Steal Sheng

Chapter 61 Love Far Beyond Love, Beyond Love

"I like it, I will keep this smell every day from now on." Xu Ning stroked her head, talking to himself, and seemed to be promising something.

"Ah?" She was still greedily lying on his generous chest, her thoughts were still on those sweet lips.

"I said, if you like lemon fragrance, I will keep this taste every day in the future, for you."

"for me?"

"Yes, for you."

"Who were you before?" He hesitated for a moment with a tremor in his heart, but he still asked out his doubts.

"Before, to miss my parents."

"Then why don't you miss it all of a sudden?"

Xiao Sheng's casserole-breaking question reminded him of the scene before his parents died again. The memories are always old sorrows, tears of longing, and pain of longing, so that he dare not fall asleep every night.As soon as you close your eyes, your whole body will be swallowed by the pain deep in your memory. The blackness in the darkness is pitch-black, dark, and you can’t see your fingers. The blood in the darkness is bright red and purple, which is the red of the maple forest on the back mountainside; Tears in the dark are despair, depression, and heart-wrenching pain.But, no matter what, they will never come back again. They are gone. They were gone when I was eight years old. After so many years, the beautiful faces and smiling faces of my parents have been clearly living in my dreams. Now it is time for him to let go .

The change of the times is not the pain of one person, nor should it be the pain of one person.It is both pain and change. With the progress of the times, every revolution requires people to sacrifice; no matter whether others think your death is heavier than Taishan or lighter than a feather, or feel sorry for you, pity you, sympathize with you, or There are also cruel people who think that you deserve it, as long as it is of substantial significance to the progress of the times, it is more important than Mount Tai, and it is a hero; therefore, parents are heroes.

My parents have been looking at me in the sky, I can't get up anymore, I must let go.Kevin said: Knowing the truth, the dream will disappear naturally, but the premise is that he must realize that he should let go after knowing the truth.

In the truth, those who should be punished have been punished, and the past is over, and their sacrifices have also left a profound chapter in the long river of history.Today's good life is the result of their generation's faltering groping, exploration, repeated verification, and the sacrifice of many passionate young people.Therefore, I must, as my father said, find a good relationship and live happily.

Now a good match is in sight, Sheng'er is a poor girl who was persecuted and tied up by the feudal ideology, but she is different from other girls who have the same experience as her.She dared to resist and pursue her own freedom. She is synonymous with women in the new era.The appearance is weak, but the heart is strong; the appearance accepts, but the essence resists; the appearance is unsmiling, but the essence is a lively and cheerful girl.She is smart, has ideals and goals, knows what she wants, and is not afraid of the cruelty of reality; she can always look at life and the future with a smile.

"Because my brother won't be lonely when he has Sheng'er, it's time for his parents to rest in peace." He looked at the person in front of him affectionately, his eyes were bloodshot, it was the pain left by the thoughts that had just flown away The blood streaked down, the blood streaked by the tears that were pressed back.

"Lemon, fragrant, does it mean nostalgia?" She raised her head slightly, and a soft whisper came from his ear.

He bowed his head and said softly, "It means 'faithful love'."

She lowered her eyebrows shyly again, and the corners of his mouth were full of happiness and pampering.

"Sheng'er, I love you, will you dislike me?"

She looked up in panic and surprise, the blush on her cheeks hadn't faded yet: "Isn't it because you despise me? I was not born well, have a bad job, a bad education, and don't look good. I'm still a bumpkin."

"No, although my Sheng'er was unfortunately born in a family that no one loves, she is very brave and never gives up on herself; work is not high or low, and every job in this society has its own necessity, so participating Their people are all equally great; academic qualifications are only used to prove a person's IQ level, my Sheng'er is ice-snow smart and gifted, how can she care about that kind of game; How can you be a country bumpkin with a small mouth and not good-looking?" Her cheeks became hotter when she heard this, and she thought that it was him who was so eloquent. In the eyes of others, the person is actually unsmiling and not good at words, so suddenly he burst out laughing.

"why are you laughing?"

"I laugh at you for being unsmiling and not good at words, you are obviously too good at making excuses." She covered her mouth with her hands, and smiled in her arms.

"Okay! I'm praising you, but you're making fun of me," he secretly reached out and scratched her waist, making her laugh harder and begging for mercy: "I was wrong, I was wrong, you Unsmiling, not good at speaking."

