give you joy

Chapter 2 Have you seen enough, do you think I am very handsome?

The days passed day by day like this, and soon came the Spring Festival.

My father was originally from Jilin, and he moved his household registration to Hangzhou when he passed the exam to the south.So Yueyan spent her last New Year in the second year of high school in the countryside of Dongfeng, visiting her grandparents and aunts.

There is no color other than white at all, as if God poured white paint on the paper by mistake when creating that place.

Grandpa's house was built in the col, almost the entire mountain, only his family.

Coming out of the station, my uncle drove an electric tricycle to pick them up. The snow had just fallen and the air was so dry that my uncle’s face was chapped by the wind and his cheeks were dry and red. Happy.

Grandparents woke up in the morning and waited until Yueyan and the others came back before they breathed a sigh of relief. Welcoming the guests in was another burst of work, heating hot water and twisting towels, and making a hot water bottle for Yueyan to hold in her arms.The kang was scorching hot, and once she sat on it, she refused to get off and played jigsaw puzzles with her cousins ​​on the kang.

The aunts all got married relatively late, and the children they gave birth to were all younger than Yueyan, but they were extremely courageous.

After a few days, Yueyan followed them to learn how to play sparrows in the snow, followed the adults to cut larch trees, and came back to pick up lanterns.The aunts cook pancakes, stick fire spoons, and steam steamed buns. The sugar triangle Yueyan they make can eat six at a time, and their chins are rounded.She wore two white down jackets and three pairs of cotton wool trousers that winter vacation, but the snowman she made was not as big as hers.At that time, Yueyan took a photo with the snowman. People who saw this photo many years later would ask the same question: Which one is you?

fuck you.

Grandpa always cared about the eldest grandson. During the New Year's Eve dinner, Shen Ziqiao sat in the main seat next to grandpa. There was a kang in the room. He took off his down jacket, revealing a smoky gray turtleneck sweater, showing a tall and straight figure, like a green tree. pine trees.As an exception, he drank two sips of sorghum wine, so his face was flushed, and he looked more like a delicate girl.

According to the rules in the north, on the [-]th day of the twelfth lunar month, pigs are slaughtered, and neighbors who live far away come to help and eat pig-killing dishes made of pig blood sausage.The scene was exciting and bloody, and it was in the same mood as Yueyan when she watched "Hannibal"... She couldn't bear to look directly at it, so she covered her face and went into the room, and bumped into Shen Ziqiao who came out from the curtain in the main room, and he His eyes were illuminated by the moonlight, and there was a strange light.

He stretched out his hand, covered Yueyan's eyes with his slender fingers, and suddenly pressed her heavily against his chest. In the dark, she couldn't see the picture, and her breath was filled with the smell of his clothes, a bit of lavender... He His chest rose and fell, his heartbeat was deafening, and his warm breath was close at hand.

When he laughed, his chest trembled faintly: "I thought you were so brave?"

He moves his finger away.

Yueyan looked up at him, a very beautiful face that could be described as radiant, he clearly knew how handsome he was, no matter what angle he looked at, his attitude contained the inevitable indifference, the kind of natural The calmness spoiled by girls.

Shen Xiner then followed out, carrying a large bucket of fireworks, and smiled at them, "Look what I found." After a pause, she asked, "What are you doing?"

Shen Ziqiao had already let go of Yueyan, and said nonchalantly, "It's nothing."

As soon as Shen Xiner showed up holding the fireworks, her cousins ​​cheered for a while. Everyone worked together and moved to the yard to set up a good place, and then split up to find matches and lighters.Among them was a kind of pyrotechnic stick called Mantianxing, which could be held in her hand. She lit two of them, walked over and handed one to Yueyan, and sat down beside her.

"Where's my brother?"

"I do not know."

She muttered: "I saw him here just now, why did he disappear in the blink of an eye..."

Yue Yan remained silent.

Shen Xiner suddenly asked again: "Did you two quarrel?"

