Steal Sheng

Chapter 69 Personality Defects, Self-Education

The hustle and bustle of dust turned into nothingness in an instant, and after the darkness, the dawn in my heart bloomed, my blurred eyes, leaving those unknown phantoms, slowly opened, and my eyes fell back into the gentle light.Those scenes flew away at once, and disappeared together with the dream. The clear wind passed over her face, indicating that she had returned to the other side of reality. There was a flow of splendor in her eyes. After waking up from the passing illusion, she slowly opened her eyes. The eyes and the person in front of me gradually became clear.

I remember that Bai Yu told herself that Xu Ning had already woken up, and she wanted to get out of bed to visit him immediately, because each other could see each other, and the dawn after darkness would be more meaningful.The movement of getting up was too violent, causing her body to shake for a while, and her whole body fell heavily back on the bed. When she looked up, she saw the doctor and Bai Yu stretching out their arms to support her in worry, and a warm current flowed through her body.

"I'm fine, thank you all, maybe it's because I lay down for a long time and got up a little too quickly." Facing people who care about her, she always has more gratitude and emotions than others.

"You're welcome, it should be, do you remember?" Bai Yu said.

"I want to see Xu Ning. When I was in a coma, I seemed to hear you tell me that he had finished the operation." Her eyes were full of eagerness and guilt, and she looked at him for help.

"You just woke up and need to rest. It's not suitable to get up and walk around immediately. I'll visit him for you and tell him that you've woken up. Let him know that you're fine, okay?"

"not good!"

Seeing that Bai Yu didn't want to help her get up, she put her hands on the bed again and prepared to get up. This time, she didn't get up as hard as before, and her head didn't feel too dizzy. .

Seeing this, Bai Yu and the doctor hurriedly followed behind and shouted, but Xiao Sheng had no intention of stopping at all. They stopped people when they saw them along the way and asked if they knew which ward Xu Ning was in. Those who were stopped were all arrested. She was frightened to varying degrees by her actions, and she gave a fierce stare and cursed, "crazy." '

Seeing this, Bai Yu quickly ran forward to explain and apologize to others, then stood behind her and shouted: "I'll take you to see him!"

After a moment of stillness, she slowly turned her head, her eyes already full of tears.Bai Yu couldn't bear to see it, so he went up to hold her hand and led her to Xu Ning's ward. She also obediently followed by her side without saying a word.

The uneasiness in my heart has extended to the throat, but I still bite the bullet and lead her forward.He just came back from Xu Ning for a while. When he was here before, Xu Ning had just come out of the operating room and was not out of danger.Although he was not admitted to the intensive care unit, the doctor repeatedly told him to pay special attention. The guardian must take turns to monitor him 24 hours a day, and he cannot leave for a moment.Will Xiao Sheng be unable to accept being in a coma again when he sees Xu Ning like this after a while? Officer Liu said that just because a coma wakes up does not mean that she is completely fine, because she may be in a coma again.

The closer he was to Xu Ning's ward, the faster his heart beat. June's hospital air-conditioning was always so unsatisfactory, and his breathing began to be short of breath due to the sweltering heat.He didn't dare to turn his head to look at Xiao Sheng, and he didn't dare to raise his head to look ahead. He just kept holding her hand silently with his head lowered and rampaging, which was worse than Xiao Sheng who was running wildly just now.

The ward was right in front of him, he stopped suddenly, Xiao Sheng looked at him suspiciously and asked, but he couldn't even make a sound.Bai Yu suddenly realized the flaws in his personality, and that kind of flaws cannot be used as an excuse of 'I am this personality' or 'I was born like this'. This kind of flaw is the real reason why Wang Ji wants to break up with him.At this moment, I suddenly realized that although the courage to take a step in front of me has not yet mustered up, my heart is full of joy. In fact, a large number of people in this world do not understand themselves at all, let alone understand others.And because Wang Ji and Xiao Sheng allowed me to understand the flaws in my personality, this is a kind of luck. They helped me to educate myself invisibly, and the process of self-awareness is not self-education.

Is there anything I can't do after I have learned self-education?Not all of Xu Ning's excellence and talent come from his own self-education. Self-education is a process of self-reflection and self-hypnosis, but the flaws in personality are the most difficult invisible flaws to be discovered in self-education, and the means to destroy oneself. ticking time bomb.

