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Chapter 205 All kinds of negative emotions come to my heart...

The death of the old man made Zhang Lin unable to recover from his grief for a long time. Although he looked as usual, he kept himself more immersed in work and shut himself up more at home. In the study room on the first floor, even if there is a smile on the face, it is mostly only on the surface, and there is rarely a smile from the heart.

Hu Xiruo and Xu Hanwen saw it and were anxious, but every time they opened the door of the study, Zhang Lin always smiled in time, and kept arranging the old man's bookshelves, making them think Nothing to say.

Seeing that Zhang Lin stayed in the study for longer and longer, Xu Hanwen had to take care of the clingy Zhang Ziyu, tutor Li Yiran who was already in the third year of junior high school, and was busy preparing her graduate thesis, so she had almost no spare time Being able to free up his hands to care about Zhang Lin more.

The husband and wife sleep in the same bed every day, and even Zhang Lin hugs her to sleep every day, but they rarely have time to communicate. Looking at Zhang Lin who doesn't even dare to get close to the mischievous Zhang Ziyu, Xu Hanwen feels that she can't let him be like this anymore sink down.

After she put Zhang Ziyu to sleep that day, when she ordered Zhang Jianjun to go to the study on the second floor to read the documents, she came to Hu Xiruo's room on the second floor, with a embarrassed expression on her face: "Mom, I want to let Ranran go to the high school first. How about staying at home for a few days and letting Sister Feng help take care of one or two?"

Gao Lei had been transferred from the Higher People's Court of J Province to the Supreme People's Court at the end of last year, so the whole family came to Beidu for this reason.Gao Yuanru has retired and is currently studying at home with peace of mind, while Yufeng has been transferred to the middle school where Li Yiran and Gao Tian work as her English teacher.

Both the Gao family and the Zhang family reserved rooms for the young couple Gao Tian and Li Yiran, but Li Yiran seldom stayed at Gao Tian's house, and only occasionally stayed at Gao's house during holidays. Today, Xu Hanwen directly asked to send Li Yiran went to Gao's house to stay for a while, but it had never happened before.

Even though everyone was around the old man some time ago, Hu Xilan and Yufeng were afraid that Hu Xiruo's mother-in-law and daughter-in-law would be too busy, so they proposed to take Li Yiran to Gao's house for a while, but Xu Hanwen didn't agree, only saying that they could be busy.Now that the old man is gone, why should he send Li Yiran to Gao's house for a short stay instead?
Seeing the doubt in Hu Xiruo's eyes, Xu Hanwen explained: "Mom, look now, as long as I am at home, Xiaoyu will stick to me, and when I put Xiaoyu to sleep and finish tutoring Ranran's homework, it will not be too early I'm already in the stage of preparing for my graduation thesis, and Zhang Lin's current appearance makes me very worried. He seems to be fine on the surface, but I just know that he has never let go of his heart, and I want to spare some time Talk to him more, maybe he can come out as soon as possible."

"Hey, Xiao Lin has been close to the old man since he was a child. It can be said that he grew up under the teaching of the old man. It's no wonder he will be sad when the old man leaves. But Wenwen, don't worry too much. Xiao Lin is a A strong child, I believe he will come out soon." Although Hu Xiruo was also very worried about Zhang Lin's current situation, she still comforted Xu Hanwen with words.

"I believe this. I see that he stays in grandpa's study every day after get off work. I wonder if he is sorting out grandpa's manuscripts and writing memoirs for grandpa. I think, if I can spare more time, I might as well help him do some tidying up, talk to him by the way, maybe he can fulfill his wish faster... Seeing him getting thinner and thinner, I feel very uncomfortable..." Xu Hanwen said with circles in her eyes Some redness.

"It's not bad to let Ranran go to Gao's house for a few days. Anyway, Feng'er and the others like Ranran very much, and Ranran also likes to get along with the people of Gao's family. By the way, Wenwen, do you know? My sister and Feng'er love Ranran Look at it as Gao Tian's future daughter-in-law..." Hu Xiruo thought for a while, and agreed to send Li Yiran to Gao's house for a short stay, then lowered her voice, and expressed Hu Xilan and Yufeng's thoughts in a teasing tone.

"Hehe, I also know this. Children and grandchildren have their own blessings. As long as they like each other, I, as a mother, will definitely be happy to see it succeed. I like Gao Tian..." When Gao Tian was mentioned, Xu Hanwen also smiled. I am very happy, but now the two children are still young, who knows what will happen in the future?

The mother-in-law and daughter-in-law were talking, but they didn't notice that Zhang Lin was standing at the door of the room, who was just looking for Hu Xiruo. Zhang Lin stood quietly at the door, listening to the conversation between the two most important women in his life. It worried them for a while.

He wanted to push the door open, but after thinking about it, he withdrew his hand, turned around and went upstairs to the study on the third floor. He knew that Xu Hanwen would definitely return to the study on the third floor.

Xu Hanwen was indeed the person who knew him best. She guessed right. Whenever he was free during this time, Zhang Lin would sort out the old man's manuscripts in the old man's study. He wanted to help the old man publish a memoir.After hearing the conversation between Hu Xiruo and Xu Hanwen, he vowed that from today onwards he would not worry his family anymore, so he came to the study on the third floor and waited for Xu Hanwen's arrival.

During this period of time, he used work to numb himself at work, and when he returned home, he let himself immerse himself in the old man's manuscripts. He just wanted to sort out the old man's manuscripts early, but he never expected that his recent reticence would make his family Such worry, especially that Xu Hanwen actually wanted to send his daughter to Gao's house in exchange for time to spend with him, made him very ashamed. He was a man, and his unhappy heart made a woman's family worry about him.

