rebirth happy life

Chapter 104 Guilt
No matter how much Li Yiran understood, after all, she no longer objected to Xu Hanwen's return to Province J, and through this heart-to-heart talk, the mother and daughter had a different tacit understanding.

Li Yiran also took out a pen and ink to write ten words "self-esteem, self-confidence, self-improvement, self-reliance, self-love" neatly, and pressed them under the glass plate of her desk to encourage herself.

"By the way, of course, do you have any thoughts on the current painting study?" Xu Hanwen was very happy and relieved when she saw that her daughter took the "Five Self" as her motto. Thinking of what Lin Dong once said, Just asked.

"Well, Mom, Mr. Lin said that I have a strong grasp of lines and a certain talent for colors, so I taught some basic knowledge of fashion design. I am also interested in fashion design. Mom, if I ask What do you think about the development of fashion design?" Li Yiran heard her mother suddenly asked about her painting, so she reported her learning situation in recent months to her mother.

"However, what do you think?" When facing her young daughter, Xu Hanwen behaved like a friend, giving her plenty of room for development.

"By studying painting with Mr. Lin, I feel that to become a painter, I should not be as talented as brother Gao Tian. My painting can only draw a part, and the limitations are too strong, but I do have a sense of painting. I have a lot of interests and hobbies, I’m still young, so it’s too early to decide on my future development now?” Li Yiran no longer has the blindness and self-confidence about herself after several months of study. Ability to look at oneself more objectively.

"Well, my mother is really happy to think like this! My mother is getting more and more sensible! My mother let you learn to draw with Mr. Lin. First, I don't want to bury your talent. Second, it is also to let you continue to learn. Broaden your horizons and see yourself clearly. As for whether you can become a painter or not, it is not something you can pursue. Now that there are so many people learning piano and dancing, is it possible that everyone can become a pianist and dancer?" Xu Hanwen heard Hearing her daughter's words, she was very happy in her heart. It seems that her daughter has not only improved her painting and calligraphy with Lin Dong, but also improved deeply compared to her peers in other aspects.

Xu Hanwen looked at her serious daughter and asked, "What are your plans?"

"I will continue to learn painting skills from Mr. Lin. Even if I become a fashion designer in the future, I must have considerable painting skills! In addition, I think I am still young, and if I set my development direction too early, it will bring too much trouble. Too many limitations are not conducive to my overall improvement, so I want to let nature take its course, at most collect more information about the clothing industry, and not make major changes for the time being. Mom, do you think this will work?" Li Yiran said When the words came out, Xu Hanwen was stunned. Is this what a nine-year-old child said?
Suspiciously looking her daughter up and down for a long time, Xu Hanwen was speechless.

"Mom, in fact, Teacher Lin talked about this matter with grandma. Grandma told me these things. Grandma said that even if she wants to be a fashion designer in the future, she must first learn the current homework. Grandma also said that she needs to learn a lot to be a fashion designer. knowledge, fashion designers need to have many abilities and qualities that are different from ordinary people, such as drawing ability such as imagination, profound artistic attainments, rich market experience, excellent personality charm, etc., all of which I need to learn and accumulate from a young age. So I have to work hard to learn more knowledge and improve my self-cultivation, so that I can have a broader space for development." Li Yiran told Xu Hanwen the truth that Hu Xiruo told her in detail, and Xu Hanwen was moved extremely.

Hu Xiruo not only took good care of Li Yiran's life when she was not with her daughter, but also cared and taught Li Yiran like a granddaughter, which brought about subtle changes in Li Yiran. How could Xu Hanwen not be moved by this? !
It is said that "people's hearts are separated from the belly, and people know their faces but don't know their hearts." Although Hu Xiruo is kind to Li Yiran, it is inevitable that some people will say that it is because of Zhang Lin's face.But if it's just for Zhang Lin's face, then she can just take care of Li Yiran's life, why bother to plan for Li Yiran's growth and development? !

Comparing her heart with her heart, Xu Hanwen felt that she insisted on going back to Province J. She was really selfish and self-willed. She only considered the problem from her own point of view. Now she calmed down and thought about it again. If she insisted on going back to Province J, she would naturally be able to meet her work needs. The couple can also spend more time together, but what about the daughter?Where is the old man?What about Hu Xiruo?
By insisting on going back to Province J, I am not only indebted to my daughter, but also sorry to Hu Xiruo who always treats her like a daughter and Li Yiran like a granddaughter!
After the separation, Hu Xiruo not only has to care about the financial and operational status of his own company, but also cares about the daily life of the old man and Li Yiran's life and study.Although Yan Bei assisted in the preparation of the wedding, and Hu Xilan assisted in the life of the family, but the past few months have made her haggard a lot.

