Chapter 456
Lao Mao didn't speak, but just stared at Shen Chu deeply.

After a while, he said coldly: "You hate living with me, don't you?"

Without saying anything else, Lao Mao left Shen Chu's room on his own.

Shen Chu was drinking warm milk, his eyes still fixed on the door of the bedroom.

Speaking of which, from the very beginning, when he said he liked that male classmate, Lao Mao was not angry because he liked a boy, but just looked down on that boy.

Therefore, the more Lao Mao did not reject him liking boys, the more Shen Chu felt that he was dangerous, and wanted to keep a distance from him all the time, and even gradually turned into hate, wishing to avoid him all the time.

After drinking the milk, Shen Chu didn't care what he meant by what he just said, and fell asleep with his head covered.

The next morning, Shen Chu did have a long sleep, but after waking up, he refused to get up for a long time, and didn't want to go down to see him.

There were only two people in this room, every time Shen Chu met him, he always felt uncomfortable at such a close distance.

I can't say that kind of uncomfortable feeling, vigilant, nervous, in short, I don't like to get too close to him.

Alone in the room, Shen Chu stayed up until almost eleven o'clock, and finally got up to wash his face.

Looking at his fair and delicate face in the mirror, and at his neat short hair, he stood up straight and his eyes fell on his flat chest.

It took a long time for Shen Chu to come out of the bathroom, and then went downstairs, still with the same clean face and clean feeling.

But he looked around not so deliberately, and found that Lao Mao didn't seem to be at home, and there was no shadow of him downstairs. When he came down, he saw that the door of his study was also open, which meant that he was not inside.

Shen Chu thought that he just went out in the morning to do something.

As a result, that whole day, Shen Chu stayed alone in such a big villa, quietly, and he wondered if a ghost would suddenly pop out from somewhere.

The sky darkened little by little, but Shen Chu still didn't see Lao Mao coming back, so he finally frowned.

I took the phone several times, but never made a call.

Shen Chu seldom called Lao Mao, and Lao Mao always looked for him.

But the time went from six o'clock, to seven o'clock, and then to eight o'clock, and he still hasn't come back. Where did he go?

Shen Chu was afraid of the dark, even though the villa was full of lights, but he was alone, and finally panicked in his heart, and his grip on the phone became tighter and tighter.

Finally, I called Lao Mao.

Lao Mao didn't speak.

"Hello?" It was Shen Chu who tried his best to suppress his emotions, and then heard Lao Mao's low-pitched response: "What's the matter?"

Upon hearing his mature voice, Shen Chu suddenly felt angry and aggrieved, "Where have you been, and you haven't come back yet?"

While speaking, Shen Chu looked around, and whenever there was any disturbance, he would swallow his throat nervously.

But Shen Chu didn't have an Adam's apple, and his slender and fair neck was just like a girl's, very pretty.

Compared to Shen Chu's nervousness, Lao Mao was very indifferent, "Don't you want to live with me?"

"I'm in Edinburgh, you live on your own, I'll be back after the weekend," he said.

Upon hearing this, it meant that Shen Chu himself would stay for another day, and he suddenly didn't know where the anger came from, "You go to Edinburgh, what should I do?"

"I'm not here, aren't you just comfortable?"

Shen Chu frowned, and pursed his mouth stubbornly.

After a long time, he finally said: "Come back to me!"

Lao Mao was holding the phone, sitting by the wine table, casually circling the wine glass, watching the excitement on the first floor, and the same sentence: "I will go back on Sunday night."

"I'll let you come back now!" Shen Chu was anxious.

He didn't know why he was in a hurry, but he was very angry anyway, "I haven't eaten all day, if you want to starve to death, I will tell my mother directly, I won't go to school, I will go back!"

Lao Mao finally frowned a little and didn't speak.

Until he hung up the phone, Lao Mao really didn't let go and said that he would go back tonight.

And he really didn't go back.

Just like that, Shen Chuhe kept his eyes open until dawn, and didn't dare to turn off the lights for a moment. This kind of torment was the second time for him except for the time when he became a shadow.

His palms were sweating almost all the time, tired and sleepy, but he woke up as soon as he dozed off, and hurriedly looked around the brightly lit living room.

He really didn't come back.

Shen Chu rushed to his study the next morning and smashed his beloved vase and tore up his copybook, but he didn't feel relieved at all.

There was nowhere to go, but where he stayed up all night, he didn't want to stay at all.

