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Chapter 96 File Six: Fate (4)
"Actually, you are quite cute!" Her lips kissed mine suddenly, and I seemed to feel that the universe was compressed into an infinitely small singularity in an instant, and then exploded with a "boom"!

The kiss came so suddenly and went so fleetingly that I didn't even have time to react.

"This is a reward for you, well, send me back, I really can't walk anymore."

The news that I sent Su Shiting back to the dormitory in the middle of the night caused a sensation in our dormitory.

"How did you do it?" The brothers looked at me with almost admiring eyes.

"Don't guess, we didn't 'do' anything." I truthfully told them what happened last night.

"Failure! Failure among failures! You actually missed this once-in-a-lifetime opportunity! To conquer a woman's heart, you must first conquer her body. Alas, you are still too immature and inexperienced. It's a pity why it wasn't me at the time... The thin monkey was heartbroken, beating his chest and stamping his feet, as if he was the one who missed the opportunity.

"You don't understand at all!" I said in an intoxicated tone that drove them absolutely crazy. "When she looked at me, how could the feeling of instant spiritual contact be compared with vulgar carnal desire?"

At that time, I was really full of hope for the future. I thought that Su Shiting's strong spiritual defense had been breached by me. As long as I continued to move forward bravely, I would win the final victory sooner or later.

Gradually, Su Shiting also accepted my date, and I took her to a hill overlooking the whole city to tell my dreams.

But she took me to the city orphanage to visit the orphans there. Only when I got there did I know that Shi Ting grew up in this orphanage, and she was an orphan.

Because of her background, she has developed an independent personality since she was a child; and her university funding is also based on social donations and money earned from her own work.It is precisely because the opportunity to go to college is hard to come by that she is unwilling to waste time on "boring" love affairs.What's more, nine out of ten romances in college are fruitless.Suffering from loneliness, she is afraid of being separated in pain after falling in love with someone.

So often when our enthusiasm is high, she suddenly becomes cold and warns me: "You better not fall in love with me, I may leave at any time!"

I thought she said this because of a lack of security. To reassure her, I said more firmly: "If you really leave one day, I will respect your choice, but I will try my best not to let you leave."

In order to give her a stable future, I have worked harder than ever.I almost made up all the homework I missed in the first three years in one summer vacation.I was determined to make myself the best student I could be and find the best job after graduation so I could keep her by my side forever.

However, the appearance of Wang Zijun made all my efforts in vain.

Wang Zijun is a transfer student. Everyone knows that it is almost impossible to transfer from university to university, let alone a senior who is about to graduate soon.But he did it, or his family did it. After the school received the largest "sponsorship fee" since its establishment, Wang Zijun became a formal student of our school.

I heard that Wang Zijun was forced to transfer here because of an out-of-control "love affair" in another prestigious school.Because of his prominent family background and notoriety, boys who have girlfriends in the school are in danger, but the girls are ready to move and scramble to get close.

Although he was in our class, I didn't feel much about his arrival, because I didn't think a playboy like him would pose any "threat" to me.

Until one day, the thin monkey secretly told me to pay attention to this kid Wang Zijun, because he has recently had frequent contacts with Su Shiting in private in the name of donating to the orphanage.

"Have you placed a 'deposit' yet?" Skinny Monkey reminded me with concern.

I said no, besides hugging and kissing, Su Shiting and I have no more intimate behaviors.It's not that I don't have desire, but she is very persistent.Since I want to be with her forever, why fight for the day and night?

I didn't ask her about her relationship with Wang Zijun, and Su Shiting didn't explain it to me. Her calmness added to my trust.

The first half of the senior year is over, and the second half of the semester is basically to find a job.But it's not so easy to find a job in this city. I don't want to be separated from Su Shiting, so I have to use my family's strength.

I originally planned to take her home during the winter vacation and introduce her to her parents, but she didn't want to go home with me, thinking that it was not good to rely on my family too early, and Wang Zijun was also helping her contact a Nice work.

Only then did I realize that the crisis was coming, but I still believed in Su Shiting, because I thought she would not be the kind of person who let me down, and it turned out that I was wrong!
On that Saturday, I originally made an appointment to go to the talent market with Shi Ting, but someone entrusted me with a high price to write a program and asked to complete it within two days, so I had to let Shi Ting go to the talent market by herself. Stay for programming.

In the evening, the thin monkey came back and told me mysteriously that when he saw Su Shiting and Wang Zijun in the talent market, Wang took her hand and left.Now I was a little anxious, went to the girls' dormitory to look for her, and said she hadn't come back yet, so I called Su and Wang separately, but no one answered.

That night, I almost kept my eyes open and waited until dawn. As soon as it dawned, I ran outside the girls' dormitory and waited, only to see Wang Zijun driving Su Shiting back.