As soon as she finished speaking, his hand suddenly stopped: "Sheng'er really thinks I'm this kind of person?"

"what?"

"Be serious."

"No."

"Slick tongue?"

"No."

"That is?"

"Sincere love."

"Sheng'er, I want to take you to London."

She suddenly widened her eyes: "Why?"

"Hide."

"..."

"I want to go back again and find my heart doctor Kevin for the final treatment. I want you to accompany me. After I finish the psychotherapy, I will send you to study at Henley General School. Your musical talent is so good, you shouldn't Buried, when you come back from your studies, come to Henry to help me teach together, and we will be full of peaches and plums together."

I have to say that Xu Ning is indeed a delicate man, and he thought of this when Xiao Sheng was willing to come back with him.So much so that he explained all this to Teacher Henry for her a long time ago, and Henry also personally helped him make an overseas call to handle all the admission procedures, so that they can go to school as soon as they pass.

He is the kind of man who is not domineering but domineering, and the kind of man who is not useless but delicate.At this time, Xiao Sheng's eyes were full of admiration, and his face was full of happiness and surprise. He might have a little bit of inferiority complex at first, but when he thought of him praising himself like that just now, what the hell is inferiority complex, he hurried to get out.

"Thank you."

"I knew you didn't like the stage, you just like singing, maybe you made a mistake before."

"You know me better than I do."

"Because I love you, I care about you more than you do."

"I love you too."

She knocked on his door as soon as it was light in the morning, and told him that she wanted to go back to visit her grandparents today, but she didn't know how to go back.I am going to go to London with him soon, I don't know when I can come back next time, and I don't know if I can see them again when I come back.They are all old, they suffered so much when they were young, and they have nowhere to rely on when they are old. They have been working hard to cater to their parents, and they don't know if their parents are treating their grandparents better now.

The moment he returned to the county seat, Xiao Sheng was actually eager to go home and visit his grandparents.But she was nervous and didn't know how to find them. Xu Ning comforted her not to think too much, and accompanied her back to visit her grandparents.

There was a side door to the room of the grandparents, so Xu Ning and Xiao Sheng went directly to them through the side door with gifts, instead of entering the door to meet their parents.The moment the second elder saw Xu Ning and Xiao Sheng, his eyes immediately turned red, and grandma held Xiao Sheng's face in both hands and said with tears in her eyes: I lost weight, my baby obediently lost weight.Grandpa was watching them with a smirk all the time, Xu Ning helped him to sit on the bedside, asking for warmth so that grandpa couldn't hold it back, and burst into tears.

They narrated everything that happened at home after she left: Xiao Qiang found a job as a coolie, it’s not what it used to be, no matter how it used to be, it’s useless now, you have to have real skills to find it Relatively easy job.An uneducated and irritable person like him should be grateful if someone is willing to use him.Hui Lan also found a handicraft job, and her job was much easier to find than his.It's just that Xiao Qiang still hasn't quit smoking, drinking and gambling. In fact, it's not that he hasn't quit, but he never thought about quitting.His job is day-to-day, so he has a lot of time to gamble.

Because of gambling, the two of them earn almost moonlight. With such a family here, they need money for eating, drinking, and drinking. There is also a 14-year-old little ancestor in the family who spends money every day.

Either you want to buy a game card today, or you want to buy a new sneaker tomorrow; you wear a Shamat and hang it on a chain;He was a domineering student before he finished junior high school. He didn't like studying just like his father did back then, but he was even better at not learning well.

Back then, Xiao Qiang only liked to watch movies and tease little girls. This little ancestor can eat, drink, have fun, wear clothes, and tease little girls.Because of these bad things, he suffered a lot. He was beaten by his father when he was educating him at home, and he was beaten when he had conflicts with those bastards in society. He was only 14 years old and he was beaten outside.It's useless to tell him such things thousands of times, he just likes to pick things up, he just likes to fight big bosses and imitate young and Dangerous boys.

As for Xiao Qiang, since Xiao Sheng's incident of jumping into the river, he began to learn to restrain his violent temper. Come on, scolding everyone is the same sentence.