He was so hungry that his chest was stuck to his back, he grabbed his bag and rushed out the door.

Just to visit the prison, to see that classmate, to see if he will come back or not!
Shen Chu bought some food on the side of the road, took a car and went to the edge of the city.

Because he has no status, he couldn't be easily let in for a visit, but coincidentally, he was just talking to someone, and saw another classmate of his walking in, it was the boy's buddy, he must be visiting him of!
"How could he go in?" Shen Chu raised his finger and pointed.

The staff didn't explain to him, they just said "You can't, go back."

……

Within a few minutes, a delivery man entered through the door. The guard just checked his delivery order without asking for his ID card, and told him, "Come out as soon as the delivery is finished."

Shen Chu put on his helmet, nodded, turned around and slipped in quickly.

Prison visits are all one-to-one rooms. After the classmate entered, it was impossible for Shen Chu to enter again, but he could go to the monitoring office to see if he had changed recently, and listen to what they were talking about.

There are not many staff in the monitoring room, there are only two people in total. In fact, they don't deliberately listen to the conversations in any room, but just sit there and roughly watch the monitoring.

If there is a problem in the later stage, the sound will be carefully adjusted.

Shen Chu took a glance, and found the picture of the boy and his buddies after a while, and walked over there.

"Hey, what are you doing?" One of the staff suddenly stopped him.

Shen Chu smiled, and patted the takeaway he brought in, "Lunch delivery!"

The staff frowned, "No order!"

Shen Chu still smiled, "A colleague downstairs told me to order for you, and I also gave you drinks and snacks as gifts."

While talking, Shen Chu took the things out, and when they were happy that they could have a free meal, Shen Chu turned one hand back and fiddled with his fingertips.

Sure enough, snowflakes flashed on the monitoring of the boy and that buddy.

Shen Chu pretended to be surprised, "Hey, is your machine not in good contact?"

When the staff saw it, they frowned and cursed, "Why is this happening again!" Then they slapped the machine with a slap.

The result is getting more and more expensive.

Shen Chu leaned over with a smile, and said, "I've learned this, can I help you adjust it? It will be soon."

The staff was suspicious, and one of them said: "Anyway, it should be replaced, at most it will be damaged, maybe it will be repaired, let him get it."

Then the two ate next to each other, and Shen Chu was messing around there.

He picked up the earbuds and listened, pretending to listen to the problem of poor contact.

In fact, he could hear what the boy was talking to his buddies.

I only heard the boy sneer, and his voice was still cold and arrogant: "How could it be possible to stay for three years? That damn it, I'm looking for death. When I get out, I will fuck his nephew to death! Disgusting bitch!"

As he spoke, the boy spat in an extremely unrefined mouthful, and the feeling of coldness and charm turned into vulgarity in an instant.

Shen Chu was a little taken aback, how could he speak like that.

He usually acts very well and is very interested in him.

To call him... a cheap mule? (Independent interpretation of this chapter: cheap mule, can be used as an extreme insult to call people not male, female not female, and can also refer to contempt for liking the same sex.)
"Ha! I thought you were really interested in him!" The buddy echoed with a smile, "As long as you are fine, your family will get you out, don't worry."

He added: "Maybe, Shen Chu, that idiot is more active than anyone else, and will find a way to help you out."

Shen Chu held the earphone in one hand, it was unbelievable that his hand was shaking a little.

How could the perfect boy he had always liked in his heart be like this?
Remembering the way Lao Mao angrily said that he was a bastard, a hooligan, and asked to stay away from him, Shen Chu frowned for a while.

"Ah, little brother?" The staff saw him in a daze, and called him several times, but there was no sign of him, so he went over and punched him.

Shen Chu came back to his senses, with heartache still in his eyes, he forced a smile, "Ah, what's the matter?"

The staff smiled, "Sure, are you really tuned?"

But no, the picture is already normal.

Shen Chu smiled ugly, took off the earphones and couldn't listen anymore, so he left in a hurry.

After leaving that place, Shen Chu looked embarrassed even walking, he threw away the takeaway box and squatted on the side of the road, buried his head and didn't move for a long time.

Until he was so hungry that he was about to faint, he finally stood up and wiped his eyes fiercely.

But after taking a step, it was dark before his eyes, he staggered two steps, almost fell to the side of the road, barely stopped, stood up stubbornly step by step and walked forward.

Lao Mao came back early.