The eldest sister is actually very talkative, she doesn't need a pleasant answer, she can go on on her own: "Oh, don't be angry with him, since you moved out of the house, he has lost his soul , watching him walk in and out every day, I don’t know what to think about, I can watch him hundreds of times a day on my phone.”

Yueyan fiddled with the iron rod, and didn't respond, she just thought in her heart, why should he come to suspect me when he is out of his mind?With his glory in the past, maybe he found a new girlfriend?Yueyan knew that such malicious speculation was very impolite, so she just kept silent.

Shen Xin'er patted her shoulder lightly, with an air of peacemaking: "You two just make up."

"I don't like him."

"If you don't want to be nice to him, you should be nice to me." The eldest sister smiled and hugged her shoulders, shaking her face slightly, and looked at the cousins ​​who were playing crazy in the yard together, "Oh, I'll go and see Click on them, don't turn around and burn the meadows."

Not long after she left, someone walked up to her with the sound of rustling snow.

Yueyan turned her head when she heard the sound, and she saw Shen Ziqiao wearing a white down jacket. He was too tall, especially when she was still sitting, it was very uncomfortable to look up at his neck, so she just glanced at him, then lowered her head and held the The gypsophila had burned up, leaving only a bare iron stick.

She felt cold and retracted her hands into her sleeves.

"Why don't you go to bed?" There is a custom in the north to watch the year, but grandma feels sorry for the hard work of these children in school, and urges them to go to bed after ten o'clock, and wakes them up after the stove.

"You didn't sleep either?"

He smiled lightly, with a look of fatigue between his brows and eyes, ignoring her gunpowder-smelling tit-for-tat.

By coincidence, she had the following conversation with Shen Ziqiao.

"Which university do you want to go to?"

"Where do you want me to take the exam?"

Yue Yan said softly: "Mom wants you to go abroad."

"I won't go abroad. I want to go to Z University, which is in the province."

"Then you still ask me!"

He really laughed, because his whole body was trembling slightly. It was strange. On such a peaceful night, discussing the future with a familiar stranger: "Don't you care?" He grabbed her and forced her Yueyan who had just got up fell down beside him, but he didn't continue to touch her, the gentleman put his hand on the steps behind Yueyan.

He stared at her leisurely, with a small ball of fire in his eyes, his eyes and sentences all implied that he was bound to win.

He was obviously spoiled, and what he got was so simple, so it was not difficult to throw it away.

Yueyan looked at that beautiful face, said: "I don't care, really, Shen Ziqiao, your surname is Shen, my surname is Gao, why should I care about your affairs?"

He looked at Yueyan, her jade-like face sank quietly in the darkness.

Yue Yan's face was innocent: "Brother, do you want me to call you brother?"

Gloom, melancholy, darkness, like a shadow.When this boy who is thoroughly armed by the favor of the opposite sex appears in front of you in a pretentious manner, student Gao Yueyan, you should not take it lightly.

His complexion changed, although the surroundings were dark, but Yue Yan knew that his complexion must have changed.

"Don't call me brother, it's too nasty." He retorted lightly, "My surname is Shen, your surname is Gao, where is our blood relationship?"

Because there were too many people, Yueyan was assigned to sleep in the same room with grandma at night. Grandma touched her thin arm under the quilt and murmured: "Why is Yanyan so thin?"

She nestled her face on grandma's arm, her eyes narrowed because of the comfort: "Grandma's skin is soft, and her belly is also soft. It's so comfortable to sleep next to grandma."

Grandma smiled: "I'm old, I have an old man's smell. It doesn't look like us. It smells good all over."

"I just like the smell of grandma."

Grandma tucked the quilt up for her, lowered her voice and asked, "How is that aunt of yours treating you?"

She didn't know where to start.

Grandma understood, and sighed: "How can a stepmother be honest? Fortunately, your father is not stupid, he knows who will kiss him, you, be good, don't go with those two little ones." Don’t fight, just study well by yourself, and when you get married in the future, grandma will leave you a dowry here, and none of them have one, so I’ll give you one.”

