Noble daughter does not want to marry

Chapter 163 Don't Want Children 2
But Feng Jiangyi still heard that he also wanted to have a child with Chang Xiangsi, even if she was not pregnant and it was just a joy, but there was no way to make her drink these medicines.

The doctor quickly grabbed a piece of medicine and handed it to Feng Jiangyi, "Three bowls of water can be boiled into a small bowl!"

Feng Jiangyi took it, paid the money and turned to leave.

Holding the medicine in his hand, he felt heavy in his heart, it was his child who was going to be killed!

However, Chang Xiangsi's thoughts, he still has no way to stop it!
When Feng Jiangyi returned to the restaurant, she didn't go directly to the top floor, but handed the medicine to Xiao Er and let him go to the kitchen to cook the medicine himself, and she watched him cook the medicine herself. The decoction went up to the top floor.

He saw Chang Xiangsi sitting under the candlelight wiping the quaint dagger he gave her with a very serious expression, while the food on the table seemed untouched, even the rice in her bowl was prepared by him before look.

Feng Jiangyi put the bowl lightly on the table, "This is a boiled medicine that is still very hot, wait for it to warm up before drinking it, why don't you eat more?"

Chang Xiangsi hummed lightly, and said again, "I have no appetite."

Seeing that her expression was indifferent and her tone was a bit cold, Feng Jiangyi asked, "Is it because the food is not delicious? You ate a lot that day when you were in Baili Qingfeng, why don't I ask someone to take him away tomorrow?" Find it."

"no need!"

Chang Xiangsi put down the dagger in her hand. When Feng Jiangyi left just now, she thought a lot and felt that this could not go on anymore. Both of them have things to do, so there is no need to restrain each other like this!
She sighed softly, put the dagger back into her sleeve, picked up the bowl of dark brown medicine, took a sip, it wasn't very hot, but it was indeed bitter, and drank the half bowl of soup in one go After going down, he saw a small plate of candied fruit next to him, took one and put it in his mouth.

Feng Jiangyi just watched her finish the bowl of soup and medicine, her heart became more and more heavy, and she even lost her appetite for food.

Thinking that Feng Jiangyi hadn't used it yet, she said at night, "The food is already cold, I'll go to Xiao Er to reheat it."

"No need! No appetite!"

He wanted to escape here and stay alone for a while, but he didn't want to leave her here alone, Feng Jiangyi sighed softly, took off his outer robe and planned to go to bed.

Seeing that he was in a bad mood, Chang Xiangsi still had to say something, seeing Feng Jiangyi sitting on the bed ready to go to bed, she stepped forward and sat beside him, and took his hand.

"I know you're upset, but... eat as much as you want for dinner!"

Is this caring about him?
Feng Jiangyi's expression softened a little, he shook his head, "I really can't eat, I'll eat tomorrow, if you're tired, go to rest earlier, I'm a little tired."

Seeing the tiredness on his face, Chang Xiangsi sighed softly in her heart, "Feng Jiangyi, I think we should live separately, you have your affairs to deal with, instead of being by my side every day to take care of you. I, I have the ability to protect myself, if there is any danger, I will give you information, I plan to... leave tomorrow!"

It is impossible for her to live under Feng Jiangyi's wings all the time. She has the ability to protect herself, and she also wants to break out of a world by herself, instead of facing so many assassinations like this now.

Chang Xiangsi's decision was undoubtedly a huge blow to Feng Jiangyi. He stared at the woman who wanted to leave him in disbelief at this time, and let go of her hand suddenly. There was bewilderment and loss in his eyes, and there was a touch of eager.

"Why did you leave me? Isn't it good that we are doing this now? If you think this place is too small, we can go to other places. It doesn't matter if we go back to the palace, or I can accompany you if you want to go back to the prime minister's mansion." You go back, Xiangsi, don't drive me away, okay?"

Being here with her is because of safety on the one hand, and on the other hand, because he really likes the feeling of being here with her, a small world for two people, she is the one he sees the most every day, when he turns around, One looked up, and all she could see was her.

So he actually enjoys these days very much!

But if Chang Xiangsi doesn't like this kind of life, he can change it for her, as long as he doesn't leave his side.

The closeness of these days has already made him immersed in it, and leaving at this time would be like killing him. He was reluctant to let her go, and he couldn't let her go.

Seeing Feng Jiangyi's attitude, Chang Xiangsi felt a little uncomfortable, she turned sideways and gently hugged him into her arms, "Jiangyi, let's move separately, we settled these things earlier, and I will go with you to find a solution." Medicine, and my departure is not because I don’t want you.”

"Then why can't we be together? I can't bear to let you out!"

She pushed away Feng Jiangyi, who was leaning on her bosom, and stared into his eyes, full of attachment, "You have protected me too much, I am not a flower in a greenhouse, I have my own There is a way to go, I want to be strong, I want to be active instead of passive in everything, so you can only let me grow, some things I want to do by myself. Of course your body is your heart It's all mine, if you dare to get involved with any woman when I leave, I will definitely give up on you, and even treat you as an enemy!"

She has never been merciful to her enemies, so she hopes that Feng Jiangyi will not become an enemy one day.

And she has always been in the ups and downs, but what has Feng Jiangyi protected her these days?

Every day, he stretched out his hands and opened his mouth every day, and he rushed to the front whenever there was danger, and she didn't have to do anything.

