My captain secretly likes me

Chapter 181 Why are you doing this to yourself?
Lu Manman has been standing at the door of the training room listening to their conversation, listening to every word.

It turned out that Lin Jinyan already had someone he liked.

When I heard the word "yes", my heart suddenly hurt, it was very uncomfortable, and it was hard to breathe.

"Captain, I have someone I like..." Lu Manman muttered to himself in a low voice, and the hand holding the water glass dropped suddenly, looking very weak.

Lu Manman took a step back, closed the door softly, sat down on his chair again, took off his slippers, put his hands on his knees, and buried himself completely.

It was the first time she had this kind of feeling, an indescribable feeling.This should be the feeling that a love is over before it begins.

But it's okay, at least I know now, it's better than knowing later, when I get deeper and deeper, I'm afraid it will be more uncomfortable than now.And now that I know, I can stop my liking for Lin Jinyan. Anyway, Lin Jinyan doesn't know, so just end this unrequited love quietly.

It's better than hearing Lin Jinyan say that he has someone he likes when he confesses his love to Lin Jinyan one day.

Lu Manman clenched his fists tightly and took a deep breath, trying to adjust his emotions but couldn't.

Isn't it just a lovelorn? It's obviously not a big deal, why is it so boring.There are so many broken-hearted people in the world, could it be that they are all like me, they are so worthless.There's nothing good about Lin Jinyan, and there's nothing good about it. Why do I like him so much? What else does he know besides bullying himself every day.Caring for yourself and taking care of yourself are all about caring for your teammates, which is definitely not the case for what people like.

Lu Manman was already sad, but he didn't expect to feel even more sad after comforting himself.

Tears also began to roll in the eyes.

Damn, why am I so worthless.

When I broke up with Jiang Cheng, I didn't feel this way. The feeling of breaking up with Jiang Cheng is: break up and break up, and the next one will be better.But after meeting this better person, I found that the better person didn't like me.

What a failure!Lu Manman wiped away her tears indiscriminately, and didn't even give her a chance to fall in love, and directly strangled her in the cradle.

Why are you doing this to yourself.

Hearing the sound of the door opening again behind him, Lu Manman lowered his head and quickly wiped away his tears, pretending to be nonchalant.

Lin Jinyan walked to Lu Manman's side, looked down at the top of Lu Manman's head, and asked, "Why don't you go eat? The game is over."

Lu Manman sniffed, put on his slippers and bowed his head, saying, "Let's go."

Lu Manman turned his chair to leave, but was stopped by Lin Jinyan, "What's wrong with the voice?"

"No, it's okay." Lu Manman turned his head away from Lin Jinyan's eyes.

Lin Jinyan stared at Lu Manman, seeing that her reaction was not right, turned Lu Manman's shoulders around, only to find that Lu Manman's eyes were red, and there were still tears on his face.

"What's going on?" Lin Jinyan said in a serious tone.

Lu Manman put Lin Jinyan's hand off his shoulder, and smiled: "It's okay, I just watched a very touching short video, and I couldn't control myself and cried, feeling ashamed and afraid of being seen by you."

Lin Jinyan smiled and said, "I thought you had a cold, do you still have a stomachache today?"

Lu Manman shook his head, "It's okay. I'm going to eat first."

Lu Manman walked out in a hurry and closed the door of the training room.

(End of this chapter)