Steal Sheng

Chapter 39
Xiao Qiang and Hui Lan ran out of the hospital with a bunch of photos, Hui Lan whimpered and complained to him.After all, it was the flesh that fell from my body, how could I not be sad at all, the pile of photos in my hand was like a cold bayonet piercing my heart, causing pain.

"Stop chanting, okay? It's like chanting scriptures. There's no end to it?" Xiao Qiang was distracted by her sobbing and complaining all the way.

"It's all your fault. If she insists on taking the money back, the child forced to break up with us now, are you happy?"

"Is it my idea alone? What's more, Gan'er is his own younger brother. He is in trouble. Shouldn't his sister help? Why did she become the one who abused her? It's ridiculous!" Xiao Qiang really doesn't understand this daughter's brain circuit. He thinks the only explanation is that she is too selfish, caring only about herself and her family.

"Then you are still a father! Why don't you help Gan'er find a way!"

"I asked Sheng'er to help me because I was thinking of a way!"

"You! Why don't you go out to earn money by yourself. The expenses of the family and the expenses of the godfather all fall on Sheng'er alone. Does she think that we are abusing her!"

Huilan had always suggested going out to work in her early years, but Xiao Qiang never allowed it because the family needed a woman to take care of the housework.I promised myself that I would look for a job, but later I became obsessed with gambling and drinking. I was either in the liquor store or in the casino all day long, because the couple often quarreled about it.The most motivating time, he even beat her with his hands. As a result, she lay in the hospital for a whole week.Later, Huilan's brother told her that if you were not allowed to go to work, you would enjoy the blessings, so why do you have to look for hardships? Happy days are fine.

Every time she sees Sheng'er, she feels very distressed, but her mouth is stupid and she can't express that maternal love, and her actions seem so weak. After all, in Xiao Sheng's heart, she is just a person who only knows about shopping all day long and doesn't want to go to work. Incompetent mother.Slowly as time passed, she found that Sheng'er was getting farther and farther away from her, and it was at this time that Li Lansheng became more and more dependent on her and clinging to her.Therefore, Huilan became more and more fond of going to Li Daqing and Li Lansheng. There is no reason why her own children are not so distressing. Besides, Li Lansheng is very good at currying favor with her, and often acts like a baby in front of her. Go shopping with Li Lansheng.Every time they came back with a full load, every time they bought items from Hui Lan and Li Lansheng, once Hui Lan wanted to buy a piece of clothing for Xiao Sheng, Li Daqing immediately showed her face.From that time on, as long as she was with the Li family's father and daughter, she would never mention anything about the Xiao family's father and daughter, and sometimes she would go along with them and say nothing about the Xiao family's father and daughter.

Later, Xiao Qiang discovered that she would run away whenever she quarreled, and there was no news after she ran away, as if she had evaporated from the world.He began to be afraid, and the unprecedented fear devoured his whole soul bit by bit. He was afraid of divorce. Now he is different from himself when he first got married. At that time, he was tall, rich and handsome. The pauper of the cell.and
Every time he hears the term descendant of scholar, he just feels that it is adding salt to his wounds, and he doesn't think the word is a compliment at all, he hears a lot of sarcasm.The descendants of the scholar, who is the scholar?Who is the offspring?Is Xiao old?Then what kind of descendant are you?Grandpa is a scholar, father is a descendant, and he is just a joke.

I have been beautiful, I have been down, I have owed my life, I have been in a cell, my wife was slept by my brother-in-law, my mother was threatened by my brother-in-law, my sister was ignored by my brother-in-law, and I was cheated on by my brother-in-law. What is the meaning of my life.What's the use of having a son and a daughter? Back then, my parents also had a son and a daughter.Instead of leaving your daughter in the cold and your son to others, it is better to protect her with all your strength.In order to keep her daughter from marrying for the rest of her life, she really worked hard!

