Gong Fei Ji

Chapter 268

At this time, I already knew that the late emperor was no longer cultivating me as a prince, but as a prince of peace.The Taifus probably saw something, and they no longer taught me strictly, and what they taught were all useless things.If it is said that when I was still living in the Empress Dowager's Palace, the Empress Dowager only dared to destroy my reputation but did not dare to take my life because of my reputation, then when I moved into the East Palace later, the Empress Dowager would have no such scruples.I can't remember how many times I was almost killed. Sometimes you know it's poison and you have to drink it.I remember that the Empress Dowager rewarded me with a bowl of almond tea through the hands of the late emperor. After I drank it, I walked around the palace of the king of hell.

I don't have a biological mother to protect me inside, and I don't have any support from my mother's family outside. Living in the palace is like living in a narrow gap.I lived safely to adulthood by pretending to be a fool, pretending to be a fool, and being lustful. Later, I married the crown prince and concubine, and had wives and concubines such as Liangdi.Later, there was a Zhaoshun in the East Palace who was pregnant. At that time, I was still looking forward to a child, but in the end this Zhaoshun had a miscarriage. I ordered a thorough investigation and found that this Zhaoshun had been to the Queen Mother’s Palace before the miscarriage. inside.After that, the wives and concubines who were pregnant in the Eastern Palace would have inexplicable miscarriages, and it was found that they were either related to the Queen Mother or the Liang Di Qi at that time.Until Wang Zhaorong gave birth to the eldest prince safely, but the eldest prince was suddenly diagnosed as born with a disability.After that, I knew that before I became stronger, I should not expect too much from my heirs.And to be strong, you have to give something. "

He looked down at Nanyu while talking, and said: "Look, I wasn't cruel from the beginning, I am in this position, if I am not cruel, I will only end up being swallowed by others."

Nanyu hugged his hand on her chest and didn't speak

The emperor continued: "The late emperor had deep affection for the queen mother. Back then, he abolished the queen mother of the Yuan Dynasty in the name of being childless, and installed a queen mother who was also childless and only had a princess, and rewarded the Qi family's natal family. Because of the empress dowager's favor and trust in the Qi family, it was considered restraint before King Wu was born. After the birth of King Wu, the late emperor felt ashamed that he could not make King Wu the crown prince. The family controlled the power of the court. When the first emperor finally found out that his relatives were dominant, he was too old and unable to control the government. If the first emperor could live a few more years, he did not find out that the queen mother had an affair with the king of Shu before he died. If the Qi family is not so powerful, I am afraid that I may not be the one sitting on the throne now. Even so, the first emperor did not give the real power to the crown prince when he was alive, and when he died, he himself It’s almost an empty emperor, it’s not easy for me to ascend to the throne naked.”

Nanyu lowered her eyes, was silent, and then said: "I'm sorry, maybe I didn't consider the problem from your point of view." She paused, and then continued: "But even so, I still can't agree with your actions .”

The emperor kissed her forehead, and then said: "You don't need to agree, as long as you can understand that I also have a lot of helplessness. You have to remember that I may be cruel to others, but I have never been cruel to you. Nan Yu, I have given you sincerity, but I hope you will return the same sincerity to me. It is not a good thing to have too many half-brothers. In the future, apart from you, I will not let anyone else bear my children. Wait a few years If Dalang is older, I will choose a rich feudal land for him, and then let Wang Zhaorong accompany him to the feudal land."

(End of this chapter)