Not seeing Shen Chu at home, he frowned.

He knew Shen Chu well, so he drove directly to the direction of the prison and tried to call Shen Chu, but he never answered.

When Shen Chu's legs were so weak that he was about to fall down, a car suddenly stopped beside him.

Lao Mao was sitting in the driver's seat, seeing his distraught appearance, his face was dark for a while.

But in the end, he still got out of the car, took only two steps with a little stride, and caught up with Shen Chu who was walking very slowly and weakly.

Lao Mao stretched out his hand and pulled Shen Chu almost to the ground.Then he looked up and saw the old man's face.

Lao Mao looked at him like this, his brows tightened, and he was faintly angry, thinking that he was sad after seeing that boy.

And Shen Chu looked at him for two seconds, and then without warning, his emotions erupted, and he spoke incoherently, "What are you doing back? I don't want to see you the most! Come back to see if I'm dead? You don't want to support me. If you want to accept me, just throw me away..."

Lao Mao finally saw his strangeness.

Even if a boy had such an outburst of temper, Lao Mao didn't think it was hypocritical at all. Instead, seeing his red eyes, his heart tightened inch by inch.

The voice was deep, "...what's the matter with you?"

Shen Chu ruthlessly shook him off, "Don't worry about me! None of you want to care about me!" Almost crying out loud, extremely wronged.

Lao Mao pursed his thin lips, but seeing him like this, he also blamed him for being cruel last night, so he pulled him over and took him to the car without saying anything.

Shen Chu refused to leave, hadn't eaten for almost two days, tried his last bit of strength to resist, and was finally held in Lao Mao's arms.

Lao Mao's only feeling was that Shen Chu was really too thin, but he was so thin that he was still soft to hold, and his short hair brushed softly over his chin.

Nothing was swept away.

"Get in the car." He urged in as gentle a voice as possible.

Shen Chu was tired of shouting, and he was put into the car by him. After a while, he finally vomited out all his grievances, "I haven't eaten for two days, I haven't slept for one night, I don't even have a friend... No one wants me..."

Lao Mao listened to his words, his brows became tighter and tighter, and the pain in his heart gradually intensified. Finally, when he heard his real sobs, he couldn't even drive the car.

I had to stop on the side of the road, trying to relieve the pain in my chest.

He looked at the people curled up in the seats.

Shen Chu's life experience was already poor, he didn't know his biological parents, and the conditions of living with his elder sister were not very good, so Shen Chu developed a withdrawn and dull temperament, and basically didn't like to talk.

Lao Mao sees him talking the most, that is, with Wanwan, and today.

The car stopped for a while, and he subconsciously wanted to reach out to help Shen Chu wipe away his tears, but he stretched out his hand, then retracted it, and finally only took out a tissue and handed it over.

After Shen Chu took it, he continued to bury his head and became silent.

After a long time, Lao Mao started to start the car. He was thinking, since Shen Chu hated him like this, he shouldn't let this feeling develop. No matter if it works or not, he should try to find a woman.

Even if it's just to reassure Shen Chu.

Thinking of this, he let out a sigh of relief, then took Shen Chu out to eat at the restaurant before returning to the villa.

When I entered the door, all the lights were still on.

It is conceivable that Shen Chu came here like this last night. Seeing this, Lao Mao frowned again, silently blaming himself.

But when he looked at Shen Chu, Shen Chu turned his face away again, and walked past him to go upstairs coldly.

It seems that his cruelty yesterday really hurt him.

Lao Mao thinks so.

But in the following week, he also found that something was different about Shen Chu, what exactly was it?

Oh yes, throughout the whole week, Shen Chu didn't mention any word about that boy to him, he called him every day, and he answered, and he never said angry words like not wanting to study or skipping classes.

On Friday, Lao Mao called him, "Want to pick you up?"

Without waiting for Shen Chu to answer, he said again: "If you don't want to live with me, I won't pick it up."

Shen Chu held the phone, lowered his head and frowned without speaking.

"Shen Chu?" Lao Mao called him.

Only then did Shen Chu say angrily: "As you please!"

Then the phone was hung up.

Lao Mao looked at the phone and thought for a while, then took the car keys and went out.

The car was still parked at the usual location, Lao Mao thought he would have to wait for a long time, but when he turned his head, he saw Shen Chu at the school gate, alone holding his schoolbag to shelter from the rain.

Lao Mao frowned slightly, got out of the car, took an umbrella and walked over.

