give you joy

Chapter 44 The Three Years She Wasn't By His Side

For a long time after Gao Zhiming's accident, Shen Ziqiao felt that he was walking in a fog. The fog was too thick for too long, and he could neither see himself nor the passers-by clearly.

Since Gao Zhiming's accident happened, his mother Li Huifen hid back to Sichuan without saying a word for fear of being found out. Shen Ziqiao's fate has been unable to act according to his original will since that day.

The burden of the Gao family fell on Shen Ziqiao's shoulders. On the one hand, he had to deal with the liquidation of the court's assets, and on the other hand, he also had to investigate the truth about the bank's pledge. apply for withdrawal.

Then, it was a year that was quickly ripened by fate.

He assumed the Gao family's debts, sold the property, and borrowed money from the bank.He tried three times in total, and after two failed attempts, he made his first pot of gold and had the embryonic form of this mechanical and electrical parts factory.

Looking back, everything was really just like a dream.

When Gao Zhiming's condition stabilized, Yueyan returned to Nanjing to continue her studies. During this time, he restrained himself from showing up at the hospital.He was afraid of seeing Yueyan's tears, but also afraid of seeing the look of hating himself in her eyes.He felt that even if he could carry everything, he would be defeated in Yue Yan's eyes.

Everything started because of his mother, he couldn't make Yueyan not hate him.

Yueyan returned to Nanjing to go to school in poor condition, refused to communicate with others, and chose to close herself off. He knew it all. During that time, Shen Ziqiao entrusted many people and found many relationships, so she wanted to ask her teachers and classmates to take care of her daily life.

When he did these things, he didn't expect her to know.

On her 21st birthday, she went back to Hangzhou to see Gao Zhiming, and by the time Shen Ziqiao found out that she had rushed to the hospital, she had already boarded the bullet train back to Nanjing. Not only was he afraid to see her, but Yueyan was also avoiding him.

Tragedy is like the elephant in the room, sitting there quietly.

Shen Ziqiao didn't know what was wrong with him that day, so he felt very uncomfortable, and he really wanted to see her, even if he didn't say anything, as long as he could see her.He picked up the gift that he had prepared for a long time, turned around and chased after her, and chased her to her school on the train that was late. The question was, so what if he came, did he have the guts to appear in front of her?Does he have the stance to give her a 21st birthday?
Timidity tore at Shen Ziqiao's heart, making him hesitant.

Now that Yueyan is not renting a room, he waits downstairs in Yueyan's dormitory until night falls, and when it is time to leave, he is reluctant to part with it, thinking vaguely in his heart that he has to see her once in a while. just work.

He was sitting by the flower bed downstairs in Yueyan's dormitory, the place where he sat many times, waiting for her.

When the night was so dark that it couldn't get any darker, Yueyan came back from the study room alone with her books in her arms.

He sat in a position where the light source could not be reflected by the lamp, and he saw her at first sight. The girl had long hair and shawls, and she was slowly approaching in a long skirt. When she got down, she turned her head and took a look at the place where Shen Ziqiao was sitting.

She saw him.

He also knew that he was seen by her.

His heart was surging, his throat was inexplicably choked, and too many emotions were hoarded in his chest.

The two looked at each other silently, but couldn't say a word.

Yueyan hesitated a little, but finally walked forward. Every time she took a step closer to her, Shen Ziqiao could feel her heart beating faster, and a vague roar echoed in her ears.

From his eyes, she walked into the bottom of his heart.

Everything seems to have disappeared, and it seems that nothing actually happened.

There was not so much going on between them, they were still the two children who were inseparable in love.

"Have you eaten yet?" Yue Yan walked in front of Shen Ziqiao.Under the moonlight, the always gentle eyes seemed to have something to say to him.

The Adam's apple slid twice, and the soreness in his throat was forcibly suppressed by him.Shen Ziqiao shook his head and smiled at her again.

"Let's go eat in our cafeteria."

In order to take care of the postgraduate students, the second floor of the cafeteria will be open until ten o'clock for supper.

When they arrived at the cafeteria, they each ordered a bowl of wontons and sat down in a remote place.

Obviously there are a lot of things to say, and there are a lot of eyes to see, but at that moment, I feel that every minute and every second is such a luxury, feeling the air that has been smudged by her breath, listening to her so close Shen Ziqiao's eyes became hot all of a sudden, and he wanted to hug her, touch her, and tell her not to cry, not to be afraid.

I don't know each other, and I sit without saying a word. Who would have thought about today's ending.

He couldn't finish the wonton after taking a bite, holding the spoon, Shen Ziqiao spoke intermittently: "Don't worry, I have everything."

A sentence with a vague meaning, but it happened that she could hear it clearly and understand it.

Yue Yan looked up at him.

Boys and girls in their early twenties seem to suddenly grow up a lot at this second, and they sit down with a lot of discussion and face the predictions of life together.

"You have to pay attention to your body." Yueyan looked at the wontons in the bowl and said to him.

Shen Ziqiao choked up for a moment, but didn't dare to look back, and said in a low voice, "You too."

Many things, even after marrying Yueyan and having a child, he never mentioned it to her.He felt that fate was kind enough to give back to himself what was originally his: his wife was the girl he had been chasing all his life, and their child was smart and cute, the crystallization of love.

It is precisely because he has experienced the hardships of life that he has been taught to cherish everything he has now.

But sometimes, Shen Ziqiao still suddenly thinks about the little things they spent together when they were young.

Going to school, leaving school, exams, riding in the car, tears and laughter.

Occasionally, Shen Ziqiao would feel like he had a long-lasting dream. He always felt that he would wake up at a certain point in Zhuang Zhou's dream, and return to when he was a teenager. He would find his schoolbag on the bedside, his test papers spread all over the floor, and his school uniform hanging behind the door... There was the sound of his mother waking him up from outside the door, and his sister yelled that he was going to be late...

and then?
He will rush to Yueyan's room in the shortest possible time, he will dress neatly, take care of himself, stand in front of Yueyan with the most handsome posture and appearance, and then tell her openly and seriously, I am like you.

I, Shen Ziqiao, like you, Gao Yueyan.

He will.

He will.

(End of this chapter)