Blind young love wife is addicted

Chapter 535 Four Years Wedding Anniversary (2)
The moment the bedroom door was gently closed, Song Yanjin opened his eyes.She glanced at the bed beside her with complicated eyes.

They agreed to be honest with each other and not to lie to each other.But in some respects, she couldn't do it, and neither could Gu Linshen.

She also went downstairs, and the lights in the downstairs room had already been turned off.Only a dim light was on at the bar in the bar.

Song Yanjin walked over, but didn't go in. He just leaned against the door and watched Gu Linshen who was inside savoring the wine carefully.

It's not so much that he's tasting wine, it's better to say that he's thinking about something.His facial expression was very serious, his brows were slightly frowned, and his thin lips were always hooked into a self-deprecating smile.

Gu Linshen shook the wine glass in his hand, and with the other hand, he took from the side the magazine that had the messy news about Gu Yinghao's death in the afternoon.He casually turned to that page, and his voice was soft but sarcastically: "It's really cruel, I can't bear to see even one side."

The lights were dim, and they all hit Gu Linshen's back, Song Yanjin couldn't see what his facial expression was like.But that touch of grief was so obvious on this person.

"Why is it so unfair..." Gu Linshen tightly held the magazine in his hand, his eyes didn't even turn red, but his Adam's apple involuntarily twitched twice.He threw the magazine out abruptly.

This world is really unfair. Gu Moxian shed tears for him all her life. Before he died, Gu Linshen's heart still hurt.But what about him?He couldn't remember anything, and he didn't even know the existence of their mother and child.Look, how ridiculously unfair!
Thinking of the heartache on the day of NO.18, Gu Linshen felt extremely ridiculous.He took a few sips of wine and laughed self-deprecatingly.

At this moment, Gu Linshen could not be disturbed.Song Yanjin knew, but seeing Gu Linshen like this made her feel very sad.

Gu Linshen didn't cry, but her tears fell uncontrollably.There seemed to be a ball of cotton stuffed in his throat, so choked that he wanted to cry, but he couldn't.Afraid that she would make a sound, she covered her mouth and took a few steps back in a hurry, leaning her whole back against the wall.

For the first time, Song Yanjin felt that there was only a wall between them, but the distance between the two was so far.

Song Yanjin felt sorry for him, for Gu Linshen who was so wounded in his heart.But it can't help him, it's a place that Gu Linshen can't let people touch, no one can walk in.

Gu Linshen was drinking one after another in front of the bar, his self-deprecating laughter was somewhat desolate.Song Yanjin's face was already wet with tears across the wall.

The two stayed together for more than two hours with only one wall between them. Song Yanjin couldn't get into the untouchable place in his heart, so he could only guard him in this way.

Sensing that Gu Linshen was about to come out, Song Yanjin quickly wiped away his tears, and took the lead upstairs.

After Gu Linshen went upstairs, he smelled of alcohol.He walked to the bed and raised his hand to stroke Song Yanjin's hair with his eyes closed.He bent down and pressed a kiss gently on her red lips.Then he got up and went to the bathroom.

That night, Song Yanjin barely fell asleep.Gu Linshen also slept soundly. Gu Linshen woke up first in the morning, washed up and got ready to go to work.

Song Yanjin also washed up and went downstairs to have breakfast. When Gu Linshen stood downstairs and saw her, the look in his eyes suddenly became a little strange.

"Crying? Why are your eyes so swollen?" Gu Linshen fastened his tie, pinched her chin and raised it slightly, looking seriously into her eyes.

Song Yanjin lowered her head, avoiding his observing eyes.With a smile: "I had a nightmare last night, and I woke up like this."

After she finished speaking, she pulled Gu Lin into the seat: "Let's have breakfast, it's not that there is a meeting in the morning."

Gu Linshen's eyes were still on Song Yanjin, watching carefully.

A Yuan also woke up, and after being hugged by Zhang Mama, he happily ran towards Song Yanjin: "Mommy, A Yuan slept by himself again last night, is he very good?"

"A Yuan is very good." Song Yanjin bent down and stroked A Yuan's hair, with a smile on his face.

"Hey, Mommy's eyes..." Ah Yuan pointed to Song Yanjin's eyes and made a sound of surprise.

This morning, both father and son focused on her swollen eyes. She was a little embarrassed, and hurriedly hugged Ah Yuan to the chair by the dining table, turned around and said to Gu Linshen, "I'll ask Mom to come out for dinner."

Usually Gu Moxian is always the one who gets up first at home, but she hasn't come out yet.

When Song Yanjin pushed the door and went in, Gu Moxian was still sitting on the balcony in the same posture that Song Yanjin came out last night.

"Mom..." Song Yanjin frowned and walked over, the balcony window was open, Gu Moxian's face turned pale with cold, and she sat there motionless.From the looks of it, she didn't sleep all night last night.

Song Yanjin sat in front of Gu Moxian, held Gu Moxian's arm with both hands, and looked at her worriedly: "Eat something, I didn't eat last night, you won't be able to resist if you don't eat today."

Gu Moxian is like a sculpture frozen into ice, she only moved slightly when she heard Song Yanjin's voice, turned her head to look at Song Yanjin, and her voice was filled with the embarrassment of crying for a long time: "I'm not hungry, you can eat. "

"Then why don't you rest for a while? If you're like this, not only I don't feel at ease, but Linshen also won't be at ease." Song Yanjin frowned tightly, and the hand holding Gu Moxian's arm couldn't help but tighten a little.

Gu Moxian's health is not good, if she continues to sit like this, something will happen.

Hearing Gu Linshen's name, Gu Moxian opened her mouth, and finally relaxed for a moment.Glancing at Song Yanjin, he hesitated for a moment and nodded.

Seeing her nodding, Song Yanjin hurriedly helped her up: "Come."

Gu Moxian sat there maintaining a posture for a long time, she was a little unstable, her whole body almost fell on Song Yanjin's body.Song Yanjin helped her to the bed, took off her shoes, and covered her with a quilt.He reminded: "I still have to eat some rice porridge when I get up. People... can't be resurrected after death. We are all sad, but those who stay have to live well..."

Gu Moxian's eyes were red again, she held back her tears, raised her hand to shake Song Yanjin's hand, and thanked, "Yan Jin, thank you."

Song Yanjin took out his hand, tucked the corner of the quilt for her, forced a smile, and then went out.

In the restaurant, Gu Linshen was already feeding Ah Yuan.Seeing Song Yanjin coming out alone, he raised his head and asked, "Where's Mom?"

"Mom...still resting, I'll eat when I wake up." Song Yanjin hesitated and opened his mouth, and didn't tell Gu Linshen about Gu Moxian's daze all night.Turning around, she said to Zhang Ma who was beside her: "When mom wakes up, please make some porridge for her, as light as possible."

"It should." Zhang Ma hurriedly bent down and agreed.

Song Yanjin sat down at the dinner table, took A Yuan's small bowl from Gu Linshen's hand: "Let me do it."

Gu Linshen was not polite to her and handed the bowl to her.His eyes shifted to her: "Editor Yan should rest at home for a day, and go to AND tomorrow."

(End of this chapter)