Gong Fei Ji

Chapter 122

Did she really think he wanted her? He just wanted to ignore her.He had to let her know that he didn't want her to be in this harem, but without him, she couldn't even survive.

He watched her grabbing his hand like an octopus, and said coldly: "Let go, let me go."

Nanyu hugged him even tighter, and said in a sobbing voice, "I won't let him go, even if I die."

The emperor stretched out his hand to break her hand, and wanted to push her away from time to time, while Nanyu struggled with his strength, while trying to explain, saying: "...I know I shouldn't lie to the Holy Majesty, but my concubine really It's not intentional, it's not that the concubine doesn't want to have children for the sage. The concubine loves the sage so much that she can't wait to give birth to a litter of cubs for the sage. The concubine just thinks that now is not the time to have children. It's not that the sage doesn't know that the harem has How many concubines have been pregnant, but in the end they failed to give birth safely. The concubines are also afraid of conceiving a child. The concubine will not be able to protect him when the time comes, which will make the emperor sad and disappointed. Even if the child can be born safely, now The government is not stable yet, the Holy Majesty has to focus on the affairs of the previous court, and he has to devote more energy to protecting the children, my concubines, and my concubines are also afraid that you will work too hard, Your Majesty."

She sobbed again as she spoke, and continued: "My lord, you can be angry with my concubine, but you can't misunderstand my concubine's heart for you. The sincerity of my concubine to you is like a surging river, which can illuminate the sun and the moon. Please, my lord, Mingcha!"

The emperor became more and more angry, and his heart ached. This woman could always tell lies so confidently. She was afraid of not being able to protect the child. It was all an excuse. If she really liked someone, she would desperately want to give birth to his child, no matter how many Dangers and difficulties will also overcome obstacles.No matter how much she said, she couldn't deny the fact that she had no heart for him.

He knew from the very beginning that she relied on him just to keep herself alive. From the beginning to the end, she regarded him as a tool for her own survival.

However, he is the lord of the world, he is the most powerful man in the world, and his appearance is not bad, he treats her very well, he even saved her, and without him, she is still just a court lady That's all.The emperor thought sourly and aggrieved, where else could he find a better man in this world, why should she look down on him.

Somewhere in the emperor's chest was sour, it was an inexplicable emotion, an emotion that had never appeared before, a bit like resentment, and a bit like grievance, it was not very pleasant.

The emperor has a nature of vengeance, and if someone made him feel bad, he wanted to make him feel bad too.

In fact, what she said to the emperor was not all lies, at most it was half-truth.She didn't want to have children, and it was indeed because she was worried that the people in the harem would be unfavorable to her, and she would be unable to guard against part of the reason.What's more, Concubine Qi Gui hates her so much, but she still hesitates not to touch her. To some extent, she still feels that her threat is not enough. Well, I will kill her first regardless of everything.

But another reason is that she feels that she doesn't love the emperor.In her opinion, committing herself to the emperor is a last resort for survival, but the child is the blood that connects two people, and should be the crystallization of two people who love each other, but she doesn't want to have such a relationship with the emperor. deep connection.

She doesn't hate the emperor, she is even grateful to him, he erected a wall to protect her, but she has not yet reached the point of love.

He Xian probably also felt a little unreasonable, so he dared not speak any more, and poured some soothing essential oil into her bathtub.

(End of this chapter)