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Chapter 8 Li Yiran's thoughts (upper revision)

After Li Qin left the hospital, Xu Hanwen thought for a long time, and finally made up her mind to have a serious conversation with her daughter Li Yiran about their divorce and family changes.

When Li Fang's parents first arrived in N City, Xu Hanwen asked Lin Jia to take Li Yiran to meet her grandparents.

Li Yiran was extremely calm when her grandparents came from their hometown, but did not come to the hospital to visit her seriously injured mother, and did not live in her own home. She was not surprised at all, as if it was a very normal thing.

Xu Hanwen asked her to visit her grandparents, and she followed Lin Jia very obediently and obediently.It's just that the expression on his face was dull, and when facing the old couple of the Li family, he didn't have the usual smile.

Everyone only thought that Li Yiran was well-behaved and sensible, but now looking back, there are many doubts.In fact, since Xu Hanwen's car accident, Li Yiran's life has been trembling like walking on thin ice.It's just that she protects herself very well, just pretending that she doesn't know anything, doesn't understand anything.

In fact, the adult's secretiveness when he spoke, and the deep pity in his eyes when he looked at her, made the sensitive Li Yiran understand that her life was undergoing earth-shaking changes.

Now looking back and thinking about it, Xu Hanwen realized that her daughter's abnormality during this period of time finally made her make up her mind to have a formal heart-to-heart talk with her daughter.

Li Yiran will know some things sooner or later, instead of letting her hear from others, it might be better to tell her daughter the truth.

Xu Hanwen was extremely unwilling to let her daughter know Li Fang's ugly side, after all, he was her biological father.But the truth is cruel after all, and concealment may cause more harm to Li Yiran.

Not long after Li Qin left, Li Yiran followed her grandmother Wang Xiuying to the hospital. This time Xu Hanwen did not let her daughter go back with her grandmother, but let her stay.

"Of course, I heard from my little grandma that she took you to see the new school. How does it feel?" Xu Hanwen asked her daughter to sit on the edge of her hospital bed, took her little hand, and asked about the school her daughter would attend.

Through Lin Jia's operation, Li Yiran transferred from her original primary school to Jiefang Primary School. This school was close to Lin Jia's school, and Lin Jia happened to be able to take Li Yiran with her when commuting to and from get off work, so that Lin Jia could temporarily take care of Li Yiran instead of Xu Hanwen.

Now that Xu Hanwen has gradually recovered, Wang Xiuying and Xu Yang will have to go back to City Y in a few days. After all, there is such a big family waiting for them in their hometown, and they cannot stay in City N all the time.

"Well, the school is very good! The teachers are also very enthusiastic. I can go to and after school with my little grandma in the future. Mom can rest assured! Of course, I will take care of myself!" Li Yiran finally brought a smile on his face when he talked about the new school. , it seems that she is still very satisfied with the new learning environment.

"Of course, do you know why your mother changed schools for you? Why did grandpa and grandma come to N City?" Xu Hanwen looked at her daughter and asked cautiously.

"..." When Li Yiran heard this topic, her body froze immediately, and the faint smile on her face disappeared without a trace. She stared blankly at Xu Hanwen, as if she had many questions, but she couldn't ask them for a while.It seemed that Li Yiran had heard something and knew something.

"Of course, tell mom, what do you know?" Xu Hanwen patted her daughter's shoulder reassuringly and asked in a calm and gentle tone.

"Mom, did your father cause your car accident? Did your father have a mistress? Are you going to divorce your father?" Li Yiran asked three questions in one breath, and it seemed that these questions had already lingered in her mind long time.

Yes, it has been more than half a month since the car accident, but Li Fang has never appeared, plus the relatives of the Li family who came from his hometown, such an abnormal situation, everyone thinks that they are well hidden from Li Yiran, but they don't know that little Li Fang Yiran saw all this in her eyes.

"Oh, I still neglected my daughter!" Xu Hanwen couldn't help but sigh secretly.

"Of course, I'm sorry! Mom can't give you a complete family! Yes, mom has sued for divorce, and the court is currently hearing it." Xu Hanwen told her daughter frankly about the problems between her and Li Fang.

Originally Xu Hanwen didn't want to tell her daughter the truth about the car accident, it was too cruel after all, but since her daughter asked her, she couldn't hide it anymore.From her daughter's questioning, she seemed to regard the person who hit her with the car as Li Fang, and she was unwilling to give her daughter false things, which made her resent her father even more.

"I admit that your father has other women outside, but the car accident cannot be said to be caused by your father." Xu Hanwen really didn't know how to describe it.

