Hello? Who is it? If you don't speak, I'll hang up!"

"I still owe you a birthday present, what do you want?" At this moment, 11's voice is no longer cold, but a kind of search for a harbor called home with heavy exhaustion after going through vicissitudes of life.

At this moment, he is not the No. 1 ice killer on the killer list who has killed countless people, made people talk about it, is famous in the West, and has countless legendary halos on his head.It's not the 11 who lives in the shadow of swords and swords, making countless people want to eat his flesh and phlegm his bones to get rid of him quickly. He is just a tired prodigal son, a brother who misses his sister.

The girl on the other end of the phone exclaimed in disbelief, then fell silent.After a while, there was a soft sob, and a trembling voice said, "Brother Chu Yuan?"

11 took a deep breath and said softly, "I'm sorry, Xinxin."

sorry? 11 Say sorry to someone for the first time in my life.When he killed people like hemp and his hands were stained with the blood of countless innocent lives, he never said sorry.Article 10 of Chapter [-], the training discipline of the training camp, never say sorry.Because when you say these three words, it means that you have deviated from the purpose of the training camp training and finally weapons.During the training camp, whoever said these three words would die.Outside the training camp, if you say these three words, you will also die.

Don't have feelings, don't have burdens, this is a world where the weak prey on the strong, and the weak are not qualified to accept the apology from the strong.And the strong don't need to apologize to anyone, because those three words will turn a strong person into a weak person.

11 never said sorry. In his world, there is only blood and killing, no pity or guilt.But this time, he really felt guilty, deeply guilty for this sister.

He once vowed to protect Chu Hailan's relatives, and he once vowed not to let Xinxin get hurt.But he didn't keep his oath, even because of his appearance, Zhang Xinxin was dragged into danger from a world where there was nothing to contend with, and even almost died because of him.If Zhang Xinxin really died at that time, 11 would never forgive herself for the rest of her life.

"Brother, where are you? I miss you so much!" Zhang Xinxin choked up and cried, "I knew you would come to see me, I knew you would definitely come back to find me. Woo... Bad brother..."

Zhang Xinxin's words are always so sweet and lovely. 11 laughed, from the heart.

Neither of them spoke, one was crying so hard that he couldn't speak, and the other was silently listening to his sister's cries.Perhaps for him at this moment, this cry is really warm and warm.

After crying for a long time, Zhang Xinxin gradually stopped talking, and asked with a sob: "Brother, where are you?"

"I..." 11 looked up at the starless night sky, then shifted his gaze back to the lighted windows on the fifth floor, and said, "It's in a far away place."

Zhang Xinxin sniffled and said, "Then when will you come back? I seem to see you."

"I'll be back when I've done what I have to do."

"How long will that take?"

"very soon."

Zhang Xinxin said persistently, "Don't lie to me, okay?"

"Ah."

"Brother, is this your current phone number? Can I call you on this number in the future?"

11 There is an urge to laugh, this girl, after so long, still has no thought of letting him go. 11 said softly: "After this call, this phone will be thrown away."

Zhang Xinxin cried anxiously: "Then how can I find you in the future?"

"Don't look for me, I will come back when things are done."

"But, bro..."

"Xinxin, stay at home obediently. The capital will not be peaceful for a while."

"Got it." When Zhang Xinxin said this, 11 could imagine her cute little mouth pouted.

"That's it, take good care of yourself." After 11 finished speaking, he shut down the phone without giving Zhang Xinxin a chance to speak.

In the room on the fifth floor, Zhang Xinxin suddenly yelled into the phone: "Wow, my birthday present!"

It's a pity that the phone has been hung up, and when I dial back, it is a prompt that the other party has turned off.

Looking at the phone, the corners of Zhang Xinxin's mouth were slightly upturned with tears on her face, she smiled a little and said to herself: "Lie to me again, well, that birthday gift can't let you pass the test so easily."

Turning her head to look at the night outside the window, Zhang Xinxin was a little lost in thought.

Brother, how are you doing?Are you still living that life?Do you know that I am worried about you?Brother, you must come back safely.I'll wait for you, and the birthday present you owe me...

Downstairs, 11 took out the phone card and threw it on the lawn.Looking up at the fifth floor again, he suddenly turned around, his eyes had returned to indifferent gray, no longer nostalgia, and left quietly.

The furthest distance in the world is not the distance between life and death, but to pretend not to care about you when standing in front of you.

The farthest distance in the world is not standing in front of you, but pretending not to care about you.Instead, use an indifferent heart to dig a ditch that can never be crossed between the people who care about you and yourself.

Xinxin, I'm sorry.I have something to do if I ever come back alive.I will guard you and be your brother for the rest of your life.

If I don't come back, please forget me...

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I will take two more days off with everyone, and I will go back to Shanghai for a follow-up examination tomorrow.I know many people have said that I have so many things, I was sick again, I gave birth to a daughter, I was taking care of the family, my grandfather passed away, and now I am going back to the doctor.In fact, I don't know why there are so many things, but they are all true.If I really wanted to be a eunuch, I wouldn't have kept it until now.And still insist on writing even when the subscription has been too low to keep food and clothing.

In two days, if there is no accident, I will come back on Monday at most.In addition, there are still four chapters left, I remember them all, and I will add them when I come back.

(End of this chapter)