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Chapter 628 She Abandoned Everything For Him

She gave up everything for Mo Juechen, even her own life.I'm jealous of Mo Juechen, and at the same time I also hate her.

I don't understand why she could give up her love for me and fall in love with someone else in just half a year.

I can't understand it, and I don't want to understand it.

I only know one thing, the woman I love, she will never come back.

I obviously wanted to be gentle with her, but I hurt her time and time again, seriously hurting her with the most vicious words.

I was like a child, like a child who wanted attention.

All I did was to get her attention.

I don't want to see Ning Zhao's cold expression again.

She thought that there was only the world in my heart, but in fact, the biggest wish in my heart was to share a bowl of beef noodles with the person I love the most.

I really envy Mo Juechen, compared to me, he is better than me.He can make Ning Zhao happy.It can make Ning Zhao feel at ease.

He can give Ning Zhao everything, because from the beginning, they were from the same country.Unlike me, who is stuck in the mud, Mo Juechen has always lived in the sunshine, he is the same as Ning Zhao.

So in the beginning, they were a couple.That's why Ning Zhao was attracted to him.

I understand all these things, but I dare not think about them, nor dare to understand them.

I suddenly remembered a long time ago.When Ning Zhao and I were on a mission, we were discovered by a force.We were trapped in a room, and her leg was injured. I tried to escape so that she could be rescued quickly.

But when I led people back to rescue her, she was dying.For the first time, I saw disappointment in her eyes.

She told me that she is fine, as long as I am fine, she will be relieved.

But I know, this is just Ning Zhao's stubbornness.Although she always pretends to be strong, she longs to be loved and protected in her heart.

If it was at that time, it would be great if I could take her away desperately.It's not that I can't do it, but I want a [-]% safe way to take her out of trouble.But this [-]% safe method left her covered in bruises.

I want to explain, but I don't know how to explain it.I abandoned her and left alone, this is a fact, any way I explain it will be an excuse.

Her grief, leaving a scar, was left to save me.In her heart, a scar was also left, which was hurt by me.

In Ning Zhao's heart, I have always been a lawless person, but she doesn't know that I am just a timid child.

The boundless night enveloped me, and I breathed heavily, but I always felt that there was a flame blocking my chest.Half a year after I came to the Mo Dynasty, I made a decision, I want to force the palace and let the old emperor abdicate.

This is the only way I can get Ning Zhao. If I fail, I will lose my life at worst.

Anyway, I should have died a long time ago, this body does not belong to me.

If it succeeds, Ning Zhao will become my woman and be with me forever.Her heart was taken away by Mo Juechen, it doesn't matter, her body also belongs to Mo Juechen, it doesn't matter, I just need her to be by my side.

As before, we cuddle up to each other.

I was lying on the bed, thinking about it, but it was difficult to fall asleep. When I closed my eyes, it was the scene when she was with Mo Juechen.

She is the only light in my life and I must hold on to her.

(End of this chapter)