"It must have something to do with him!" Li Yiran looked at Xu Hanwen's flickering expression, felt that her mother was still protecting her father, so she couldn't help crying!
"Of course!" Xu Hanwen didn't expect her daughter's anger to become so intense, she was right!

"But I know that my father doesn't want to live with us since the Chinese New Year. He often doesn't come home in the name of business trips and overtime. Even when he comes back, he always quarrels with his mother in the middle of the night, and even beat her!" Li Yiran sobbed. Tell the facts you know.

"However..." Xu Hanwen sighed and looked at her daughter who was crying on her hospital bed. She thought she didn't know anything, but she had already obtained the information from various signs that her parents were about to divorce. It's no wonder that in the past six months Li Yiran's grades dropped and she lost weight.

"I also know that the night before your car accident, you had a big fight! Dad pushed you down to the ground, took the family's money and his clothes, and left...so my mother's car accident must be Dad made it! I hate him!" It turned out that everything was not hidden from the sensitive daughter.

"Of course, don't get excited, listen to mother tell you slowly! Don't cry, dry your eyes!" Listening to her daughter's cry, Xu Hanwen had mixed feelings in her heart. She didn't know what would happen to Li Fang if she heard her daughter's cry. what an idea!
"However, although your father was involved in your mother's car accident, the person who drove the car was not your father, but the woman who was with your father. But your father was also in the car at the time, so your father has to pay for the accident. Certain legal responsibilities. They also have other criminal facts, so they came back from France and were sent to the detention center as soon as they arrived at Beidu International Airport..." Xu Hanwen explained to her daughter carefully, the truth of the whole incident and the current status quo.

"Ah..." Although Li Yiran already had a premonition that her father might have been imprisoned, it was still hard to accept that she really heard it!
"Of course, tell mom that your grades dropped last semester, is it related to your parents?" After her daughter gradually accepted the fact and gradually calmed down, Xu Hanwen looked at her daughter's eyes that were swollen from crying, and asked softly , in fact, even if she didn't ask, the answer was already in front of her.

"Although every time you quarrel, my mother will try her best to keep her voice down so as not to disturb me; but my father has never considered how harsh the sound of quarreling in the middle of the night is, so I have known for a long time that as long as my father comes back, you will quarrel Ever since I was woken up by the sound of your quarrel for the first time, I am afraid that my father will not come home, and I am really afraid that my father will come back!" After speaking, Li Yiran looked at Xu Hanwen timidly, and Xu Hanwen gave her daughter an encouraging look , motioning her daughter to continue.

"If he doesn't come back, I'm afraid he won't want us anymore; but I'm even more afraid that he will come back. Every time he comes back, he will always make trouble. He is no longer the father who loved you, me, and family!"

"I want to have a home, a complete home, but I know that our home will never go back again! Huh, huh..." Li Yiran couldn't help but burst into tears again, and finally cried bitterly when she spoke.

"Of course, I'm sorry! Mom is useless, but you have to remember, don't make fun of your studies anyway. You must remember that mom will always love you! I will do my best to create the best life for you And the learning environment! So you must study with peace of mind in the future, only you are doing well, which is the greatest comfort and support for mother!" Xu Hanwen took out a tissue to dry her daughter's eyes gently.

"Mom, don't leave Ranran. Ranran just wants to be with you! As long as she can be with her mother, even if she can drink porridge and eat radish heads in the future, she will be willing!" Li Yiran looked at Xu Hanwen with burning eyes. She tightly hugged Xu Hanwen's arm and shook it gently, with a determination in her tone that was not commensurate with her age.

"However, in the divorce petition filed by my mother to the court, my mother didn't mention anything about the family, except that she insisted on owning you! My mother transferred you to another school to let you leave your original living and learning environment and start a new one. Now that you know that you also want to live with your mother, my mother is relieved!" Xu Hanwen felt her daughter's determination to live with her, and she felt comforted in her heart; and Li Yiran's face was full of excitement when she heard Xu Hanwen's decisive words. Finally, a smile appeared again.

Although the family is broken, Xu Hanwen's heart is filled with comfort from her daughter's thoughtfulness. For her daughter, her embrace is the place of happiness; and for Xu Hanwen, Li Yiran is the source of happiness!
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This chapter was missing in the original article, and it should be added in the revision.

Ye Zi didn't go out today, and was quietly typing at home, so I made up this chapter first and published it in the work.

Ye Zi personally feels that adding this chapter will be beneficial to the description of the mother-daughter relationship between Li Yiran and Xu Hanwen later.

(End of this chapter)