The umbrella was handed over his head, and when he came over, he whispered, "Take the umbrella."

Shen Chu took it.

When he looked up, he found that Lao Mao didn't hold an umbrella with him, but walked directly into the rain and walked to the car.

Shen Chu was stunned for a moment, stopped in his footsteps, looked at his heavy back, and suddenly bit his lip, feeling uncomfortable on the tip of his nose.

Lao Mao turned his head and looked at Shen Chu who was standing there and did not leave, "What's wrong?"

Shen Chu didn't speak, but walked a little faster, then raised the umbrella above his head, and the two of them held it together.

This time it was Lao Mao who looked at him.

Lao Mao remembered that Shen Chu didn't like to get close to him, so it was absolutely not allowed to hold an umbrella together, what happened today?
Shen Chu put away the umbrella, got into the car, and walked a quiet road.

When he was about to get home, Shen Chu suddenly asked, "Eat takeaway?"

Lao Mao forced a smile, "No, I cooked."

cooking?
Shen Chu looked at him, and was actually very happy in his heart, because he knew that Lao Mao was good at cooking, but there were not many opportunities to eat his cooking.

I don't know what's special about today, but I feel a little better.

When I entered the house, I really smelled the food.

Lao Mao vaguely saw the almost inaudible joy on Shen Chu's face, and the corner of his mouth slightly hooked, "Go wash your hands, you can eat in a while."

It was rare for Shen Chu to respond to him, "Okay."

This word made Lao Mao pause when he changed his shoes, and looked at his back after washing his hands.

When will Shen Chu respond to him?

After a while, Shen Chu came out after washing his hands, but Lao Mao didn't intend to serve dinner.

Shen Chu frowned, "Are there any guests?"

Lao Mao looked at him, flicked the cigarette butt in his hand, and only said "um", feeling a little heavy in his mind.

Shen Chu's brows became tighter. Could it be that he really asked his adoptive mother to come over and take him away?Thinking of this, he suddenly walked up to Lao Mao, "Who wants to come?"

Lao Mao was about to put the cigarette to his mouth, almost scalding him, frowned, avoided it, and said, "I'll introduce you to each other later."

This made Shen Chu heave a sigh of relief, indicating that it was not her adoptive mother.

After a few minutes, someone finally knocked on the door.

Shen Chu went to open the door, and when he saw the woman at the door, he was stunned, with a very unfriendly expression on his face, "Who are you?"

The woman with heavy makeup smiled and talked inside, "Is Mr. Mao not here?"

Shen Chu didn't let the door open, and stood still there.

Lao Mao walked over, but he couldn't show the tenderness towards his girlfriend on his face, so he just forced a smile, "You are here, come in!"

But just as the woman was about to come in, Shen Chu blocked it suddenly, then stared at Lao Mao, "Don't let her in!"

Lao Mao frowned slightly, "Don't mess around!"

Shen Chu stood stubbornly, holding the door frame with his hands.

Lao Mao showed no expression, and said, "Didn't you say that living with me is not comfortable? You can call her aunt in the future, and she will live with us..."

Listening to what he said, Shen Chu's brows became tighter and tighter, and his fair face was already full of anger.

"Who wants an aunt?" He lost his temper at Lao Mao, "Did I agree to let someone else live in our house?"

Lao Mao looked at him inexplicably. Shen Chu used to say that it was his villa, not ours.

Also, Lao Mao thinks that he hates men and men living together, so adding a woman, wouldn't it be great?Why does it seem that you are not happy at all?
Like a wayward child, Shen Chu pointed at the woman, "I don't care, let her go! If you want to find a woman, you can look for it after I graduate and leave. Don't let me see it!"

Lao Mao didn't speak.

Shen Chu was probably out of breath, and spoke incoherently, "Do you think I don't know that you like men? What does it mean to find a woman to show me?"

Lao Mao raised his hand and pressed the center of his eyebrows.

I don't know when it started. When Shen Chu lost his temper, he was always confused. The only thing he wanted to do was to calm him down and calm him down.

So, he looked at the woman outside the door, "You go first."

The woman was displeased, "Oh, what do you mean? I came here in the rain, and my luggage is still in the car!"

Lao Mao looked at Shen Chu, and finally said: "The rent will be doubled for you."

Shen Chu frowned after hearing this.

Seeing Lao Mao closing the door and Shen Chu still standing there, he recognized that it was the woman Lao Mao rented.

