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Chapter 197 To Dream ([-])

The postgraduate entrance examination passed quickly. Xu Hanwen and Xu Fei's grades were quite good. They both received re-examination notices in early April. During the re-examination in May, Xu Fei was easily accepted by her tutor.

Although Xu Hanwen's grades were very good, her re-examination did not go well. The tutor seemed a little dissatisfied with her before the interview, but her written test scores were indeed very good, so she had to be allowed to participate in the interview.

Faced with one question after another during the tutor interview, Xu Hanwen deeply felt the tutor's dissatisfaction. Although she didn't quite understand why the tutor made things difficult for her, she was not affected by the tutor's preconceived emotions, and calmly answered the tutor one after another. A tricky question finally made the instructor's face a little loose.

"Wenwen, how are you? Is the tutor's question difficult? Why is it taking so long?" Hu Xiruo, who accompanied her to the interview, was worried when she saw Xu Hanwen with a tired face.

"Oh, mom, don't worry! Even if I'm not allowed to enroll, we're fine, let's go, today is a rare opportunity, let's go shopping." Xu Hanwen wiped her face with her hands to wipe away the exhaustion and frustration on her face. Hu Xiruo, who looked at her worriedly, smiled, pulled Hu Xiruo to sit in the passenger seat, and sat in the driver's seat by himself, and the mother-in-law and daughter-in-law went shopping.

It turned out that Xu Hanwen’s chosen tutor was quite authoritative in educational psychology. She was nearing retirement age, and the graduate student recruited this time would be her close student. Carry forward.

Although Xu Hanwen ranked first in the written test, her age and background made the tutor dissatisfied. In the eyes of the tutor, she felt that Xu Hanwen's current situation, she came to graduate school to increase her capital, and the tutor didn't want to waste it. Educational resources, that's why she made things difficult during the interview, and hoped that Xu Hanwen would be able to retreat in spite of the difficulties.

It's a pity that Xu Hanwen is not a person who gives up lightly. Although she doesn't have the idea of ​​becoming an educator or a psychologist, she really wants to learn more knowledge, so she can calmly face the teacher's difficulties.Regardless of the result, she worked hard...

Considering the actual situation of the tutor, Xu Hanwen was unable to study with this tutor as she wished, but she was impressed by Xu Hanwen's grades and adaptability, so she recommended Xu Hanwen to the school, and the school transferred her under the name of another tutor. Specializes in the educational psychology of preschool children.

"Xiao Xu, if I were ten years younger, I would definitely not recommend you to others, but time is not waiting for me, I will soon reach retirement age, I hope you can understand my feelings. If there is anything that needs my help, please feel free to Come to me, and I will do my best to help you." After Xu Hanwen entered school in mid-September, the expert went to Xu Hanwen to explain.

This made Xu Hanwen very embarrassed: "Teacher, I should be the one who should say I'm sorry. It's because I didn't think carefully and filled in the report rashly, which made it difficult for you."

The two sides were relieved, shook hands and talked happily. Since then, Xu Hanwen and this expert have become friends for years...

As the days passed, Xu Hanwen, who had re-entered the school, started feeding Zhang Ziyu with food other than milk products one after another since he was four months old, and weaned Zhang Ziyu from breastfeeding shortly after school started.

At this time, Li Yiran and Gao Tian had both graduated from elementary school with excellent grades and entered middle school. Li Yiran, who was one year older, was now more and more like her older sister.After entering junior high school, she was not in the same class as Gao Tian, ​​but the cheerful Li Yiran quickly integrated into the new group, and was elected as a class cadre by her classmates.

Lin Dong readjusted her learning focus according to Li Yiran's actual painting ability. Xu Hanwen completely let go of Li Yiran's painting arrangements and let Zhang Lin and Lin Dong negotiate and arrange. She believed in Lin Dong's professional vision, and even more in Zhang Lin. Lin's heart for Li Yiran's cultivation.

What she now asks of her daughter is to do her best to learn cultural lessons well, improve her personal quality and self-cultivation, and lay a solid foundation for the future.

"Wenwen, have you been under too much pressure from studying lately? I feel like you don't sleep well at night, and you have dark circles under your eyes!" It was a weekend night, Zhang Lin hugged Xu Hanwen and lay on the bed after washing Under the quilt, he used his fingertips to gently draw on the edge of Xu Hanwen's eye circles, and said with a heartache.

Only after Zhang Ziyu was weaned, Hu Xiruo took Zhang Ziyu by his side on the grounds that Xu Hanwen was nervous about studying. In fact, it was to give space to Zhang Lin and his wife. After all, they were husband and wife when they were young. Sometimes, there are always many inconveniences.

"Well, I haven't been sleeping very well recently. It's not you. I really want to ask you. Do you have something on your mind recently? You keep waking me up in the middle of the night. Is it because work is not going well?" Xu Hanwen originally wanted Find a time to discuss this matter with Zhang Lin. Now that Zhang Lin has mentioned it, it won't be a problem for her to delay it after thinking about it.

