Gong Fei Ji

Chapter 257

After crying for a long time, she reached out and wiped the tears on her face, and then said: "I am really like a fool. Everything in the harem cannot escape the eyes of the Holy Majesty. I am afraid that the relationship between me and the noble concubine Every step of calculation and utilization during the period is all in the calculation of the Holy One."

Thinking of her dead daughter, she finally felt a little bit of resentment, and said, "But the Holy One is so cruel. After all, what I conceived was His Majesty's child, but it also became a tool used by the Holy Majesty to calculate sacrifices. Ours My child, Your Majesty, do you feel a little guilty towards her?"

The emperor said: "Concubine Xian, you have no right to blame me for the death of the child. From the very beginning, it was you, the concubine mother, who didn't want her to survive. She didn't die in my hands, but in your concubine mother." The pinellia that the imperial concubine placed in your palace was not enough to cause you to have a miscarriage. It was you who wanted to frame the imperial concubine and wanted revenge, and added more lead sand, so the baby died in your womb. You Mother and concubine don't cherish her, so why should I care?"

Concubine Xue Xian said: "You are right, everything is my fault. I have no right to blame anyone, I killed her with my own hands, my mother killed her with her own hands."

She hated him, she entered the palace for revenge, but she gradually fell in love with him.She was too scared and too guilty, afraid that she would gradually forget her original intention of entering the palace, her sister's hatred, and feel ashamed that she was actually moved by her enemy.

She thought about killing him, but she couldn't do it, no matter how many times she told herself that he was the murderer of her sister, she couldn't do it.Or maybe she just wasn't capable of it.

She loves him more and more, and wants to stay by his side for the rest of her life. She will be sad because he went to another concubine, and will be jealous because he likes Li Zhaoyi.She knew too well what all this meant. If things continued like this, sooner or later she would forget about her sister's death, and would be willing to be trapped in this palace as one of his countless women.

She was persistent and wanted to give herself a result quickly, so when she knew she was pregnant, she thought about how to use this child to give the imperial concubine a fatal blow.In this way, she will have revenge.The imperial concubine is the mastermind, she wants her life, the emperor is an accomplice, she wants his child's life, so she thinks she has sought revenge from the emperor.Then, she can go down to see her mother and sister in peace of mind.

At the beginning, she thought that she would not feel heartache after losing this child, or she did not expect such heartache.She told herself that she did not love this child, that it was the enemy's child, and she could not bear it.But she didn't know that she regretted it until the moment the child really died. She really regretted it.She was looking forward to this child. If she did it again, she would never do it again, and she would definitely give birth to her well.

But no matter how much regret, it was already too late.No one can take her back to a moment when she can choose again.

The emperor thought he had said all he had to say, and turned to leave.

Concubine Xian suddenly stopped him and said, "Your Majesty, wait a moment."

The emperor stopped, but did not look back.

Concubine Xian's emotions had calmed down, she said slowly: "I did everything, it's nothing to do with Bichi, she just obeys my orders. Please see that she has served you before, And for Li Zhaoyi's sake, spare her life."

The emperor didn't speak, but just walked away.

After leaving the gate of Ganquan Palace, Eunuch Zhang who was guarding the gate hastily called out, "Your Majesty."

The emperor looked up at the sky, it was almost evening now, and the sky had already dimmed.

Without even thinking about it, the emperor said, "Let's go to Zhaoyang Palace."

(End of this chapter)