He obviously likes men, why rent a woman?Does it solve a need?

nausea!

Shen Chu angrily walked past Lao Mao, making a gesture to go upstairs.

Lao Mao frowned slightly, "Eat."

"Don't eat!" Shen Chu's voice was full of anger.

Lao Mao stroked his forehead, he didn't know where he was offended again, after a while, he could only go upstairs and stand at his door, "Come out for dinner, Shen Chu."

"..."

"Did you hear? Your stomach can't take it when the food is cold." Lao Mao didn't push the door.

The person inside finally said: "It's good to die from stomach cancer!"

Lao Mao frowned, finally pushed open the door, and saw Shen Chu standing by the door.

He stretched out his hand, Shen Chu didn't hide, he was a little surprised, but Lao Mao didn't let go, took his hand and brought him out, his voice became warmer, "Go to eat!"

The two went downstairs together.

Lao Mao is tall and Shen Chu is very thin. He didn't let go of Shen Chu's hand because Shen Chu didn't struggle.

I just feel that Shen Chu is really too thin, his wrist is as thin as a girl, Lao Mao can easily hold it with one hand.

Sitting at the table, Shen Chu didn't speak.

Lao Mao served him rice and served him vegetables, Shen Chu saw that Lao Mao cut off his hand, it must have been broken while cooking.

I frowned.

Shen Chu picked up the bowl, "I can hold it myself."

Lao Mao didn't force him.

On the way, the two of them suddenly caught the same piece of meat, Lao Mao's instinctive reaction was of course to give it to Shen Chu.

But Shen Chu picked it up, put it directly into Lao Mao's bowl, or didn't say anything.

Lao Mao looked at him, then at a piece of meat in the bowl, and was startled for a long time.

It's just a chopstick dish, and he's already so emotional that his chest is sore, when will Shen Chu give him some food?It's good that he didn't overturn the dishes he cooked.

Knowing that Lao Mao was looking at him, Shen Chu frowned and stared.

Lao Mao also naturally retracted his gaze.

……

At night, Lao Mao warmed Shen Chu's milk as usual, knocked on the door for a while, but there was no movement inside.

He frowned, thinking that Shen Chu lost his temper again.

But when he opened the door and went in, no one was seen, only the quilt on the bed was slightly bulged.

"Shen Chu?" Lao Mao pushed the door open and walked in, his steps not heavy.

The person in the quilt moved a little, and then sat up with difficulty. It seemed that he had fallen asleep, and he squinted at Lao Mao.

"Since you're asleep, don't drink." Lao Mao looked at him.

But Shen Chu stretched out his hand, he felt uncomfortable if he didn't drink.

When handing the milk, Lao Mao touched him with his fingertips, and his brows tightened, "Why are you so hot?"

Sure enough, Shen Chu had a fever, and because he was sleepy, his mouth was so dry that he licked it unconsciously.

Lao Mao saw that inadvertent movement, squinted subconsciously, and forced himself to divert his attention, and said in a deep voice, "Lie down, I'll call the doctor!"

Holding the milk, Shen Chu looked at him, "Just find an ice pack, I don't want an injection. Last time, the doctor was shaking so much that a mantis' hand did it!"

Obviously because he was afraid, he exaggerated.

Lao Mao was a little funny about his description, but he said coldly: "A big boy is still afraid of injections?"

Shen Chu refused to accept it, and raised his head against him, "You're still afraid of women!"

One sentence made Lao Mao purse his lips, and he said after a while: "I'm going to get ice cubes."

Shen Chu didn't say anything, and drank the milk quietly.

After drinking milk, I drank water again. Anyway, I did a lot of work. As a result, when I put the water glass, my head was dizzy and the things in front of me were shaking.

He clearly placed it on the table, but threw the cup directly on the ground.

When Lao Mao came in, he happened to see this scene. What he saw was not the dropped cup, but he was afraid that he would go to catch the cup and roll to the ground.

The tone suddenly became fierce: "Let you lie down!"

Shen Chu couldn't recover from his sudden growl, and sat on the bed in a daze for a while, until he walked to the side of the bed, Shen Chu finally recovered, with grievance in his eyes, bowed his head silently, and ended up with ice cubes.

He also pulled the quilt up to cover his chest. After all, Lao Mao would not go so close usually, they were all outside the [-]th parallel, but now it was too close.Afraid of being discovered by Lao Mao.

(End of this chapter)

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