Recently, Zhang Lin always wakes her up in dreams in the middle of the night, but he himself is a normal person, as long as Xu Hanwen wakes up and shakes him, he can turn around and fall asleep, but Xu Hanwen who wakes up has difficulty falling asleep , This situation has been going on for a while, it used to happen once in a while, but recently it has become more and more frequent.

"I woke you up? But why didn't I know? Although I've been dreaming a lot lately, I can still sleep until dawn, and I don't feel too tired!" Zhang Lin looked at Xu Hanwen suspiciously, a little unbelievable.

"I feel strange, you wake me up in a dream, I shake your body, you ignore me, turn over and fall asleep again, once or twice is fine, but recently it is more and more frequent, I I'm really going to ask you what's going on!" Seeing Zhang Lin's bewildered look, he was completely fine, I really don't know what's going on with him, Xu Hanwen couldn't help but feel annoyed when she thought about it. Blame Road.

"I really don't know what I woke you up in the middle of the night, but I know I was dreaming, because although the dreams I have every day are not exactly the same, they are all related to the dream in which I was unconscious." Zhang With a face full of guilt, Lin looked at Xu Hanwen in distress.

Hearing Zhang Lin's words, even though Xu Hanwen was mentally prepared, her face was still pale. In order to prevent Zhang Lin from seeing her strangeness, she buried her face in Zhang Lin's arms.

"Wenwen, you have to believe me, I only have you in my heart, I don't know what happened to that dream, it always appeared in my mind after I fell asleep, and I couldn't get it off..." Xu Hanwen's movements It still made Zhang Lin feel that she was strange. Because of the woman in the dream, he felt that he had betrayed Xu Hanwen. In fact, he was quite distressed. This strange woman had never appeared in his life. It frequently appeared in his dreams, which made him puzzled.

Knowing Zhang Lin's innocence, although Xu Hanwen still didn't decide whether to tell him about her rebirth, she really couldn't bear Zhang Lin's self-blame, so she felt that she had an obligation to solve Zhang Lin's confusion, even if she couldn't completely let Zhang Lin Get out of that dream, but at least don't make him blame himself so much.

She fixed her mind and raised her head, staring at Zhang Lin's handsome face obsessively, until Zhang Lin became more and more uncomfortable being looked at by her, then said quietly: "Zhang Lin, can you describe your dream in detail?" Tell me? Although my major is not general psychology, and my studies are not too good, but somehow I've got a little bit of it, maybe I can see something from the dream."

Before fully proving that Zhang Lin's dream was the same as her previous life, Xu Hanwen couldn't decide whether to tell Zhang Lin the origin of her soul, so she could only test and listen to Zhang Lin's dream in this way, how could she I didn't expect that the major I chose would one day become my means of exploring secrets.

"Do you really want to know? I feel a little unbelievable. You and Ranran in it are completely different from now, and my wife and son are all other people. Wenwen, how could I have such a ridiculous dream? My heart It's really only you..." Zhang Lin didn't expect that Xu Hanwen, who had been reluctant to hear about that dream, would ask to hear about this incredible dream today.

"Zhang Lin, don't worry. It's just a dream. What's your heart like? I'm your bedside person. Of course I believe in you. It's not whether I want to know, but this dream has already affected us. To live a normal life, so I must know about this dream, only when I fully understand this dream, can we come up with a way to let you get rid of this dream completely..." Xu Hanwen looked at Zhang Lin who was full of distress, and her heart was full of guilt. In fact, she knew in her heart that this had a lot to do with her rebirth. It wasn't Zhang Lin who dragged her down, but on the contrary, she dragged Zhang Lin down.

"This dream sounds unbelievable. It started in the ward after your car accident in N city, and it also ended in the ward after your car accident in N city. The same person in the same ward makes people feel that they are completely different people. I don't know if you can understand me when I say this." Zhang Lin glanced at Xu Hanwen, only to feel that something gradually appeared in her clear eyes, she didn't speak, but just found a more comfortable position in his arms , wait for his next words.

"At the beginning, the you who woke up from a coma, with a dull face like a soulless doll, ignoring Ranran's crying, ignoring the comfort of relatives, immersed in your own world, made people feel sad and helpless... and the dream ended. The you who woke up from the drowsiness, but with a rich expression, confused at first, then surprised, clear, with some joy in the warmth and anger, and finally seemed to have made great determination..." Zhang Lin's words brought Xu Hanwen into the The despair of waking up from a car accident in the previous life and the ecstasy of rebirth are two completely different states of mind.

"Many things in the dream are completely different from your and my life in reality. I don't understand how there is such a dream, but it makes me feel as if it is my real life. , Wenwen, in fact, I am very scared in my heart, I am afraid that when I wake up one day, you are not by my side, and there is a completely strange woman lying beside me." Zhang Lin held Xu Hanwen tightly in his arms, as if only Only in this way can I feel her real existence...

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