He suddenly found out why he was so dependent on Xu Ning, and why he was only attracted to Xiao Sheng and Wang Ji among Henry's thousands of beauties. It was more accurate to say that he admired and worshiped.Because the three of them have perfect personalities, no matter what they go through, they can face the sun, neither humble nor overbearing, and the soldiers come to cover the water and the earth, and face up.Every choice is to live better, and every choice is to live after death.It is a precious quality, but no one is born with it. A perfect personality requires one to constantly absorb the essence of all things and fill the soul with nutrients, so as to reach the highest level of self-education.Yes, this is the highest state of human beings.

Bai Yu suddenly felt that his whole body was full of power, as if his whole body was quiet in the essence of all things. It was a very magical power, so magical that he could instantly cast away all timidity and hesitation.As if she was already in the highest realm of a soul, holding Xiao Sheng's hand was endowed with magical power, she looked up at him again in doubt, this time he showed a healing smile towards her, making her The doubts on her face and the haze in her heart disappeared immediately.

They strode towards Xu Ning's ward, looked at the closed ward door in front of him, smiled at her again, gently opened the door and walked in.

Officer Liu was gone, and only Wang Ji and Xu Ning, who was lying quietly on the bed, were left in the ward.Sitting next to the hospital bed, Wang Ji kept praising Xiao Sheng, and jokingly told him that if she didn't wake up again, she would help Xiao Sheng introduce a good man to marry again.It just so happened that Bai Yu and Xiao Sheng opened the door and came in. The three of them were startled, but quickly returned to calm.

Wang Ji was the first to speak: "Sheng'er, you're awake, don't mind me calling you like that."

Xiao Sheng's eyes were full of Xu Ning lying on the hospital bed, but he tried his best to show a smiling face and shook his head at Wang Ji.She was not stupid. When she saw the ECG monitor, she knew that her elder brother Xu Ning was not completely out of danger, and her eyes turned red instantly.Walking step by step to the bed, Wang Ji moved her body and stood outside to make room for her.She leaned down and kissed him on the forehead, a drop of tears slid down his brow, wet Qi Yuxuan's face.

At this time, Xiao Sheng was completely different from her who was frantically looking for the ward just now. Although her expression was full of sadness, she was also very calm. A soft kiss on the thin lips.

Wang Ji winked at Bai Yu to leave, and the two quietly exited the ward, leaving space for them to be alone.

"You know how he brought her here before he was out of danger?"

The two of them withdrew and did not go far, and sat down on the bench outside the ward. Wang Ji didn't mean to blame her when she asked this question, but was just curious about his decision speed this time.

"She woke up and had her drip removed, and neither the doctor nor I could do anything to stop it. Instead of letting her turn the hospital upside down like crazy, it's better to just bring her to see him. I think she must have I'm ready in my heart to welcome all the results." Bai Yu looked at the front and narrated calmly, but his eyes radiated a light that Wang Ji had never seen before.

If he didn't see this passage with his own eyes, she would not believe it if anyone told her that he said it, even if her father told her.But now that I have seen and heard with my own eyes, I suddenly realize that he has changed so much after not seeing him for a moment. Is it because of what Xiao Sheng said to her?She looked at him in surprise and surprise.

"I know what you're thinking. I'm sorry Ji'er. I was bad before. It's hard for me to know the flaws in my personality, so I made you wronged. I will get better and better in the future and correct all the flaws in my personality. Flaws, although it is difficult, but I will work hard, for you and for myself." Bai Yu suddenly turned his head to look at her affectionately, and said softly.

The surprise of this transformation is a little big, a little fast.It was so fast that she was caught off guard, her face quickly became flushed, and her heart rate doubled.

"you"

"I don't think you should directly understand the flaws in my personality as my shortcomings, right? I hope you can give me another chance and let us start over. Of course, I won't force you to agree to me right away. I will use the results to prove that I can be a person with perfect personality like Xu Ning, Xiao Sheng, and you." He once again looked at her sincerely and expectantly, expressing his heart.

"Thank you, I love you! I also look forward to the brand new you coming to me again and entering my life." She hoped that he could truly understand himself and understand himself through the self-hypnosis time. I confide all my longing for family, and I feel a little embarrassed to say my girl's family.

He took a deep breath as if releasing a heavy burden, and the two looked at each other, smiled and hugged each other.

in the ward

Xiao Sheng's tears flowed wantonly like beads with a broken thread, recalling every word and every sentence of his parents when they were at home, every word was heartbreaking.Recalling Xiao Qian's childhood, he was only eight years old when he came out to work, and they had no emotion except the same blood.

