Steal Sheng

Chapter 15
Since Xiao Sheng's parents reached a tacit understanding, they have become affectionate instead.Although there were quarrels and fights; but, as people say, fights at the head of the bed and squabbles at the end of the bed, it took only a few hours to reconcile.Sometimes, as soon as the quarrel ends, peace returns immediately, which catches people off guard.

Xiao Sheng kicked the stones all the way, looking at the ground all the way, when he saw a screw, he immediately picked it up and put it in his pocket, and when he saw a small piece of iron, he stepped on it quickly and put it in his schoolbag.At that time, a lot of money for stationery was also settled.

This year, her mother threatened her hard and soft to make her give up her studies.

This year, Xiao Gan took away her last right to be loved at home.

This year, Li Lansheng's father gave up medical treatment to save money for her to go to school.

This year she left home.

This year's Spring Festival, which is rare in ten years, bought new clothes for her. They were bought by Xiao Sheng's mother. Fresh ski jackets that could bleed were quite popular back then, and her mother paid a lot of money.A pair of high stretch trousers with a pair of white sneakers.Mom kept praising her for her good eyesight, but Xiao Sheng was uncomfortable wearing this ski jacket. She always felt that the redness seemed to be stained with blood, and she felt nauseous.Father gave her mother a big roll of the eye.

He looked at Xiao Sheng and said, "From today onwards, you will go out to work. Remember not to spend your fixed wages indiscriminately, and bring them all back. Your brother needs money to go to school, and it also costs money to live at home."

Xiao Sheng's mother went on to say, "Yes, you must be sensible. There is only one younger brother in the family. If you don't hurt, who will? We can't make money."

Xiao Sheng nodded silently and said: "Got it." Seeing the quilt in his hand touched and touched, he turned to his mother and said, "Mom, the factory said that they need to bring their own quilt and supplies, and they only provide one. dormitory."

Hui Lan looked at her and said, "There are only three quilts in the house, let me give you one."

Xiao Sheng quickly walked in front of his mother, and said in a slightly coquettish tone: "Mom, then give me the big quilt, it's too cold."

Huilan was sitting on Xiao Qian's lap, so she quickly pushed Xiao Sheng, lest she would knock her brother off, she also leaned her whole body to the other side and said, "Here's the big one, your dad, me and your brother Frozen to death, right? Such a grown-up person, why doesn’t he know how to take care of his family at all.”

Xiao Qiang took over the conversation and said, "Take my yellow coat and padded robe to her and seal it on top of the quilt."

Sitting on his mother's lap, Xiao Qian kept tilting his head to look at you and her, as if he suddenly realized that his sister was leaving, so he shouted loudly: "Sister, you must come back to see Gan'er often!"

Hearing his son's voice, Xiao Qiang lifted Xiao Qian from Hui Lan's arms, nodded his little nose and said, "Sister will do it, and I will bring you a lot of delicious food. My sister will go out to earn money soon." The money was spent on Ganer."

Xiao Sheng kept packing her things and kept silent. In fact, there was nothing to pack, but she really didn't know how to blend in with them.With resentment, with resentment accumulated over the years, she left the home that had never been warm.In that family, she has slowly transformed herself into a look that her parents like and a look she hates.I also acted like I did, and lived like they liked, and the result?In the end, I still haven't fulfilled my long-cherished wish. I just want to be able to finish my studies well like other children.Nowadays, she is not even willing to give her a bigger quilt, which turns out to be a luxury.

She had thought about cutting off ties with her family many times, and even checked the information and the law, but it was difficult for an upright official to break up family affairs.The law only says that parents must unconditionally bring up their children to adulthood. If they violate the law, the children can protect their rights through the law, but they are still parents, and she can't do it.

I still remember Teacher Xu in elementary school, Teacher Gao in junior high school, and my dream.When I was dreaming, I was ridiculed by everyone. Classmates laughed at her for having parents who didn't care about her. Relatives laughed at her for not knowing what to do. Her parents cut everything down and ruined everything.

When she gave up her studies, Xiao Sheng's teacher Gao came to her home to talk to her parents several times, but ended in failure.Xiao Sheng was very happy to see Teacher Gao, but he didn't have any hope. He would be content to meet a teacher who loves her like Teacher Gao in this life.

Stepping on a long-distance train, a person is in a trance, and the fear of violating the customs also pours into the brain and occupies the cells of the whole body.Xiao Sheng, who came to the provincial capital for the first time, saw a whole new world completely different from his hometown, where lights were bright everywhere, traffic was busy, and there were bursts of noise in the air.Tall buildings rise from the ground, neatly.The bustling crowd looked hurried.The teenage girl was dazzled, her expression was full of excitement and excitement, and when she heard a cry, it was fleeting.

"Sheng'er, where have you been? I've been looking for you for a long time?" An old woman with a kind face stepped forward to catch her.

"Auntie, I'm sorry. I don't know where to go when I get off the bus. This place is too big." Xiao Sheng hurried up to the woman and explained.

"Yes! The motherland is developing too fast. If we rural people don't come out, we won't know how much the outside world has changed. When I first came out, I saw cars going far away and started to hide. I was afraid that it would hit me. , because it has no eyes!" Immediately, they all burst into laughter, always thinking that they were so stupid, how could they bump into people casually when they could drive on the main road.

The two of them chatted nonchalantly as they walked, the woman took the quilt from Xiao Sheng's hand and asked her why she didn't bring a quilt, as it would be very cold in winter.Xiao Sheng just said lightly that he is not afraid of the cold, and the young boy made three fires, passing it in a joke.