"Grandma, I don't want to grow up, I... I'm afraid."

"What are you afraid of?"

"I don't know, I just feel that many people are staring at me, looking at me, just waiting for me to stumble and see my jokes."

"Silly girl, just let them watch, who might laugh at whom in the future," she took Yueyan's hand, and put the glass jade bracelet on her wrist that she had worn for many years, "This one, grandma I have carried it for many years, and I will give it to you now, in the future it will help grandma watch over you and prevent others from bullying you."

Opening firecrackers on the first day of the first lunar month, paying homage to the new year, offering sacrifices to the God of Wealth on the second day, burning the door god paper on the third day, welcoming the gods on the fourth day, and welcoming the gods on the fourth day, and they will leave on the fifth day, because the stepmother’s natal family is in Sichuan, and Gao Zhiming made an agreement Sending Yueyan back to her grandmother's house in Hangzhou, Li Huifen took her two children back to Sichuan to celebrate the New Year, but when she was picking up the ticket at the airport, Li Huifen suddenly changed her mind and had a big fight with her father, which ended in tears He said: "What on earth am I planning to marry you for? Didn't I just want you to go back to my mother's house with me? Is it easy for me for more than ten years? Every time I go back with my two children alone, people ask What about your husband, how do you want me to tell others?"

The two had a quarrel at the airport. Dad just thought that Li Huifen was unreasonable. He had already discussed the matter. Should Yueyan go back to Hangzhou by plane alone now?
Li Huifen couldn't say that she was an oil bottle in front of her father, so she just covered her face and cried.

Shen Xiner was at the side trying to persuade her helplessly.

At this time Shen Ziqiao stood up and said to Gao Zhiming: "I will go back to Hangzhou with Yan Yan, and I will call you when I get off the airport to report that I am safe."

Without even thinking about it, Yue Yan vetoed it flatly: "No need, I can go back by myself."

Gao Zhiming thought about it, and thought that this was the only feasible solution at the moment, so he entrusted Shen Ziqiao to take good care of her.

Yueyan had no choice but to check the luggage with Shen Ziqiao.

She was airsick, fell asleep when she found a seat, and was still flying when she woke up.

Shen Ziqiao rested next to her with his eyes closed, the blanket pulled up to his chin, his drooping eyelashes were like two small fans, sweeping down two thick and colorful shadows.

I never thought that I would take a plane with him alone, and I never thought that the first thing I saw when I woke up was this boy. Just when Yueyan was distracted, he seemed to have noticed that he didn't open his eyes. , the eyebrows did not move, the corners of the mouth slowly turned up, and said in a low voice: "Have you seen enough, do you think I am very handsome?"

Yueyan came back to her senses, turned her body sideways, turned her head to face the porthole, and a huge cloud drifted past her.

Think viciously, cricket's cricket.

Gao Zhiming never interfered with his children's red envelopes. On the contrary, he always encouraged Yueyan to use the lucky money as an education fund and deposit it in the bank.There is a Bank of Communications right from the airport. The experienced teller who handles her business, handed her a form and instructed her how to fill it out. Yue Yan made several mistakes in a row, and even Shen Ziqiao couldn't stand it. , snatched the paper and pen, and stuffed them back into her hands together with his New Year's money after brushing and writing: "Deposit them together."

"How do you know who's who?"

"Then don't divide it, you keep it for me."

Yue Yan said to herself in her heart: This is wrong.He raised his head, only to find that he bent down very close to her. The boy's skin was as good as hell, smooth and bright, as if it had been treated with soft light.He stared intently at the little girl in front of him, his pupils were a kind of fragile light amber, and suddenly said out of nowhere: "Gao Yueyan, you have a pimple on your forehead."

Well, she said viciously: "If you give it to me, you can give it to me. It's hard to say if you can get it back."

He looked at Yue Yan and laughed without thinking.

(End of this chapter)