Originally, he wanted to go in directly to let Xu Hanwen give up the idea of ​​sending Li Yiran away, but after thinking about it, he decided to forget it. Recently, Zhang Ziyu may feel that he is in a bad mood, and he will avoid him when he sees him, even Hu Xiruo Sticky, only Xu Hanwen sticky.

What's more, as Xu Hanwen said, she will graduate soon. She is a serious person. Although she has a family and children, she has never lowered her academic requirements.If she hadn't been really tired, he would never have thought of sending her to Gao's house to live with Xu Hanwen's attention to Li Yiran.

Let's wrong Li Yiran and go to Gao's house to stay for a few days. Anyway, even if he goes to Gao's house, Li Yiran still exists like a princess. The Gao family will never neglect his daughter, and the Gao family are all intellectuals. There is absolutely no problem with the child's homework.

Thinking about his negligence towards his wife and children during this period of time, Zhang Lin really felt very guilty in his heart. This guilt actually also belongs to his parents. Regarding the passing of the old man, his parents actually felt uncomfortable, but he just So absorbed in your own grief that you ignore others around you.

Xu Hanwen wanted to send Li Yiran to Gao's house for a short stay, so she had already obtained her daughter's consent. During this time, Li Yiran was not in a good mood. In the middle exam a few days ago, because her chemistry test was not very good, the total score was not good. The decline made Li Yiran, who has always been competitive, very depressed. She wanted to have a good chat with Xu Hanwen, but seeing her mother's haggard face and busy figure, she still held back her mouth.

Today Xu Hanwen read the grade report and exam papers she brought back, she didn't say anything, but just asked her to stay at Gao's house for a few days, the reason is that the family has been a little busy recently, which has brought some negative effects on her studies , When everything in the family settles down, I will pick her up.

"Mom, I really want to ask to live at Brother Tian's house for a while. You see, Brother Tian's chemistry scores are all perfect, while mine is only 92, and my mother doesn't have so much time to calm down and help me with my homework. So I want to study with Brother Tian more, just let Brother Tian help me strengthen it." Li Yiran's eyes lit up, and she suddenly became happy, anyway, it's not like she hasn't lived in Gao's house before, living there is like living in her own home The same freedom, not to mention letting Gao Tian tutor her in chemistry, she naturally couldn't wish for it.

Hu Xiruo chatted with Xu Hanwen for a while, then called Hu Xilan, and after explaining the situation, they agreed that Li Yiran would go to Gao's house with Gao Tian after school the next day.

After Li Yiran's affairs were settled, Hu Xiruo thought about it and decided to bring Zhang Ziyu with him again. After all, Xu Hanwen's thesis required meditation.

Zhang Ziyu, a skinny monkey, has no place like Li Yiran. No matter how lively Li Yiran is, there are moments of peace, but Zhang Ziyu seldom has moments of quietness by himself. He is a restless demon king.

"Wenwen, you have to prepare your thesis, let me pick up Xiaoyu for the time being, and let him sleep in our room at night! Wait until your graduation thesis is finished, that kid is too naughty!" Hu Xiruo's words seemed to be She was belittling Zhang Ziyu, but her tone was extremely doting.

When Zhang Lin was young, she was hardly by Hu Xiruo's side, mostly by the old man and old lady's side. Now that she has a grandson, she naturally released all the doting that she didn't use on Zhang Lin before on Zhang Ziyu.

Fortunately, although Hu Xiruo dotes on Zhang Ziyu, he is not so arrogant, so although Zhang Ziyu is naughty, he is not arrogant. If he makes a mistake, as long as the adults reason with him, most of them will not make the same mistake again. The intelligence and savvy of this little man made Hu Xiruo love him to the bone.

"But will this make mom too hard? In fact, I can wait for Xiao Yu to fall asleep and then finish the paper. It's no problem at all." Only after the old man left, He Ma's son proposed that his mother was getting old and wanted to take her home to take care of her. Since Mama He's son has such filial piety, the Zhang family can't force him to stay, so he can only reluctantly bid farewell to Mama He. Now it is difficult for Zhang's villa to be managed by Chen Haiyan alone, so sometimes Hu Xiruo will Cook dinner for the family yourself.

"Now that the company has hired someone again, your dad will watch over the company's affairs. I can basically let go of my hands. I only need to go to see it on Monday and Thursday morning every week. I don't need to go every day. Don't worry, if mom thinks I'm tired, and I will definitely send that little monkey to you." Hu Xiruo knew that Xu Hanwen was filial, so she patted her hand and said.

Hu Xiruo's words were not polite, she treated Xu Hanwen like a daughter, she said that, when she felt tired, she would definitely throw Zhang Ziyu back to Xu Hanwen.

The mother-in-law and daughter-in-law had another conversation. Xu Hanwen was about to go back to the study on the third floor. She walked to the stairs and raised her feet to go upstairs. After looking at the door of the study, the expression on his face suddenly became a little surprised. There is no light in the study. Isn't Zhang Lin in the study today?
She gently pushed the door open, the darkness of the room was only projected by the light at the door quietly, and there was no one in the study, Xu Hanwen stood quietly at the door for a moment, stretched her neck to look upstairs, as if to see through the floor, Find where Zhang Lin is.

Closing the door again, Xu Hanwen hurried upstairs, and the room was opened to her in darkness and silence. Her heart was empty, a heart hanging in the air and unable to realize it, lost, worried, and at a loss... All kinds of negative emotions came to my mind...

(End of this chapter)