"Shi Ting!" I felt like my voice was like a heavy stone, falling down and down.

Su Shiting looked at me, her eyes changed extremely complicatedly, but they all returned to calm in the end.

"Our game is over, forget about me!" she said indifferently.

Wang Zijun closed the car door with a "bang", and said to me in the tone of a winner: "Is the program I entrusted written?"

I understood, it turned out that he used the trick of diverting the tiger away from the mountain to keep me in the school, and then took advantage of it.At that moment, I really wanted to rush up and punch his stinky face into the mud.But I know that the key is not him, but Su Shiting.

Su Shiting gave up on me for him!Since she despises my feelings, why should I lose my mind for her and make her look down on me even more?

"Understood!" I smiled and walked away without looking back.

Su Shiting didn't come back to class that day, and I spent it completely in a daze. Although I was sitting in the classroom, I wanted to send my soul thousands of miles away, to a place where I would see Su Shiting forever.

But an incident that happened during my self-study at night made my wounded heart hurt even more.

Wang Zijun and his three cronies came to our classroom.I ignored him, but Wang Zijun suddenly said: "Who are you waiting for?"

I "huo" raised my head, but it turned out that what Wang said was to the "auditor" who was lying outside the window.Facing Wang's sudden questioning, Pang Tiansheng looked panic-stricken and didn't know how to answer.

"Are you waiting for Su Shiting?" Wang Yu said sarcastically, "Don't think I don't know what you're doing here all day, there are really toads in this world who want to eat swan meat!"

His friends laughed out loud, and my head was about to burst into flames. I thought to myself, aren't you here for me? What kind of man is it to bully a mentally handicapped man?
"Take him to brainwash him!" Wang waved, and several people carried Pang Tiansheng into the toilet.

I wanted to rush up to stop it, but I was stopped by Shouhou and Guobala, who said: "The four evils can't be offended, and there is no reason to fight them because of an idiot." But when I heard Pang Tiansheng's wailing, how could I go wrong? Unable to bear it, he shook off them and rushed out.

As soon as he walked into the toilet, he saw Wang's three dog friends pushing "Pang Tiansheng" to the ground, grabbing his hands and pressing his feet, and another unbuttoned his crotch to urinate on his head.

Wang Zijun stepped on Pang Tiansheng's head, but looked at me sideways and said, "I warn you, don't spy on Su Shiting again, she is mine now!"

"Let him go!" I knew that what he said was actually aimed at me, and there was no need to harm the innocent.

"You come to save him..." Before Wang Zijun could finish his sentence, he was already sent flying by my fist.

I don't know why I was so crazy that day, the three of them couldn't stop me, I pushed Wang Zijun to the ground like a hungry wolf, and said through gritted teeth: "Listen, a toad will become a prince one day of!"

This incident became a big issue, and the school threatened to expel me, but then it didn't work out for some reason.Although I was hurt all over by the beating, I should still thank him for the stimulation that allowed me to evolve from formulaic decadence and depression to philosopher-like thinking. Why did Su Shiting leave me? There is only one answer—— money.

If you have money, you can reverse black and white, and if you have money, you can do whatever you want.In the face of money, even the most sincere feelings become worthless.If I still want to get a stable relationship, I must have money first!

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"You don't want to be a wage earner under others, but you choose to start your own business in order to be richer than Wang Zijun?" After hearing my story, Xue Rou said thoughtfully.

"I thought so at the time," I admitted honestly, "but after getting to know you, I realized that too much money doesn't seem to be a good thing, at least you lose your freedom."

"If Su Shiting came back to look for you, would you accept her?" Xue Rou asked cautiously.

"No!" I blurted out.

"Why?" Xue Rou looked at me with flickering eyes.

"She likes money so much, why would she come back to me, a poor man?" I said mockingly.

"She didn't choose Wang Zijun for money." Xue Rou said after thinking, "Otherwise, she would have found a rich man long ago. Why bother working so hard in a bar?"

Immediately, I was stunned as if I had been acupunctured. After Su left me, I preconceived and convicted her, but I never thought about whether there would be other reasons.Could it be that Su Shiting has other reasons, or is she really in love with Wang Zijun?
For a strong and independent person like Su Shiting, no one should be able to force her, so the answer can only be the latter.Although Wang Zijun is a well-known playboy in the school, but as the saying goes, "Men are not bad, women don't love", maybe it is this type of man that can attract her.

"In this case, it's even more impossible for her to come back to me." I felt a little sour in my heart. I always thought that I just lost to money. Only now did I know that I was completely defeated.

"But maybe she still thinks you are the best after going around for a while?"

"Even if she comes back, I won't accept her." I said frankly.

"Why?" Xue Rou asked again.

"You know why." I looked at her a little angrily, don't you understand what I mean?
"I'm sorry..." Xue Rou buried her head in my arms and whispered, "I'm just a little worried. One day in the future, you will forget me like you forgot her."