Hui Lan didn't seem to have any serious bad habits except that she didn't love Xiao Sheng before, so the second elder couldn't tell where she had changed.Work as hard as before, and serve her husband and son seriously, but treat her parents-in-law very indifferently.But it seems that she can't be blamed for this. The mother-in-law is not a mother, and the father-in-law is not a father. It is not only that the daughter-in-law does not respect her in-laws, but also that the in-laws do not treat their daughter-in-law as their own flesh and blood.Since ancient times, the relationship between daughter-in-law and parents-in-law has been very delicate. The daughter-in-law was not born to you. If you want her to respect you in the future, you should treat her like your own flesh and blood!

The biggest mistake Xiao Sheng's grandparents made to her was to plan her to give birth to a child to fulfill her daughter's happiness, but it turned out to be self-defeating. No one worked hard, and both of them fell into the abyss.And all of this, in disguise, became the reason why Hui Lan didn't love Xiao Sheng. She seemed to think that if there was no Li Lansheng, how could she have her mother's partiality.

Maybe!But this reason is not tenable. Without Li Lansheng and Xiao Qian, it would be a bigger obstacle.If selfishness is the greatest evil in the world, then we should not find excuses for them with compassion.The deep sea of ​​suffering that I have experienced, I have experienced it, and I will not erase everything because of my self-deception, but will be more impressive.

"Grandpa and grandma, we are leaving, you must take care of your health, I will come back to see you next time."

"Sheng'er, why did you come back with uncle this time, where is Bai Yu?"

"Grandma, he's not uncle, he's brother Xu Ning."

"Isn't he Bai Yu's uncle?"

"He's not Bai Yu's uncle either."

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"Grandma, I am Ning'er, Xu's son," Xu Ning told grandma straight to the point. He believed that Grandma Xiao Sheng must know Xu's.

"Ms. Xu, Ning'er? Ning'er."

"Yes, Xu Ning'er, Sheng'er is my girlfriend now, and I will love her forever." Xu Ning didn't want the second elder to keep entangled with Xiao Sheng on such issues. Identify yourself, the sooner the better.

"Grandma, grandpa, let's go first. You and grandpa must take care of your health. I will definitely come back to see you next time." Xiao Sheng and grandpa and grandma reluctantly hugged and left. On the way back, she asked Why did Xu Ning tell her grandparents about her boyfriend and girlfriend? She didn't want to tell them yet, worrying that they wouldn't be able to tell her parents.

Xu Ning said that it would not be better to tell her parents, so that they would be notified. If her parents have something to say when they get married, the two of them can use what they know this time to fight back.Xiao Sheng said that she didn't want to cause too much trouble. Although it was said on the surface that the relationship was severed, how could it be possible to really sever the relationship? She couldn't do it if the law didn't allow it, so she admitted it.But I will only come back to take the responsibility of supporting them when they are unable to live. As for the process of growing up, I don't want them to participate in my whole life, because they don't have the qualifications.I still call them parents because of their bodies and skin, and nothing else.

"But I don't want to be your underground boyfriend, I want to be your boyfriend upright. Sheng'er, do you still dislike me, dislike me for being 13 years older than you, and dislike my parents?" Xu Ning suddenly became panicked, Holding her palms began to sweat, he turned to ask her with a serious expression.

Seeing that Xu Ning was getting serious, Xiao Sheng explained anxiously: No brother Xu Ning, how could you think so?I also love you very much, you are a ray of light in my life in my heart, because of you I see light in darkness, because of you I see hope in fear, and because of you my dreams are reflected in reality.You are my life, my home, and my everything. Because of this, I am more afraid of being destroyed by others than you.Brother Xu Ning knows me, but you don't know my parents at all, you don't know how terrible they are.I have never believed that people can change their nature after living most of their lives.

Xu Ning was very shocked when he heard Xiao Sheng's words. He didn't expect that he had such a heavy weight in her heart. It was how long it took him to have such heavy emotions.In fact, they can't tell how long they have been in love with each other, it seems to be a long time, and it seems to have just begun.Feeling warm and sad in my heart, I stretched out my hand to hug her and blamed myself: I'm sorry Sheng'er, I was wrong, I didn't think carefully, I will prepare all the procedures in these two days and take you abroad quickly, we will Being together for a lifetime does not allow anyone to destroy you, you are also my life, my everything.

Xiao Sheng stroked his back with his hand, and murmured, "It's not your fault, it's not your fault."

(End of this chapter)