"Of course I won't let you down, but, Xiangsi, don't leave me, okay?" Leaving tomorrow, how could he accept it so suddenly?

Chang Xiangsi smiled lightly, "Feng Jiangyi, you know you can't stop me!" This man always couldn't refute her decision.

"So...you decided to leave?"

Chang Xiangsi nodded, "Don't worry, I have the ability to protect myself. Besides, I will come to you if I don't live together when I have time, but your own situation is more dangerous than mine. For now, I just need to guard against the ones from Chang Xiang's side." Power, and the group of men in black who wanted to assassinate me before, and besides Chang Xiang, you also have the power of the emperor, you just need to be more careful!"

Feng Jiangyi pulled her into her arms, "Do you really have to leave? There is nothing wrong with us being like this all the time, Xiangsi, do you think I can feel at ease when you look like this?"

He just felt that today's mood was extremely bad, all because of this woman.

Don't want his child, but still want to leave!

Chang Xiangsi nestled in his arms, and smiled slightly, "You don't have to worry about me like this, in fact, I'm not as cowardly as you imagined, it's just that you've always protected me so well, we'll leave after all this is over Here, let's find the antidote together!"

Antidote...

Feng Jiangyi suddenly realized the problem with her body, and a surge of hope suddenly arose.

"You are not in good health, how can you leave at this time, Xuan Wu will come over in a while, I have asked Li Yi to find out where he is, if you really want to leave, at least you should have recovered That's it!"

Keep her by your side more like this, one more day counts as one day, at least don't leave tomorrow.

"I don't have any serious health problems. You have given me so many medicines these days, and besides, I will let Taxue follow me. What's the problem? When Xuan Wu comes, you will ask someone to give me a Just a word of mouth."

So does that mean he has no chance of keeping her?

Feng Jiangyi held her hands, "Then what if I beg you? You said you don't want a child and I promised you, but can you not leave? Wouldn't it be good for me to protect your safety by my side? Leave Where do you want to go after me? What will you do if you are in danger? "

He asked several doubts in a row, but he also knew that Chang Xiangsi had a hard heart, and he could not refute any decision she made.

"There is always a place I can go, you don't have to worry about my safety."

Knowing that although Feng Jiangyi was reluctant, she couldn't stop her decision, Chang Xiangsi said again, "Since you feel tired, go to bed early!"

She got up and took off her outer shirt, and curled up in the bed. Feng Jiangyi lay down slowly and hugged her in her arms, full of reluctance.

Early the next morning, Chang Xiangsi took her belongings and left the restaurant. Feng Jiangyi saw her leaving figure and wanted to chase her several times, but she also knew that he would not be able to chase her back.

He gave almost all of himself in this relationship, and she may have some recognition in her heart that she is his man, but the relationship is not deep.

That white and elegant figure gradually faded out of his sight, but the weight in his heart was increasing day by day.

Withdrawing her gaze, Feng Jiangyi let out a long sigh, turned around and went back to the attic, where she still had a lot of things, and the only thing she took away was a mask, a dagger, and a change of clothes .

Looking deeply at the house where he lived for many days, recalling the days he and Chang Xiangsi lived here, especially the lingering lingering yesterday, every scene was engraved in his heart, and he would never forget it.

Here, it seems to have become a memory, Feng Jiangyi got up and left, closed the door, and ordered Xiaoer not to let anyone touch that room without authorization, and even the usual cleaning was not needed, he mercilessly Turned around and left the restaurant.

In the opposite direction from when Chang Acacia left.

Chang Xiangsi went back to the prime minister's mansion first, instead of going in directly through the gate, she jumped in from the backyard secretly, without disturbing anyone, her movements were light and graceful, like a cat.

Qingyun Pavilion is still heavily guarded, but Chang Xiangsi's lightness skill and internal strength are far higher than theirs at this time, so she enters Qingyun Pavilion elusively.

Back to the room she lived in before, the one opposite Chang Xiang, she hid a jasper token under the pillow in her bosom, then turned around and stepped out of the room, to Chang Xiang's room.

Although Chang Xiang didn't come back to live here, someone came here every day to clean it up. His room is elegant and natural, and there is a piano on the east side. The quality of the wooden board should be extremely valuable.

Chang Xiangsi has never heard Chang Xiang play, not enough to hear that Chang Xiang is proficient in piano, chess, calligraphy and painting, but I don't know whether it is the real Chang Xiang who is so proficient or the fake Chang Xiang is also good at it.

It is undeniable that this false appearance is really powerful. If she hadn't slapped him last time and scratched a corner of the mask with her fingernails, I'm afraid she would have been kept in the dark. , even she often lovesickness also has a share.

Because Chang Xiang and he didn't live in Qingyun Pavilion, it seemed extraordinarily quiet. Chang Xiangsi searched and found nothing, but heard footsteps outside, probably the servants who came to clean here.

Chang Xiangsi hid behind a screen at the side, looked towards the door from that direction, and saw Meier walking in, with a basin of water and a rag in her hand.

As soon as she came in, she didn't clean it directly, but walked towards the neatly folded bed, and all of a sudden, she rushed over and sniffed fiercely on the bed a few times, with a look of enjoyment and happiness.

Chang Xiangsi felt a little chilly, this Meier's spring heart was really frightening!

Is it like this every time I come to clean the house for Chang Xiang?
(End of this chapter)