The Supreme Abandoned Daughter of the Mad Doctor

Chapter 348 The Unspoken Secret (5)
In the previous life, he embarked on the path of cultivation purely because he wanted to avenge his family.

First, she wanted to avenge her family and embarked on the path of cultivation, but in the process of cultivation, she got into trouble with Jiuhuazong again, and her goal thereafter was to destroy Jiuhuazong.

Moreover, in order not to be bullied, she constantly improved her strength, and finally even reached the stage of Mahayana!

Finally no longer being bullied by anyone, finally being able to do whatever I want, and finally... no goals.

Imagine, what is the difference between the self in the Mahayana period and the present self?
In a way, exactly the same.

Because they have no goal to move forward, no motivation to move forward, and no idea what they are going to do next.

Hua Nianen and Lin Chengxia and his wife, she has given them enough to survive, and they are not short of money or anything.

Du Wubing, she has already given him the most basic way of cultivation, and even led him on the way of cultivation. As long as he continues to practice according to what she taught, there will be no mistakes, and his medical skills can also be achieved. further improvement.

Ge Yu... Ge Yu died, she also avenged him, and it was a matter of burying him with the whole R country.

As for Jing Rong, she doesn't know what Jing Rong needs or wants, he seems to have everything, so he is not her responsibility.

Painting Demon, if she can undo the soul-locking spell for Painting Demon, then Painting Demon will not be a problem.

The painter, she was obsessed with wanting to kill the painter to avenge herself and her mother Wei Rongjin, but now, killing the painter is not a matter of her fingertips?Not worth mentioning at all.

What else?

Her life in this world has no purpose and no meaning at all. Is it necessary to live in that way?
No one knows, at this moment, Hua Weirong suddenly feels that his whole being is completely meaningless!

She knelt down slowly.

She thought she was the strongest, but at this moment, she felt that she was extremely weak.

She knew there was something wrong with her mood, but she couldn't find where the problem was.

Is the problem in her heart because of Liu Jing, or because of Gu Yunxiu?

Liujing helped her resist the crime, and she has always had it in her heart.

Ge Yu died, although she avenged him, but she still couldn't let go of his death.

For the first time, Hua Weirong felt that such things as feelings are really taboo for cultivators.Because things like feelings are too easy for people to fetter, just like Ge Yu, if she avenges him, it should be over, but in her heart, she still can't let go of it completely.

In this way, Ge Yu will become a fetter in her heart and a burden on her mind.

Similarly, the scene of bearing a lot of debts for her is also a burden on her mind.

Then, there is Gu Yunxiu...

When her emotional burden increases, her mood will inevitably decline.

When the mood drops, there is no possibility of progress.

Hua Weirong is a little confused, what is wrong with her?
Hua Weirong wants to quiet himself down, let himself be quiet for a while, and think about what's wrong with him.

At this moment, all the problems that I have never encountered before have been encountered.

The feeling of confusion is not good.

Early the next morning, although Hua Weirong tried hard to become calm as before, she knew that she was just deceiving herself.Even if she couldn't see anything on her face, she knew exactly what was going on in her heart.

However, Hua Weirong decided to start with the first step.

Even if she can't reach the highest level of a cultivator, at least she is still an ordinary person, and she can live like an ordinary person!
She wants to try to feel like an ordinary person, maybe this will be another way out.

Early in the morning, after changing her clothes, she was ready to go to class.

Been absent from school for a long time.

It's almost time for final exams and winter vacation.

Hua Weirong opened the door, and immediately saw the person waiting at her door.

Gu Yunxiu was wearing a pure white sweater, a long gray coat on the outside, and a gray and white scarf around his neck. He looked elegant and dignified, and he could only be seen from a distance but not played with. That's what he said.

"Rong Rong." Gu Yunxiu called out in a low voice.

Hua Weirong froze slightly, "Teacher Gu."

Gu Yunxiu paused when he reached out to her hand, then slowly put it down, he looked at Hua Weirong very seriously and persistently, "Rongrong, are you still angry?"

"I'm not angry. I just think it's better to keep a distance from you. Gu Yunxiu, I've thought about it. I can't be a top cultivator, so I might as well be an ordinary person. There's nothing wrong with that. But It's a hundred years, once it's over, it's over." Hua Weirong said lightly.

Gu Yunxiu's expression changed slightly, "Rongrong, you..."

"What do you want to tell me? What do you think I want to know? If what you say is not what I want to know, then it goes without saying. You hear me, I am doing well and happy now, and I think it will be over like this There is nothing wrong with life. Teacher Gu, goodbye." After speaking, Hua Weirong turned and went downstairs.

Gu Yunxiu watched Hua Weirong walk down the steps step by step, and his heart seemed to be empty.

Should he really tell her everything?
No, he has to look again, he can't tell her this easily.He absolutely cannot allow the slightest mistake to happen!
After thinking about it, Gu Yunxiu took a deep breath, and regained his desolate, unsmiling, unapproachable appearance.

The students in the class are very strange.

Today, Hua Weirong, who has been absent from class for many days, and Professor Gu, who has been looking for a substitute teacher for many days, came to the classroom one after the other.

Everyone was surprised, but they didn't feel that there was anything wrong.

However, everyone could feel that Professor Gu was not in a good mood, and his whole person became colder than before.

In the past, when he was giving lectures, he would laugh when he said something ridiculous.But today in class, Mr. Gu's voice was very cold, and his expression was also very cold.

And the speed of his lectures is obviously much faster than before.

"Mr. Gu, I don't understand something here, can you speak slowly." A girl raised her hand and said.

Gu Yunxiu glanced at the girl lightly, "You have to be smart in class, and you can spend half of your time fiddling with the camera on listening to the class, so you won't fail to understand."

"puff!"

Some boys laughed unkindly.

Some students said this in class before, and Gu Yunxiu would patiently repeat what the students didn't understand. Even if he didn't repeat the lecture, he would not have such a bad attitude.

(End of this chapter)