This is a small and medium-sized knitting sweater factory. Xiao Sheng was assigned to the post as soon as he came here. He watched the machines pass by like clouds in the hands of his colleagues, but he either broke the needle or the thread. , cried anxiously.The old lady didn't have much time to take care of her when she was working. After all, everyone left their hometowns to make money.She had no choice but to find the maintenance man by herself, but the maintenance man ignored him at all. After a day's work, she was still an apprentice and couldn't get a dozen formal jobs.

Back at the dormitory at night, Xiao Sheng sat by the bed and cried alone. The old woman came up to her and asked her what was wrong. She told the old woman what happened during the day, and the old woman comforted her patiently like a mother. , Tell her that everything is difficult at the beginning, everyone is like this, so don't be too sad, don't be too anxious.This kind of life lasted for another week or so, and she finally got a formal job.

There is a famous saying in the knitwear factory, "You want his money, he wants your life." The working hours are as high as 18 hours a day. Sometimes Xiao Sheng is so tired that he doesn't even want to wash his clothes, and he falls asleep after work.There is no one underage like her in the whole factory. If it is not the reason why my mother hired this old woman, I might not even be able to find a job. After all, I am not yet an adult, and many units still dare not ask for it.

I don't know if the winter in the provincial capital is really cold, or if I am too afraid of the cold.Obviously, the Spring Festival has been over for a long time, and it seems that spring is about to begin, but why is it so cold to cover the body with a big 5-jin quilt.This really puzzled her, so she tucked up the quilt again. It turned out that the cold air came up from under the bed board, so she simply put the quilt under her body, covered it with a rhubarb robe, and then Tucking half of the quilt on top made it much warmer, but after all this tossing, it was already bright.

Seeing the light in the crack of the door getting stronger and stronger, the colleagues in the dormitory also got up one after another. I was really tired, so I thought I might as well forget about it. Anyway, the emperor was far away, and her parents couldn't reach her to scold her.But when I thought of the score I had just written, my whole body seemed to have been slapped with chicken blood again, and I quickly threw away the quilt before I could shiver; I quickly dressed, washed, ate, and went to work.

We sometimes feel that dreams are like dreams, just dreaming, don’t take it seriously, but some people’s obsession with dreams is like a biological clock, and they will remember it at a fixed time every day.And keep storing energy for the dream, looking forward to one day it can shine brightly.Xiao Sheng is like this, as early as Teacher Xu in elementary school planted the deep seeds.Although she rejected Mr. Xu's kind cultivation back then, she has always been very grateful to Mr. Xu in her heart, because Mr. Xu's behavior made her know what she wanted more clearly.Perhaps Teacher Xu has long forgotten her, a student who has only been with him for one year, but in Xiao Sheng's mind, he is her forever teacher, and he will never forget the dream that he once awakened her.

All the way humming the [Youth Youth] I just wrote:
How many times have I missed the appearance of youth
Youth should be beautiful pink

How many times have I missed the appearance of youth
Youth should be the pink of happiness

But I'm still a young man

But standing in the middle where it shouldn't be
But I'm still a young man

But occupying a business that shouldn't be occupied

who took away my childhood

who took my teenage supremacy

And who put me on top of my youth
Whoa whoa.
youth, youth
I seem to be blurred
youth, youth
which one is me

youth, youth
I seem to be blurred
youth, youth
which one is me

which one is me

This song was written by Xiao Sheng when he first came here, crying and crying when he couldn't do a good job every day.It's really weird sometimes, each of us yearns to live a good life, to be able to follow our heart's desire along the way.But the thing of inspiration seems to be especially good when you are not living so comfortably.She never thought of being able to sing on a gorgeous stage like those stars, because it was impossible, and she didn't dare to think about it.She only hopes that one day she will be able to get a chance to sing in a bar or on the stage of a restaurant, and she will be satisfied.

Therefore, after a high-intensity work every day, she would lie on the bed at night to write and write, try to figure out the meaning of the song, and study the sound of the song.The reason why she talked about the song and not the music score was because she didn't understand the music score at all. She had never received professional training and learning, so she couldn't understand it, nor could she understand the music score.She has her own method of memorizing notes, and every time she hums a minor tune that she is satisfied with, she will mark it with a lot of check marks.

Time passed so peacefully day by day, although it was very hard, Xiao Sheng felt very at ease.For the first time in her life, she felt that as long as she didn't speak, no one would bother her, no cursing, no growling, no more words like 'bitch'.She slowly revealed her true self bit by bit, and when she started to like herself, she found that everything in the world was beautiful.Whether it's a teenager or a youth, I've been there by myself.

The factory leaders also know that the employees work very hard, so under normal circumstances, they will leave the morning shift early in the week.At such times, there would be a long line of public telephones at the gate of the factory, calling home one after another.

"If you don't work overtime today, you'll kill me!"

"Well, I don't have to work overtime tonight, come and pick me up!"

"Finally another week has passed, let me do something delicious today to comfort me."

Everyone in the long queue had to wait a long time to make a call, but they all enjoyed it.One sentence asked about food and drink at home, and the young girl might be calling her boyfriend, looking shyly at the long line behind her, covering the receiver of the phone with her hand, blushing, chattering Can't hear what's being said.Someone behind kept urging, and at the same time they did not forget to tease the girl, which made the girl's face redder, from her cheeks to the roots of her ears.

(End of this chapter)