Since the descendants of scholars are a joke and satire, what is the use of reading?It is even more useless for my daughter to study at home!Xiao Qian doesn't like reading, but likes to hang out with some gangsters in society all day long. He thinks this is good, at least when he grows up, others will not dare to green him easily.

From then on, he tempted Hui Lan to go to casinos, casinos, and all the places he went.One is to keep her firmly under his eyelids, and the other is to prevent her from going to Li Daqing and that bastard again.He couldn't beat her anymore, but he became irritable when he drank; in order to control his irritability after drinking, he burned himself with cigarette butts; hit his head against the wall, and cried secretly under the covers; after doing so much, the result He still couldn't control his thoughts, and those past memories were still fresh in his mind, and he couldn't get rid of them.

He had no choice, he really had no choice, so he transferred all these emotions to Xiao Sheng.Whoever made her a girl, he just didn't like girls, even hated women.

"What job do I have? Don't farm? Don't eat? Don't teach people?" Xiao Qiang yelled fiercely.

"Does that kind of field have to be planted for a year? Gan'er, I haven't seen how much education you have! I told you that Gan'er doesn't go to school all day long, and spends time in various game halls. Sometimes when he comes back, he smells of cigarettes and alcohol. , he is only 14 years old! Did you take care of it? Even if he didn't come home all night, you never looked for him. Before, it was me and Sheng'er who looked for it, then Sheng'er and grandpa looked for it together, and then it was me and Dad looked for it together, have you ever looked for it?" Seeing him growling, Hui Lan cried out hoarsely.

Xiao Qiang didn't have enough confidence in the first place, and he was very guilty. Being made a fuss by Huilan was like being set ablaze: "What the hell are you doing with me? Don't you feel tired? I'm the only one who made it look like this today." Is it a human problem? You are not wrong? You are not wrong at all! Think about why I don’t want to see your daughter!"

Hui Lan was instantly deflated when she was yelled at, how could she not know?Having been a husband and wife for more than [-] years, she naturally knows his nature clearly.She simply sat on the side of the road and started to cry. She wanted to cry all the grievances in her life, and she even wondered why she couldn't leave bravely.She thought of Mrs. Bai, she thought of Li Lansheng, she wondered why she gave birth to her, why Mrs. Bai handed herself over to her mother-in-law, and even wanted to dig Li Daqing out of the grave and ask him, would it hurt her conscience? Yes. She hates it!Persistence!But I don't know who to hate!

"Are you sick? Sitting on the side of the road and howling, isn't it embarrassing enough?"

"The death of your daughter is not only not sad at all for you, but also shameful?"

"Is she dead? Is she dead? She has severed ties with us!!" He angrily tore up the photo in his hand and threw it out.

There was a figure following them all the time in the distance, and seeing him tear up all the photos at this time, I was a little shocked.He didn't expect him to react like this, maybe it's like the old saying: It's hard for an upright official to break up housework!He really can't understand it!Don't care, or don't care, he was stunned for a moment, and he came over: "Hello!"

They were still immersed in anger, and suddenly they were startled when they heard someone talking to them: "It's you, it's you! Officer Liu! Scared, scared us!" Hui Lan suddenly stood up and put her hands on her hips I wiped it twice, and then wiped it twice on my face.

He didn't answer her, but looked directly at Xiao Qiang who was still angry and said, "Why did you tear up the photos? Oh! Of course you can tear them up, and Xiao Sheng also said that it's up to you to deal with it, but you can't spread it on On the street, you will be fined, so pick it up!"

Xiao Qiang immediately lost his anger when he heard the fine. He stared blankly at Police Officer Liu for a moment, then showed a row of thick smoke-stained teeth and said flatteringly, "I'll pick it up now, pick it up now, don't ask for a fine! Just slipped my hand just now." !Slip!"

"Okay! Pick it up quickly!" Officer Liu took out a ziplock bag from his pocket and gave it to him: "Use this to pack it, it's easier to carry, I advise you to go home and keep the one you picked up! Don't do it. Things that you will regret in the future! After all, there is no regret medicine in the world!" He left them with a smile full of meaning.

