Gong Fei Ji

Chapter 276

She suddenly remembered that sometimes when her mother fell asleep, she would babble and shout: "Qinglang, Qinglang..." At that time, her face had an expression of both pain and happiness.

She used to think that the name "Qing Lang" was her father's baby name, but only now did she realize that this was not the case at all.

She also remembered that at that time, her mother would avoid people and quietly pull her and her sister and say: "...you remember, it was your father who abandoned us, for the sake of future and wealth, and he even killed your father." Brother. When you grow up, you must take revenge. Those people outside are all sent by your father to monitor us. No matter what they say, don’t believe them. Remember, you must take revenge in the future... "

When my mother said this, her face was always ferocious and sinister, and she no longer looked like that gentle and watery mother, which made her feel scared.But she still believed in her words, believing that it was her father who abandoned them.

Only now did she know that it wasn't.She is no longer willing to speculate on the purpose of her mother deliberately telling them these words, because her father killed her lover, so she puts hatred on her and her sister, and wants them to avenge her?

The mother may love them, but their position in her heart must not be comparable to that of her lover.

In the end, my mother didn't last long in Zhuangzi, and died after only eight years.When she was dying, the doctor came and went in and out of her room, trying to save her life.And his father was standing under the big locust tree outside Zhuangzi, he didn't enter the door, and he didn't come in to see her until after his mother died.

In fact, the mother walked very peacefully. When she was dying, her eyes were bright and her face was happy. She took the hand of her sister who was kneeling by the bed and said, "It's great, it's great, I can finally see him gone."

The mother is a divorced person and is not eligible to enter the Xue family's ancestral grave.But her father didn't let her be buried in the Shao family's ancestral grave either. He buried her on an unknown hilltop. There was another grave next to her graveyard, but that grave had no tombstone.Thinking about it now, it should be the tomb of the man in my mother's heart.

She and her elder sister kept filial piety for their mother for three years in Zhuangzi, and then they were taken back to Xue's residence. At that time, she was fourteen and her elder sister was sixteen.Later, it was my sister who married the prince and became the princess. Three years later, the prince became the throne and my sister became the queen.But in less than a month, news came that my sister died of a sudden illness.

It was said outside that it was Concubine Qi who killed her sister for the sake of being the empress.After she entered the palace, she secretly asked the maid who served her sister, and they all said that her sister's death was related to Concubine Qi, so she believed it again.

She seems to have really misunderstood a lot of things and done a lot of things wrong.All her life, she thought she was living soberly, but in fact, she had been in a daze all her life.

She wiped away her tears, turned to Bichi and said, "Light the candle."

Bichi said yes, and then lit the candles, and the whole inner hall was lit up again.

Concubine Xian walked to the desk, Bichi hurried over to grind it for her, Concubine Xian spread out the paper, picked up the pen and dipped the ink, but after thinking for a long time, she couldn't write a single word.

She wanted to write a letter to her father. She had a lot to say and ask in her heart, but in the end, she couldn't write a single word.

What to write?Ask him if his mother is the one who betrayed?Or write him some words of apology?But what's the use.

She remembered that she hadn't called him father for a long, long time.Father and daughter are estranged so far, maybe they really lack the fate of father and daughter.

(End of this chapter)