It is often heard that if parents want to have a second child, it is best to have a second child when the older child is two or three years old. At that time, the age gap between the child and the older siblings is small, and they can be a companion to play with, grow together, and grow up together. When you grow up, you will naturally have deep feelings.If the age difference between the eldest child and the second child is more than five years old, it is best not to choose to have a second child. If the family conditions are good, it is better. Say nothing but burden and replace with no emotion.

Except for the endless pain and torture he brought her, Xiao Qian couldn't find any value in Xiao Sheng's life, and this time he almost destroyed her life.

"Brother Xu Ning, you must wake up. It's all Sheng'er's fault. Sheng'er should listen to you and ignore them, and go to school in England with you obediently. Brother Xu Ning, can you wake up quickly?" When you wake up, let's leave here immediately, leave this place that makes us sad and hate, and never come back. I will listen to you in the future. Brother Xu Ning."

No matter how firm the will is, it can't withstand the repeated destruction and torture. The Xiao family's prejudice has been interpreted to the pervert. It is no longer a simple partiality, it has long been a curse of the devil.She can no longer let them do whatever they want. They are parents, but they are also sinners; they are parents, but they have never fulfilled their parenting responsibilities; The right to education of citizens is considered to be responsible, and then love is given; and her parents not only did not give the slightest love, but also failed to fulfill their responsibilities; she also has no obligation to honor them. Nearly lost her life, she would have done her best not to sue them.

The constant calling may have disturbed his rest, or it may have awakened his consciousness. The fingers in Xiao Sheng's hand seemed to move, and she hurriedly called again.Gently put his hand on the side of the bed and stared at it without daring to blink, his ring finger and little finger moved again, this time he saw it for real, and he really reacted.Full of joy overflowing her throat, she suddenly opened the door quickly and looked around, and saw Wang Ji and Bai Yu sitting at the door.

"He moved, his fingers moved, hurry up and call the doctor." Suppressing his excitement, he tried his best to stabilize his emotions and told them.

"Really, that's great, I'll go right away," Bai Yu said as he walked a hundred meters away.

"Thank you, Officer Wang."

"You don't need to thank me. I should take care of him. He is also my brother."

"Um"

"Sheng'er, now that Xu Ning is awake, he should be out of danger soon. I have something to discuss with you," Wang Ji said while looking at her.

"Sister, say it."

"After the incident between you and Xu Ning, I called the brothers in the police station to interrogate your parents and younger brother, but when I arrived at your house, I found that they had all escaped."

"Escape?"

"Yes, run away."

"Isn't it unintentional? Why did you run away?" She smiled bitterly, and she knew in her heart like a mirror why they wanted to run away, because they didn't want to bear such consequences at all, and they weren't even willing to apologize and admit their mistakes.

"You can only know this after you catch them. What I want to tell you is that because you have called the police on this matter, our police must deal with it. They should be punished whether Xu Ning is out of danger or not, but they After all, it was your parents who reported to the police, so I want to ask if you want to sue them?"

"I can't make such a decision for Xu Ning. It's too unfair to him. Wait for Brother Xu Ning to wake up and ask him. I respect all his decisions. Punishment is just a kind of education for the wicked. What's wrong with a good education."

Wang Ji found that she still underestimated the girl in front of her. She knew that she was brave and intelligent, with a perfect personality of independence and tenacity.She didn't expect to be able to deal with such a difficult problem so perfectly that she had to admire it.Bai Yu must have been influenced by her to wake up suddenly. In this way, she also saved a relationship of her own, so she can be regarded as a benefactor.

"Sheng'er, what are your plans for the future?"

"Brother Xu Ning's plan is my plan. When he recovers, he can go wherever he wants. If he tells me not to sing, I will stop singing immediately."

Wang Ji looked at Xiao Sheng in disbelief and said, "But singing is your dream?"

"To live with Xu Ning is my dream."

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Wang Ji knows that Xiao Sheng loves to sing, this is an indisputable fact, everyone knows it.But now she is willing to give up the dream she has loved and pursued since she was a child for Xu Ning. This is a love that surpasses the value of life, and it is also a love that melts the two into one.Because Xiao Sheng knows that Xu Ning understands her, her dream is his dream, and his dream is her dream.

(End of this chapter)