Hu Xilan will return to N City soon. Apart from the operation of the clubhouse, Yan Bei will also work with Xu Ming to prepare for the operation of the logistics company. I think it will take a long time to fly back and forth. Zhang Jianjun and Hu Xiruo can worry about it.

If Xu Hanwen can stay in Beidu, even though she is pregnant, she can still take care of Li Yiran and Gao Tian's life and study, and the old man's daily life, which can greatly reduce the burden on Hu Xiruo.

Hu Xiruo probably hoped that Xu Hanwen could stay in Beidu, but when she heard the conversation between Zhang Lin and the old man, she didn't raise any objections at all, and she didn't feel displeased at all. The son and daughter-in-law can be happy and happy, even if she herself is tired, she is willing to have no complaints or regrets. It is truly pitiful for the parents of the world!
After figuring this out, Xu Hanwen's guilty heart aches and regrets!Heartache for Hu Xiruo, heartache for Li Yiran, heartache for Zhang Lin, and deep regret for my ignorance!She has been a human being for two lifetimes, and now she understands what it means to be proud of being favored!
Looking back now, I was really too selfish, and work was an excuse. In fact, deep down in my heart, I only wanted to be closer to Zhang Lin, but I ignored the other people around me who cared about me and loved me.

"But what should we do now? We're leaving tomorrow, and the old man has already let me go. Now it can be said that it's too late to regret it. Isn't it too tender?" There is no good way, I just blame myself for being too ill-considered.

"Mom, mom, what's wrong with you?" Li Yiran, who was talking on the side, couldn't see her mother's reaction after talking for a long time. Seeing her mother's complexion was bad, she couldn't help being anxious, and asked eagerly, shaking her arm.

"Oh, no...it's nothing, mom just lost her mind." Xu Hanwen withdrew her thoughts, patted her daughter's cheek, pondered for a moment, looked at her seriously with a smile and asked, "Of course, isn't it very important?" Do you want mom to stay? Well, if you speak from your heart, mom will seriously consider it!"

"Mom, to be honest, I really hope you can stay. You don't have to go to the unit to complete your work! I heard from Uncle Lin that you can do a good job for the company even in Beijing. And Grandma Hu I'm going back to N City, and there is no one to help grandma in the future, grandma will be very tired! If my mother can stay in Beidu, she can guide me and Brother Gao Tian's study! Of course, Laodou will be alone ..." Li Yiran looked at Xu Hanwen, and felt that her mother really wanted to hear her opinion, so she became more courageous and spoke her heart out.

"That's right! Even Li Yiran can see things, why can't I understand them? I have really become a spoiled person!" Xu Hanwen couldn't help but blamed herself deeply.

"What's wrong with your mother and daughter? Be quiet!" Hu Xiruo was worried that Li Yiran's mood would affect Xu Hanwen's mood, and worried about their mother and daughter, so she came over to have a look, but she didn't expect that the mother and daughter were snuggling together. There was no sound, and I was a little surprised.

"Oh, it's nothing! Mom, thank you!" Xu Hanwen asked Li Yiran to stand up and gave the chair to Hu Xiruo.

"What are you talking about, silly boy! If you want to say thank you, it should be mom thanking you. You gave Zhang Lin happiness and happiness! Taking good care of him is what I should do!" Hu Xiruo immediately understood the meaning of Xu Hanwen's words.

"Mom, I've thought about it. For the safety of the baby in my womb, I'll stay in Beidu and take good care of my health!" Xu Hanwen bit her lip, and finally said her latest decision.

"Huh? Didn't you agree? You and Xiaolin go back to Province J together. You are newlyweds. Don't say you don't want to be separated like this. Mom, I also don't want to! And you and Xiaolin are together, so you don't have to worry about your mother." Worried about his daily life." Hu Xiruo is such a smart person, how could he not know the reason why Xu Hanwen changed her mind, and how could she allow her to indulge in guilt?
"Mom, Zhang Lin is so old. Didn't he always be alone before? He has such a strong ability to live, how can I take care of his daily life? His work is too busy, I will work with him Go, maybe it will only affect his work and rest, he might as well feel at ease if I stay in Beidu!" Xu Hanwen obviously felt that Hu Xiruo's expression relaxed a lot, it seemed that she was too self-willed and made everyone worry about him. She is worried!
"Wenwen, whether you are going or staying, grandpa and parents will obey the wishes of your husband and wife, and discuss it with Xiaolin later. Everything is based on your own wishes, don't force it, you know?" Hu Xi Ruo No more words, just let the husband and wife discuss it by themselves. After all, based on her observation and understanding of her son, Zhang Lin hoped that Xu Hanwen would return to S City with him!For Hu Xiruo, nothing compares to the happiness of a son and daughter-in-law!
(End of this chapter)