"How could it be?" I said firmly in my mouth, but my heart was full of confusion.I don't need to leave her, but will she leave me like Su Shiting?

"Jane Zhen, I want to ask you something." Xue Rou raised her head and looked at me. I have never seen her look so serious.

[-]. The Second Book of Providence Appears

"If I want you to give up the website and come to Xue's to help me, are you willing?"

I took a deep breath, everyone knows how tempting Xue Rou's "request" is for an ordinary man.Xue's is one of the few big companies in China. As long as you join Xue's, you can leap into the dragon's gate and reach the sky in one step, which is more than [-] times stronger than the personal website I am struggling to support now.

However, I have never really considered this issue, because people have their own ambitions, and I think it would be more interesting to start a business with my own hands.

Seeing that I didn't answer, Xue Rou smiled easily and said, "I'm just joking with you, I know building a website is your ideal, so how can I force you to give it up?"

"Then can you give up the position of Chairman Xue?" I have wanted to ask her this question for a long time. Excessive wealth is of no use to her. The carefree Xue Rou.

Xue Rou immediately shook her head resolutely: "You know, the Xue family is my father's life's painstaking effort, I can't let it just go to waste like this."

We stopped talking, because we all have our own ideals, so we are destined to be like two parallel rails, which cannot be separated, but we can never get close.

"Jane Zhen," Xue Rou looked at me, with tears in her eyes suddenly, "If you choose someone else, I won't blame you, because... I also hope that someone can take good care of you for me, and I hope you are happy ..."

"What do you mean by that?" Now I'm really angry, she told me to give up this relationship, does it mean that she will also give up?

An extended caravan quietly drove up to us, and a middle-aged lady in business attire with a serious expression stepped out of the car.

"Miss Xue!" The middle-aged lady said in a slightly reproachful tone, "You left such an important matter and didn't deal with it, and came here. If the paparazzi caught you, do you know how much it will affect Xue?"

"I'm sorry, I'm just...too tired." Xue Rou said in a low voice.

"I know," said the middle-aged lady, stroking Xue Rou's shoulder, "but you can't give up, especially at this time. Go back, many people are waiting for you."

Xue Rou sighed and looked at me helplessly.At that moment, I really wanted to say "Xue Rou, don't go!" But when the words came out of my mouth, I said angrily: "Let's go!" Anyway, she was going to leave sooner or later.

As soon as Xue Rou gritted her teeth, she left silently.

Watching her disappear before my eyes, my heart seemed to be tied to a big rock, sinking continuously.It has been two years, and it happens to be the same day and the same place, so is it necessary to start the same story again?I seem to see an invisible chain of fate slowly tightening towards me.

No, I comforted myself that the situation of Xue Rou and Su Shiting was completely different.How is it different?But I can't give an answer, because I still don't know the real reason why Su Shiting left me.I suddenly had a very strong desire to ask Su Shiting for clarification.

Some pinpoint coolness fell on my face, which made me wake up again, knowing what to do, everything about her has nothing to do with me.

It's raining, if you don't want to be a drowned chicken, go back quickly.I looked up to see how heavy the rain was, but when I looked up, I saw a shadow flying in the night sky.

In an instant, all the nerves in my body tensed up, it couldn't be...

The shadow drifted closer and closer, and I could see clearly that it was a piece of paper, slender in shape, and the dark red writing on it was faintly visible.That's right, this is another providence letter!

Is it for me?At this moment, I had the idea of ​​wanting to escape. I didn't want to accept the appointed fate. What's more, the appearance of this thing often foretells the occurrence of unfortunate events.

The more I wanted to escape, but the thing floated closer and closer to me. I took a few steps to the side, thinking, if it didn't fall on me, I would treat it as if it wasn't for me.

The piece of paper was falling slowly, less than two feet from the ground, but about seven or eight meters away from me.I breathed a sigh of relief as if I had escaped a catastrophe, but at this moment, a strong headwind blew up, and the piece of paper that was about to fall seemed to be held by an invisible hand. It flew towards me with lightning speed.

I wanted to avoid it, but it was too late, I just felt that my eyes went dark, and the piece of paper had been accurately pasted on my eyes.

When I reached out to take off the paper, my forehead was all wet. It was not rain, but cold sweat from me.I only now have a deep understanding of what is meant by fate, there is no way to avoid it!
I nervously opened the piece of paper under the light. This time, what will it portend to me?

It was the same as the providence book I saw during the day, with the "God's Will" coat of arms on it, but there were only two words on the bottom: don't listen.

What do you mean by not listening?I couldn't figure it out, but the phone rang suddenly, and a number I was very familiar with was displayed on the screen, it was Su Shiting!

(End of this chapter)