They looked at the back of Police Officer Liu leaving, and looked at the fragment in his hand. In the end, Xiao Qiang put it into a sealed pocket and put it silently in his trouser pocket.Hui Lan looked at him calmly and said, "Give it to me, I'll tape it up when I get home."

He stared at her blankly for a moment, then took out the bag from his pocket tremblingly, and gave it to her.Why did he tear up the photo, because he didn't dare to look at it at all. He admitted that he was not as brave as Hui Lan, at least she dared to face it, and he didn't even have the courage to face it.Looking at those photos, I reminded myself once that my daughter was forced to die to negotiate with him, and my daughter was forced by him to sever ties with him.When she disappeared back then, he insisted not to look for her because he felt that she just wanted to get rid of his shackles, and since that was the case, he would fulfill her.If he is gone and out of sight, he may be able to control his violent emotions and his illness, at least no one will condone his illness anymore.

Xiao Sheng endured silently for these years, and he was also in pain. When he was not sick, he also gave her warmth.He will buy watermelons that are just on the market for her to eat, and he will buy her the most popular belts; during the Chinese New Year, he will hold her hand and come to the photo studio to take family photos together.However, in Xiao Sheng's heart, abuse is always greater than love, and the dimension of greater can almost completely cover the little pitiful love.

People in this life are pitiful.Therefore, what Xiao Sheng said is not wrong, his own experience, ups and downs, is only his own life, why should he impose it on his children.In Xiao Qiang's view, it is not so much fate as his own incompetence.Children have no choice in life. If they can choose, whoever wants to be reincarnated as his own daughter is not self-abuse!

How terrified she must have been that day!As for him, who would have imagined the pain and suffering behind each cigarette.Facing his son and daughter, he does not deny that he loves his son more, so he will try his best to meet his son's request; he knows that Xiao Sheng usually pays his salary, and he just wants her to help his brother, borrow some money from colleagues or He borrowed some from the leader and bought a set of equipment for his younger brother first. He didn't want to do anything to her; he even wanted to discuss it with her, but she put on a tough face as soon as she got home.The violence that made him hide in the dark almost burst every blood vessel, even so he forcibly restrained; but she, going crazy!He was really scared at the time, he was afraid that she was really crazy.So, he picked up his own syringe and stuck it in.

Now everything has changed, and reincarnation has been reversed.There is only one thing that is somewhat similar to what he expected, that is, his daughter, Sheng'er, really left him.How ridiculous, to do so many things that hurt her, just to force her to leave him?no no!It was his own body that was already riddled with holes, scabs and pain all over his body.The face covered with paste was hiding under the clown's mask, but tears still flowed from the outside of the paste, but it became even more ugly. The tears smeared the black paste and turned into black ink and flowed down together.

They moved forward and backward, left and right, touched each other, and limped.Just like this, I walked silently from the provincial capital all the way to my home, I don’t know how long I walked; when I got home, the sky was already full of stars, and the moon was quietly hanging.Letting myself be possessed by the night little by little, like two walking dead beasts.

When I got home, I took off my shoes. Hui Lan, whose feet were already bleeding, didn’t have time to take a break. She leaned against the wall and opened the drawer tremblingly, took out the tape, and began to stick photos one by one. Facing the light, she saw two tears streaming down from the corners of her eyes. , until penetrated into the bun.Xiao Qiang sat behind him, his body was already empty, thinking of what Bai Yu scolded him.This kid scolded well, but not completely!I should be: a child is not a grandson, a child is not a grandson, a child is nothing to say, an old man is a thief; he is still: a rotten wood cannot be carved, and a wall of dung cannot be stained.There was a burst of ridicule in my heart, and my eyes were already foggy.

He Cheng doesn't want to work, but no one dares to use him
(End of this chapter)